A/N: Hey guys sorry it's been awhile since I updated with working on my other story and real life it has suck major ass! But I am back and the next two chapter's are dedicated to my bf Maria (rip) her b-day was the 20th when I was hoping to have this one up and to be a super long chapter but it didn't happen but promise something really good in the next chapter! Thanks for all the reviews. And let send a big thank you to my cousin for getting this back to me in record time!

NOPE! DON'T OWN! BUT JUST MAYBE S.M WILL SHARE PETER WITH ME!

Bella pov

I woke up with Seth glaring at Peter and Peter having a smirk on his face. I couldn't help but wonder what the hell was going them. Through clenched teeth Seth said, "Bella, I think you need to wash up."

I looked up at Seth and wondered what the hell he was talking about? I smelt myself and I didn't smell bad but I knew that I would need to take a shower soon. But it was nothing that couldn't wait for Leah to come and help me with or even Sue.

I was pulled out of my thoughts when Peter offered to wash me. What the hell! Did he think that I would let him wash me? But before I could say anything Seth growled and said.

"No! Peter I think you have helped enough already!" I could see that Seth was pissed and trying really hard to control himself.

Seth reached over and pressed the call button and asked the nurse to bring in a tub of soapy warm water with a sponge. Oh hell no if he thinks he is going to wash me he's even crazier then Peter.

I saw Seth texting someone and then walked to the door. Seth's phone beeped letting him know that he had a message and he smirked when he read it. I was still wondering what the hell was going on when I notice that someone was holding my hand.

Looking down yup sure enough Peter was holding my hand. Looking into Peter's eyes it was the same as in my dream I just had. "Oh...No! Oh gods please tell me I didn't talk in my sleep?"

I know I do because Leah told me so. I sat there thinking about everything that had been going on in the room Seth glaring at Peter and Peter smirking and holding my hand with that same look in his eyes. Seth wouldn't even look at me I knew that I had said something in my sleep that he didn't like that Peter did.

Leah and Sue busted through the door and the first words out of Leah's mouth made me want to crawl in a hole and die. "What the hell is that smell?" Leah shouted. "One of you bitches better not of had some whore in here! God this room smells like someone had sex so don't deny it who was it?"

That comment made me blush ten different shades. But the look on Leah's face was priceless when Seth so kindly told Leah that it was coming from me. Leah's mouth popped open she looked like a fish out of water gasping for breath every time she tried to say something she would stop and shake her head. Leah was never speechless and to have her standing there not able to say anything almost made it worth it.

I couldn't believe that I had a wet dream with the guy that was in the dream and my little brother in the room. I looked at Sue hoping that she would help me. But she seemed as in shock as Leah. After a few min of dying of embarrassment the nurse walked in with the soapy water. That seemed to break everyone out of there shock. Leah and Sue took the water and sponge form the nurse and made the boys leave. Peter seemed reluctant to leave but I told him that I would be fine and he left. Sue and Leah helped me clean up.

When we were almost finished I remembered that Jake was jumping to attack me. Turning to Leah I asked her what happen after I pasted out. Leah started telling me that Peter stopped Jake from attacking me and that he beat the holly hell out of Jake. I was pissed how could he put himself in that kind of danger for me? Then Leah proceeded to tell me how he kicked everyone out of my room. Before I could say anything Leah held her hand out wanting me to stop before I started.

Leah told me how the Dr. Carlisle had his son Jasper to come down and help get Peter to calm down since they were brothers. Leah then tells me that Peter bit Jasper. Then Seth my crazy ass brother walks right into the room where he could have been hurt. I couldn't contain my anger I was so pissed but I didn't know what to be pissed about.

Why was Seth always putting himself in danger and now Peter is doing it too! Next thing I know I am yelling and both Peter and Seth bust to the door. I guess they thought that someone was trying to hurt me because they were growling but that all stopped when they locked eyes with me.

Seth looks at Peter and says. Maybe we'll get lucky and they will put us in a hole near each other. Sue broke out laughing and Leah was just smiling because they both knew that I was pissed but I just didn't know which one I wanted to deal with first. I knew that Peter would be apologizing to Jasper. But Peter needed to get out of here before the rest of the wolves find out and go looking for him. They would for sure kill him for attacking Jake.

