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Chapter 10

Act 1

It was Friday morning, Kozik entered Janis' room, with Clay's permission; he slept on Clay's house by Janis insistence, after leaving the rehab center one day earlier. Herman held the teenager's hands, he didn't want to wake her up she looked so peaceful, hugging the pillow beside her tight, but her father asked him to wake her up, so he would do it.

Janis that night had a terrible nightmare, she dreamt with a wooden coffin, with SOA sigils everywhere, her father and Tig beside her as she mourn the dead person, she stood there for a few minutes, until Piney took her out of there, saying he was in a better place. The woman then looked around her, there was everyone there: Tig, Clay, Piney, Bobby, Otto, Jax and Opie, all but Kozik, she screamed and ran towards the casket again, when she opened it, she woke up. Taking a deep breath, scared with her dream, but then she looked beside her and saw Kozik, looking at her with a smile.

"Good Morning, you scared me waking up so sudden." He said, he thought Janis was one peculiar little bird, she definitely had the attention of a bird sometimes, always seemed to be somewhere else. "Your dad let me wake you up, we are going to work. You are not going today, right?" he asked her, instead of answering, Janis held him tight, to make sure he was really there, that made his heart pound fast and push her away. "Don't make this even more difficult than its being." He said, Janis looked at him in despair. Kozik was so hurt to see his girl and not being able to kiss her, to wake her up with a thousand sweet kisses.

Janis was also hurt; she never wanted to end anything with Kozik. "Good Morning, Lemonhead" she said, kissing his forehead. She decided she wasn't going to suffer for them, she was going to keep him close to her, they would be friends, like they were before that Christmas, when he told her what he felt. "Now get off, let me get dressed. I'm seeing Lizzie today; we are going to Oaktown, to the Warped Tour, so I'm not going to TM for long." She said, trying to shove him out her bedroom.

He laughed at her efforts, "Yesterday, I almost had sex with you, and today you are shoving me out of your bedroom because you wanna get dressed? Let me stay and have at least one happiness today" he said blinking at her; he was obviously flirting with her. Janis instead of entering his game just pulled him out and closed her door.

Kozik stood at her door for a few seconds, when Janis opened the door again. "If you asked yesterday, I'd let you" she said, blowing a kiss to him in the end, and closing the door again. She stood supported by the door and a little tear fell from her face, she tried to wipe it away, and think about her day today, she should be excited to go out with her friend, since it was one of her last days in America, in many years. But Janis wasn't, she was keener on staying at home or in TM talking to Tig. She felt something weird, like sadness in her heart, she didn't know what that was or what meant; all she could do is forget about it.

Janis took one of her backpacks, the one with a crow patch, and took the clothes she was going to use on the show, she was going to take a shower in the SOA clubhouse and go to the road, she also packed everything she needed for her bath, pajamas for sleeping in a motel before going back to Charming, the show was going to end late night, a camera and a few make up. Then Janis changed her clothes, putting a dress, the day was really hot on that Friday, and some converses. She then cleaned her room and left to eat some breakfast.

When Janis got out of the room she saw Kozik sited on the couch, waiting for her. "You're like a fucking ghost!" Janis said, he spooked her, she thought he was gone with Clay and Gemma. Why her father was letting her alone with Kozik? Was he testing her loyalty and her promises? That was probably it. "Why haven't you gone with dad?" she asked him, opening the fridge to get some milk.

Kozik got closer to her and sat on the kitchen table. "I wanted to pass a few more minutes with you, and your dad said he wanted you in TM before you go on your trip, he is really worried with you, so he put me to watch you." He said, taking a spoon and eating her cereal.

"Oh, bullshit!" Janis said, before turning to put the milk on her cereal. "Asshole! That's my cereal" she said, throwing a cloth on him, Kozik dodge and pushed her to him, trying to kiss her. Janis dodged him. "Clay is testing us; he wants to know if you are trusted around me." She said, he kissed her neck and went back to his chair.

