Unexpectedly Yours
10.
The Thursday before Valentine's Day, Brittany and I went to the florist after school. Quinn didn't even asked why we weren't going home together. I felt better telling her that I needed to pick stuff up and Brittany needed stuff too though.
No secrets!
Apparently, Quinn also had to pick something up.
Once Brittany and I got the flowers and candles, I had to hide my bouquet and candles from Quinn so I put the items in the garage. I just needed to remember the next day. And during school that day, I finished her poem.
That night while we were packing, she asked, "When do you want to leave?"
"As soon as school is over." I said.
"Can you cut the last couple of classes," she asked.
"No, unfortunately, I can't. I need to go to those," I said.
"Ok, we'll take our stuff with us then and head out right after the bell rings," she said.
"I am so excited," I yelled.
"I'm glad," she said and chuckled.
"Um, did you get me anything for Valentine's Day," I asked.
"You're gonna just have to wait to see, my dear! Did you?" Quinn said.
"One never knows," I replied with a sly smile.
Then we laughed.
After we finished packing we got into bed and held each other.
"I love spending every night in your arms. It's the highlight of my day," I said.
"I enjoy it too. It feels like home," she said and sighed.
"I'm glad because you are home, Quinn. This is the place where, I believe, you were meant to be. Right here…" I said, pulled her closer to me, and kissed her forehead.
"I know, Santana," she replied.
Then we spent the rest of the night in silence until we both fell asleep.
The next morning I was awoken with a peck on my lips.
"Baby, get up, it's Valentine's Day!" Quinn said.
"Five more minutes," I pleaded.
"Nope we gotta go to school," Quinn said as she got up and ran to our bathroom to shower.
I got up and got my outfit out. As soon as she came out, I ran into the bathroom and showered. We got dressed and ran downstairs for breakfast.
"Good morning, you two," my Mom said cheerfully.
"Morning. Happy Valentine's Day!" I said.
"Right after school we're going to my cabin, so don't expect us back until Sunday afternoon, okay?" Quinn asked.
"Sure…a kid free weekend. Woo hoo!" my Dad said and threw his hands up in excitement.
"Don't miss us too much now," I teased.
"Ok, you two. Santana text me when you two get there," my Mom instructed.
"Will do," I said, "Ok, Quinn, we gotta go. Bye, love you!"
We ran out of the house and to the car. She started to pack the car with our suitcases. She then got in the car, but I stayed outside.
"Wait! Don't move," I said and ran to the garage. I returned with the bouquet of red and pink roses.
I got in the car, turned to her, and said, "These are almost as beautiful as you!"
She extended her arms to receive the flowers.
"They are amazing, Santana, thank you," she said and kissed me on my cheek.
Then she added, "I'm gonna to carry them around all day."
"Beauty pageant style, huh?"
"Yes, thank you," she said as she did the beauty pageant wave.
I chuckled and then took them from her so she could concentrate on driving.
"I have one more thing, but you're gonna have to wait until tonight," I said and smiled.
"Well, do you mind waiting for your gift?"
"No, Beautiful, not at all. I didn't want to forget to take them with us. That's why I gave them to you now."
"Well, I absolutely love them," Quinn said.
"Ok let's go to school so we can get out of school," I suggested.
She smiled and continued to drive to school.
The day was actually kind of fun for being a school day. Everyone admired the bouquet Quinn was carrying around with her. She beamed with pride when she got complimented.
I watched as Brittany presented Rachel with the mixed CD of songs that she had made. Brittany also gave her the bouquet of daisies and roses. They were beautiful. I saw Rachel blushed, lean up and forward and kiss Brittany on her lips.
"Thank you, Brittany," Rachel said with a wide smile.
"We'll listen to the songs when I pick you up for dinner tonight at Breadstix. Be ready for 6 pm."
Rachel smiled and they parted ways. When Brittany returned to where I was standing she did a happy dance. I cackled and I made Rachel turn around. She saw Brittany's dance. Rachel smiled and just shook her head.
In English, Quinn put the flowers down and kissed me sweetly.
