I walked outside in a depresed way looking 2 da floor and listening 2 Bolevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day, it wuz such a cloudy and dark day so u cudnt c da sun wich fit the way i was feeling: dark and depresed.
I saw Somalia n i asked her if i cud use her laptop 2 go 2 Custsters, she sed yeah
We opened da chat n i saw ppl sayin meen fingz 2 me. Includin da goffs, they were sayin fingz like "Tailor dint cum 2 skool 2day, i bet she watched Linsey Lohen moviez all day" n "i bet taerlor stayed listenin 2 Ashlee Simpsan" n "i bet she isnt even slittin her rists". I felt so mad and sad.
Now their sayin i watch lindsy lohen moviez... as if that wud ever happen!11 i watch Tim Bruton moviez!11 i said disgustedly
"nobody beleivez that kinda stuf" tried to cheer me up Samaria
"i probbly deserved it 4 tlking 2 a poser" i cooed
"torelor i need 2 tell u sumthin" blared Simare
"wht if Dani finkz im a POSR PREP?!1" i gronaed
"ur only worried about a fukin prep guy who is a JOCK?!1" sneered Samara "he dosent even caer!11 he ignores u" he yelled
"stop yellowing at me" i moaned "i cant believe ure against me 2" i prayedd
Somalia sigjed "im sorry im so sorry Toraylor this stuff shouldnt have happened"
We were in skool walking thru da halls looking all depresed and smoking a joint, "u wanna go outside nd inject sum herion?" pleaded Semara
"no i wana c if i can find Dani" i answered all distracted
"oh my fucking Satan (idk if i mentioned it b4 but we r Satanic) im done tryng 2 b ur friend hav a nice DETH (vampires are dead not alive) TERAYLOR" excreted Somora and she left running with her high heels. I looked at her surprisedly. And then suddenly i saw Moranlin 2 but she went away.
I went 2 a classroom and i found Dani
"hi dani" i said sadly trying 2 b flirty but i wuz so depresd it still came out kinda sad "we havent spoken in a while so i wanted 2 know if u were still going 2 da GC consert wif me" i added
"look Toralor. My prep mom pised me off lst nite and she wont let me go wif u she wants me 2 go wif sum prep bitch" muttered Dani "that bitches mom is friends wif my mum so..."
"i cant belev ur goin wif a prep bitch" i demanded
"its not my choise i have nothin else 2 do" he defended himself
"ohkay..." i whispered as tears of blood started 2 fill my eyes and i went out of da classroom. I went 2 da bathroom 2 slut my rists
"oh god, Tailor ur cryin, r u ok? Sum1 maed a video of u" said Lidnshye worriedly
"everyons scene it" said a prep bitch maliciusly
"its so funkin funny" aded another blond bitch
"wht video?" i asked surprisedly, then... da bell rang!1
then im walking down da hall slowly and it looks really coool and depressing because im so miserable and stuff and its all slow and the camera does this weird upside down thingy thats hard 2 describe but its like halfway thru da original movie if u want 2 c it
i went in2 my house and i climbed upstars with my boots and i closed my black door behind me and got my MCR laptop and then there was a video of me on fecebook!1
sum1 was dresde as me but then they changed in2 preppy cloves (all pink frum hollester and stuff u kno da kinda cloves preps wear) and got a blonde wig and they were like "HI IM TAYRLOR CHARLOTE PREP'ESSION DUFF AND I H8 MCR AND I LISEN 2 DA BACKSTRET BOYZ ALL DAY". I listened 2 a sad evanescence song and got my new razor and slit both my wits while crying against my Green Gay pillow staiging it wif blood. I stopped and i slammed my laptop shut bcuz i just cudnt beleve what was happening 2 me. I cried more blood and i started 2 feel faint like when u dont drink enuff blood bcuz that happened bcuz i has blood loss from being so depressed and crying so much and slutting my writs so much.
I tok my laptop agen and i started recording a video
"Im da real Tarylor Charlote Depresion (NOT PREPRESION) Davis" i started...