R POV
Dimitri had been in a meeting or planning all day long. I've been bored out of my mind and close to going crazy if he hadn't come in at lunch with lunch, ice cream and then making out with me half the time I would've gone insane. But I didn't, cause he did.
I've been looking around for Viktoria or Ivan all day wanting to confront either of them but no trace of either of them. They're probably together…making out…behind our backs….
Anyhow I haven't told Dimitri about my sight yet though. I bet that would really sidetrack him and he can't afford to loose anytime. Or so he says. So not to pressure him to give me a ride home I went to his office telling him I'll grab a cab since we rode together.
"No I'll drive you home" he said not even looking up from his computer as he was clicking and clicking and writing.
"No I'll grab a cab you have tons of work to do and I don't want to sidetrack you"
That was when he looked up. Hell…
"You're not sidetracking me I need a break" he said then moved his eyes back to his computer. I rolled my eyes, "Look, I'll ask Lissa to drive me home-"
"She can't I asked her to fix the last bugs for tomorrow" He cut me off.
"Then I'll ask Chris-"
"He's helping her"
I sighed, "Fine I'll take a company car and meet you home ok? Then no one can take me cause I'm so handicapped while being pregnant" I exaggerated. He looked up slight guilt flashing by his eyes. "Roza I didn't mean-" Guilt. Always the guilt, man he's going to be the death of me with all this worrying. I stepped forward cupping his chin making him stop. "I know you didn't but not letting me go home by cab is a little overrated. I'll be fine" I said leaning in and gave him a slow kiss. He groaned and I pulled away a few seconds after. "Now get back to work and get your ass home at nine. I don't want to starve to death"
He smiled and nodded, "I'll be home at nine"
"Good" I smiled, "Bye" I closed the door to his office and got my phone. I called the lobby telling them I'm getting a car then dialed Viktoria's number. It took a while before she picked up. "Rose?" Her voice sounded a bit strangled. She was with Ivan. I smiled, "Hey Vik, I'm really bored want to hang out?"
"Eh, sure I'm home- I mean at Ivan's apartment" she sounded nervous. My smile grew. She lived with Ivan now that Dimitri and I was having sex a bit to loud and often for her taste. So I guess they were getting comfy. "Great I'll see you in ten"
She won't see this coming. Boy this is going to be fun I smiled to myself.
I knocked on Ivan's apartment door. He really had an awesome apartment for being so slow and single. I mean a penthouse plus beautiful view? It doesn't really equals Ivan.
It took a few moments. I heard some shoveling and I smiled. They were so scared right now and the thought of them being afraid of me only made this so much more fun!
The door opened and there was Ivan in a black shirt and jeans.
"Rose, hi" His face lit up acting surprised. Like he didn't know I was coming. Sucker.
"Hi, I'm here to meet Vik"
He opened the door wider, "Yeah, c'mon in. She's in the" he cleared his throat, "Living room"
"Thank you" I grinned. Everything about him proved that he and Vika were totally on to each other. His shirt was buttoned wrong cause he missed a button. Just like you do when you're in a hurry. My smile grew. Then there was his hair, more messed up than usual, I might be cranky but my spy eyes never lie. I'm an expert. I found Viktoria sitting in the couch pulling down her dress one second too late so I noticed. I pretended not to.
"Hey Vik!" I smiled. She smiled and got up to hug me. "Hey Rose, wow seriously you're belly is getting huge"
"Yeah, you don't have to tell me, I know" I teased. I saw Ivan entering man that guy had a bad poker face. On missions he could be great and kind of knowing what he was doing. But in front of me not so much…
"So what are you guys up to?" I asked sitting down in the armchair leaving them for the loveseat. I know, great plan.
"Eh…" They sat down trying hard not to touch one another.
"We were watching a movie but it sucked so we turned it off" Viktoria got out.
"Yeah, I needed a break after Dimitri bossing around at work" I almost believed that some extra credit to Ivan. I was going to get both of them a bit more relaxed before I'll have my fun. I love how mean I can be sometimes.
