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Walking into their house was awkward. Knowing this would be my new home. I still had the guilt of pushing myself on them and the fact they had just adopted me after meeting me a few days ago. Was this a dream? Was I still in my coma? There was no possible was, in my mind at least, that the Cullens could be so generous as to adopt me, making me part of the family! It seemed so not possible, but here I was walking into their house. Edward was too good to be true. He had been nothing but nice and helpful to me and I felt like I didn't belong or shouldn't be allowed to have such good luck in finding such nice people. Maybe, I was just fighting with myself, finding reason for me not to be here, because I just couldn't realize I had gotten so lucky. Like God had given sent down a angel to watch over me. But, I couldn't think about turning back now. The papers were signed and done and I was here. I stood right next to the front door, feeling out of place in their beautiful life. I looked at the ground, trying not to make it seem like I felt this out of place here. A tear escaped as the thought of my parents entered my mind.

They would never be back. They had left me and this world, leaving me stranded, but in good hands. My mothers face appeared behind my eyelids, her smile lighting up my whole mind, clearing anything out except for my father's face and her's. They smiled at me, as if they were happy to see I wasn't alone. I already missed them. I remembered the coversation and goodbyes, the night they left for their plane.

Flash Back:

I slowly climbed down the stairs, making my way into the living room. As, I came into view of the living room I saw my parents bags sitting next to the front door. I didn't want them to leave me, but they had to. I wiped the frown off my face, replacing it with a grin. I didn't want them feeling bad for leaving me. Renee and Charlie were sitting on the couch, their arms around each other waiting silently for me. I walked toward them until I came to the middle of the room. I stopped staring at both of them, tears building in my eyes.

"When are you guys leaving?" I asked, not exactly sure. I didn't pay too much attention to the times of the flights.

"In about 10 minutes." I nodded, more tears building. Stupid, stupid tears!

"Aww, honey! We will only be gone for a few days!" my mom said, standing up and walking over to me. Her arms embraced me, wrapping tightly around me. I put my face between her shoulder and neck, letting the tears fall. I put my arms around her torso and squeezed not wanting to let her go. I could hear her heart pounding and pounding.

"I know, I just . . . i'm going to miss you so much." I always missed them so much before they left.

"We're going to miss you so much too!" my dad poked me on the arm, causing me to laugh. I untangled myself from Renee to turn and grab onto Charlie.

"Umpf!" Charlie let out, after my arms snaked around his chest and my body slammed into his. His warmth calmed me down, his arms pulling around me too. I kissed Charlie on the cheek.

"I'm going to miss you, Dad."

"I'm going to miss you too, kid." I laughed at this, how he never failed to sound so reassuring. Never ever failed.

I let go of him and stepped back so I could see them both.They smiled at me.

"We will come back, Bella! Don't worry. We will always be here for you. Always." Renee said, her hair bouncing around her face.

"Nothing is going to happen this time, every flight is always safe. And we always come back right?" They both knew that everytime they had to take a plane I instantly got scared about them crashing or not making it back to me. And it was true, I was always scared there was the chance they might not live to see me tomorrow or the next day. Or the chance I might not get to see them the next day. It always had my mind clouded with that thought and never let me rest until they called me saying they were safe and home.

"Yea, I know." I tried to smile for them, but it came out more looking like a grimace.

Charlie looked at his watch, his eyes brows rising. "We have to go, but come here." He hugged me again, rubbing circles into my back. I let out a deep breath, that I had been unconsciously holding in.

"I love you, Bella. I love you so much." He had never said it two time or said it in that tone. As if there was only this last time to say goodbye. Last time to say goodbye.

"I love you so much too, Dad. So very much. You come back to me okay?"

"Okay."

I kissed Charlie on the cheek one more time, lingering this time. I turned to Renee and threw myself at her.

"I love you my Isabella. I love you so so much. I love you. I love you." She said it over and over, the words going straight into my heart. Burning themselves in my memory.

"I love you to, Mom. I love you too."

"Time to go." The cab outside honked and Renee jumped, immediately laughing at her reaction. I kissed my mother too the same as Charlie.

They grabbed their bags and I walked with them. Stepping onto the porch, it felt like a real goodbye. Not one you where you knew you would see the person again, but a real one. Where you had no clue if you were ever going to see that person again.

As the cab rode off the window rolled down and I ran after them. Tears automatically falling like rivers down my flushed cheeks. I waved after them.

"I LOVE YOU! I ALWAYS WILL! I LOVE YOU!" I screamed at the top of my lungs and I heard a 'I love you' screamed back.

They turned a corner and were gone. Gone

End of Flash Back

I gasped and fell to the floor, my palms hitting the woods causing a thudding pound. My heart ached like it was being set on fire and my lungs felt as if they were tied up and no longer connected to me. My head spun seeing their faces, the scene of them leaving, the sounds of their 'I love yous' as if they knew they were not going to make it fully back home to me. The aching got worse, becoming sharper and more painful. Like being whipped over and over with a whip.

"Bella!?" I heard voice call, but the sound was muffled and far away. As if I was long gone, on the earth but not really on the earth. I curled into a ball, wrapping my arms around my legs and trying to shake the flashback out of my mind.

"Mom, Dad, come back to me," I whispered over and over again. I kept hearing the voice calling me, trying to bring me back but failing.

