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"The truth is… Beck and i broke up" Jade exclaimed sadly.
"Why?" Ana asked surprised, they had been together for so long.
"Things weren't working….. I just, I miss him" Jade said as a tear came out of her eye, she wasn't lying, she really did miss him.
Ana hugged her daughter and kissed her head "Things will get better, my love, you're young and beautiful, there will be other guys" she exclaimed and broke the hug. "But that's not an acceptable reason for you to stop taking care of yourself so from now on, I'll be checking on you more closely, you have to re gain all the weight you lost, okay?"
Jade nodded and Ana looked at her sadly, she couldn't help but hug her daughter one last time before walking out of the room; Jade took a deep breath as more and more tears streamed down her face, she felt so guilty, so bad, so tired of everything.
Jade stayed in her room for about an hour until her mom called her downstairs for lunch, she didn't want to be there but she had to eat. "I made chicken soup and pasta, there is also chocolate cake, your favorite, honey" Ana exclaimed happily and Jade tried to smile back.
"I smell chicken soup, delicious" James exclaimed as he walked into the kitchen, Jade immediately froze and looked down, he terrified her.
James sat down next to Jade and started stroking her leg under the table, Jade felt the tears coming but she couldn't manage herself to speak up, she looked at him scared and he smirked, he knew the power he had over her.
Jade stood up and moved to the next chair, she looked at him coldly trying to be strong but James wasn't intimidated, he just sent her a kiss and smirked but he immediately changed his face when Susan joined them and sat down in Jade's previous chair.
"Wow look who's finally here!" Susan exclaimed surprised at Jade. "You've been too quiet lately; I almost forgot you were here"
Jade didn't even want to respond or say anything; she just wanted to go back to her room and sleep.
"Look at you, god you seem a zombie… I remembered you a little thicker and less pale" Susan commented.
"It's called losing weight" Jade said coldly.
"Yes, but she is gonna re gain all that weight because she doesn't want to get sick, right darling?" Ana exclaimed and Jade nodded.
"Yes"
"Good" Susan simply said.
They had lunch and Ana made sure Jade ate everything, once she was done Ana let her go back to her room; it was Wednesday, Ana and Susan usually went to the gym on Wednesdays which meant James would go visit Jade soon.
A few hours later when Ana and Susan left, James went upstairs as usual, Jade didn't even bother in locking the door since James always got to open it.
"Hi, I see you didn't lock the door this time…" James said as he walked into the room, Jade was sitting on the edge of her bed starring at the wall emotionless.
"Don't touch me" Jade exclaimed seriously, she had to try.
"You should be used to this already, darling" James simply said and started kissing her neck from behind.
"I said no" Jade stood up with tears in her eyes and James started walking towards her with a terrifying smirk on his face.
"Listen, sweetheart, we've talked about this before….. You do as I say when I say, get it?" He grabbed her head "We've been doing this for a month and you've enjoyed it, otherwise you would have told someone" he said and Jade shook her head.
"I still can talk" Jade exclaimed.
"After a month? Do you really think they would believe it was rape? It's your word against mine, you're eighteen, it's not a crime to have sex with you" he chuckled and started undressing her.
"Stop it, please" Jade begged while crying but he never listened, he kept going until he was done.
"God, girl, stop crying" James said annoyed as he dressed up again, Jade was sitting in the corner of the room hugging her legs with tears all over her face. "By the way, I had forgotten to thank you for saving yourself for such a long time, I didn't expect you to be a virgin; it was a nice surprise" he smiled and Jade closed her eyes in frustration and pain.
"GET OUT OF MY ROOM" She screamed madly and hurt, James simply laughed and left.
Jade got in the shower and when she came out, she took three sleeping pills, she just wanted to sleep and never wake up again, her reality was too miserable and sad.
Next day at school, Jade walked into Sikowitz's classroom and sat down alone in the corner, the gang was in the other side of the classroom, they were so worried about her "There is Jade….. " Cat informed.
"Should we invite her?" Tori asked.
"Yes but the real question is, will she go?" André exclaimed.
"I don't know, I honestly don't think she will accept….." Beck said sadly "Why does Jade have to be so complicated? Why can't she just open herself to us?" He was so frustrated; it hurt him so see his Jade so sad and depressed.
"But we have to try" Robbie exclaimed and they nodded "So who will ask her?"
"I think Cat is the best option" Beck commented and they nodded, Cat took a deep breath and made her way towards Jade.
"Hi Jadey" Cat said nicely.
