Hey im back. Im sorry it's been so long but you all know why. I was ill on Thursday as well so I've been not been able to write but tonight I had some inspiration. I have an obsession with a song called, Daddy's little girl, it's really sad but I thought I could fit it in here. In my original plan Charlie was going to turn into a vampire by a coven of devil like vampires and he would have to do stuff to Bella. There was a bit more to it then that but that was the basic idea, but now it's changed just so I can use this chapter, I don't have plan for after this chapter so we'll see how it goes  It was so hard for me to write this chapter and I don't think I could have made it any longer with out spoiling it. I nearly cried writing this myself so to all those who have said they nearly cried at this story, well this is a warning. Also this chapter has a prologue kind of thing, it's only a short one.

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Prologue

The worst thing happened the next day. A phone call. Just one phone call, which left me alone in the world, no-one with me and no one to care for me. From here on, I would be on my own and no-one could save me.

Start of chapter

I was sat with Edward on his couch, talking and listening to his music, he seemed to be a great pianist. I wanted to know everything and anything about this family, it seemed so unreal. I had thought about having a family, maybe they would let me and be one of theirs.

Just as I closed my eyes a little and relaxed into the music I felt something move. Edward. With no warning he simply ran off the couch looking angry and went out of the room. I heard the front door slam shut and as I looked out the window I saw 6 other people with him. He didn't like me; I was a fool to think I would fit in here. Tears streamed down my face and eventually I fell asleep in the comfort of the Edward smelling couch. I shrill ring woke me up in the early hours of the morning. I turned my head over to the side and saw the red figures flashing 3.30 at me. I groaned and tried to cover the cover with my pillow, but I realised after a while it wouldn't stop, I needed to answer it, I knew I was the only person in the house, the others hadn't gotten home yet. I swung my legs over the side of the bed and walked across the long winding corridors and down the stairs. The cold air gave me Goosebumps as I walked around in this large house on my own, a had a bad feeling but I picked grabbed the phone of the hook and placed it to my ear,"hello"

"Hello, I am looking for a Carlisle Cullen, there has been an emergency and he needs to come to the hospital" I waited for some more, not sure what to do,"He is not here, can I ask what this emergency is?" I heard some mummers and talking in the background, a large sigh and someone finally spoke,

"There was a car crash on the road outside forks, near the woods, the people were there for a while and a man is in critical condition and needs to been seen to, do you think you can get hold of him?" I thought about the how I could get to the Cullen's, they never told me where they went,"I umm… I don't know where they are….."At that moment the doors swung opened and the phone was quickly placed into a pair of cold hands,

"Hello, this is Dr.Cullen"I stood back as he talked to the people down the phone, there was 6 curious eyes looking at Dr.Cullen and then all to quickly 7 pairs of eyes snapped to my face. They all seemed sad, what ha happened? Why were hey looking at me like this? A while passed and the phone was placed down on the latch. Dr.Cullen came over and put a hand on my shoulder, he starred into my eyes,"Bella, that was the hospital, they told me they knew what happened, but you don't know who it was……"He kept starring at me, he spoke gently, though I was a victim in something. But then it all clicked. Forks. Forest. Male. It was Charlie,"oh…..my…."I stuttered not able to spit out what I was trying to say, my mind went blank.

Before I knew it I was in the back seat of a silver Volvo speeding down the highway, going over 100mph. I was led is Edwards lap, not being able to stop the tears streaming down my eyes. I wondered why this hit me so hard, it took me awhile but then I realised. If Charlie died I would be alone. I had no one if he went away, after all he put me through I still wanted him to survive this, just so I could say I had some kind of family. Technically my family left me ever since my sister's died but literally he was my father and he was going to die.

We got to the hospital in no time; I raced through the doors not noticing anyone around me, but Carlisle was ahead of me and through the double doors of the operating rooms before I got to the front desk.

"Hello Dear, why are you here?"

I didn't want to ask her stupid little question. I just wanted answers and answers only. I wanted to see him, to tell him I really did love him. I needed to see him before it was to late,

"I'm here to see…."

Who was I here to see? My dad? Charlie? The man who has made my live a living hell? Who was he really? At the moment, he was an innocent man, too young to die.

"…to see my dad, Charlie swan"

Tears formed in my eyes and before long they were running down my face once again. The receptionist started talking but I was too upset to cry, I just needed comfort, I needed to know. I needed my dad.

I was moved, on shaky legs, to a chair, where I buried my head in my hands and let the sobs overtake my body. In the distance, through all my crying, I could feel someone rubbing my back and talking sweet words to me. An angel sounding voice, calming me and making me feel warm from the inside out.

"Bella, its ok, he's going to make it through this, you're going to make it through this"

I lifted my heavy head and opened my eyes. They looked around a bit and came into focus with the angel. It was Edward. He sat there starring at me, eyes full of worry and concern, but guilt and sympathy. My sobs consumed my body after seeing his pain; I don't know how much more of this I can take.

The next few hours seemed to drag on for days. Shouts came from inside Charlie's room which awakened me, filling me with more concern but then they would calm and everything would be ok. Charlie's life was hanging on by a thread; one wrong movement could end his life. The doctors might not be so lucky next time his heart stopped, he might just stop living. Dead. No heart beat. Not alive. Unmoving. DEAD.

Somehow through the day I ended up in Edwards lap. My head resting on his chest. He was rubbing my back softly, occasionally he would see me get restless and kiss the top my head, playing with my hair and soothing me with his small but sweet words. I lost all sense of time and I didn't know if it was night, day, afternoon or early morning. All my tears had run dry and I just sat with Edward starring into space. People kept asking me things, wanting me to sign forms, eat something, sleep, do this, do that, but Edward made them go away each time. I only responded to his voice, he sometimes asked me if I was hungry or thirsty but I always refused; I just needed to make sure Charlie was ok first.