I felt someone pick me up, removing me from the floor, and unwrapping my arms from my legs. Tears were still running down my face in puddles as they sat me down somewhere and someone wrapped their arms around me. Their warmth made me think of Charlie and Renee and only made me cry harder.

"Shh, shh. It will be okay, it will be okay." Someone whispered, their lips touching my ear.

The ache in my chest slowly faded, the pain becoming dull but still noticeable. My tears had finally stopped, only because I couldn't find anymore to cry. My eyes were swollen shut and I could barely open them. The images and visions had finally disappeared, but only to the back of mind. Where they hid from me until they decided to flood my thoughts again. Someone was still holding me and it had been hours since I had seen the flashback and gone into a deep, deep hole of depression.

The person was still rocking me and rubbing somewhat soothing circles on my back.

"Is she okay?" Someone asked and I strained to hear.

"I don't know. She hasn't talked or moved." Another person said.

"Okay. Poor thing! I hope she gets better soon. Let me know when she starts to move and make contact."

"Okay."

I tried to climb out of the hole, stretching toward the light. But the hole would not let me go, grabbing my arms and bringing me back whenever I was almost in reach of the bright light in the distance. The depression was like a monster. Taking control of me and not letting me go. The images of my Mother and Father reappeared and the monster took over again.

I tried harder, pushing and push toward the bright light as the monster grabbed onto me and trying to pull me back. The monster was slowly pulling me back and I tried harder to reach the light that shined above me. I reached out, just barely touching it before the monster growled and pulled on me. Which pulled me back a little. I gritted my teeth and jumped for the light.

Touching it and finally becoming free of the monster

I gasped, my eyes opening a little, and my body shooting upward. The arms around my stiffened and I sat there, finally free of the monster. I didn't know if the monster would come back for me but I wasn't going to waste my time. I blinked, my eyes burning and stinging with each blink I made.

"Bella?" Someone asked, it was the person that was holding me. It had to be since their voice was so close. I turned my head slowly, looking at the person.

"Edward?" I asked, so he was the one that had held me, trying to get me to respond and move?! I looked at him.

"Bella? Are you okay?" I blinked again, not sure if I was or not.

"I . . . don't . . . know."

"You scared all of us when you fell." I instantly felt bad for causing a scene.

"I'm sorry."

"Don't be sorry, Bella. You are going through a hard time."

"Thank you, Edward. Thank you for everything." I felt like crying, but there were no more tears I could cry.

"Your welcome, Bella." He laid my head again his chest and caressed my head, running his hands over my hair. I could hear his heart beat and the sound was beautiful. It was also in sync with mine, like one beating heart instead of two.

Before I knew it, someone was picking me up, and I had no clue as to what was going on. I guessed I had fallen asleep. I quickly opened my eyes.

"What's going on?" I felt dazed, as if I was still not truly there.

"I'm taking you to your room." Edward answered me. My room?

"My room?" I asked and he chuckled lightly.

"Yes, your room. We set one up while y ou were still in your coma. Just in case you gave your consent to the adoption."

"Oh," That made sense.

Edward stopped at the door of the room right next to his.

"Put me down, please." I said and Edward gave me a anguished look. I smiled in reassurance and he slowly put my down, reluctant.

My feet slowly touched the ground and I felt somewhat in control of myself. I stared at the door, trying to decide whether or not to open the door and go in.

My hand reached out, my fingers shaking badly, and touched the doorknob. I slowly turned it, opening the door. I took a deep breathe and walked pushed the door open, revealing the whole room. I gasped at the room, it was too beautiful to be my room.

The room was absolutely stunning. The walls were sky blue, with clouds and freesias painted all of them. The flowers on the wall looked beyond real, so colorful, and exquisite.

I walked in, running my hands over the walls, and looking at the flowers more closely. I looked around, noticing more.

There was a queen sized bed, in the middle of the room. It's comforter, copying the walls, and having freesias covering the whole thing. Right in the middle of the comforter was "Bella" stitched on in Vanessa font.

It was breathe taking and I didn't deserve any of it. The carpet was light blue, a tad lighter than the walls. It's fabric so very soft, that if felt like silk under my feet. There was a wooden dresser in the corner of the room, with some of my things already on it.

Tears started building, as the fact that this was my room was finally starting to sink in.

"Do you like it?" I turned to Edward, who was watching me intently. And scrutinizing my face. I smiled, a tear falling. I quickly brushed it away, walking toward him.

"I love it! Edward, this is too much! I don't deserve this!" And truly I didn't. I hugged Edward, kissing him on the cheek.

"I'm glad you like it. Esme had a lot of fun fixing this room up for you." I laughed, of course she had.

"I bet Esme did have fun."

I spun around, taking another look at what was my room now.

"Well, I'll let you be," I turned to Edward, my heart lurching as he grabbed the door, getting ready to close it.

"O . . . okay." I murmured.

He walked out, closing the door, and I stood there looking at the door. Hoping he would come back and take me in his arms again. The last thing I wanted was to be alone.

I didn't know what to do with myself, at the moment. I looked around, knowing this was my future.

Okay, so this chapter was mostly Bella talking about her feelings.

Yes, it was kind of boring in a way.

But, i promise the next chapter will have more (idk) okay, less boringness.

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