Hate me, thrill me. Love me, kill me.

Disclaimer: Do Kakashi and Itachi have hot sex during the anime? Do we have a Naruto shower scene in every volume? Did Sakura die in the first episode? Did Sasuke walk around naked?

Then do I own anything?

By now you know the warning… But just to nag you again :P…

Blood thirst, probably torture, violence, death of maybe YOUR favourite character, angst, sexual molesting, adult themes and more stuff if I can think of any. Thank you for your kind support.

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What had happened?

The last thing he could remember was the cold ground he sat on, sitting against a hairy beast, and another familiar person soothing him, assuring him he would be just fine. Then why was he here now?

Tied down by chains, around his neck, keeping him against the cold ground. His wrists were bound behind his back, and his ankles were chained as well, his legs spread apart. There was an eerie silence hanging about, it made him shiver. Still he blamed the cold dark around him, even though he was wearing clothes.

His surroundings were dark, empty. The silence went on until faint footsteps came to hearing, becoming louder, confirming him someone was coming. But for now Kakashi would rather be alone, even though he yearned for someone to sit next to him, comfort him. There was only the dark and the sounds of his chains rubbing against the ground when an icy cold hand moved over his unmasked face. The jounin mewled in horror and tried to move away from the figure when he realised who he was.

His unequal eyes were staring directly into two obsidian eyes, emotionless, yet they were filled with something Kakashi had never seen before. "Got you back." His enemy spoke, his words echoed throughout the darkness. The cold hand left his face and the other male's face moved closer to his own. The jounin started to shake uncontrollably when he could smell this fiend's breath, feel it warming his face. He closed his eyes tightly, as if his enemy would vanish when he did. Fingertips moved over his jaw, over the scar that crossed his left eye, to his cheek to rest there.

"You will not escape me again." His enemy whispered, his lips closing over his own. Kakashi had no idea how he got here, he was rescued by other jounin, he was sure of it. So why was he bound here while his enemy tried to invade his mouth? His eyes opened in shock when something cold moved long his throat, a metal object threatening to cut his skin. It moved to his shoulder, slowly, as if his enemy was mocking him. And he was petrified with fear. What would he do to him?

"I don't think you know who's boss do you?" A shudder crept over the jounin's spine when he heard this. "If I want something, you will give it to me." His enemy smiled, his lips moving closer to Kakashi's face again.

This couldn't be happening, this wasn't fair. Closing his eyes once more, as if to hide from his foe, the jounin whished him away. But lips closed over his own again, and he could do nothing more then hoping his enemy would have enough soon, as long as he kept his own lips sealed. His enemy wouldn't get what he wanted without a fight. But the battle was soon fought when the pointy object stopped circling his shoulder and broke through the thin flesh, through nerves, bones and muscles, but he refused to give in.

It would be a cold day in hell if he would give Itachi what he wanted that easy. The jounin shuddered nonetheless when his enemy smirked against his lips, and the blade was twisted harshly. A tearing and cracking noise was combined with a scream, that was soon muffled. The pain lasted for what seemed eternity, together with the sounds of laughter of his enemy.

"Let us have some fun." Itachi smiled as the chains that kept his prey down disappeared, as well as the shear pain in his shoulder. "No…don't…" Kakashi shook his head in a daze. "Why not? I know you want this." Itachi smiled as his hands were now unbuttoning his pants and soon Itachi removed them. "Get away from me." Kakashi tried in vain. His enemy kept laughing nonetheless. Another shudder crept over the silver haired one's spine when Itachi moved on of his hands along his chest, moving to the side and down, leaving him to shiver more. And then he realised his clothes were gone.

"What…?" Kakashi jerked up in confusion, this couldn't be real. "What's wrong?" His foe smiled wickedly as he pushed the jounin on the ground again. Having no clue what to say the jounin shivered more, Itachi's body was so cold.