Kozik looked at her eating her cereal, all in manners around him, that made him chuckle. "I think we can do this." He said, holding her hand, she didn't seem to understand. "Be friends." He said and she nodded. "I wanted to confront Clay, yesterday, but I stepped back, because I knew it was going to be worse, he was going to take from me, the only thing that really matter to me, you. I don't care about the Redwood Originals anymore, Janis, after I fought with Tig and everyone seemed to exclude me, the only things that kept me here was the drugs and you, now the drugs are gone too, leaving you the only thing I care and crave." That confession made Janis' eyes filled with tears.

"Kozik…" she said, sobbing. "I, I don't… I can't…" she tried to say something, but nothing came out, just tears and sobs. "Understand this, I just don't need you. I am you, and you are me, we are meant to be together, I know it, I can feel it." She said, kissing his forehead, his eyes ay Janis made her hurt even more. "Now let me eat, and then we go to SOA, okay?" she said, he nodded to her taking the spoon and eating the cereal on her bowl again. She wanted to protest but didn't, she think that was really cute.

They finished her cereal and she went pick her things up. "Let me take this." Kozik said taking the bag of her hands. "Come on troublemaker, your dad is going to kill us." He said, hopping on his bike, with a female backpack on his back. Janis then realized Kozik would really do anything to her, even being picked on by his colleagues going to SOA with Janis' bags. "Come on, Janis!" he said, as she stared at him.

Janis stared at him for a few more seconds, "I love you." She said without moving, filled with truth and emotion, looked like she just seen how much she actually loved him. Kozik got out of his bike and hugged her, tight. "Kozik, I love you" she said again, not hugging him, she just stood there standing like a statue.

"I know Janis, I love you even more" he said, she then hugged him tighter than he was hugging her. "I won't go anywhere, Black Rose, don't you worry" he said, seeing that the things that he said to Janis when she was having her breakfast was now affecting her, now that she really processed what he said. "We gotta go now." He said, she nodded to him, kissing his cheeks before entering in her car.

The former couple arrived in TM together, Gemma was already outside, waiting Janis to arrive, worried with her daughter. "Did you have to take so long to get here?" she said to the biker and to the girl parking her car. "Clay is suspecting something!" she said, with a low voice to the girl. Janis looked at her mom, like she didn't know what Gemma was talking about. "You don't know how hard was to convince Clay that you needed someone to wait for you!" she added.

Janis now understood this wasn't Clay testing Kozik; this was Gemma giving them a few more minutes together. "Thanks mom" she said to her mom, kissing her cheek and then hugging her tight.

Kozik watched mother and daughter; he didn't want to enter in their moment. When Janis was free from Gemma's hug, he handled her bag and Janis shoved inside the club house, she probably was going to talk with Tig, or with Jax. "Thank you, Gemma, for everything you did to me and to Janis, you are an angel to us." He said, the matriarch only gave him a smile. She was the only one that really helped them to be together.

Gemma sat on a bench, outside the TM office and called Kozik to sit beside her. "I will always help you guys out. I passed for a similar situation when I first got out with John, my father hated him no matter what he did, John was much older than me, like you and Jan and I loved him like Janis loves you, if not, she loves you much more." She said, smiling as she remembered the times when she and John were dating.

Kozik looked at Janis; the girl was sitting on the picnic table, talking to Bobby about what was the show she was going. His mind was far away, Gemma talked, he listened, but his thoughts were on Janis, in every movement she made, in every smile she gave, he gave one bigger. "I really love her, Gemma, it's real, true. I know Clay and the others think I just want to hit her, but it's not this, I never felt anything like I'm feeling now, I feel like shit because I can't be with her." He said to Gemma, his eyes never leaving Janis.

