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I only own the plot of this story.

I first would like to apologize for taking such a long break from this story and to thank all of you wonderful readers who after all this time still kept me on your Favorites and Alert.

Most of you probably forgot what happened in the previous chapters so here is a quick summary:

Edward Cullen dies from a car crash before he marries Bella. Bella is pregnant with Edward's child and goes to live with her Mom to have her baby. After she hears that Charlie is ill from diabetes, she returns to live with him with her son, Edward.

She meets Jasper at the supermarket and their romance starts. Jasper is recently divorced from Alice. After hearing that Jasper was dating another woman, Alice returns and wreaks havoc. Emmett's wife, Rose, pulls strings and successfully drives Alice out of Forks.

The relationship between Bella and Jasper progress and they are now in Victoria with Edward for a little vacation. They've checked into the hotel, spent some time at miniature world and are now at the hotel.

Chapter 10 I want to make love to you

JPOV

I was lost in the moment until I realized we were all over each other on the balcony. I carried Bella in my arms to the bedroom and stopped kissing her when I sat on the bed with her in my lap. The whimper Bella gave when I stopped kissing her and the lust in her eyes was answer enough for me that I could keep going. I slid my hand up her dress

and slid my hand over her thighs. I could feel her shaking from nervousness.

"Relax, darlin'. It's just you and me," I whispered into her ear and kissed her neck. Bella blushed and nodded.

"I want to make love to you but if you're not ready, I can wait. There's no need to rush," I said looking into her eyes.

"Make love to me, Jasper," she whispered to me.

I pulled Bella's dress over her head and thought I would lose my sanity when I saw her in the white laced bra and matching thong. She looked so innocent and naughty at the same time. It drove me insane. It took every inch of me to hold myself from ravaging her.

"You're so beautiful," I whispered into her ear while I unstrapped her bra. Once she was only in her thong I quickly took my clothes off and was only in my boxer briefs now.

I pulled the covers down and lay her down on the bed. I spread her legs and kneeled between them. Bella crossed her arms over her breasts blushing. I took that as a sign that she wasn't comfortable exposing herself in front of me yet, so I quickly pulled the sheets over us. I kicked the boxer briefs off my legs and was now naked and the only piece of clothing left on Bella was the sexy white laced thong on. Instead of just pulling it off her, I bit onto the side of her panty and gently inched it down with my teeth causing Bella to giggle.

She seemed a lot more relaxed now that we were under the sheets. There was no reason for her to be embarrassed or shy since she had a gorgeous body, but I didn't want to push her to doing anything that made her uncomfortable so I settled on keeping us covered.

Her breathing picked up once she was fully naked and before she had the chance to feel nervous again, I started kissing her from her ankle slowly moving up to her knee and up her inner thigh. Inch by inch I worshipped her long, slender, sexy legs. She was now running her fingers through my hair and it just felt so good. Her touch was so delicate and loving. It helped me calm down to take my time with her.

After I kissed both her legs, I started kissing her stomach and moved upwards to her breasts. They were so perky, firm, and full. I could easily spend hours worshiping her breasts. After I thoroughly squeezed, licked, sucked, and softly bit her nipples, I moved my hand down to her pussy. I didn't realize she was so turned on until I felt her dripping onto my fingers. I started to run my fingers up and down her folds gently. I worked my fingers to her clit. Her moans went straight to my cock making me incredibly hard. I shifted myself further down towards the foot of the bed so that I could spend some time worshiping her gorgeous pussy. When I ran my tongue up her folds Bella whimpered and reached down to my head and tried to stop me.

"Please. Let me have you. All of you," I said and she relaxed and let go of my head.

I licked, sucked, and rolled my tongue over her clit while I slid my fingers into her increasing the speed. She was clutching the sheets harder and arching her back, calling out my name.

"Do you like that? Do you want more?" I teased.

"Please. I want you, Jasper. I want you inside me." Bella writhed as I started pumping my fingers faster and harder into her.

"Is this what you want?" I said as I grabbed Bella's hand and rested it on my cock.

"Yes. I want your hard cock," Bella said as she grabbed my cock and started pumping it with her fingers. All her shyness was gone and there was no inch of hesitancy in her voice. I hitched her legs up my shoulders and pushed into her hard.

"Unnnng. I want more, Jasper. Give it to me. Harder."

Oooooh. I very much enjoyed this side of Bella. Just a little while ago she was acting all shy trying to hide her body from me and now she was writhing and asking me to fuck her harder. I pumped faster and harder into her and the headboard was bumping into the wall. I started to worry that it might wake Edward up and didn't want him cock blocking us so I increased the speed faster so that we could finish without interruption.

"How's this for harder?" I said as I pumped into her with everything I had. She was dripping and the squishy sounds of my cock sliding into her hot, wet, pussy was making me lose control. "I can't hold any longer, come with me, baby," I said as I pumped into her faster and harder while adding my fingers to rub her clit.

"Oh God. Unnnng that feels so good. I'm gonna come," Bella said in her throes of passion

as she squeezed the sheets and her legs started to shake. I felt her inner walls squeeze and that was my undoing. I wrapped my arms around her and held her tight as we both reached climax.

