I HAVE UPDATED EARLY THIS TIME BECAUSE HONESTLY WRITING MAKES ME HAPPY WHEN IAM FEELING DEPRESSED.

READING YOUR REVIWS MAKE ME THINK THERE IS SOMETHING WORTHWHILE I CAN DO TOO. LIFE HAS BEEN REALLY BAD LATELY, MY BEST FRIEND HAS LEFT ME AND YOU COULD SAY IM LONER BECAUSE EVERYBODY THINKS IM SO WEIRD BECAUSE I LIKE ANIME AND THEY HATE ME CAUSE I STAND UP FOR THINGS I LIKE. ANIME AND MANGA BEING THE TOP ONES, THEY TEASE ME ENDLESSLY. BUT IM NOT GONNA GIVE UP ON SOMETHING I LOVE BACAUSE THEY THINK ITS CHILDISH.

SO, ENOUGH WITH MY CHATTERING. ENJOY THE NEW CHAP.

The loneliest people are the kindest, the saddest people smile the brightest, the most damaged people are the wisest, all because they don't want anybody to suffer the way they did.

Lanae POV

"So Lanae, now that I have defeated you, tell me where Lucy is?" an impatient Natsu asked me. I sighed.

Of course they would ask. It's only natural. And if fairy tail manages to hurry to go find Lucy, there is still a chance she could be found. If only I hadn't lost the fight so pathetically, I could have changed the future, I could have erased the sufferings of so many innocent, loving people. I had failed to do my destiny, I'm so useless, why couldn't I be more like natsu or lucy? They are the brave ones, they are ones who don't know the meaning of giving up. I sighed heavily again.

Mira, after hearing about the future, had broken into sobs so she went to washroom to clean herself up a bit because if somebody finds her crying, she would forced to tell the reason. But she can't talk to anyone about it. And after she has left me alone by myself in the fairy tail grounds, Wendy started my healing my wounds and an overly impatient natsu is asking about Lucy's whereabouts. Although i cannot blame him, he has won the fight fair and square.

"Alright Natsu, But we got to hurry. Maybe we are already too late but we could still try" I told natsu

"I don't understand what the heck you are talking about But let's go bring Lucy home" He smiled a big innocent toothy grin which broke my heart to pieces.

How heartbreaking it is to think, he would never be the same again. How simply sad to know, his smile is going to disappear into sorrow today.

"Come on, Gray, Erza, Mira, Wendy and gramps" a happy Natsu shouted to others to hurry up.

Once everyone was ready, I focused my magic on my hands and chanted ancient spell for transportation, the magic on my hands started to flow around enveloping all six of us in a big magic circle. The Circle changed from colorless to thick blue shade and we could no longer see the outside world. There was rapid movement in the magic circle then the blue shade changed back to colorless and it dissolved into the air leaving us back in place where I left Lucy.

I motioned for them to hurry up and I hastily opened the front door hoping with all my might that a bubbly blond would be inside the house. But a cold room greeted us. There was no sound; you could hear a pin drop in this silence. Nobody moved, having been tranced by this strangely silent room. The curtains danced in the wind. Mira looked at me with a worried expression. My eyes mirrored her emotion. Natsu's sudden yelling broke us of our trance.

"Luuuuucccccccccyyy"

I could hear the hope in his voice. I took a deep breath and ran around searching all the room for any sign of Lucy. I refused to believe that she is gone. No, she couldn't have. Nooooo…NOOOOO

"Lanae, Where is Lucy? Did you trick us?" Erza asked with anger written across her face.

"WHERE. ?" I was scared to look at natsu.
" I ASKED WHERE IS SHE, YOU?" When I didn't answer, I could feel a hot hand crashing a punch on my stomach. I gasped at the intense force and crashed into the wall and laid there limply.

"NATSU!" I heard a horrified Mira yelling at Natsu.

"Natsu, listen to me, It's not her fault"

"HOW CAN YOU SAY IT'S NOT HER FAULT MIRA?! She kidnapped Lucy and now she is lying to us about telling about Lucy's whereabouts"

"No, Please Mira. It is my fault and I deserve everything I get" I told her sadly because after all it is my fault for not being strong enough.

"Natsu-san, Look at this" Wendy held a small letter in her hand and she was now examining it. She opened the letter and started reading out loud.

"Dear fairy tail,

This was the guild I had loved from my childhood. I had many dreams and fantasies about joining this wonderful guild. When my dream became a reality, I was so happy, there couldn't have been more happier girl than me. The sweet happy memories you all gave will always, as long as I live will be treasured by me. It was in this guild, I had learnt the meaning of true friendship and loyalty and for that I will be forever grateful for Fairy tail.

Dear Natsu,

You have always been an invaluable friend to me. You have made me smile when I couldn't; you have made me laugh through my tears. And sometimes, you have even made wonder, what good deeds I have done to have you as my friend. Natsu, please don't forget me.

Dear Erza,

You are a sister I wasn't born with. The memories of you scolding natsu and gray will forever be in my memory. I know you think, you are not good enough but that's not true at all, you are my bravest, truest, strongest older sister and that fact will never change.

Dear Gray

You are a kind of friend who is very hard to find and you are someone who cannot be easily replaced. So therefore, I don't think I can ever replace you, my stripping immature friend with anybody else as long as I live.

And finally, everybody else in fairy tail, I loved and I will forever love each and every one of you to bits. You guys are all I got. But please forgive my decision to leave fairy tail, I unable to handle pain anymore. I'm so sorry to be weak. I'm so sorry.

-Lucy Heartfillia"

As soon as Wendy finished reading the letter, gloom enveloped the room. Not a sound was made. I just stood limply, clenching my fists and wishing this was all a bad dream, a nightmare.

Why does nobody get to be happy? Why is there so much grief and sorrow around in the world? Why does there is so many broken hearts around? I have seen so many people, hiding their sadness deep within, smiling big to fool the world because they don't want anybody to worry for them. Why can't they all be happy? Why can't Natsu and Lucy be happy? Why is life so unfair? What did they d-

I was interrupted my thoughts by a gasp from Mira.

"Lan…Lanae. Yo...You are vanishing" she stuttered.

I looked down at my body. It was semi transparent. Oh..no. The time gate I had opened is closing. I'm going to return to the future. Noo.. I still have to find Lucy. I concentrated my magic powers to keep the gate open but because of the fight my powers were drained. There is nothing I can do now.

"Mira, Please look after Natsu and everyone in fairy tail"

She understood what was happening and nodded.

I could feel myself getting sucked into a magic hole.

"And….Please don't forget me"

And everything went black.