Gemma pushed his face, so he could look at her. "Janis feel the same, she loves you!" she said, the man fought with Gemma's hands, looking back at the girl. "She dreams with you. Almost every night" Gemma said then thought it wasn't something she should've said. "She is in love with you and nothing will change the fact she wants to be with you, not Clay, not me, not Tig, no one can break the love she feels for you." Gemma said.

A tear came down in Kozik's eyes, he never cries, but remembering he thought of never going back to Charming, when he thought about repressing his feelings and when he used drugs in front of her, so she could go away from him made him shed a tear. "I dreamed about her yesterday too, I never thought I could dream about someone like this, but I dreamed with her." He said, not passing details of his dream, he always thought this dreams things to be for pussies and girls, maybe Janis was making him a pussy, how the hell did this happen?, he thought, looking at Janis the whole time.

Act 2

Clay was sleeping; it was already 7 in the morning of Saturday when the phone rang. "Hello?" he asked sleepy, at the hour, or was something of the club, or was Janis asking her father to go all the way to the road to change a flat tire. "Janis I'm sleeping." He said when he heard a voice of a girl.

"This is not Janis, sir." The voice in the other line said, Clay then got up alarmed, it was Janis' best friend, "I need the club here, I cannot find Janis, she was beside me when the show started, when the show ended Jan was gone" the girl said, starting to cry.

Clay woke Gemma up, then. "Love, our daughter is missing" he said to the woman, with much despair in his voice, almost screaming. Gemma got up and started to cry, and asking Clay if that was true, not believing and in shock. At the other line, he listened to Lisa screaming, calling her friend. "We will be right there, me and the crew." He said.

"Ok, bring Kozik too." The girl said, Clay agreed with Lisa, "Please sir, come fast I am really scared" she added, the pres said he was right up. So the girl screamed at her friend again. Janis often disappeared from everyone, but for a few minutes, never passing from 10 minutes, if more she texted or called to tell where she was, this time, she just vanished, making Lisa crazy in preoccupation.

Gemma was desperate crying frantically, "Who took our baby?" she asked Clay, her old man did not know the answer. "Find her, love" she said to Clay, he nodded to her, already fully clothed and ready to leave. "I'll call everyone." She added.

"Call Kozik and Tig, their presence are the most needed." He said to his wife, she already on the phone with Tig. "I'll call Bobby and Happy, he is in town right?" Gemma nodded, the tattooed member was the best killer SOA have ever had, and he maybe will be needed. "Bye, Gem, I give you news ok" he said, leaving the room.

When Clay got at SOA clubhouse, 5 minutes later, Tig, Happy and Kozik were already there, they waited a few minutes, and Jax, Opie, Piney and Bobby arrived. They all left together, running as fast as their bike could go, principally Tig, his bike was the fastest of all and was in front of everyone, the Samcro sergeant-at-arms was fearing for his friend's life, more in despair than Clay.

When they arrived at the club, where the shows were happening, they spotted Janis' Mustang parked on the entrance, with all her things inside. Lisa was outside, sitting in a bench. "Thank God, you arrived" she said to everyone, but actually looking at Tig and Kozik. "I was by her side most of the night, when the show was over, I went looking for her and she was gone. I talked with the owner, Jared, I talked with everyone, no one seen her. I'm desperate." She said, sobbing, all her tears were gone, tears for her friend and for her, if losing the daughter of SOA pres didn't kill her, nothing else would.

"We'll find her, Lizzie, don't worry." Tig said, as Kozik already ran inside the place looking for his girl. "We will find Jan and we will find the person who took her. Piney, please stay here with Lisa." He said to the old man, he agreed, Tig and Piney never got along, but for Janis sake and Lizzie's protection they would do anything.

They all entered together at the place, but Kozik who was already looking everywhere he could. As they entered, Tig and Opie went to west, Jax and Clay to east and Happy and Bobby went to meet with Kozik, already getting inside the stage area. As Clay and Jax looked everywhere in their side, they saw Kozik, Bobby and Happy leaving and a few minutes later Bobby rushing at them. "Kozik found Janis." He said, with a tired voice, for keeping up with the boxer and the killer.

