Title: Emotion: Gotta be somebody.
Story summary: please see first chapter.
Chapter: 10 out of 16.
Pairings: Blair and Chuck.
Chapter info: written in the same format as the past. Chuck and Blair open up.
Song: Alesha Dixon- to love again.
L O V E
All this time i felt so lost, lost and needed help.
Incomplete, out of reach, All alone by myself.
It all becomes so clear, when i see your face.
And it's only when you're near, I feel i'm safe.
"Blair". Chuck looked up at her, they were laid side by side on the bed.
"Yeah". Blair rolled so they were face to face.
"do you think we should talk?". Surprisingly Chuck approached the question first.
"talk, what do we possibly have to talk about?". Blair wiped the tear.
So before we take this road, before you change my mind, fill my heart with hope,
help me to believe this time.
I've been torn apart, desperately try to find a way back to my heart, so i can love
again.
"we have to talk whether we want to or not". Chuck cupped her cheek in his hand.
"What if I don't want to?". Blair cried openly for what felt like the first time ever.
"Blair, please". Chuck all but begged.
"I can't chuck, I don't know why but I just can't, it hurts I hurt". Blair was crying.
Ooh, help me love again. Ooh yeah.
"I know Blair, really I do but I can't help if you don't let me in".
I'm so tired of holding on, so tired of waiting.
I need to feel something real, without it breaking.
It all becomes so clear, when you touch my hand.
And it's only when you're near, i know you understand.
"I hurt all the time, it's a like my heart is aching, I want someone to hold me, to cradle
me, to love me. I can't eat I can't sleep everything I do it feels like I'm lost I just want
to be found Chuck, I want to feel ok. I want to be myself I want to laugh I want to feel
like I'm free lie I want to be able to do anything and everything". Blair's body
wracked with tears.
So before we take this road, before you change my mind, fill my heart with hope,
help me to believe this time.
I've been torn apart, desperately try to find a way back to my heart, so i can love
again.
"Blair I want you, I love you, please just know that, I will do anything and everything,
I hurt you and I'm sorry". Chuck swept her into his arms holding her tight.
"I don't know what I can do Chuck, I don't know if I can do this, it feels like I've
lived a lifetime I'm tired Chuck. I'm so tired".
AN: ok pretty short but the song wasn't long and I didn't want this chapter to be either
it was a lot of Blair angst but I feel she had something she needed to say and do.
Ronan03: Thanks for the updates you are the one I rely on to make sure the updates are regular.
Xoxogg4lifexoxo: I know so sad. I love Chair.
GGirl-CB4BW: your long reviews make me smile. this song i was listening to on the way home and i absolutely adore it. so i hope you like this too.