Warning; Rated M for Pevensiecest (Incest) and Yaoi

Give Yourself To Me

Chapter thirteen: Human

Edmund repeated the command Caspian had given him in his mind. 'Get away?' He thought again, repeating it over and over again in the hopes that it would soon make sense. But when the blunt command of 'getting away' still did not register, he questioned Caspian.

"What do you mean, 'get away'?"

Caspian sighed and looked at Edmund with a glint in his liquid eyes of hopelessness. Was this what Edmund was: hopeless?

"If you understand English, you can surely understand. But if you understand English, but are too ignorant for your own good, you will never fully understand. Do you understand?"

The raven knew that Caspian was mocking him, and un-knotting the strings from inside of him. "I understand what it means," he muttered under his breath. "But I don't know how getting away from Peter will sort everything out." In reality, Edmund was torn between what he thought he knew, and what was happening. A part of him felt the need to runaway, while another part longed to stay here. "I can't leave him Caspian. I know that is what you want me to do, but I can't. I just can't!" Peter was his Love after all, he couldn't just leave him. If Ed was to leave, he'd need good reasons to.

"I know it isn't something you're keen on. But if you value your life, you will listen to me."

Edmund DID value what little life he had left in him, only because he had Peter by his side. And if he did not have such a wonderful creature to love him, then he would feel as though he had nothing in this meaningless world. He loved Peter, and when you love someone you try to ignore all the bad things they may have done. For he'd rather know Peter's caring side than to his 'true self' as Caspian and Susan had put it. But if Peter was truly an awful being, and everything he had done in his life were so awful that it could affect their relationship, then it must be something truly threatening.

Caspian looked around the room then back to Edmund. "It's not safe to talk here." He stood up abruptly and looked around the club once more. "Come with me."

Edmund flashed his eyes over to the twins sat on the seat. "What about your –"

"Never mind them," the elder interrupted, grabbing a hold of the younger's wrist and pulling him up.

He drug Edmund along with him as he leapt through the crowd at a startling fast pace, taking him through the sea of Vampires and flashing strobe lights until standing in a dark corner together. Caspian was chest-to-chest with Edmund, staring down at him with deep chocolate eyes before his deliciously curved lips parted to whisper.

"You will have to get away from here Edmund, especially if you wish to have answers."

"What do I have to do?" The raven whispered back. He wanted these answers and to prove everyone wrong. Peter was good… He was not how the others had described.

"You'll have to meet me, after dawn."

"Dawn?" The younger repeated. But it is impossible for a Vampire to go into the daylight!

"Yes, I will be waiting for you outside the theatre in a dark car. Just sneak out once the theatre is quiet, and everyone is deep in slumber. And I know, 'Vampires can't go out into the sun, or else they'll burn', but trust me with this, you won't."

Edmund's brows knotted in an assortment of emotions and thoughts. "Where will we go?"

Caspian smiled and pressed his thumb to the raven's pinkish lips. "You will find out tomorrow, now go to Peter."

But before Edmund could even gasp, the dark haired man was gone in a flash.

'Typical,' Edmund thought to himself. 'Always running off at the most inconvenient of times.' As he began to stumble away and back into the mist of energy pumping Vamps, he was suddenly consumed by guilt. 'What had he done?'

x

Meanwhile in Susan's chambers, Peter sat at the edge of her bed, adjusting his collar while Susan lay under the silken sheets. She smirked a devilish grin, and slowly crawled over to Peter's broad shoulders sitting by her side. Her small and pale fingers reached out for the male as she wrapped her hands and arms around him.

"Peter," she whispered mischievously at his ear, but the reaction she received in response was not what she had expected.

"Enough Susan," he told her firmly. "You have gotten what you wanted."

His coldness threw her back, and turned her grin into a scowl. "Is that what you truly see me as, a whore who thinks of nothing but sexual encounters?"

"It isn't that Susan, I just believe you should stop. You know that my thoughts lay with Edmund, and my hollow heart."

"You tell me this now, after all we just did? Unbelievable."

"Here we go again," Peter hissed, standing up to glare at Susan. "You're stubbornness and ignorance rides on me. I have give you what it is that you had desired from me, now leave me be."

"I cannot believe you Peter. You say you love Edmund, and that he is different to all your dead corpses, but I know that the same fate for him will only repeat!"

"Keep talking Susan, tell me what you know? Or do I have to sexually satisfy you yet again?"

"Typical," she scoffed. "Selling your body for your own needs, and yet you still call me the whore. I will tell you nothing, because that's exactly what I want, isn't it? You're body. How can you think of me in such a way!"

Peter began to walk away from here, a smirk of annoyance smearing his perfectly plump lips. "I am sick of this," he muttered and turned for the door. "I know of your feelings, but I cannot return them to you…"

"But I don't understand why not." She replied desperately, clutching to the turquoise sheets. "I need you Peter. I love you."

"I know."

"And yet you still fail."