I was just falling asleep when a tired and sad looking Carlisle came out of the room. I tried to sit up but my body wouldn't allow it,

"Just stay here Bella"

A small angelic voice whispered in my ear, sending warming shivers down my spine. Carlisle made his way over and sat next to me. He held my hand softly as he began to talk to me,

"We did his operation. He had 4 broken ribs, a punctured lung, a damaged lung, a broken leg, 2 broken arms and a fractured skull; we have helped as much as we can. As you could hear we lost him a few times, his heart isn't working properly. He has a chance of surviving this, but the likely hood is that he will not. He's on a life support machine right now and the sooner he wakes up the more chance of survival he has. Im sorry Bella, you may go seem him when you're ready"

He nodded to Edward, and he let go of my hand as he walked away. I curled up into a small ball like I did when I was a child, scared at night. Scared of him,

Flashback:

The wind zoomed around the house, the floorboards squeaking, the wind howling. The curtains moved about in the wind as I slept there alone. They weren't here any more, I was an only child. When I was younger we would all sleep together and hold each other in the wind, but now it was just me and my memories.

I heard a crash from down stairs and a growl from my dad. A bang on the door and a click of a lock. He was coming in. In for me. I curled my self up in a protective ball, under the sheets, hiding form the world, hoping he wouldn't hurt me tonight.

"What are you doing making such a noise?"

The sheets were pulled off me and the wind made my shiver from fear and the cold. He was angry, his eyes were blazing,

"It was the wind daddy I promise"

Tears formed in my eyes as the first slap came. I fell to the floor. I curled my self back into the ball and stayed there letting him hurt me. This was going to be a long night.

I cried for more long hours. My dad was dying. He could survive, but he wouldn't. No one in my family tries. They all just leave me. No I'd be alone. These people, Edward, Carlisle, they wouldn't want me. Im broken, no family, an orphan. Just plain Bella.

Sometime during the night I got up on my weak legs and hobbled to Charlie's room. I was leaning on Edward as I got there, too weak to stand alone. I sat down next to the bed and straight away I grabbed onto Charlie's hand. Bruises were covering every inch of his skin; he had monitors beeping all around him, arms on slings, leg in a cast and his head covered by bandages. He was broken, but different than me. He was physically broken.

Now she hasn't slept in weeks
She don't want to close her eyes cause she's scared that he'll leave
They tried just about everything
It's getting harder now
For him to breathe
And she says

Days have passed and I haven't left his side. He has not changed. He can't be taken off the life support or he'll die. Still in a comma, unable to live by himself. I haven't slept, I haven't eaten. I don't know what im doing. I don't understand what im feeling. I want him to live. I should want him to die. He ruined my life, he's a monster, but he's my dad. No one should want their dad to die, it's not natural, so im begging him to live.

Daddy Daddy don't leave
I'll do anything to keep you
Right here with me
Can't you see how much I need you

Daddy Daddy don't leave
The doctors are saying things they don't mean
They don't know what they talking about
Somebody hear me out

The doctors are saying that if he doesn't wake up soon they will have to let him go. Through my begs and my tears they still haven't changed their minds. At first I thought they were messing but they have been doing more checks on him and they have tried to take him off life support more often. He's getting worse but I just need him to survive. I pray and beg that he does my daddy. I need him.

Please don't let him go (don't let him go)
I'm begging you so (I'm begging you so)
There open his eyes
There ain't no more time
To tell him that I love him more
Than anything in the world
Is Daddy's little girl

It has been a week now. It is finally the day. He's going to go. Out of my life forever.I wouldn't have to worry no more, but it's the final piece of my heart broken. I would be empty, with nothing to live for. I singed so many forms for this and I wasn't even sure I was ready but I was too tired to protest.

"Ok we are going to be doing it in 10mintues, just be ready"

The nurse left the room and I was alone. I had been alone all eek. No one had come to check on me, even the nurses didn't often talk to me. I was alone and in 10 minutes I would have no one left. I had thought about saying a few words to Charlie so I decided this was my last chance, I took his hand and started,

"Charlie. You've put my through hell. You have given me the worst life possible. Every time you killed my sisters, every time you smacked me, every time you hurt me, a part of my heart broke. I have never gone to school, I will never have friends.

Every little girl looks up to their dad.

Every little girl smiles and laughs when they see their dad.

Every little girl hugs and kisses their dad and has fun.

Every little girl has a decent life.

But what did you give me? Nothing. I can't look up to you because that would make me a monster. A monster that you are, the monster I will never look up to. I didn't laugh or smile when I saw you instead I ran to my room and hid. I was too scared to speak around you and I defiantly never hugged you. My life was far from perfect, and I will never be the same again.

My little princess. That's what dad's call their little girls but no I was the selfish brat. The one that ruined your life. The one you hated. The devil in disguise, you used to call me that.

But going through this week, I have realised something. And that is that I forgive you. You are on your death bed and I don't want to hate you. You are the last piece of my heart which has finally broken and now im empty, but if I forgive you may be that will give me hope, a little part of you will still be with me. I wish you well where you go. Say hi to mum and my sisters……."

A noise came fro the side a nurse and Carlisle came in,

"It's time Bella"

I nodded my head. Just as the machine got turned off I whispered,

"I love you. My daddy."

And im sure I felt a slight squeeze on my hand. And then he was gone.

She was Daddy's Little Girl

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