"Like I said, you will do whatever I want." Itachi broke his prey's confusion, bringing attention to himself again. Kakashi stayed silent, this was madness, a nightmare, and he couldn't wake up.

"Spread your legs." His eyes widened in freight, but without realising Kakashi did what the Uchiha wanted. Soon he felt a cold hand moving to his lower regions, and he stiffened. Why was he doing this? The jounin started shaking again, more from the cold surrounding him then the fear that crept through his already troubled mind.

Two hands moved to his face, holding his head to face the Uchiha. Lips were harshly pushed against his own. Kakashi wanted to bite but he couldn't when a tongue was forced into his mouth. Itachi moaned deeply, one of his hands moving down Kakashi's body, gently touching lower areas.

The jounin jerked his head to the side, breaking the kiss Itachi had forced upon him. His enemy didn't seem to care as he gracefully kissed his way over Kakashi's neck. "Get off." The jounin demanded, his command fell on deaf mans ears as the Uchiha kissed a collarbone, licking along the line. The silver haired one tried to move, his attempts useless against the other male. Without Kakashi noticing, the younger one sat up a little, admiring the body he was soon to own. "Well now… this might hurt…" Itachi smiled as he coated two fingers with his saliva.

"Wait!" Kakashi cried out as two fingers pushed themselves deep inside him. The Uchiha moved them at once, Kakashi fought against all desires. "Don't worry… soon I'll have you screaming in delight." Itachi smiled as he kept moving his fingers, his mouth visiting the jounin's every curve on his chest.

Kakashi couldn't get away, he tried to push against his captor with his hips, but he unwillingly gave him more room to move his fingers.

The black haired male smiled as he took one nipple in his mouth, circling it with his tongue. He thrusted his fingers deeper, looking up he saw his prey fight against his desires. Then Itachi bit the nipple, drawing blood and licking more feverishly. The older male groaned, he wanted Itachi to stop, but there was something else he wanted as well. He kept struggling, not allowing himself to moan or groan, not willing to submit to his captor. But he slowly was submitting, he was giving Itachi exactly what he wanted, and he felt miserable. "S… stop… just… please… … stop…"

Why was he allowing this? His body refused to fight and it made him miserable. Black eyes looked into his own, amusement and lust filling them. "Your mouth says stop… but your body…" The Uchiha grinned again. His fingers never stopped thrusting, his other hand slowly going down as well to wrap slender fingers around Kakashi's hardening member.

"N…no… please… just stop…" Kakashi arched his back, his eyes closed and he gasped when the hand grasped him firmly. Itachi sat up a little to have more room, the thrusting fingers slowed down and soon moved at the same speed as his other hand. Kakashi started to moan a little, he could no longer fight what his body craved for. "Why are you still fighting? Just give up and give in to this pleasure." A husky voice spoke in his ear. The jounin bit his lower lip, trying to stay silent. He didn't want this and he didn't allow Itachi to see he was enjoying everything he did.

"Being silent again aren't we? Lets change that." Itachi moved down Kakashi's body, his thrusting hand never stopping but the stroking did. The jounin felt something wet brush slightly against his erection.

He gave a sound, he needed more, wanted more.

Kakashi arched his back and nearly screamed in pleasure as he felt Itachi swallow him, feeling him around him. He felt nothing more then the thrusting hand and the wet cavern around his hard member. Itachi kept moving his head up and down, the jounin moaning with every move he made.

Until it hit him once more, he wasn't allowed to enjoy this, he didn't want to submit, but he did. The jounin started to push with his hips and fiercely jerked his body to the side, Itachi stopped what he was doing and looked at him again as no emotions crossed his face. Kakashi was breathing very heavy, he kept wanting but he knew he had to fight, he didn't want to lose himself, not like this.

"You are so stubborn aren't you?" Itachi took his hand back and moved himself over Kakashi, resting on top of him. The jounin closed his eyes, everything was hazy. He could feel Itachi move over him, he slowly opened his eye and shuddered in horror as Itachi moved in position, his erection brushing against Kakashi's entrance.