"I can't wait to get the heck outta here," she said after our teacher interrupted our kiss.
"I hear ya," I said.
Just like that we finished school and ran out there like two lightening bolts.
"Have a great time this weekend," Brittany yelled at us.
"Thanks, B!" I yelled and waved.
We got in the car, but before she started the car, she leaned over to me and engulfed our lips in an electrifying kiss.
"Holy shit!" I said excitedly after the kiss broke.
"Thank you," she replied, started the car, and drove out of the parking lot.
The ride was made in silence except for singing.
Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
I flipped my hair. She saw this and went crazy like the song suggested.
But when you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know (oh oh)
You don't know you're beautiful!
If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know (oh oh)
You don't know you're beautiful!
(Oh oh)
That's what makes you beautiful!
We giggled at the song's end.
Before we knew it we were at the exit for her cabin.
"Before we get there we're gonna get groceries. Food for tonight, stuff for Saturday, and food for Sunday," she suggested.
"Yep good idea!" I said. I grabbed her free hand and kissed it.
"Oh, by the way…You're the first person I've felt comfortable with taking here," she said.
"Really?" I asked.
"Yes, Baby," she replied.
"Well, thank you, Quinn. I am honored," I said.
"Ok, ok, I get it," she said and laughed.
When we got to the parking lot of the store, I texted my Mom as promised to let her know we got here safely.
"Have a great weekend – Mom" was the text I got back.
Once inside the store, I grabbed a bottle of sparkling cider because we were underage, chocolate covered strawberries, and a vase for her flowers. She went around and got all the essentials like cereals, milk, ingredients for lunch and dinners. Also she picked up some toothpaste and other bathroom necessities. We paid and left the store to go to the cabin.
Now I imagined the cabin to be a small, not heated building. What stood before me was a mansion.
"This is yours," I asked in shock.
"Yes, my dear, it is," she said and turned off the car after we drove up the driveway. We got out of the car and brought the groceries into the house. Then she disappeared to get our luggage. Once everything was unpacked Quinn and I smiled at each other.
"Ok, grand tour time," she said and dragged me by the hand.
"Living room, bathroom over there," she said and pointed.
"Kitchen, Jacuzzi in the back," she said.
Then she led me to the staircase and pulled me and our luggage up the stairs.
When we got into the master suite, she dropped her bag down and said, "Um, master suite complete with bathroom."
Pulling me out of that room and into another room she said, "Here is the guest room with smaller bathroom. Balcony in the back…"
"This is amazing," I said still in shock.
"So I think you'll be comfortable in here…" she said as she reached for my bag to place on the bed.
"No, I won't," I said firmly and pulled the bag out of her grasp.
"Oh why not," she asked concerned.
"I wanna share the master suite with you this weekend, if I may?"
"I was hoping you'd say that," she said and dragged me out of the room and into the master suite. I placed my bag on the bed.
"Ok, we can share the dresser over there and there's two sinks in the bathroom. Cool?"
"Definitely cool," I said pulled her to me.
"Whoa! I wasn't expecting, San. I'm glad you're here," she said in my arms.
"I am too," I said. Before we realized it, we started to sway back and forth.
"I love being in your arms," she said and rested her head on my shoulder.
"I love having you in my arms," I said simply.
Then I heard her stomach grumble.
"You hungry?"
"Just a little," she said. I guided her down the stairs and we made dinner of grilled chicken and salad.
After dinner we cleaned up and then lay down on the couch. She lay in between my legs and rested her head on my chest. I love the closeness between us.
"Ok, present time," she said. Unfortunately she got up and I immediately felt cold. She walked to her purse and retrieved a box and a piece of paper.
"Ok, open this first," she instructed as she threw the box at me.
"Quinn, what did you do?" I asked as I caught it.
"It appears that I got my girlfriend a present," she said and sat down next to me.
I opened the box and saw a gold necklace with our initials, written in cursive, on both sides of a heart.
"O-M-G, I love it!"
"Really, you do?" she asked.
"Of course, Beautiful! I love it!"
