*IMPORTANT* This chapter starts when Rosalie take Jacob into the forest for their talk. Okay enjoy…
Frustration
Jacob POV:
"Let's go Mutt we need to talk" Rosalie said, pulling me by the ear towards the forest.
Once we out of hearing range from the kids I snapped, "You crazy bitch! What the fuck is wrong with you? And why doesn't my daughter recognize me?!"
"Oh, I am sure she knows exactly who you are and that was just her way of saying she knows exactly what you did" she icily.
"What the fuck did I ever do to Stephanie? I have not seen her in two damn years!"
"Don't play dumb, mongrel. You know exactly what you did! By hurting Leah you hurt Steph Rose. Do you have any idea how many nights I stayed up talking to Stephanie? How much she begged me to help Leah, because Leah would not get up, would not eat, and would not sleep. Hell the girl hardly showered for the first few months! All because you had to go pining over precious Renesmee, just like your darling Bella wanted you to do! Well congrats dumb ass! You did exactly what you swore you never would do to her. Imprint or no imprint, you left her! You were Sam all over again and we all know how she treats Sam, be grateful moron, that could be you!" She snarled in a rush.
As soon as she walked away I phased and let out a heart broken howl. How could I do that to Leah? I needed to win her back! She was my imprint and those two years had nearly killed me. I understood why no one felt sympathy for me, it was my own fault. But six suicide attempts, five DUI's and excruciating pain had to count for something. I ran for who knows how long, eventually phasing back by Leah's old house, which no one had entered since she left because Emmett set up a surveillance system and drop kicked people back to La Push if we went on the property. But looking through the trees now I could see everyone there, playing and laughing like one big family, russet and bronze Quileute skin contrasting strangely with the white skin of the Cullen's. I had to win Leah back somehow, but it would be impossible with out May, Nikki and Rosalie on my side. Rosalie and Nikki would be hard, but May not so much. She was one of my best friends imprint and calmer, less feisty then the other two.
I saw Leah, standing back from the fun, observing. I stepped from the forest and her head snapped towards me, mixed emotions flashed through her eyes. Fury, anger, annoyance, and last deep sorrow, so painful that it made me want to drop to my knees and beg for forgiveness. I saw Steph, by lake on her own and started walking towards her, Leah noticed and started running. I sped hoping to beat her to Stephanie, but something tripped me. I looked up from the ground to see Nikki standing over me, along with her daughter Tempe. Further back by the lake, Leah clutched Stephanie Rose to her and Stephanie looked at me sadly. Not hatefully, just sadly, like she pitied me.
"Does this look like a race asshole?" Nikki said.
"I have a right to spend time with my daughter!" I shouted.
"No you do not!" Leah yelled, hate lacing her tone.
"Jacob you gave up that right the day you gave up Mommy" Stephanie Rose said, pity still the dominant emotion in her young face. The pity on everyone's faces was too much for me. Once again, I walked away. I wonder if this is how Leah used to feel all the time.
Leah POV:
I watched Jacob walk away again, feeling numb. Stephanie wrapped her little arms around me.
"It's okay Momma." She whispered.
"I know baby, why don't you go ask Auntie Alice about that new wardrobe you have been wanting?" I said, needing some time to think.
I watched my beautiful daughter run over to the vampires I had once hated and now considered my closest family. I watched Emmett scoop her up and twirl her around, and then she whispered something to Jasper, who nodded in understanding. She walked up to Alice and said something, and Alice began to jump up and down frantically, clapping her hands. Then she picked up Steph and ran towards me.
"Leah I am in love with your daughter!" She said excitedly, "Please let me take her shopping for her birthday, tomorrow after the party."
"Of course Alice, it is her birthday after all and she loves to shop and you know I like shopping, but not the way the two of you do" I said, grinning, "In fact, why don't you go get your suitcase Steph, and then bring it to your room and show Alice you favorite brands and such?" she agreed immediately and her and Alice sped off, chatting happily about Abercrombie and Fitch. I mindlessly wandered into the forest. What am I going to do about Jacob? I loved him so much, but I did not want to go through that again. I let out a frustrated cry and punched a tree, causing it to fall and knock over another one.
"Leah" someone behind me breathed. I spun around to see Jacob standing there, adoration, confusion and agony written all over his face.
"Get out of here, Black" I hissed.
"Leah, please, I just want to talk!"
"There is nothing to talk about." I whispered, before running away.
"Leah!" he yelled running after me and pulling my body tightly up against his, "Please" he whispered, bending to kiss me. My mind was working frantically and he seemed to be moving in slow motion. My love and adoration for him was fighting against my fury and logic. But eventually logic and fury won and I shoved him back and ran swiftly, bursting into a grey wolf.
Jacob POV:
I watched as Leah exploded into her wolf form, tears forming in my eyes.
"Rejection stings, doesn't it?" a haughty voice said.
"Stay out of this, Sam" I snapped.
"I cannot do that, because you are hurting MY Lee Lee" he said arrogantly. That made me laugh, even through the pain.
"First of all, she hates that nick name and second of all she is NOT yours"
"She isn't yours either" that made me see red and I started shaking.
"Stick to your own land Uley" I said, before shifting.
"Okay, but where is you territory? Because right now you are on Cullen land. Poor homeless puppy" he called after me, but I was to gone with fury and pain to care, I sped north, not knowing or caring where I was going. Once again I was letting the wolf in me take over.
Okay, so I know it was a little short. But a lot of important stuff happened. Thanks for reading-
Selene
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