"Raise your legs." Was the command he complied. Soon the jounin's legs were resting on the hips of his enemy. Why was he doing this?

Itachi was smiling satanically above him, taking pleasure in the fear shown on Kakashi's face. "This might hurt… … a lot." He grinned as he forced himself deep into his prey, who let out a bestial scream of pain and pleasure.

The captor withdrew himself almost completely, waiting for the needing expression of the other ninja. Kakashi was looking at the Uchiha with need and disgust. Itachi's smile became wider. He pushed himself into Kakashi again, slowly starting his thrusts as the older one moaned out in pleasure. He kept moving this slow, his captive now groaning from impatience.

"Want me to go harder? Just say it." His malevolent smile became wider once more as Kakashi started fighting against him again. Itachi pushed himself deeply inside his prey and stopped, moving his head to face the jounin once more. He could see it, it was written al over Kakashi's face; he wanted him, he wanted him to move and make his scream in pleasurable pain.

"Just say it." Itachi whispered softly in his ear, sensually licking the shell. Kakashi was still trying to fight, he didn't want this, and again he did. He wanted to be taken, hard, just the way Itachi would do him. The jounin opened his mouth, but stopped himself from what he wanted to say.

"Well?" Itachi spoke again, one of his hands gently stroking Kakashi's hard cock. "… M … … move… … just… move…" Kakashi panted, sweat glistering on his needing body.

The Uchiha's smile faded soon as he pulled back out off his captive and immediately pushed back in. In a short while his thrusts became more powerful, going harder as the jounin screamed in sheer delight. Kakashi screamed out when a special spot was hit, and soon tears were flooding down his face, his breath equal to his captors thrusts and his cries and screams were laced with ecstasy. Itachi moved both of his hands to his hips, holding them as he went faster upon him, his own moans now emitting as well. He kept thrusting as passion build up inside him. The white haired one started to shiver, another loud scream crossed his wet lips as his body became tighter, spilling his seed between his captor and himself. And after a few more hard thrusts, Itachi gave his own cry as he released deep inside his captive.

Kakashi didn't move, revulsion and hatred filled his mind. He hated Itachi for what he had done, for what he made him do. He had never felt this pleasure, he couldn't take the fact Itachi had made him feel that ecstasy.

"You are wonderful." His enemy whispered when his breath became steady. One of his hands had moved to Kakashi's face, the jounin moving his head to the side until the hand pushed it up to face Itachi once more.

"Don't you dare telling me you didn't enjoy yourself love." His enemy mocked, causing his prey to close his eyes in shame. All was dark now, but he could hear his foe laughing still. He felt cold lips closing over his own, and he dared not move anymore. Until the feeling died out, and his enemy's lips left his own, and soon he felt a warm hand touching his cheek, where the cold hand had touched just a few moments ago.

Ever so slowly, the dark became lighter, and soon the jounin was looking against a white ceiling, a huge lamp causing him to blink. And he was looking into a pair of gentle eyes, owned by the one that had rescued him from his nightmare.

"How are you feeling?" He asked in a faint whisper. Kakashi blinked a few times before he swallowed, unable to think of any words. He was just so happy to see this man again. He had gone through hell, and now he was here to protect him again, like he always used to.

Luckily the older male didn't expect a clear answer. Kakashi had never really told him how he felt, even during the time they were lovers he never even bothered to tell him about his problems, no matter how serious they were. For some reason this male made him feel safe and excepted, and he had a funny face, not scary or evil like his foes. He could make Kakashi laugh by just looking at him, the jounin blamed the ridiculously large eyebrows and nose for it.

"The doctor said you are going to be fine." Kakashi stayed silent, looking around the room he smiled. He truly was safe. "When can I go home?" The jounin asked, just then the doctor came in.

