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** why are there fairies on the ceiling? Wait are those lights?** there's dan staring at you "(Y/N)! Can you hear me?!" He yes. You giggle and touch his face. **oops he's gone now. Where did he go?**. There he is again, coming in and out of view. You can't focus on him but you know it's him. Then he's gone again but this time he doesn't come back till you're in this weird room. It's white and it smells weird. To the sides of you there are bars and you are hooked up to these weird tubes. **am I dead or in the hospital** you turn your head to your stomach **holy fuck they're okay** you think while feeling your still full abdomen. There's dan sleeping in a chair next to you.
"Dan?" You ask poking his nose. He jumps up confused before settling his eyes on your face.
"Oh my god! Your okay!" He says relived and happy he reaches over and pulls you into a hug as best he can.
"What happened?" You ask curiously dan pulls back
"Hold on ill get the doctor I don't know how to explain it" he says walking out of the room. A few moments later he walks in with the doctor who you've never seen before.
"Hi (Y/N) I'm . I've gathered that you would like to know what happened. Well from what I've heard you were in a lot of pain, and so you became unconscious, we did a few tests and you're fine. We also think the twins are fine but we can't tell until they are born. Do you have any questions?" He spoke coldly, like he's done this hundreds of times before. His words hit you like a ton of bricks **THEY MIGHT NOT BE OKAY! OH FUCK NO**.
"Um do you know when I'm going to have them?" You ask timidly
"I suspect within the next couple of day's. we want to keep you here until then you monitor your and the twins health"
All you do is nod. And with that he left the room. You burst into tear and dans already by your side holding your hand.
"They have to be okay! I can't lose them!" You cry out
"I know, don't worry everything will be okay". he's trying his best and that's all you could ask for.
You move over and motion for him to sit with you, which he does. He puts his arm on around your shoulder and you head is resting on his. Still crying you manage to smile
"at least we have right now" you spoke softly
"No" Dan says strongly "we will have forever, I promise everything will be okay"
"I hope so" you yawn **gosh I'm tired**. You fall asleep on dans shoulder
^^ you're suddenly inside your flat. **What am i doing here?** then out of no where the sound of humming fills the air. You walk down the hallway to the twins room ,where the sound it coming from, and slowly open the door. There's… you?… sitting in the rocking chair holding to small bundles rocking back and forth humming. The only weird part is they don't have faces but you know it's them. You walk up to the chair "what are you doing?". The faceless person looks up at you ,only a mouth it there.
"You don't deserve them (Y/N). You never will" they say smiling.
"What are you talking about?!" You say. But no answer
You say again louder "What are you talking about?!". Still not answer just a big smile
Finally you scream it. They don't answer instead they stand up bundles in hand. The faceless person throws the two small bundles onto the floor. They burst like water balloons, but instead there's blood, so much blood.
So much blood
So much blood^^
You jump awake and turn to dan, he's still asleep. You look down towards your stomach and there's blood.
"dan… Dan… DAN… I'm bleeding" you yell shaking his shoulder.