Looking at peter I decided that he should be dealt with first so that he could make a run for it. "Peter, I understand that for some reason you feel the need to protect me. But what you did today has done nothing but put you in danger. The wolves will kill you for what you did to Jake. It doesn't matter what he was going to do to me Jake is the birth righted alpha and he can command the wolves to do whatever he wants.

"I will always be grateful for you saving my life and wanting to protect me but I couldn't live with myself if something was to happen to you because of me. I want you to leave and never come back. I want you to go back to your life before I turn it upside down. I am not worth it.

I will bring nothing but heartache and death, before you say anything you won't have to worry about me "cause as soon as I get out of here I am leaving." I was suppose to leave the next day but since I was attack and placed in the hospital that was pushed back.

I looked at Peter sadness and anger was in his eyes but before he could say anything I said. "Peter I want you to apologize to Jasper for attacking him. I hope that you don't hate me but I want you to leave."

I turned to Seth and I had to fight back the tears that were threatening to fall. "Seth I want to know what the hell you were thinking coming in the room when Peter was so clearly upset? What would have happened if he would have bitten you? Huh Seth what would have happened? Tell me I want to hear it from your own mouth!" I demanded.

"I would have died and there would have been nothing anyone could have done. But you know what? I would do it all over again. You know why Bella? Because I love you and nothing and I mean nothing will ever keep you away from me! You are my sister, the light at the end of a very dark tunnel; you are the one person that keeps me grounded. I would face a million deaths if it meant that I was in the room to make sure that you were safe. I can't live without you as you have told me that you can't live without me. Now at the time I did not know who Peter was but now I do and I think that maybe your being a little harsh to him." Seth said.

Seth has never spoken to me like this. He's has always been smiles and jokes. I could believe what I just heard. I knew Seth loved me and I knew that Seth would do anything for me but to stand up for Peter and to put my ass in check like this was just… so unlike Seth. Looking around the room everyone held the look of shock. Yeah me and Seth never ever fight hell we have never even raised our voices at each other.

I noticed that Seth had Peter by the arm stopping him from leaving. Looking in Peters eyes I could see nothing but pain and sadness. I felt my heart break I couldn't believe that I was so mean! God what is wrong with me? Seth was right I was harsh I should have never been like that to him. He has risked his life for more than once. I couldn't help but let the tears fall. What kind of person am I turning into?

End of flashback

"What you thinking about over there?" Seth asked

"Oh nothing really I have just been thinking about the last couple of weeks and everything that has happened."

"I still can't believe it myself Bella it's like this time when you woke up it's like something else woke up with you. Like a different part of you that had been put away or something has awoken but I have to say it's about time. Hell you can see it in your eyes. The way you stood up to Sam and told him what the fuck he was going to do! Now that shit will go down in history!" Seth laughed and seemed to go into to a flashback or something.

It was two days before I got released and since Dr. Cullen knew that I would be leaving as soon as I was discharge he decided to keep me till I was able to travel without being in so much pain. I was beginning to worry about Jake. When peter defended me he put Jake in a coma there was all kinds of problems the wolves that were loyal to Jake and Sam. They would come and try to get me to tell them who attacked Jake as they called it.

Leah had told me what had been going on with the pack and she also told me why she did what she did to Marie's face even though we seem to disagree on that but what hurt the most was that Marie knew that there was a threat of vampires and she still left me and then come to find out that what peter said about how Marie had set me up to be raped was true. From what I have been told they didn't leave survivors.

Leah, Seth and I all agreed that we would keep it to our selfves we didn't want to cause the Cullen's any problems they were such nice people. They were always stopping by and making sure that I was ok and they would sit with me when Leah or Seth couldn't be with me.

There were only a few times that I would be alone and that was when they would leave so that my dad could visit or to get food. That also seemed to be the time that one of the wolves would come in my room and try to bully me to tell them who it was. I never gave in I would take whatever they would throw at me.