"Yeah, he's barely home anymore. But I'll survive, as soon as this transfer is over I just want this baby out and then things will get over with"
"Do you know the sex yet?" Viktoria asked looking a bit more relaxed like the thought I hadn't noticed. I kept my smile, like I wouldn't notice.
"No, we don't want to know it's more exciting that way"
"Di you decide that together or did you just use your very interesting charm on Dimitri?" Ivan asked teasing. I rolled my eyes but kept the smile on, "We actually decided together, hard to believe I know"
They chuckled at my little joke. "So any names or do you leave that for later to?" Viktoria asked curious.
"I haven't thought of it actually, Dimitri's talking with the baby all the time in Russian so I could bet he's got some names in mind"
"Wait he's talking to you belly?" Ivan asked looking amused.
"Yeah, you should see him, it's like its Christmas morning every time"
Ivan laughed, "You have to take a picture or tape it, I need something you to threaten him with"
I chuckled, "Yeah right, so how's the happy couple doing?" I asked casually. I'm pretty impressed by myself, it sounded so causal.
"Yeah we're good it's just-" Ivan stopped when Viktoria elbowed him hard in the ribs. She wasn't as stupid as Ivan was. She's a Belikov after all. Ivan suddenly put two and two together and he stared at me. I grinned, "You seriously think I'm that stupid huh?" I asked raising my brows at them. I couldn't raise a brow I seriously need Dimitri to teach me soon.
"We- I um" Viktoria tried but failed "We didn't- I mean I wasn't going to-"
"I haven't done anything she didn't want to do" Ivan said suddenly. Viktoria gasped and hit the back of his head. I burst into laughter clutching my stomach. This was so good, priceless in so many ways! Both of them were now blushing and looking really taken aback. I calmed down, "Ok I've had my fun now I just loved the look on your faces" I chuckled. "So tell me, how long has this been going on?" I asked like it was casual. They shared a look before they answered.
"Uh… Since last time I was here" Viktoria admitted. "Please don't tell Dimitri Rose he'll kill me and then throw off a cliff only to later save him and kill him again"
Ivan paled, "Do you-" he looked up at me worried, "Do you think he'll do that"
"She's exaggerating Ivan, calm down. If Dimitri thinks he can change any of what's going on he has to go through me and we all know how that's going to end"
"You're not going to put off sex again are you?" Ivan looked worried, " I don't want to deal with a sex frustrated Dimitri ever again!"
"Don't worry about him, I have my ways to get my will through. But how'd you two meet? I want to know everything!" I sounded very girly as I hugged a pillow and grinned at them.
"Well we already knew each other but we started hanging out more and before I left we kind of… hit it off"
"Then you came back because…?" I asked wiggling my eyebrows.
"Rose you're embarrassing me!" Viktoria whined burying her face in her hands. I chuckled, "Calm down, I'm just messing with you"
"So you won't tell Dimitri?" Both of them looked at me warily.
"Stay calm, we'll deal with Dimitri later. This stays between us right now and it will stay between us until after the transfer ok?"
"Why after?" Viktoria asked confused.
"Cause if Dimitri finds out during the transfer he'll be stressed up enough and if any of us by mistake tells him that you two are dating he'll probably shoot, at least Ivan's head off"
"At least he won't shoot my right butt cheek like someone else did last year"
Ivan shot me a look and I smirked, "You had it coming"
"So what you're saying is that we're cool as long as we're waiting until after the transfer everything will be fine"
"Yeah pretty much, maybe for a second he might want to kill someone so I suggest wait for the baby and let him hold it or let Ivan hold it at the time so the baby will be in the way"
"So you're willing to let your baby save me? Thank you Rose"
"Yeah I'm an awesome mom, but if Dimitri pulls a gun you're on your own"
I saw Ivan gulp as I said that damn I love myself.
!
"Are you packed?" I was sitting on our bed as Dimitri's head popped in. I looked around my clothes were still on the floor and my bag half full.
Dimitri groaned, "Could you please hurry up Rose, I don't want to mess up the time schedule."
