Hey Guys so I had another day with no school so I'm back with another chapter. Remember, I want to hear from you guys for any specific scenes you want to see between Jessie and Ahsoka. I love hearing from you guys. Also, thank for all the reviews. They really make me want to write the next chapter quickly because I don't want to keep you waiting too long.

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Just a caution: I have no idea what I'm doing this chapter. I don't want to repeat past ideas and nobody is giving me anything so I'm gonna kinda make this up as I go along. Sorry! I just feel bad not updating and I want to give you something.

Well I'm pretty sure you just want to get to the story now so I present the 10th (DOUBLE DIGITS!) chapter of When There's Nothing Left. Enjoy…..

Jessie POV

I kept my eyes trained on Ahsoka, fighting to stay awake. When the little girl had gone into cardiac arrest I panicked. I couldn't lose her. I had swiftly brought her to the bed and hooked her up to various IV's, along with a heart monitor and breathing tube. Her chest had been still for a long time until the tube had forcefully pumped air into her lungs and kept her alive. However, through the whole ordeal she was unconsciousness and that was what worried me the most. I sat by her bed, praying to the Force Ahsoka would be alright.

The vulnerable girl's form still lay deathly still on the white hospital bed. The heart monitor showed the girls heartbeat and it still was barely stable. It would randomly spike and sometimes it would dip way down and during those moments I froze and gripped the seat of the chair. Yet Ahsoka stayed in the same position through it all.

As I waited for Ahsoka to wake I thought about what could possibly be hurting her so bad. It certainly was enough to cloud her judgment and cause her to take desperate measures. I let my eyes wander to the ceiling, as if the answer to the problem would just pop out at me. That's when I heard a faint choking sound emit from Ahsoka.

I immediately rushed over to the girl and pulled her up into a sitting position. I rapped my arms around her shaking form and, I don't know if it was from her just being tired or she couldn't comprehend what was happening, but she didn't flinch. I leaned forward and whispered, "Ahsoka, don't keep coughing, the tube will be out soon enough." A few more rasps but then she fell silent. Of course I knew the breathing tube was uncomfortable but I needed to get her stable before I took it out.

I held Ahsoka close to me when she surprisingly snuggled into my arms; apparently she had lost the will to kill me. I rocked her and hummed a little, not wanting to aggravate her in any way. Her body was warm and seeing her sleeping peacefully on me reminded me of the little child she really was. That's when I realized how I would help her. Ahsoka was a kid forced to fight in a war. Because she was a commander and such people forgot she was still a youngling inside and didn't give her the comfort she needed. If I could make her feel safe and trust me, perhaps she would open up about her problems.

A loud yawn brought my attention back to Ahsoka. She shifted a little and pushed herself farther into my chest. I smiled then started to rub her lukka. She let out a soft hum then wriggled in my hold again. I was glad Ahsoka seemed to be so calm. I laid her back on the bed and looked at the monitor. The line was going steady for the moment but I decided to wait a little while longer.

I stood in silence for about half an hour, watching Ahsoka. She barely moved in her slumber. I decided to call up some food for when she woke; I just realized how long it must have been since she'd last eaten. When the droid came with a steaming plate of food I thanked it then put the meal on the cabinet. I was trying to decide if I should wake up Ahsoka or not when she opened her eyes and once again choked on the breathing tube. She started to go into a panic and the heart monitor spiked wildly. I rushed over to the bed and rubbed her back, whispering to her to calm down and that it would be alright. She seemed to take console in my words and she eventually stopped struggling. I continued rubbing her back and stroking her lukka for a while longer. When the heart monitor went back to normal I pulled the breathing tube out of Ahsoka's throat. When it was finally released the girl took in a big gulp of air. I laughed a little at the reflex but gained my composure quickly. I didn't want to do anything that would annoy the girl.

I carefully slid Ahsoka into a sitting position again and propped her up on the bed. I then brought over the plate with food and sat down next to her.

"Do you want some food Ahsoka?" I received a shake of the head. I was disappointed, but I wasn't going to push it, Ahsoka might get…. Mad.

We sat in silence for a while until Ahsoka leaned back onto me. I sighed. Ahsoka seemed to enjoy being with me now so the question was, should I ask now? I decided to go for it.