"Can I put it on you," she asked excitedly.
"Yes, please," I turned my upper body towards her so she could clasp my new necklace around my neck. I returned to my previous position and kissed her gently, but message filled.
After she broke the kiss she handed me a piece of paper.
"What's this," I asked.
"Open it and find out," she said and smiled.
I unfolded the piece of paper and looked down.
"Oh my, is this a poem," I asked.
"Read it and find out already!" Quinn said impatiently. She smiled brightly.
"Ok, ok…" I said, but cleared my throat before I continued, "Ignite…You ignite my life with your smile…You excite my heart with your words and…Make me whole and complete…I want to get to know what makes you smile and what makes you blue…My life had been boring and mundane…You've ignited it just by being you…Thus pushing me a little farther along my journey…You ignite my creativity…And you've helped me to see…A brighter tomorrow…Than yesterday." I read.
Quinn sat there quietly as I read her thoughts on paper. Her thoughts for me. I felt so honored. I looked up for a second and saw her smile at me.
I continued, "You ignite everything that seems to be wrong in my life…With one of your smiles…Thank you…Thank you for that…I'd run for miles
With that as my inspiration…You ignite my days…In so many different ways…Thank you for that as well…So as this poem comes to a close…Please know that you've made an impact…And that your presence is felt…So please keeping igniting the world…Like you have done to mine."
After I finished reading her beautiful poem to me, I held it in my hands and stared at it.
"Did you like it?" she asked as she got up and knelt down in front of me.
"I loved it!" I said and looked at her.
"Santana, why are you crying?"
"Because I…" I started to say.
"Go on?" she asked.
"Because I love you," I whispered.
"I'm sorry I couldn't hear you," she said.
"Because I love you, Quinn," I said and looked up at her to see her smiling from ear to ear.
"Well, Santana, I love you," she stated. As she said this we made eye contact with each other.
"You love me?"
"I do, my dear, so much," Quinn said and smiled.
I leaned down and connected my lips with hers. She fought for control of the kiss. She somehow got up from the floor to sit back on the couch. We continued to kiss as I could feel her push me backwards. Once my back was on the cushion she laid herself over my body. She continued to kiss me as she massaged my side with her hand. She brushed my hair back with the other hand.
I broke the kiss and said, "There's a second part to your present, do you want it now?"
"Um, okay." She said reluctantly. She allowed me to get up and get the piece of paper from my purse. I ran back to her.
"Here you go," I said as I handed it to her.
"Thank you..." she took the paper and unfolded it.
Quinn began, "Engulfed…Come to me…Hold me throughout the night…I just need to know everything will be alright…Allow me deeper into your life…I want to know what makes you tick…What excites you…What makes you cry…I'd give you the moon and the sky…Just to see you smile…I'd brush away the strands of hair...From your face….Between you and me…There is no space…"
She leaned back on the couch and searched for my hand. Once she had it, she held onto it.
She continued, "I want to be totally engulfed in you…Carry me away…To where you are….Our love could take us far…We will shield each other from the cruelty…And the brutality of the outside world…Totally engulfed in you…Is heaven on this Earth.
Serenity …Peace …Complete my being…With your sensuality…Come sway with me…Back and forth…Let the motion engulf us…And transport us to our own private paradise….This paradise is you."
She sat there and took it into her heart. Then she got up from the couch without a word. She walked to the kitchen and got out the sparkling cider and two wine glasses. She returned to the couch and sat down.
She opened the bottle and poured the liquid into the two wine glasses. Then she handed me a glass.
"I want to make a toast," she said.
"Sure," I replied.
"Santana, in the past few months since we've gotten together I've felt your love and support. I believe you when you say that you love me. I'll always believe in your love. I'll always believe in you. I'll always believe in us…" she said as she raised her glass. I imitated her movement.
Once our glasses were close to touching she said, "To the most amazing woman there is!"
We clink our glasses together and drank the cider. After we were done, she took my glass from me and moved closer to me. She leaned forward and I immediately leaned forward too. We connected our lips and let gravity take over.