Peter protected me and for some reason I had to protect him it wasn't like with Leah and Seth this was a different. I don't know how to explain but I just had to. Not that I wouldn't anyways Peter saved my life three times.

I was sitting in the bed thinking about that when Sam busted in my room. Sam told us that Jake had woken up and told him what had happen and that before I passed out I called out Peter's name. Walking over to and getting in my face he started yelling at me about how I betrayed the pack and how I was a leech lover and that they would find the vampire that did that to Jake.

" You know Bella you may be protecting him now but we will find him! When we do it will be the worst death possible for a leech! You know that they can live without body parts? You know that we will rip him to pieces and bury them all over and before we burn the pieces we will make sure to inflict more pain to each part! Not only will he feel it but he will watch. His head will be the last part that goes to the fire. I can't wait to sink my teeth in to that bastards heart!" Sam yelled at me.

I got out of my bed pushing Sam away from me Seth standing right next to me when he noticed that Sam started to shake. I knew that Sam was fighting the urge to phase. I could see it in Sam's eyes he wanted to hurt me.

Instead of stepping back away from Sam I moved closer to him. Sam had his turn to speak and now it was mine! To say I was pissed that would be an understatement. I was fucking livid I wanted blood after everything they have done to me! After letting Marie and the other imprints do what they fucking please!

"Sam what are you pissed about? Now there's someone who won't let you wolves do whatever you fucking want to do? Now there's a chance that someone will stop you! Is that what you are fucking pissed about? What now you can't pick and chose what the hell you deal with?

"Oh wait that's right it's the same fucking reason as to why Leah had to step in as the fucking alpha! You and Jake are the fucking reason why my sister will never have a normal life! But you know what Sam after everything that you and Jake have put this fucking tribe and the fucking pack through you are only getting what is coming to you!

"Although you may think it is unfair and you want to blame someone you fucking picked the wrong god damn person! You need to fucking look in the god damn mirror. It's your own damn fault you have fucked this tribe up and left nothing but a big fucking mess and nothing but chaos. I have done nothing but support and love this tribe and what do I get in return? I get fucking nothing! I get pain! I get heart break! I get left for dead!

"Well you know what I am fucking tired and you will not ever walk over me again Sam! Not you! Not Jake! And I sure in hell will not stand by and let the fucking imprints treat me as if I am yesterday's garbage. I will be respected and if you have a fucking problem you will have to fucking deal with it! I am no longer that fucking Bella that stood around and let everyone treat me how they pleased!

"I am Bella mother fucking swan and if you don't play your cards right I will make you my fucking bitch! Oh and another thing Sam, you standing here huffing and puffing doesn't scare me. If you even think about following through with even harming a hair on Peter's head. You won't have to worry about anything I will deal with you myself! Now get the fuck out of my room, Bitch!"

End of flashback

The shocking part was Sam turned around a left he didn't say anything. I don't know what the hell is going on or where the hell the surge for that little argument came from but I knew one thing and that was if anyone harmed Peter I would for sure lose it.

Part of me was proud that I finally stood up for myself but part of me hated it. Within a few hours of walking into my life Peter has changed so much. The bigger parts of me wanted to live and fight back. Parts of me wanted to give in to my desires and see where things went with Peter. There were also part that hated what Peter has done. Wanting to live and fight for things only bring more problems and danger. Which in my case meant another dance with death although part of me was still waiting but the bigger part was waiting to fight back to throw in death face that he can't have me. God this is so confusing what the hell is wrong with me!

Peter has done nothing but consumed my thoughts. Wondering where he was? Was he safe? Did he leave like I asked him to? Was he following us? Did he go home and forget about me? I didn't like the sound of that. But I had to squash that thought right then and there.

I may be wanting to live and all that but I was no way near ready nor will I ever be ready to have what's left of my heart ripped out and I know that if I was to give my heart to Peter it would be worse then when Jake broke up with me. But there was a small part of me telling me that would never happen but with my luck and the way my life has been it was easy to push that thought out of my mind.

"Bella!" Seth screamed at me.

"What Seth? You don't have to scream I'm right here next to you in the fucking truck for god sakes."