I rolled my eyes, "Fine, I'll be down in ten minutes" All he was talking about was that goddamn time schedule. He'd been planning it for weeks in every goddamn detail. When we're arriving at the airport, when the plane will lift off, how long it'll take to get our luggage. I was fuming just thinking about it. Seriously, I hope he haven't scheduled bathroom breaks cause if he has I'll make him choke on his own balls!
I threw stuff into my bag and closed it. I didn't care what I was wearing only Dimitri would let me come on the transfer I was happy. Tell me no and I'll kill him. I have a gun in my purse, jacket and bag. We were going by two private planes and the security knows that all of us are carrying guns so we're cool. I went down stairs carrying my bag putting it down. Dimitri was running around like a maniac and I was growing impatient with all his bull about timing and schedule.
"Can we just leave already, we wouldn't want to mess up the time plan!" I said with irony.
"Good thought honey" God he couldn't believe I was serious could he?
He kissed my forehead grabbed my bag and headed out. I just stood there awestruck. I think my husband is officially going insane.
At the airport we met up with all the others. Including Alberta and Sydney. Christian and Lissa were already on the plane making sure everything was in place and to make sure all the equipment went in safely. Ivan and Viktoria were also there. Dimitri didn't want to leave her behind all alone but he made her promise to stay at the hotel. Dimitri was going on and on about his stupid plan with Alberta and Ivan while I was standing on the side with Viktoria like some freaking luggage.
"You don't seem to be in a too happy mood Rose. Everything's ok?" Viktoria asked looking a bit worried as I was glaring in the ground arms crossed.
"Your brother is getting on my nerves and I'm getting tired of all this security and his time schedule. If he treats me like I'm handicapped again I'll kill him" I said looked over at Viktoria. She grimaced, "He hit the pregnant nerve didn't he?"
"I don't have a pregnant nerve!" I grumbled.
"Right…"
"Ok, it's time to board the plane" Dimitri said like the stupid loud ass he is. Alberta and Sydney got on and Dimitri was close behind. At least he didn't like carry me up the stairs of make sure there wasn't any baby killing harm in my way.
I know I'm being harsh but seriously, right now I was not in the mood!
Ivan walked on before me having Viktoria in front of him. We boarded the plane and Ivan was moving so slowly I could seriously die, then come back alive and die again before he would sit down.
"Could you move already?" I hissed glaring at his back. Looked over his should smiling slightly at me, "Someone in a foul mood"
"Then don't make it worse you giant mother fucking-"
"Rose" I stopped but the fumes went a bit higher as I heard Dimitri's voice behind me.
"Yes dear?" I asked through my teeth no turning around. Ivan moved out f the way so I moved farther down before Dimitri could have his speech about not wanting me to swear in front of the baby. I mean that's complete bull! The baby can't hear me it can only hear the distant sounds of my voice. It can't understand anything so what's the fucking problem?
I sat down on the seat closest to the isle and saw Dimitri stop next to me. "Could you move in please?" he asked sounding casual.
"Nope" I said grabbing a magazine from the seat in front starting to skim through it.
"It would be very useful if you could so I could move around talking to Alberta"
"Firstly I don't want to move and secondly you can't make me move since every five minutes I'll have to use the bathroom cause with this baby taking up all the space I have to pee every five minutes. So if you don't want to get up every minutes I suggest you just deal with it or take another seat" I said firmly looking up at him. His eyes narrowed at me and he sighed heavily.
"Could you please just try to behave on this trip? I don't need this on my shoulders while we're doing the transfer" Dimitri said trying to keep his emotions in check as he gestured towards me.
"Oh, so this is a problem now?" I asked angrily as I gestured to my stomach. "I mean it's not really my fault it's in there it's more like your fault!"
"Oh so again something is my fault?" He snapped.
"No nothing is every your fault cause I'm always the handicapped one left behind. I always do shit wrong so don't even bother to make me pity you cause that won't work!"
Dimitri groaned loudly, "I'll just get another seat, I can't deal with you right now!"