I pushed Ahsoka off me a little, eliciting a grunt and whine from the girl. When she was stable I asked. "Ahsoka what's wrong with you honey, what is making you so sad and depressed. Please, I want to help you."

Ahsoka scrunched up her face and hid in my doctor's coat. Through the fabric I heard a faint, "I can't, I can't do it." I felt really bad for her; this poor child had to go through so much and didn't feel she could tell me about it. Suddenly I felt my shirt become wet. I realized Ahsoka must be crying. I brought her out of the concealment of my coat and saw her tear-stained face. She tried to turn away so I let her lay back down on the bed. She twisted around on the bed, the sheets becoming a tangled mess. I tried to get her to stop this break down but when I turned her over I saw her glazed eyes. She seemed to be in some kind of trance that nobody, including her, could break her out of. So I took a hypodermic needle and plunged into Ahsoka's arm. She immediately went still.

Ahsoka POV

The voices were back. They were stronger now so for the first time I was glad when Jessie sedated me.

Jessie POV

When Ahsoka stopped moving I turned towards the door. The sedative should keep her under for a while and in the meantime I was going to talk to Anakin Sykwalker.

Ahsoka was not responding to me. No matter how close we would become I knew I couldn't break the information out. So I decided the only person who could was her master. Anakin had basically raised her and to him she was a little sister, if not a daughter. I thought it didn't matter how many rough patched they went over, he would do anything to save his padawan.

After I learned the Jedi was on the bridge I headed directly there. When I entered I saw Anakin leaning over a holomap along with Captain Rex, Admiral Yularen, and a bunch of other clones. I went right up to him and tapped his shoulder.

"General Skywalker, I need to talk to you about Ahsoka."

Anakin POV (It's Finally Back! )

I was busy planning for the next mission when Jessie came in. I was startled at her sudden appearance and had to try to hold in my emotion at the mention of my padawan.

"What is it Jessie? Has Ahsoka finally gotten over her…. Habit?"

"No sir, and I'm sorry to report she is far from recovering."

That shocked me. Why was it taking so long? My thoughts were interrupted by Jessie.

"Sir, unless you would like to discuss your padawan's personal issues in public, would you mind following me outside?" I nodded and followed the doctor out after telling Rex to carry on with the planning. We stepped outside the Bridge and turned toward each other. Jessie started talking.

"Sir, she will never admit it but Ahsoka needs you, now more than ever. She will not answer any questions I direct at her and I fear her condition will only get worse. I recently found her cutting again and though I have bandaged her arms, I'm guessing if whatever is making her cut gets stronger again she will find a way to self- harm. The problem is I don't know what is bothering her so much. I ask you get over whatever is making you so angry with her so you can help her. You may be her only hope."

I was dumbfounded to say the least. Ahsoka needing me? Me her only hope? I didn't want anything to do with that pathetic girl. However, I couldn't deny her condition scared me. It was true I would do anything to save my Snips. Snips. I hadn't used that name in a long time. It reminded me of better days when Ahsoka was still a care-free little girl. It brought back the memories of Christophis and I knew that was the Ahsoka I wanted.

But I was still mad. I was still furious at her rash, foolish, and stupid behaviors. But I guess I couldn't ignore her forever. I decided I would but away disappointment and anger for now and help my little Ahsoka. "Okay Jessie lets go." She smiled and led me down to Ahsoka's room.

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Jessie and I entered Ahsoka's room. Ahsoka was still sleeping on her bed and the only noise was the heart monitor with its clicks. Jessie ushered me over to the bed and I sat on it. Seeing my padawan's fragile body almost made me want to kneel over and forgive her for everything. But I couldn't do that. Yet her body looked so weak, so broken…

Ahsoka shifted a bit and slowly opened her eyes. But when she caught sight of me leaning over her she quickly turned over and tried to disappear into the sheets. I tried to coax her to turn around but she didn't budge. I knew I could be here a long time if I kept this up so I decided to just start talking. I collected myself and prepared to act as if I had forgiven her.

"Ahsoka, I know you don't want to see me but here me out. I love you Ahsoka and I hate seeing you like this. I want to help you get better and I'm willing to overlook past mistaked for your good now. I want you to know I'm here for you. So please tell me, what is wrong, what is hurting you so much? What could possibly drive you to self-harm?"

I was answered by silenced. Jessie and I waited for any response but Ahsoka, it seemed, wasn't going to give us anything. Finally Jessie said I should probably go. I agreed. After one last glance at Ahsoka I left the hospital room.

