No One Really Knows

She has the strongest faith, and yet she needs constant proof. She loves another with all her heart, but she hasn't met him yet. She keeps faith in lost causes, but is always the first to doubt. She feels the words, yet hates the writing. She lives in the now, but dreams for the future and regrets the past. She always tries her hardest, but is always afraid to fail. She tries to please everyone by being charming and sweet, but would rather save herself the stress and show her true colors. She wishes she were different, but always stays the same. She tries to figure it all out, but ends up more confused. She is emotional all the time, from anger to sadness to joy to acceptance. She will always wonder, but will never ask. She is sophisticated and classy, yet loves comfort and ease. She's got everything under control, yet her world is falling apart. She has confidence and self-respect, yet is always self-conscious. She never wants to be weak, but finds it hard to always be strong. She is a fighter, but wants to give up. Who is she? No one really knows.