We made out for a long time. I loved her kisses. I loved how she really got into them. I also beyond loved when she said, "Santana," when she pulled away for air and then connected her lips back to mine.
Then all of a sudden, she stopped.
"What? Did I hurt you?" I asked concerned.
"No baby, not at all," she replied and pulled me up. Once I was sitting up, she stood up, and extended her hands out to me. I grabbed them and she pulled me up. When I was standing she dragged me with her.
"Where are we going," I asked, but she didn't answer.
She pulled me to a big room that held the Jacuzzi in it. I looked up in amazement at the room itself. It had high ceilings and when you looked outside all you could see was forest. The moon and a standing light was pretty much our only source of light, but they shined brightly. At that time it had begun to flurry outside.
Then she stopped. Since I wasn't paying attention to walking I crashed into her.
"Whoa," she said and smiled.
"Sorry," was all I could say because I was nervous.
She laughed a little at me. I wasn't offended because she did it tenderly.
"Do you want to take a dip," she asked.
"Sure, but I don't have a suit," I said dumbly.
"I know," she said seductively.
"Oh," I said with a shy smile.
Realizing this, she said, "Santana, it's alright. We don't have…" she said.
"No, no, I've been waiting for this," I replied with a huge smile.
"Oh ok," she said excitedly.
I walked over to the Jacuzzi and fiddled with the handle. I gave it one good pull and it turned on. Immediately it was a little noisier than it was before. I turned back to Quinn and found that she had stripped down to her under garments.
"Geez, you're fast," I said.
"I am when I know what I want," she replied. She seductively smiled.
She walked over to the Jacuzzi and then removed the rest of her clothing. As she did this I just stood there. There was nothing I could say because my brain had shut down due to her awe-inspiring beauty.
"Santana…" she started and then noticed my trance like state, "Earth to Santana!"
She knew that yelling at me probably wouldn't solve the problem so she picked up her bra and threw it at me.
As she pulled her arm back and then forward, she yelled, "SANTANA!"
As her bra was coming at my face I didn't have time to move. It hit me square between the eyes. As soon as it did, I jumped.
She then got into the Jacuzzi and sat down. She looked at my expression and laughed heartily at me.
"Yeah, yeah, very funny," I hollered back.
"For someone who's done this before you sure are acting scared," she said.
I was taken aback by her comment and she saw this.
"Santana, I didn't mean it that way. I just meant you're acting like this is your first time when I should be acting like that."
"I'm not used to all of this. My first time didn't have this much build up," I replied honestly.
"Brittany didn't make you feel sexually needed," she asked.
"Honestly, no. I started that. I don't think that she'd think of starting it because of our friendship. Honestly, and no offense to her, it ended pretty much as soon as it started."
"Oh."
"Please don't tell her I said that?" I asked her cautiously.
"Never! What we say between us stays between us," Quinn promised.
"Good. You're beautiful, by the way," I said.
She smiled and then said, "You gonna get in?"
"Yup," I said as I started to pull my shirt over my head.
"Wait," she said.
"What?"
"Strip for me," she asked.
"What now," I asked kind of surprised.
"Strip for me," she repeated.
"Wanky!"
I then started to sway my hips to the music that we would have heard if I foresaw this happening. Once I removed my shirt I twirled it around a few times and got her to smile. Then I released it and it landed near her clothes. As sexily as possible unzipped my jeans and started to pull them off while standing. I never knew how difficult it would be to try to act sexy and remove pants. I almost fell, but caught myself. I don't think she noticed because it was Quinn who was in the trance from before. Her eyes never left me. She stared intensely at me. No words were spoken. And no sounds were made.
Once I was out of my pants, the next logical piece of clothing to remove would be my bra. I seductively pulled down the straps to my black, lace bra one strap at a time. Once they were down I reached behind me and unhooked myself. I did this surprisingly without any interference from my black hair. Once the fabric was unhooked it fell off of me easily.
She swam over to the side of the Jacuzzi and hung her arms over it. She never broke the eye contact. Her green eyes bore into me and penetrated my heart.