"What's wrong Bella? Why are you crying?" Seth asked

"Nothing Seth I was just thinking and I didn't even realize that I was crying. I'm fine really was there something you wanted?" I asked Seth

"No I just looked over and saw you crying and I thought I would ask what was wrong. You want to stop and get something to eat and stretch your legs a little?" Seth asked

"Sure sounds good. You pick I don't care where we eat."

Leah pov

Watching Bella and Seth pull out of the drive way I ran in to the forest. I could hear my mom telling me that we needed to talk when I got back. I howled in response to let her know that I heard her. Running I followed the truck I could hear Bella crying. I got closer to the edge of the woods so that she could see me. I braked to get her attention. Bella looked at me and rolled down her window.

"I love you Leah." Bella sobbed out

I knew this was going to be hard and not because everything that I have found out the past couple of weeks. I was dreading this when we made the decision to send Bella away. I am glad that Seth is going with Bella but I wish more than anything that it was me going with her. I had a job to do and that was to make it safe for Bella to come home! The faster that I get that done the faster I can have my sister home with me.

A lot has happened over the past couple of weeks some of it good and some of it bad but I think one of my favorite parts was when I watched Charlie handcuff Marie.

"Marie, you're under arrest for the assault of Isabella swan. You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say can and will be use against you in the in court. You have the right to have an attorney if you cannot afford one, you will have one appointed to you. Do you have any questions?" Charlie asked with a big fucking smile on his face.

"Wait! What you are arresting me for when Jake was just attacked! Why don't you fucking go arrest the fucking asshole that did this to my Jake!" Marie screamed at Charlie.

"Marie you were in the room just like I was and Jake went to attack Bella there for in my books and in the laws eyes it was self fucking defense now what you did was not and as the new chief of the tribe I will allow Charlie to arrest you. Not to mention that you did attack Bella off of our land there for it made it his business. You also attacked the co. chief of the tribe." I said with the biggest fucking smile on my face.

"There is no co. fucking chief of the tribe and Leah you're not the chief of our tribe Billy is!" Marie was screaming

"Oh but Marie didn't Jake tell you that things have changed and I am the new chief of the tribe and Bella is the co chief of the tribe and that's like attacking the president. You will go to jail tonight and when Jake is back I will deal with him. Now Charlie take her away."

That was a good day. To see the look on Charlie's face when he found out that Bella was co. chief but before he left I made sure to let him know that Bella didn't know and that I wasn't going to tell her till she came back. Billy on the other hand tried to kiss Charlie's ass to keep him from arresting Marie.

That didn't work the way Billy had hoped. Charlie told Billy that if he had anything to do with it that Jake would finally get what is coming to him. I knew that I would have to talk to Bella about it but I think that we might bring Charlie in to the mix maybe he could help me till Bella could take her place. Then he could be the police for us to who knows.

Marie got out not long after Charlie got her booked Bella had the charges dropped saying that if we kept her locked up she could do something crazy that could cause danger to the tribe or the pack. Then when Sam pulled his shit I was livid. But nothing but pride shot threw me when I heard what Bella did and said.

The only thing that I am still wondering about is that I thought Bella had to be vamp to be able to command something from one of the wolves. From what Seth said was that Sam turned and walked right out and Seth knew that Sam was trying to fight it. Seth could see Sam trying but in the end Sam lost the battle. I knew that I would have to ask my mom to look and see if she could find anything on that.

As I the last few miles that I will be able to follow I couldn't help but let the sadness come. Who knew how long it would be before I seen my sister again if ever. There's no way that I can leave now and I won't bring her back if it's not safe. It's my job to pave the way for her and I will. Slowing my running down to a walking pace I howl in to the night. I could hear Bella scream my name I knew that this was killing her as much as it was killing me. This thought gave me the motivation that I needed that I would do my job and I would bring my sister home soon.

Leah! A voice screamed in my head I turned around and the world stopped. My heart skipped a beat. The only thing that was running through my mind was that he was. Mine!

A/N: leave me a review and tell me what you think! I hope this chapter will take us to 200 or over that's always better!