"Yeah you go deal with something useful! This pregnant woman is only in the way" I snapped before he left. Damn this was going to be a long trip…
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The planes landed and let's sum it all up that Dimitri and I shared a couple of more fights before we hit the ground. He didn't want me to drink more red bull cause it was bad for the baby, then he wouldn't let me have the punch cake cause it was punch in it. Which isn't good for the baby either! Then he had to bug me about no getting to cold cause that wasn't good for the baby either! I mean C'MON! Is he the pregnant woman or am I? It's not like he cares for me anymore, it's always baby, baby, Baby! When did I ever get to be first? I know the baby is precious and the best thing that's going to happen to us but why the hell can't he just stop caring and just love?
Everything he does makes me more irritated. Everything he says gets on my nerves and everything that he comments or says about it mother fucking time plan is ticking me off! I was keeping away from everyone standing on the side as the others got our things and moved it all to the cars we were going in. We were going to this huge hotel where the transfer would happen. We were meeting Stan and his people tomorrow so we arrived early to be fit and ready for tomorrow.
Alberta was moving along. I think she liked the iron hand control Dimitri gad over this whole situation as was everybody else. Everyone except for me!
I love when he's in control other times but right now being under his control was the last thing I wanted.
Dimitri has given me dirty looks ever since the plane landed. Either he got more pissed when I didn't apologize or he went more pissed that I didn't help out. Why should I help out? I'm too handicapped to do that anyway!
We got into the car and I sat in the backseat alone as Dimitri took a ride in another car with Viktoria and Ivan. Every second of silence only helped my fire to explode and I'm sure I'm exploding sooner or later.
We were at the hotel and while everyone was getting out and started to unload I stayed in the car. I had my arms crossed just glaring at the seat in front of me trying to calm down. But I didn't want to calm down. It felt so good to be angry and just stay mad at everything and anything. One of the car doors opened and slammed again a little to hard. It wasn't a hard guess who had joined me in the car. My lovely husband! Feel my irony.
"Are you going to sit here all day and just mop or are you going to help out?" It was a bitter undertone in his voice and I didn't like it one bit.
"Well as fun as it might sound I can't help out. Cause I'm too pregnant to do anything on my own" I said with that fake happy voice throwing him a horrible smile before it turned up side down and I shot him a death glare.
"I don't even know why you're mad cause I sure as hell didn't do anything! I haven't done anything towards you these couple of months. I've been patient and giving my all to make you happy but that never seems to be enough"
"Oh you're such a good boy Dimitri didn't I tell you?" I snapped. "You're always so good with me, your hopeless disturbing and loud pregnant wife. I can't do anything right with out people giving me a look and that must be so hard on you"
"Could you just try to act your age once during this pregnancy? I've put up with you fucking attitude long enough!"
"Oh I bet this fucking attitude made you leave in the first place" I hissed looking out the window.
"If you're going to drag up old stuff and ruin this like you always do you can just go and do what the fuck you want! I'm not here to baby sit you, I'm here to do my job"
His job? JOB! Work has always been his weakness but telling me work is more important is like saying this baby sucks. And this baby does NOT suck! I flung the car door open and got out. "Fine, go do your fucking job! Since this is so important you I wouldn't want to bother your stressed as with my presence!" I yelled and walked into the lobby towards the desk. I walked pass the bigger parts of the crew not even paying them a single glaze.
"Can I help you Miss?" The guy behind the desk asked looking a bit throw off. I guess I looked pretty angry. If Dimitri wanted me out of his way, he'll have me out of his way Alright!
"Change the Belikov suite into two single rooms please, I'm not sharing room cause I'm to obnoxious, irritating and fat to share room with him"
Dimitri came storming through the door. He looked pretty darn furious, I think he heard me changing the rooms. He grabbed my arm a little to hard – bastard – and pulled me away from the desk.
"Why do I always have to babysit you? Could you please just act like your age and start being a mother of the kid you are carrying?" He snapped. I pulled my arm out of his grip, "You're the one that married me and maybe you should know that what you see is what you get!" I growled.
"I didn't see your fucking awful personality in your good looks!" he roared. I didn't even give a second thought I just let my fist fly and hit his cheekbone nice and hard.