Until I made love to Bella I didn't realize how much I was missing out. Everything about her was perfect. I didn't want this moment to end and this was not my euphoria talking. I was so happy I was grinning like a fool. After I caught my breath I kissed Bella on her forehead. She snuggled her head into my chest and sighed.

"Was that a good sigh or a bad sigh."

"Very very good sigh," she said tilting her head as she looked into my eyes.

"I wish we could stay like this forever but we have a little boy in the other room sleeping and if we don't get out of this bed and get dressed, you have a lot of explaining to do that he's probably not ready for," I said chuckling. "I'll go and check on him while you pop in the shower. Does that sound good?"

"Thanks. You're such a sweet heart," Bella said as she grabbed my T shirt that was tossed on the bed when I took it off earlier and pulled it over her head.

"It looks better on you than me," I said winking at her. Bella gave me a peck on my lips and headed to the bathroom while I got dressed and dug into my bag to find another T shirt to wear. I didn't plan to shower so that I could smell Bella on me a little while longer. I sounded like a sick bastard but I didn't care.

When I checked on Edward, he was still sleeping peacefully with a big smile on his face. I wondered what he was dreaming about. I hoped I had something to do with that smile on his face. Since Edward was still asleep after Bella came out of the shower we decided to just cuddle outside on the balcony for a little while longer.

If felt good to just hold Bella and watch the ocean from the balcony. She was so soft and warm. I didn't want to let go of her but unfortunately Edward woke up from his nap and started banging on the sliding doors as it was too heavy for him to open them. He started crying so I rushed to the door and tried to take his hand but he brushed it away and ran straight into Bella's arm.

"What's wrong, Edward? Why are you crying?" Bella asked rubbing soothing circles on his back to calm him down.

"I want to go home," Edward said sniffling.

"Did you get scared from waking up alone?" Bella asked and Edward nodded into her chest.

"I'm sorry, Edward. I didn't think you'd wake up so soon. I know you were scared but what you just did to Jasper wasn't nice. He opened the door for you. When someone does something nice for you, what are you supposed to say?" Bella asked gently.

"Thank you?"

"Right. So go say 'thank you' to Jasper and apologize for being rude to him," Bella said trying to peel him off her but he clutched onto her even tighter causing Bella to sigh. I smiled and mouthed "don't worry," as Edward not only was scared waking up in a hotel room but was also probably exhausted so he wasn't his usual self.

I rubbed my stomach to gesture to her to see if they were ready to go grab something to eat in hopes that Edward's mood would improve if we went outside. Bella nodded and got up carrying Edward back into the room.

"I'm just gonna go and get him cleaned up," she said kissing Edward's head as she headed to the bathroom.

I wanted to take them somewhere nice but decided to suggest going to McDonald's so Edward could play outside and get a little toy with his meal. While they were in the bathroom I made a quick call to the front desk to get directions to the nearest McD's. The bathroom door opened and Edward came running towards me and clung onto my legs.

"I'm sorry, Jasper," he said and smiled shyly.

"It's okay, big guy," I said and tickled him. Edward giggled and looked like he was in a better mood. "Would you like to go to McDonald's for dinner?"

"Yea!" He shouted bouncing up and down. He ran back to the bathroom and started banging on the door shouting "Mommy, Mommy, we're going to McDonald's!" excitedly.

Bella stepped out of the bathroom and looked at me quizzically? "Really? McDonald's? Jasper, I don't want you to sacrifice the chance to eat something nice just to appease Edward."

"McD's is fine. It used to be my comfort food when I was in college," I said chuckling. "I think it'll be better we went somewhere that had food Edward is familiar with since he's a bit cranky and tired," I explained to Bella.

"Thank you, Jasper. It means a lot to me that you care so much about Edward," Bella leaned into me and wrapped her arms around my waist. I wanted to stay that way for a little while longer but Edward shook my pant leg begging to leave for McD's.

"All right. Let's go," I said letting go of Bella laughing.

The ride over to McD's didn't take us long. I told Bella I'll grab the food while she watched Edward at the Play Place and Edward's eyes twinkled but Bella shook her head.

"We have a rule that he has to finish his meal before he gets to play," Bella said and Edward looked at me like he was begging me to convince Bella to reconsider.

"Sorry Edward," I said feeling guilty I brought the subject up not knowing he wasn't allowed to play before he ate. Bella must have noticed the change in my mood as she wrapped her arm around my waist and leaned her head onto my shoulder.

"It's okay. You didn't know. It's not like we can sit down and go through the rules I have for Edward. I came up with this rule after I made the mistake of letting him play before we ate. It took me forever to pull him away from the slides," Bella said laughing.

I went to get the food while Bella went to find a table for us with Edward. As soon as I placed the food on the table Edward grabbed his hamburger and started to wolf down his food. Bella chuckled shaking her head.

"He does this every time. If only he ate like this all the time it would make my life so much easier," Bella said and started wolfing down her food just like Edward causing me to laugh.

"Why are you laughing at me?" Bella said scowling.