"Fail at what?" Peter asked, his hand resting upon the door knob.

"You fail to see that your Pet, already knows."

Ocean blue eyes widened and suddenly… "Edmund!" Peter hissed as fury began to boil within his veins and throbbing at his temples. "You knew he was there? And you could see him watching us?"

Susan did not utter a word. She had known, yet she still let Peter believe they were truly alone. She had done everything for the sake of herself, and (even though he did not know it,) Edmund.

"I must go and find Edmund!" Peter bellowed and threw open the door of out his sister's chambers, leaving her lying on her bed with trembling lips and sorrow in her eyes. He could not believe that his Pet had seen him, and that he had over-heard their conversation about his past lovers, for what was he to do now? Where was Edmund, and what was going through his mind? Did he still love Peter, or had everything that developed between them been shattered by his act of selfish need? He needed to know immediately, and to find Edmund.

As Peter stormed down the hallways, he caught the arm of his youngest sibling who was drifting through the theatre. "Lucy," he called. "Have you seen Edmund?"

She looked at him for a moment, almost wearing out Peter's patience within seconds of thought. "No," she replied softly and slowly. "But if you'd like, I could have Vampires seek him out for you?"

Peter nodded and bit into his lower lip. "Thank you Lu," was all he replied before darting into the direction of his own chamber door.

Once within the confines of his room, Peter paced the ground with his arms crossed, and a thousand mixed up thoughts stringing through his mind, until a knock at the door caused him to jump out of his skin. He welcomed whoever had knocked and asked them to enter, waiting to see the raven he had been stressing about. And much to his relief, it was no-one other than Edmund.

"Edmund," he whispered, pulling the boy into his arms instantly and caressing his lips with the tips of pale fingers. "Where were you?" He asked as calmly and un-alarmed as possible. It was odd how much Human Edmund had made Peter, filling him with emotions he hadn't experienced in years, for the first time, Peter thought he could feel a heartbeat.

Edmund didn't know what to say, he felt so betrayed by Peter that he almost didn't want the same hands touching him. But when he tasted the older male's breath on his lips and the caressing of his fingers, he couldn't resist. "Peter, I…" He mumbled, tearing his face far from Peter, who only pulled it back to face him.

"Oh Edmund," Peter hissed, keeping a hold of the raven's cheeks within his palms. Peter could feel an odd bubbling in his stomach, and the unusual sinking in his chest. And even though he did not know it, Peter was feeling guilt. But for him to overcome that feeling, he had to do something that could make up for it and he had only one idea in mind.

Peter lets his hands fall down Edmund's body, and slipped them around his waist. He pulled the boy closer and leaned in for a kiss. Ocean blue and coffee brown eyes swam in each other's deep abyss, falling victim to the hypnotic gazes. Peter whispered the young boy's name once again and pulled him even deeper into this trance. Edmund fell numb to it instantly, feeling himself needing Peter's affection.

Suddenly they were each upon Peter's bed, floral fragrances fresh in the air and hairs tussled. Edmund by now, was moaning freely as the sandy-blond male ran his cool fingers down his chest and undressed him till there was not a bit of clothing left on his pale body which was (by now) burning for Peter. Edmund heard his name gently whispered once again from Peter's lips, but as the words escaped his lover, he could not help but to remember his deal with Caspian. For when it was past dawn and all vampires were deep in slumber, Edmund would use the chance to escape the theatre in the hopes of finding answers. But at what cost would he go to attain these?

Peter looked down upon the body of his beautiful Pet, but he was becoming less and less like his Pet. Edmund had rapidly become his lover, and now, his life. For when he was with Edmund, he could feel a non-existent heart beating, and blood flowing freely through his veins. It was magical, and a feeling not too familiar to his senses. He watched Edmund's body with hunger dripping from coral blue eyes as his lips latched to the skin next to his right nipple. He pressed his lips to the sweet flesh and kissed it gently. He kissed the skin until it was damp with his lips before slapping his tongue against it and biting it gently. After a few chaste kisses and gentle nips, he sucked the skin. He sucked, licked and kissed the area of skin until it became sensitive and bruised, leaving a mark of territory on his lover's body.

Edmund moaned in reaction to feeling his skin becoming slightly numb and bruised, but quickly forgot about it when Peter's chaste kisses trailed down his stomach and to his already growing arousal. Peter's lips kissed all the way down Edmund's shaft to the tip, which is where he took the semi-erect member into his hands. He wrapped his fingers around the loose skin and began to slowly pump Edmund's man-hood, while his lips and tongue brushed along the tip teasingly.

"Edmund... Oh, Edmund."

A/N: Sorry about the wait, but I managed to squeeze in some time to write the 13th chapter! :) Review please! And I really hope you enjoyed the chapter, and sorry sorry sorry for leaving it like that ;) But you know now that there is something juicy and hot to look forward to in the next chappie! Thank you to all the reviewers :D I love you all!