"Hi" Jade simply responded.
"Um we are going to have a sleepover at Tori's house tonight and we were wondering if you wanted to join us" Cat suggested sweetly and Jade looked over at the gang, they were all starring at her except Beck, he was looking down.
"I think it worked" Tori said excitedly when Cat was walking back towards them.
"She said no" Cat informed disappointedly.
"What? But did you insist?" Tori asked.
"She asked if Beck was gonna be there and I said yes then she said no" Cat explained and Beck sighed.
"She must hate me now" Beck commented sadly.
"Don't feel bad, she doesn't hate you….she just doesn't want to see you" Cat tried to make him feel better but it just made it worse.
"Well, whatever….. We are still having the sleepover right?" Robbie asked and Tori nodded.
"Hey kiddies" Sikowitz said and threw his bag. "Today we are just gonna practice what we saw yesterday, Jade come on stage" Jade stood up and started feeling dizzy, she didn't know why so she just kept walking but before she could reach the stage she fainted.
"JADE!" Beck immediately exclaimed scared.
"Jade, oh goodness" Sikowitz said worriedly "Someone help her" he ordered, Beck immediately grabbed her in his arms and put her in a chair.
"What happened to Jade?" Cat questioned scared.
"I don't know" Beck answered worriedly, Sikowitz put the alcohol bottle below her nose "Please, wake up, wake up" Beck was on his knees in front of her holding her hand.
Jade started moving slowly and opened her eyes "What happened?" She asked while rubbing her eyes, she saw Beck in front of her and moved her hand away from him.
"You passed out" Tori informed.
"Really? Well, It can happen to anyone" Jade responded and stood up slowly with her eyes closed, her head hurt.
"Jade, you need to go to the nurse's office" André said and Jade shook her head.
"No, I'm perfectly fine, see?" she opened her arms but almost fell again.
"Whoa" Sikowitz grabbed her arm to stop her from falling again. "I agree with André, you need to go see a doctor"
"I don't, I'm fine" Jade said.
"Jade, just look at you…. "Sikowitz exclaimed and Jade raised an eyebrow at him "You seem a ghost; some skeletons look better than you" she rolled her eyes.
"You know what? I'm tired of hearing that, I am perfectly fine…. Yes, I lost some weight but it's not the end of the world just leave me alone" Jade exclaimed madly, grabbed her backpack and walked out of the classroom.
"What is going on with that girl?" Sikowitz questioned.
"That's what we all want to know" Beck answered and sighed sadly.
Later at night everyone was in Tori's house except Jade, they had pizza and played movies but something was missing, Jade had to be there. "I miss Jadey" Cat commented sadly "she must be alone in her room right now, it's so sad"
"Yeah but we couldn't tell Beck not to come because of her" Tori said.
"But I really want to see her" Cat informed.
"Look, what if I hide and you guys video chat Jade….. it could be a virtual sleepover" Beck suggested.
"That is a good idea but do you guys think she is still awake? It's almost 12pm" André commented.
"Yeah, she must be awake" Beck responded; Jade indeed was awake but wishing to sleep, she didn't have any more sleeping pills and she couldn't manage herself to close her eyes.
Jade's phone rang and she answered "Hello" she simply said.
"HI" Tori and Cat exclaimed nicely. "Jade, Beck left and we were wondering if you wanted to join us….. like a virtual sleepover!" Cat suggested, Jade couldn't sleep so she accepted.
"HI!" Cat said excitedly as soon as they saw Jade through the screen, Beck was standing behind the laptop and the rest of them were sitting in front of it talking to Jade. "Hey Jade, we are recording the screen because this is our first virtual sleepover ever" Cat informed.
"Whatever" Jade didn't actually mind.
"What are you doing?" Robbie asked.
"I'm riding a horse, can't you see me?" Jade exclaimed sarcastically.
"You should be here, we miss you" Tori commented sadly and Jade sighed.
"I couldn't…." Jade simply said "Beck was gonna be there…." Beck looked down; he didn't know why Jade hated him now.
"Why don't you like Beck now?" Cat questioned curiously.
"It's not that….. I just, I don't want to be around him" Jade said and looked down "Hold on, I'm gonna get a sweater, it's really cold here" she informed and stood up.
While Jade was looking for a sweater in her closet, the door of her room got open quietly and James walked into the room silently, she didn't even notice. "Beck…." Tori whispered worriedly and he joined them to see the computer.
James was walking towards Jade, holding a little towel with an evil smirk on his face…..
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