"I should get you home." Edward growled.

Edward and I weren't exactly on speaking terms. I didn't mean to threaten him by not bringing his Bella back. I knew it was bad but now I was having feelings for Edward. I didn't want her to come back anymore. I didn't understand what his problem was. He was letting me get so close to him and now he's acting like I'm the one who got rid of her.

The ride home was quiet and aggravating. Neither of us said anything which made the quiet awkward.

I stepped out of the car hoping he would follow, but he didn't move, "Aren't you coming inside?"

"No." He said aggravated.

"Edward, please. I need to talk to you."

"I'll come back tonight then. I'll see you later."

I slammed the door and walked angrily to the front door.

"Bella?"

"It's me dad!"

Charlie was on the couch when I spotted him, "Hey Bells. What did you do today?"

"I went over to the Cullen's place and Edward showed me around for a little while. Do you want some dinner?"

"No. I went over to Billy's place and we ordered pizza." He replied.

"I'm going to go on up to bed. It's been a long day."

"Okay. Well, I won't see you until tomorrow night. We're heading upstate to work on a case and I'm leaving tomorrow morning." Charlie explained

"Well, you be careful. I'll see you later."

"Good night Bells."

I went upstairs and took a warm shower to relax. I was willing to do anything to forget what had happened between Edward and I. When I was finished drying my hair I changed into some sweat pants and a tee shirt.

I walked into my room and it was still empty. I walked over to the window and leaned my head out into the cold rain when suddenly he was pushing me out of the way.

He walked over to my bed and laid down motioning for me to join him. We sat up on my bed facing each other waiting for one of us to speak.

Edward saved me the trouble, "Look, I'm sorry I blew up like that today. I've just been having a really hard time without her. When I'm away from her I just go crazy."

"It's okay. I should take part of the blame too. I know how much she means to you and I never meant to offend you."

"It's hard losing something your whole world revolves around. I'm used to seeing her, holding her, kissing her."

He looked at me and realized he had said too much, "I'm sorry. This must get irritating."

"It's okay. It just helps me realize how complex your relationship was with her and………………………I'm sorry that she's not here." I explained.

"You should get some sleep."

I crawled over and laid next to him, but we never touched. He laid there motionless next to me, not saying anything. I wanted things to go back to the way they used to be.

"I guess the "meeting the family" thing didn't really work." Edward said jokingly.

"I guess not, but they seemed really nice. They were really inviting. I was willing to do anything for you."

He turned to look at me to see if I meant the intense words I said towards him.

He sighed nervously, "You should get some sleep. I'm going to go home."

"You're not going to stay?"

"Um, no. I should get home." He said not even looking me in the eyes.

He got up from the bed and walked to the window. Before he got to the window I grabbed his hand. He turned to look at me and I wrapped my arms around his icy waist. He gave up with a sigh and lightly rested his arms around my waist.

All of a sudden he was pushing me away, "I'm sorry, but I can't do this. I can't do this to her."

"Do what?! Edward! She's still in here! She's not going to be mad at you! It's me! I'm Bella now! I'm sorry, but you're going to have to get used to this arrangement."

He wouldn't even look at my face, "I have to go. I'll see you later."

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