"YOU CAN GO FUCK YOURSELF DIMITRI BELIKOV! CAUSE IF YOU THINK YOU'LL EVEN SEE THIS KID WHENEVER IT DECIDES TO POP OUT. YOU CAN JUST FORGET THERE WAS EVER A CHANCE IN FUCKING HELL THAT I'LL LET IT SEE YOU!"
I spun around sending a glare at the guy behind the desk. He held up a key, "Single room" he piped up. I grabbed the key and stormed off up the stairs. There was no chance in hell I am going to just stand there and let him tell me how awful and bad person I am. Maybe I have been hell but telling me I'm a bad wife and a mother in hidden meanings didn't help. This is the last time I'll ever rely on Dimitri Mother Fucking Belikov again.
V POV
My eyes were popping out of my eyes. I've never seen anything like that before. I've never seen them like that. They were yelling, Rose changing rooms. Then suddenly Dimitri shouting at Rose like he's never shouted at anyone before! He told actually told her she's awful and not a good mother. How could he do that? My own brother that I've always looked up to did this?
Rose stormed off and I was on my way to follow her. I would not let her be alone right now. Dimitri could be my brother all he wanted but after what he said. I wasn't very happy to call him my brother right now. I took a step forward when I felt a warm hand on my wrist. I looked up and saw it was Ivan. He frowned, "I don't think it's a good idea getting in the middle off that? You haven't seen Rose and Dimitri fight before. They can both they pretty violent…"
"I'm not just going to stand here after that" I said nodding towards the place where everything just happened. I gave Ivan a look and he gave in and nodded. He released my hand and I started to make my way over to the staircase.
"Viktoria" Dimitri's voice sounded very strained. I stopped in my tracks keeping my back towards him.
"Yes?" I asked.
"I don't think you should get up there right now-"
I spun around looking at his face. He was uptight and guardian face. Hell no he could tell me what to do right now.
"And I don't think you should have the nerve to ever talk to a woman again after what you just said to Rose" I snapped. I know I'm being harsh and maybe Rose didn't act her age right now. But she's pregnant for Christ's sake! I turned around and didn't look back. He could tell me anything he likes but I wasn't going to listen. Rose was my priority right now.
I knocked on her door. I got a short glint at the number before she left so I knew she was in there. I could hear her. Strangled screams. She was probably screaming into a pillow. I told her once it might help if you need to get it all out. At least she listens to me. I knocked again, "Rose? It's me, Viktoria"
"I don't want to see anyone right now Vik" Rose sniffled on the other side.
"C'mon" I tried, "A hug can barely hurt"
"Is your brother with you?"
"No I left him in the lobby. It's just me" I said holding my hand on the door. After about a minute the door unlocked. On the other side was Rose. But not the forward beautiful sister-in-law I was use to. She looked so tiny. Even pregnant she looked so small, almost helpless. I'm not that tall but I'm taller than Rose. Right now I was feeling like a giant standing in front of her. Her eyes were red and puffy. She didn't say anything she went back inside instead. I followed her closing the door behind me. I locked the door and when I turned around Rose was on the verge of tears holding her breath shaking insanely. I pulled her to me and she burst open the second I had my arms around her. She buried her face in my neck sobbing, barely breathing. I hugged her tighter hushing her trying to calm her down.
"I-h c-can't breathe-eathe" she choked and put a hand on her head.
"Just focus on my breathing and trying to slow your breathing down" She made a moaning sound trying to get it all out. "I'm right here Rose" I whispered into her hair. "Breathe"
She was slowly relaxing in my arms. I led her over to her bed laying her down slowly laying down next to her hugging her. Rose sobbed softly. "I j-just can't- I can't stand there and let him-m say that to me" she stammered.
I kissed her head, "You did the right thing. I'm proud of you"
D POV
I am going to hell. I am going to hell then back almost to heaven and when I healed I'm going back to get my skin ripped off slowly and painfully. I had let my anger take over yet again and ruined what ever Roza and I had build up during our two years back together. I just had to say something to hurt her just to get her to stop talking! I know se hates when I'm always overprotective on the baby but how can't I? It's my child she's carrying! I love him or her and I haven't even met it yet. And now there was a slim shot that I would ever meet my child ever. I buried my face in my hands, resting my elbows on the bar disk. I was trying to soak my sorrows which wasn't a good thing. But it felt like there was nothing else for me to do. Viktoria was mad at me for what I said to Rose and she probably thinks the worst of me. And I could bet my balls on that Rose wouldn't go within twenty yards territory. I had messed up. Messed up so badly it wasn't even something that you could do about it. It felt hopeless. I am hopeless.