Happy told Tig and Opie, then they all rushed outside, where Kozik held Janis, half undressed, her hair all messy, with a little cut on her arm and bruises all over her legs, she was sleeping, it looked like someone gave something for her, some drug. Kozik held her, trying to wake her up. "Jan, come on my love, wake up!" he said as he gave some light slaps at her cheeks. "My dear Black Rose, wake up" he said, again with no answer.

"It seems like she was raped."Happy said, looking how much blood was on the floor, and on the back of her legs. "Let's found out who was the piece of shit that did this to your girl, Clay, and let me kill him myself" he said, picking up his gun.

Clay looked at Janis, his eyes never leaving his girl all bloodied on the floor and Kozik holding her, maybe, if he let his girl be with Herman, she didn't came here and she didn't get raped, and seeing how Kozik held her, he realized how he actually loved her. "No, Hap, Janis will do something about this." He said, tapping Herman's back and asking him to pick her.

They went back to the doorway of the club, Lisa seeing her friend, screamed, "Lisa, can you drive bikes?" Kozik asked her. The girl nodded, passing almost all her time with Janis in the SOA clubhouse, she eventually learned how to drive. "Please, go with my bike, I'm going with Janis at her car." He said and Clay tried to protest. "Clay, I am not leaving her, not again!" he screamed at the president, who stood quiet.

Kozik entered in the car and ran back to Charming, when he was half-way, he saw Janis waking up on the back seat, he put her laid with her back up. "What the hell?" she asked, as she saw the car was moving, tried to sit down but it hurt too much, a pinch in her lower part. "Kozik? What are you doing here?" she asked, and then she felt an urge to throw up. "Stop the fucking car!" she yelled, opening the door and throwing everything out of her. Janis then got out of the car, a bit dizzy; she didn't know what happened the last thing she remembers was a guy giving her a drink and then nothing else. "Can you please tell me why you are here, and where is Lizzie?" she asked, holding herself up with help of her car.

Kozik looked at her with attention, so if she fainted he could hold her, inside, he felt his heart little, hurting, seeing his girl like this. "You that should explain, Jan" he said, leaving the girl with a blank expression. "Janis" he said, she didn't know what happened with her, and she just felt sick. "Something happen to you, my love, last night, something awful" he said, she didn't seem to remember, just said her head ached and her stomach was awful. "My Black Rose, you were raped, yesterday." He said, making her back up.

"You are lying" she said to Kozik, feeling sick again, as she lowered her back, Kozik went to hold her. "You don't fucking touch me!" she screamed, feeling bad again. She tried to sit on the driver seat of the car, her butt hurt so much that she got up again in a swift. "I believe you, sorry" she said. She was sad now, she was raped, someone took her virginity away, just to have fun for a night, just to get his dick wet, she was going to hunt him down and kill him, for doing that to her. "I don't, I don't remember anything, Kozik" she said, passing her hand on her tempers, "The last thing I remember, was talking to the band and to the owner of the club, Jared, he was pretty nice" she added, Kozik marked her words on his mind, to tell the others later.

Kozik sat on the seat as she entered in the back lying on the seat again. "Don't be scared, love, I'm taking you to St. Tomas, it's all gonna be fine." He said to her, now the bikes were getting to the spot where they parked, when Clay got closer, Herman got his window down. "Don't worry, cap, Jan just felt sick" he said, turning the car on again.

Act 3

Janis was at the hospital, only letting Gemma inside her room, the SOA brothers were looking for the man who did this to the princess, all but Kozik, the blonde knife expert didn't leave the door of the room even for a minute, peaking inside, trying to see if his girl was ok.

At a sudden the door opened, the doctor was taking Janis for some gynecologic tests, Kozik wanted to follow. "Only family allowed in this area, sir, you are her father?" Doctor Amy Elgar said, the woman held Janis, who wasn't walking straight. "I'm sorry, she is really important to most of the Samcro members, but you cannot watch her exam, you can wait outside." She said, walking Janis to the room.

