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Ch10. It will all be ok
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"Mr. Black?"
"Yes" I stood up really fast and looked at this nurse for answers.
"Umm the doctor would like to talk to you."
"Ok" She led me down a hallway to the doctor's office where he was sitting and brought me to a chair, I sat down and waited.
"Jacob…"
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Jacob's POV
"Yes? Where is Bella? How is the baby?"
"Well Bella is in recovery and wants to see you as soon as possible."
"Well then let me see her." I started to get up; if Bella wanted me I needed to see her.
"Umm…Jacob she lost the baby."
"What? No, no, no…"
"Jacob I'm so sorry we did everything we possibly could."
"I should have gotten her here faster."
"No Jacob the baby died in the womb at least 12 hours ago. There was nothing that you could have done."
I broke down and start to cry. The doctor came over to me.
"Where's Bella I need to talk to her?!"
"Room 438"
I ran to her room and when I walked in she was on her side facing the window. It didn't look like she was moving but then I saw her breathe.
"Bella?"
"Oh Jacob I'm sorry it's my entire fault. I made the baby die. I killed our child, it's my entire fault."
"Baby it isn't your fault. It's no ones fault, we didn't do anything wrong."
I went over to her and sat on the edge of the bed and held her close to me. She was crying and I cried a little too.
"It will all be ok Bells. I promise you that."
"Jacob what if it's all my fault and we can't ever have a baby?"
"Honey we will find a way and if not then it wasn't meant to be."
"Jake I know how much you want kids though. What if I can't have them?"
"Bella all I want in this world is you and if kids come or don't come along with it, I will be happy, plus we don't know what caused it."
"I know but I'm just thinking about the future."
"Baby it will all fall into place."
"Ok I love you."
"I love you too" I gave her a kiss and then the doctor came in.
"Well we have good news and bad."
"Bad first"
"The bad news is Bella was the cause of the miscarriage."
I felt her put her head on my chest and start to cry again.
"The good news is you guys will be able to have another baby."
"How?"
"Well Bella would have to be artificially inseminated."
"But it would be like our baby? Not like someone else's at all right?"
"Right, Jacob we would take your sperm and Bella's eggs and then inject the embryos into Bella."
"Ok when can we do this?"
"When ever you guys are ready."
"Bella did you hear that? We can get pregnant again."
"Yes but can we talk about this first?"
"Yes." I turned back to the doctor. "I think we are going to go home and talk about it and everything and then I will give you a call."
"OK then you are free to go."
"Thank you for everything."
"No problem, it's my job." I helped Bella get dressed and to the car and then we went home. I got her upstairs into bed and then I went and let Rufus out. He went outside and played in the snow for awhile and then came back in. He jumped up on the bed where Bella was laying on the bed and jumped up there and laid down on the bed next to her and put his head on where the baby was. Bella just started crying and Rufus went up and licked her face as if he was telling her to stop crying.
I came into the bedroom when I heard her crying and went and lay down next to her. "Baby what's wrong?"
"Even Rufus knows the baby isn't there."
"Awe honey Rufus didn't know that was a baby. He just thought it was something that he liked to lick. It's ok"