I emptied my glass of Vodka and ordered a new one. The bartender looked at me, "You sure? You've already had four of these and it's some heavy stuff you're dealing with"
"I'm Russian, I brush my teeth with this stuff" I said a little too harsh. He grimaced and poured me another. I was about to tip the glass back when someone sat down next to me. Someone I recognized. Someone I knew.
Tasha.
I felt one tiny drop vodka on my lips but put the glass down. She was giving me her I'm-trying-really-hard smile. Her top was way to low cut and she was asking for it. She wasn't really what I needed right now. What was she doing here anyway?
"Seems like the big boss is in a foul mood?" she said raising her brows brushing her long black hair off her shoulder. I looked down, "You don't have the best timing"
"Maybe I have? You seem to need some cheering up" she said scooting closer. I didn't even make an effort to move. I'm horrible enough at it is. It couldn't get worse.
"Why are you here Tasha?"
"Didn't you hear? I'm working for Stan now, I'm his personal assistant"
My eyes narrowed, "You're his personal assistant? What happened to the desk job?"
"He told me I'm too valuable to stay by the desk" she smiled. "So where's the beast?" she asked looking around. She was talking about Rose.
"We had a fight" was all I said looking away taking a long sip on my vodka.
"You poor baby" She said putting her hand on top of mine. "but I'm not really surprised, didn't I always say she wasn't really wedding material?"
"She was- still is wedding material" I said staring into nothing. She leaned in, "Are you trying to tell me that or trying to convince yourself?" She was pressing against me. I couldn't think. I leaned away, "What do you want Tasha?"
"I just want to see if you're ok"
"I'm ok" I said shortly. She was pressing up against me again putting a hand on my thigh. "I don't think you're ok" I looked away and then felt a hand on my cheek. "She's not good enough for you Dimitri" She murmured. "You know she's not"
I let her hand stay on my thigh a little too long. I stood up suddenly and grabbed my glass tipping it back and emptied it.
"I need to go Tasha, it was nice seeing you" I spun around and left. I went upstairs looking at the door numbers to find the right room. I can't believe she was hitting on me. And I can't believe I let her touch my thigh. God I'm so stupid. I stood outside the door staring at the number. The same number that's on the keys. I opened the door stepping inside and closed it soundlessly. I leaned against the door. Blackness. Hurt and Loneliness. I took a deep breath. I think my heart is going to bursts!
T POV
I saw Dimitri leave. He looked out of control and not really knowing what he was doing. Which would only make my task so much easier. I smiled and ordered a drink. I'll give him some times to head for his room before I follow. I would get Dimitri Belikov back and nothing was going to stand in my way. Not even Rose.
Good thing they were fighting. Maybe I could get my plan to work out even better. I emptied a glass of club soda and tipped the bartender. I'd checked which room he was on before he got here. I took the stairs. I was wearing a little too high heels but they made me look good. I took a right knowing where his room was. I smiled as I saw the number. I stopped outside and ran a hand through my hair.
"Dimitri Belikov, you're about to get something you should've gotten years ago" I smiled and used my card to open the door. The room was dark and still. I closed the door and all I heard was a soft breathing. He was asleep. Even better. I got out of my shoes and pulled off my top. I shrugged out of my pants now only wearing a thong. I made my way over to the bed where I saw a dark figure under the covers. I got in the bed slowly straddling him over his dick area. I leaned down, face to face. I stroked his naked chest and silently moaned. Then I felt a pair of warm hands grabbing my hips pushing me down towards his groin area. I felt something hard. Something big. I moaned, "Hey baby" I grinded against him, "Let mommy take care of you" We started kissing violently and his hands was roaming my body. I'm about to reach step one. Have Dimitri Belikov fuck me hard. Fuck me hard,,, and good!