Chapter 10
Castiel had grabbed Dean a little too hard – there was a blistering red hand print where he had touched Dean's arm. Also, Castiel had accidentally purified Dean's body of it physical markings (except the hand print), including his virginity. Castiel blushed at the thought, feeling embarrassment for the first time. Lastly, Dean seemed to have lost his memory of how he got of Hell.
I guess that's for the better, Castiel thought. He was about to leave Dean to wander around the field when he experienced another one of those stupid feelings. He wanted Dean to know who saved him. He wanted approval and appreciation for his choice and action. So, right as Dean stepped into an abandoned gas station, Castiel opened his mouth and spoke.
First, Castiel spoke in Enochian, so, to Dean, all that came out was a terrible white noise. It shattered the glass, shook all the aisles, and scrambled the radio waves. It also was causing Dean considerable pain, since he was human and not really wired for the language of the angels. Second, Castiel was still invisible, so Dean didn't understand where the ear-splitting whine was coming from. Dean was properly scared.
Castiel blushed with embarrassment again. He should have remembered Dean couldn't understand Enochian, and he had hurt Dean. He had never interacted with a human, so he didn't really know what he was doing. He didn't want to hurt Dean again, so he left.
Castiel watched as Dean reunited with Bobby and Sam, and he thought to himself that his choice was the right one. He had brought happiness to these three because of his actions, and that made Castiel feel good. So good, in fact, that he decided to try to talk to Dean again. He was waiting for Dean to be alone when he overheard Bobby's plan. They were going to have a psychic summon Castiel.
No. He couldn't be summoned in a séance, his true form might hurt somebody. Castiel's mind raced, but he couldn't think of a way out of the situation. As Pam summoned him, he pulled and fought against her power. "No!" Castiel warned, "My name is Castiel, and I will hurt you! Stop!"
"Castiel? No, I don't scare easy. Show your face!" Pam kept going.
Castiel appeared only to Pam in his true form. He yelled, shaking the whole house, trying to stop himself, but he couldn't. Pam saw Castiel and her eyes burned out of her skull. She stopped the séance and Castiel quickly disappeared as she lost consciousness. He hurt another human and managed to scare the wits out of the three best hunters in the western hemisphere.
This wasn't working. Castiel needed to find a way to talk to Dean before more people got hurt.