Ahsoka POV

First I get Jessie telling me things that are completely untrue. Now they got Anakin to feed me lies as well. I hated them, hated them all. It seemed the only thing they were trying to do was torture me, confuse my mind. I wanted them to all go away; they wouldn't understand my problems anyway. Why did they want to know what was wrong anyway? They said it was because they cared but I knew that was not the case. Why couldn't they just drug me up, make my mind so foggy I wouldn't be able to hold any sharp object long enough to cut myself. That would be the easy solution and would be better for all of us. Maybe after a while, a possible overdose might kill me. That's what I wanted in the end.

The whole time Anakin was talking the voices also talked. They cut up anything my master tried to say and told me it was all a lie. They said I was pathetic, they said I was weak. They said if I died nobody would care. And I agreed with them. They were right; they told me the truth while Anakin lied.

However, while the voices spoke I felt something, strange. For a moment they started to become fainter, as if something was trying to push it back. It wasn't me so maybe, my subconsiousness? Whatever it was it eventually went away and the voices regained full strength.

I could feel Anakin leave through the Force but unfortunately Jessie came to sit next to me. Was it her turn now? Did they have shifts to always keep me in the most miserable state? They should just give up.

"Ahsoka, please we are trying to do what is best for you."

That got me fired up. I flipped over and bolted up, growling at Jessie. "HOW DARE YOU! YOU KNOW THAT IS NOT TRUE SO STOP FEEDING MR LIES!"

"Ahsoka please calm down."

"CALM DOWN! YOU'RE HERE MAKING MY LIFE MISERABLE AND YOU TELL TO CALM DOWN!?"

"Ahsoka we are not making you miserable. It's something else, I know it is. Just tell me so we can get rid of it."

"YOU CAN'T HELP! I ALREADY SAID I CAN'T TELL YOU SO WHY DO YOU KEEP ASKING?"

"Ahsoka we care and we can help. Whatever makes you think we can't"

"YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND. YOU CAN'T STOP THE VOICES THAT TALK TO ME ALL THE TIME, TELL ME I'M WORTHLESS AND PATHETIC. THEY'RE RIGHT. NOBODY CARES ABOUT ME. EVERYONE WANTS ME TO BE OUT OF THEIR LIVES. ANAKIN WISHES I WERE NOT HIS PADAWAN, I KILLED SO MANY CLONES. I SAW THE FACES JESSIE. I SAW THE FACES OF THE DEAD SOLDIERS, GONE BECAUSE I'M STUPID AND NOT WORTHY TO BE A PADAWAN. THEY DIED BECAUSE OF ME AND I'LL ALWAYS FEEL GUILTY. THE VOICES ARE RIGHT. YOU CAN'T FIGHT THE VOICES JESSIE, YOU DON'T KNOW MY PAIN. YOU WILL NEVER KNOW MY PAIN. THEY TALK TO ME FREQUENTLY AND REMIND ME OF HOW WORTHLESS I AM. I'M ALONE IN MY GRIEF BECAUSE I'M NOT WORTH THE TROUBLE. I'M BETTER DEAD. AND I WISH I WERE." I yelled that at Jessie, screamed it in her face.

Jessie's face was frozen in shock, grief, sorrow, and other emotions I couldn't decipher. It was only when she reached out to me and murmured, "Ahsoka…" that I realized what I done. I had just divulged everything into Jessie, she knew everything now.

I dove into my bed and brought the pillow around my head. How? How did I just let everything I had tried to hold in out so quickly? What would Jessie do with this new information? Jessie padded over to my bed but I tried to ignore her presence. I could hear her whispering, saying, "I would have never though, so young, poor Ahsoka." After a while of swimming in her sorrow, Jessie got up and headed toward the door. I thought she would finally leave me alone until she said the words that made me freeze in place.

"I'm going to get your master."

OMG! 8 pages of more than 2,800 words! Hope that's long enough for ya! How did I do? Count Mallet looks like your idea sneaked into this chapter. The story kinda rolled out and I couldn't stop writing. While I was making this chapter though, I thought of some really good ideas for later in the story. So, be excited.

Also are you guys excited for this Ahsoka Fugitive Arc or what? I can't wait for the next 2 Saturdays.

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