Then I lowered my hands to my underwear. I kept the eye contact with her as I pushed the fabric down lower and lower on my body. When the garment got to my knees it magically slipped all the way down to my feet. Then I stepped out of them, but kept them where they were. Quinn glanced down and her breath got caught in her throat.
Being completely naked in front of her wasn't as nerve racking as I thought it might be. I didn't try to hide or cover anything. Instead I walked over to Quinn in my best model walk.
By the time my hands reached out for the ledge of the Jacuzzi her eyes had grown wide in amazement. I looked down at her and simply said, "See anything you like?"
"Um, I see a lot…um," she whispered.
Then I grabbed her face in my hands and kissed her forcibly, yet passionately. Our heads tilted back and forth while our tongues thrashed against each other. I kissed with as much enthusiasm, power, longing, desire, and anticipation as I could. She tried getting her body as close to mine as possible, but the wall of the Jacuzzi was in the way.
Quinn got frustrated and I could sense it. She broke the kiss and demanded, "Get in here now!"
I didn't say anything. I just did what she asked.
While I was running to get in, she swam back over the entrance of the small pool and extended her hand to me. I grabbed it and was pulled, gently, into the water. The bubbling water could not compare to our desire for each other. She pulled me into her body and pinned me against herself and the side of the pool so I couldn't escape. Not that I wanted to anytime soon.
Our lips connected again in a kiss that she started. This time our tongues gently and slowly massaged each other. The fight for dominance was mutual as we both tried to offer each other as much as we could.
Her hands cut through the rippling waves of the water and found my behind. She cupped it and squeezed tightly.
"Quinn," I moaned while still in the kiss.
She took this as my approval so she did the simple gesture again.
"Aahh!" I yelled in the kiss.
To repay her, I somehow brought my two hands lower and found her breasts. First I used one hand as I massaged and gently tweaked her pink, hardening nipple. She broke the kiss and arched her back towards me so I had better access to them. Then, with more room, I used both of my hands and massaged both of her breasts at the same time. Then I lowered my head in bite in between both breasts. As soon as I bite that area, she froze.
"Are you okay?" I whispered.
"Yes, I am."
"I think we should stop," I said, but she interrupted me.
"Why?" she asked.
"Because I don't want our first time to be in a Jacuzzi. You deserve more than that. Candle, romance…fireworks," I answered honestly.
"We're not setting off fireworks," she said, laughed, and pulled me into her for a hug.
"You know what I mean…wait, you have fireworks?" I said teasingly.
"Haha," she said and engulfed our lips.
After the kiss broke, I pulled her to get out. Once we were out of the Jacuzzi I grabbed her hand and yanked her out of the room. We were dripping wet with arousal and actual water.
We ran into the kitchen where I found the candles and matches. While I was doing that she was running up the stairs to the master suite to unmake the bed. I had sprinted to the room and saw her naked backside while she did this task. I could hear a faint humming coming from her lips.
I walked up to her and while still holding everything I was carrying, I managed to wrap an arm around her body.
She jumped a little, but quickly rested in the embrace. In a few moments, she wiggled out.
"I need to use the bathroom. Be right out," she said and disappeared behind the bathroom door.
While she was in there, I sporadically spread out the candles and lit them all. I stole a rose from her bouquet, which was sitting downstairs. I crumbled the petals up and tossed them over the sheets. Then I got on the bed, lay down on my side, and rested my head against my hand that was supported by bent arm.
I heard the toilet flush and smiled from ear to ear.
She opened the door, walked into the room, and froze dead in her tracks.
"Quinn, are you okay?" I said as I began to get up.
"I'm fine, " she replied.
"Are you sure? We don't have to…"
She ran up to me and threw her arms around my neck.
"I want this!" she said firmly.
"Are you sure?"
"I want you, Santana," she said timidly. She gazed into my eyes and held the stare for a few heavenly moments.
"You've always had me, Quinn!" I replied.