"Well you're wolfing down the food just like Edward."

"That's because I have to finish my food when Edward is done with his. Otherwise we'd have to deal with his nagging until we're done."

"Oh. I hadn't thought of that. You know what, take your time. I can go and watch him while he plays."

"It's okay. You've already done enough for us. I'm used to this."

"Maybe I want to play too?" I said winking.

"You're too big," Edward commented taking me seriously.

"Edward, Jasper was only joking."

"Was I?" I said to Bella chuckling.

As soon as we finished eating we went out to the play area and Edward ran around excitedly. Once he climbed up the slide he squealed sliding down. It made me happy to see his mood improving.

I felt Bella's eyes on me. "Why are you staring at me?"

"You're amazing. We're so lucky to have you in our lives," Bella said leaning into me.

"I don't know about the amazing part but I try. I want you two to be happy."

"And we are." Bella placed her hand on my cheek and brushed her lips on mine. I tried to deepen the kiss but Bella stopped pulling away from me.

"We need to mind the kids. We can continue where we left off back at the hotel," Bella said giving a peck on my cheek.

It took Bella almost a half hour for her to pull Edward off the swings so that we could head back to the hotel. It turned out to be great for us as Edward was immediately out cold as soon as we buckled him into his car seat. I carried Edward into the hotel and Bella changed him into his jammies immediately after we got into the room. Edward was so wiped out that he didn't even stir.

"Does he wake up in the middle of the night?"

"He usually doesn't but he'll probably wake up to use the bathroom since he fell asleep in the car. I was a little worried he might wet the bed so he's wearing pull-ups tonight. We'll know if he wakes up. I'm darn sure he'll cry when he realizes he's not home in his own bed."

"Well if that's the case we should make the best of the time we have to ourselves," I said pulling her into my arms.

"How about we order some wine and watch a movie?"

"Sounds good to me. Go ahead and look through the menu. I'll go and run you a bath," I said winking at her. Bella nodded blushing.

Why was she blushing? Did she think I wanted to bathe with her? It was a bit nippy outside and we were out the whole time Edward was playing so I only meant for her to soak in the tub so she could warm up although I definitely wouldn't decline if she wanted asked. I brought candles and bath bubbles as Rose suggested and turned off the lights. I changed into a T-shirt and sweat pants while I waited for the tub to fill. I escorted her to the bathroom as soon as the bath was ready.

"Wow, you did all this for me? Mmmm it smells so good in here," Bella said smiling. As I was about to leave the bathroom she grabbed my hand and stopped me. She chewed on her lips and looked at me through her lashes shyly. "Ummm. I'm never done this but ummm would you like to take a bath with me?" Bella asked and looked down at her feet blushing before I could answer her.

"I'd love to only if you're comfortable with it," I said trying to stay calm so that she wouldn't notice how excited I truly was.

"Ummmm. I'm a little nervous. I've only seen it done in movies but I'd like to try," Bella said playing with her hands.

"I'll just turn around so that my back is facing you. You can slip into the tub. When you're ready call me and I'll join you," I said kissing her cheek. It would've been awesome if I could've undressed her but she looked incredibly nervous and I didn't want her stressed when the whole point of this trip was for her to have a great time.

"You can turn around now," Bella said softly like it was almost a whisper.

I started stripping while Bella's eyes were glued onto me. "Do you like what you see?" I teased. Bella gasped when she realized she was ogling me. She immediately shut her eyes really tight and turned crimson.

"Hey hey. Don't be embarrassed. I've got nothing to hide. This is all yours," I said and started singing Nelly's 'It's Hot in Herre' while I took my clothes off.

I said

It's gettin' hot in herre

(So hot)

So take off all your clothes

I am gettin' so hot, I wanna take my clothes off

(Uh, uh, uh, uh, oh)

It's gettin' hot in herre

(So hot)

Bella covered her face as I stripped and bumped and grinded my hips as I moved towards her. She just laughed and wouldn't take her hands off her face. I got in the tub after finished taking her clothes of and kept singing as I slid into the tub behind her. She was laughing and splashing water at me.

Mission accomplished. Nervous Bella was out the door and Naughty Bella was out to play. I wrapped my arms around her placed my chin on her shoulder and held her tight.

"Ummmm. I had a great time today."

"I'm happy to hear that. I aim to please," I said as I started massaging her neck and her shoulders.

"Mmmmm. That feels sooooo good."

"Just relax and let me work my magic."

After I was done with her shoulders I slipped my hands to her breasts and gently squeezed her breasts working my fingers around her nipples. I pinched and rolled them and while kissing her neck. I heard her moan and moved one of my hands to her pussy and played with her clit while my other hand teased her nipples. I blew into her ear softly and Bella melted in my arms.

I helped her out of the tub and dried myself and her off and carried her to the bed. We made love again and she fell asleep in my arms.

A/N

How was that for a comeback chapter? I hope you enjoyed it. Please leave me a review and let me know your thoughts. Again, I'm sorry for taking so long to update this story. I'll do my best to keep updating this story in a timely manner. Thank you!