"It had been a rough time for you, but you should be fine." He smiled to calm the jounin like he always did. "The signs on your body are our only concern though, we have looked them over but they are mostly unknown." Using his smile once more to cover the nervousness the man in white moved closer to the bed the jounin occupied. His green eyes moved from the jounin to the other man, to the chart he was holding.

"But I am going to be fine right?" Kakashi asked before the doctor could answer. "Yes you are, you just need to have some rest." The old man smiled some more. "Lets get you ready." Suddenly sounded closer to the jounin. He settled a little more when he looked into the eyes of his childhood friend.

Gathering his stuff Kakashi heard the doctor talking to the other. Because he wasn't paying attention he only heard a small bit. "… needs to adjust. It is best you don't leave him alone for too long." And with those words in the back of his head the jounin dared to turn and look behind him, ready to leave. He decided it did not matter and followed his friend out of the room.

It was dark outside when they left the hospital, but it didn't really matter to Kakashi. Relieved he was finally on familiar ground once more he sighed deeply, causing his companion to look and stare at him.

"You must be tired." Was all he heard when the jounin dropped his supplies on the table. The last few hours were becoming a haze. He truly needed rest. Without listening to the other male he sat down on a comfy couch, soon draped over the green thing.

It was before long that he found himself being lifted and carried to another room. He felt himself being placed on a bed. He felt the other male fuzz with his clothing. Not too soon cold crept over his body. But it was sooner that warmth, like a blanked, was draped over him. And it was soon he felt sleep take him.

It was dark once more, but there was no eerie cold to capture him. It was so dark he saw nothing, so he closed his eyes again. Soon he realised that that could be a bad thing. He shuddered slightly but froze when steps in the dark came his way, becoming louder in a steady rhythm. When the steps finally stopped he tensed when a cold hand was placed on his face. When mismatched eyes shot open he looked straight into the face of the one he feared most.

"What's wrong love?" Sounded once and echoed through the darkness. And once more the dream died out, and Kakashi woke up between soft, warm covers. His head halfway under a big pillow, the jounin having trouble to get free from the covers that were entangling him.

Green…

Even though it was so dark one could see better with his eyes closed, he knew the shade the covers had. Looking around the small room, he could make out a huge closet and a small table with several drawers. On the other side was a window, with big, green curtains hanging in front of it, hiding the rainy night. Lightning struck close by, thunder following almost right after it.

Then only sounds of rain followed for a while. The room was warm, no moist heat or dry air, but cosy warmth. Lightning tore through the sky once more, the thunder followed sooner then the last time. If Kakashi was right, the next strike would come together with the thunder. Smiling a little the jounin looked at the small space that was left between a corner of the room and the huge closet.

It was a deep, black stain created by the shadows. Even with his new sight, Kakashi had no idea if something was there. The first signs of the next thunder wave came to his hearing, and when the lightning struck the silver haired male stiffened all over his body. The light was strong enough to deform the shadows, he could've sworn someone stood there, staring at him with long black hair hiding his face.

And as soon as the light had revealed, the dark had hidden the chimera. Kakashi startled himself when a drop of sweat rolled down the side of his face. He rubbed it away, realising his hand was shaking and icy cold, he was cold.

Letting out a deep sigh he lay back down, hiding himself under the thick covers. It had been just a delusion. And as he kept telling that himself his racing heart calmed down, and soon he found rest again. Closing his eyes he let sleep slowly take him again. The last thing he thought of were those deep red eyes the shadow had, before slumber took overhand once again.

Is your time running out?

The end coming near?

Does one need time?

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…Then take your time.

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Ok I received some great ideas for naming the wolf. I'm so glad I got so many responses, from friends to reviews to even personal messages. I've taken note of all of them, and I'll be considering them all.

Next update might take a while, I need to rethink some things, this isn't really going the way I want, but I think I can fix it.

Love it? Hate it? Tell me why. I tire of flames, they will be eaten by my pet cactus.