I then stood up and grabbed her hand and pulled her to the bed. She sat down. I swear if she was nervous at all she didn't show it. Me, on the other hand, I was a little only because I didn't want to hurt her. I put my hand behind her head as support as I lowered her back onto the mattress. She smiled up at me and extended her arms for me to join her. I got fully onto the bed and lay down on top of her and in her arms.
I then kissed her as passionately as I could. I brushed the strands of hair away from her eyes. I broke the kiss and looked down at her. Her eyes were shut and she looked like an angel.
"Quinn, please open your eyes," I requested.
She opened her eyes very slowly and seductively. She looked up at me with those green eyes, which look hazel in the moonlight.
"I love you," I said as I hovered over her body in a push up position.
"I love you too," she replied as she raised her arm and wrapped her hand around my neck to lower me completely on top of her. In an instance our skin molded together. My caramel skin seemed to be fused together with her vanilla skin.
I brought my head down to meet her lips again in a soft kiss. I caressed her cheeks gently with my knuckles as we kissed passionately. Then I caressed her neck and collarbone. I broke the kiss and placed little butterfly kisses to where I had started to caress. When I got to her collarbone, I could feel her body as it rose and fell underneath me.
Continuing on my discovery of Quinn, I started to lick her breasts one at a time. I left small kisses on them and blew my breathe onto her nipples, which perked up almost immediately.
"Please lick them," she asked.
I bent my head lower and took one breast into my mouth. I gently massaged it with my tongue. She arched her back to allow me to have better access. Then I gently released that breast to do the exact same thing to the other one. Again she arched her back for me. After massaging that breast with my tongue I gently put it down.
The room was deafening silent. I looked up at her and asked, "Are you okay?"
"Yeah, I'm enjoying this time with you, Santana."
"If I ever do anything to hurt you please let me know and I'll stop, okay?" I asked.
"You could never hurt me when we make love."
"Oh, ok," I said relieved.
Then I continued my journey. I caressed her stomach. I massaged her belly button gently. She seemed to enjoy this so I kept doing. I added my tongue occasionally. She giggled a little I guess because of the sensation it gave her. Then I reachedher core. I caressed the outside first. I lowered my nose, took a deep breath and smelt her scent. This action made me hungry for more of her, so I took one of my fingers and gently caressed her lower lips. She bucked and moaned, "Santana." I picked my head up and saw that her eyes were closed.
"Quinn open your eyes. Tell me what you want." I demanded seductively.
Her eyes popped open. She picked up her head a little to look me in my eyes.
"I want you," she replied.
With that I lowered my body to be in the area I wanted to be in. I then inserted my tongue into her. She fidgeted at first, but then she rode the waves I was giving her. She threw her legs over my two shoulders. At this time, I felt my own arousal begin to heighten. With every wave I felt I pushed my tongue and fingers deeper into Quinn.
"Santana, ooohhhh, Santana," she yelled.
I didn't want to stop to ask her if she felt like she was close.
"I'm almost there," she yelled.
With this as my motivation I pushed my tongue the farthest it could go and added another finger.
"Ahhh, yes, Santana," Quinn yelled out in ecstasy. While she screamed she also had her release. She tasted so sweet. Sweeter than I could ever imagine or hope for. As she had her orgasm, so did I. I just couldn't express it.
After I knew that she was coming down I crawled up her body and into her awaiting arms.
"How was that?" I asked insecurely.
We rocked back and forth in a grinding manner.
"Baby, that was beyond incredible," she said with the biggest smile on her face.
"Do you know what made it awesome for me," I asked.
"No, what?"
"We just didn't have sex…"
"Oh no?"
"God no, we made authentic and passionate love," I revealed and kissed her on her forehead.
"I'm so glad that my first time with a woman was with someone I not only love, but feel safe with. Santana, I love you. There truly are no words to describe how much," Quinn said.
"I love you too," I replied.
Then we just lay there, in each other's arms, but didn't fall asleep. We cuddled and talked.
We made love a few more times. Quinn took control and showed me things I had never seen before.
My life had always felt empty like I was desperately searching for someone. I now know who that someone was.
It was Quinn.
All I know is that there's no way in hell I'm letting her go.