Sakura's POV
I seen them everywhere. Her and my Sasuke smiling, laughing, even kind of holding hands. That was supposed to be me not her. Why? I've known Sasuke a lot longer than she has. Yet, there she is with him. He follows her everywhere she goes. Hell, they even walk home together. Who knows if they go home together. I wanted that life. To be right next to him, laughing, holding each other and kissing. Then I wanted to move in together, get married, and have kids and die old and happy together. I can see now that that's not going to be a possibility anymore. I'm all alone. Is this how Sasuke felt? Being alone and have no one to go to? Well that's how I feel.
I know that Naruto wants to be with me but I look at him like a brother not a lover. Sasuke's the only one for me. His dark and spiky hair, his dark and piercing eyes, his masculine body. He's a living dream but it's turning into a nightmare having seen him with her all the time. I even caught them almost kissing a couple of times. Good thing I knew how to ruin those moments so that I can kiss him again like I did last time. Even though it was far from romantic, it was still a moment I'm never going to forget.
Day after day after day after day. Always her with him, him with her. What am I supposed to do now? I'm running out of plans to get Sasuke to see that I'm the one he loves. The one he should love. Maybe, there just friends? No, of course they're more than friends the way they look at each other. That's how he was supposed to look at me. To look at me like I was the only girl that he lived for and make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world. But I guess that she's the one he looks at that way. Why? What does he see in her? She might be prettier than me and I know that she has bigger breast than me but I love Sasuke more than her. That's got to count for something. Right? It has to. It has to.
Every day my heart breaks and I have to keep hope alive in order for the pieces to be put back together. I have to think of something to separate them. Anything! I can't have the love of my life be with someone else. I'm going to have him. I have to. I'm going to be Sasuke's girlfriend, I'm going to be Sakura Uchiha, I'm going to be the best thing that happened to him! Just you wait Sakino. I'm coming for what should've been and will be mine!
Sorry short update and it's been a long time since i have updated.