"No, doc "the teenager said, holding in him, and freeing her mom. "He is my boyfriend, I need him beside me, mom, you can take some rest, Kozik can take care of me really well, he proved that many times." She said, looking at him and smiling weak.

Gemma denied leaving her daughter's side, but agreed with Kozik going with them, he was important to Janis, she was comfortable around him and he gave her the strength she needed, but Gemma was never leaving her girl alone in such a state. "Baby, I'll never leave you" she said to her baby girl, who gave her mom a weak smile.

They entered the room. Janis sat on the litter and put her legs on the supports. "Kozik, if you leave the side of my head, I swear I kill you." She said, laughing at him, he said he wouldn't and tried to kiss her forehead, but Janis dodged. "I'm sorry, I can't baby." She said to him, with sadness in her voice, but the SOA member understood.

The doctor started to examine her, she put some instruments inside of Janis, it hurt a bit, but nothing like her back hurts. "Are you a virgin, Miss Morrow?" Amy asked, Janis nodded at her, then the doctor looked at Gemma and Kozik. "The person who attacked Janis didn't took her virginity, but attacked her from behind, having anal sex with her. That withdraw the pregnancy problem, but not the std's, so I'll start some meds with you, Janis, antibiotics and we will do some HIV tests, normal procedure to rape victims." The woman said.

Janis looked at Kozik, not knowing what to say, so Kozik nodded to her. Amy then said she was going to leave them alone for a bit, to get some of the papers to prescribe the meds and to call the blood test nurses, Gemma followed her.

"Baby, at least he didn't take my virginity" she said, laughing a bit. Kozik couldn't understand her dark humor, passing through such a traumatic moment, she could still laugh. "At least that is saved for you" she said to him, laughing again. He understood then, she was afraid that after what happened, Kozik didn't want to be with her.

He held her hand, even with her protests. "Baby, I don't care about that! I care about you, my love" he said, kissing her knuckles making her giggle. It was almost unbelievable, how Kozik could make her happy even in the worst moment of her life. "I am still waiting for you, Jan, nothing will change the fact that all I want is you." He said. Kozik hated every form of expressing love, before he realized he loved Janis, now he couldn't wait the next moment to say to her how much he loved her.

She looked deep inside his eyes. "Thanks, lemon" she said, laughing again. As they talked, the nurse entered and took her blood, for the HIV test, "Now is just hope I didn't catch anything" she said to him, he nodded, not even if Janis had HIV, he never would leave her.

A few moments later thee doctor entered to release her, "Thanks, Doctor, for everything" Gemma said, Kozik nodded, agreeing, and Janis smiled. As they left the hospital, Jax and Happy parked their bikes on the entrance they needed information about the guy who did this, Janis was going to give, when she remembered who did this, instead of trying to get it, they only held the girl, trying to give the much support as she needed.

"Jan we found who did this" Happy said, holding her tight. Janis couldn't believe, how could they find the guy if not even she knew who he was. "You said to Lemon here that you talked to the owner of the bar, you were sedated, by drugs, so we thought we could go ask him if she knew anything about drugs on his club, barmen that gave drugged drinks to girls. When we were there, Bobby found a pack with drugs, a similar one and then I made him talk" at the end, Happy smiled, the creepiest smile Janis ever seen, worse that Tig's filled with blood.

"He confessed, sis." Jax said, looking inside her eyes, "The asshole is so stupid that he rapes a girl on his own bar, even the stupidest person in the world knows that will get caught." Jax said, handling a pair of gloves to both Kozik and Janis. The girl looked at her brother not understanding why he gave gloves to her. "Dad wants you there" he said, leaving them, Kozik and Happy followed. Janis then, scared, kissed her mom in the cheeks and entered her car with her man.