Chapter 10 woooo ^O^

Wow I know Shizuo is really out of character forgive me ahhh!

Anyways enjoy!

Warnings: Child abuse, non-graphic rape, mpreg, kidnapping and possible character death later on!

Disclaimer: I do not own Durarara!

~Well on with the story~

It was a game; he told himself nothing but a game to see how long he could keep his sanity.

For two whole months it's been nothing but constant 'training' as Shiki calls it, the training was agonizing. He was beat, raped, and electrocuted on a daily biases, some days he was even drugged and those days were worse than the others.

Days slowly started to run together and two whole months felt like an entire year to him. As days went on he began to slowly lose hope of ever escaping, of ever seeing his family or even his friends again. But he tried his best to stay strong, he tried his best not to give up hope because giving up hope meant Shiki won and he can't let the bastard win.

He was now lying there on the bed curled tightly within himself, listening to the heavy footsteps of Shiki's. He didn't even have the energy to look up to see what the man was doing nor did he care, his body just felt so heavy and weak from the fact he hadn't eaten in days, Shiki making it clear that it was part of his punishment.

"Shiki-sama" Shizuo finally managed to say. "I-I'm sorry… I-I've learned… I-I've l-learned my l-lesson…" It was so hard to speak from how dry his mouth was and the fact that it was so damn cold to the point he was shivering and that wasn't helping the stutter in his voice one bit. But right now he didn't care, he would do anything to get something to eat and drink.

"I don't think you have my dear boy."

"Pl-please I'm s-so… so thirsty!"

"You should have thought about that before you fucking scratched and bit me." Shiki scolded walking back over to the teen, taking notice in the fact that his face was red and sweaty. He placed a hand upon his forehead, "you're burning up."

Shizuo shook his head with a shiver. "I-its c-cold…"

Shiki just sighed and walked over to grab the blanket he had denied the boy as well for punishment, soon draping the blanket over him. "You can't get sick on me now." He added while he tucked the blanket in to keep him warm.

"Now you should get some rest so you can feel better, because tomorrow you have a busy day."

"What's t-to-… tomorrow?"

"Kishitani-san is coming over for another visit…" Shiki couldn't help but to smirk as soon as he saw the fearful look in Shizuo's eyes. "Don't worry my love, it won't hurt that much… Besides me and Kishitani-san had a deal remember and he made it possible for me to have you here with me. So I can't go back on my deal now. That's why he can experiment on you as long as he pleases!" And with that Shiki leaded down and placed a kiss upon the boy's cheek. "If you're good I might even reward you afterwards." He said before leaving the room.

His words were enough to make Shizuo's skin crawl, he hated when Shingen came over. He still had the painful scars to remind him of the last time he came over, neither of the men ever gave him anything for the pain afterwards and he didn't think he could handle another one of the man's painful experiments. But he tried his best not to dwell on the thought to much. Right now he needed to focus all his energy on trying to get some sleep, knowing he was going to need all the rest he could get.

By the time he had woken up the next morning his arms were tied down against the bed and Shingen and Shiki were hovering over him talking, Shizuo was barely able to make out anything they were saying, quickly he closed thinking maybe if they thought he was still asleep they'd end up leave him alone.

But that hope was soon lost when he felt a blade pressed against his abdomen and there was no use in even trying to suppress the agonizing scream once he began to cut the blade deep into his skin. "Oh so you were awake after all." Shingen said over the screaming teen. "You intrigue me so much; how can one boy be so strong? You must share your secrets with me Shizuo-kun!"

Shizuo found himself unable to answer, all he could do was scream and fight against the restraints in hopes he could break free. He kept reminding himself he had to stay strong; he couldn't break and let Shiki win this sick twisted game of his. But it was harder than it seems, each day he could practically feel his sanity fading more and more to the point he was willing to do anything for the pain to stop, even if that meant letting Shiki win.

He felt the pressure of the blade slowly pull away; his vision was going blurry from the pain but he was still able to slightly make out Shiki's figure in the corner where he was just observing and making sure Shingen didn't go overboard and actually end up killing him.

"Sh-Shiki… please S-Shiki-sama… Aah!" He was soon being cut off by a shocking wave of pain; he could feel where Shingen had broken one of his ribs. "Looks like your bones have gotten weaker since the first time." He spoke, looking over at Shiki. "How many times have you given him the drug?"

"I don't know, probably about once every week I guess. I don't want to risk that strength of his coming back."

"Well you should really cut down on it; if he gets too weak he won't be of any use." Shingen said before giving his full attention back to the teen.

The next hour and a half was pure hell for Shizuo, by the time Shingen was done he was sure he had at least four broken ribs; if not more. He could also tell that he was cut open pretty bad to the point Shingen had to give him stitches to stop the bleeding.

He lied there tiredly as Shingen finished up the last of the stitches before he completely done, "make sure you keep his stitches disinfected so they won't get infected." Was all the man said before leaving him and Shiki alone once more. That was when he felt his arms being untied and Shiki brushing his hair back, "you did well today, don't worry you don't have to worry about him again for another couple of weeks. Y'know he says you're one of his favorite little test subject." Shiki praised.

"And I see your fevers gone down as well, next time you see Kishitani-san you should thank him because while you were asleep he gave you a shot to bring down the fever." He said sitting next to the teen, looking down at all the stitches, scars, and bruises littering his body. "Even with all these ugly marks, you're still so beautiful." He whispered while roaming the tips of his fingers lightly across the boy's battered body.

Suddenly he was taken by surprise when Shizuo rose up and buried his face into his chest, he could feel just how bad the other was shaking and the fact that he was crying was obvious as well. "Hey what's wrong?"

But he got no answer, so he just sat there running his fingers into gently into the others hair and waited for a few seconds before pulling the boy back to make him look up at him. "Hey no crying, you're supposed to be strong right? So why are you crying?"

"I-I can't take it… Please n-no more…" Shizuo's voice was so low and shaky Shiki could barely understand him.

"I can't hear you. You are going to have to speak up."

"No more please… n-no more…"

"I don't fully understand. No more of what?" He asked only pushing the boy further into humiliation.

"Please… I-I'll do whatever you want… J-just please no… no more punishments… No more Kishitani-san. No more…" Shizuo pleaded, hating himself for ever stinking this low but he just couldn't take the pain anymore.

And his words were like music to Shiki's ears, it was kind of hard to believe that two months was all it took for the monster of Ikebukuro to break and Shiki couldn't help but grin at the fact he had been the one to break him.

"I can't promise there won't be any more punishments, that all depends on your behavior and as for Kishitani-san, he and I had a deal. I can't go back on that y'know?" Shiki said before standing up. "But since you were so good today, I'll be back in a minute with some food." And with that he left, only to return minutes later with a bowl of soup and some warm tea.

Shizuo wiped his eyes and gratefully took it, quietly taking a few sips from his tea and closing his eyes at how soothing it was on his throat. But he soon reopened them to look up because he could feel the other staring at him. "Thank you." He spoke weakly.

Shiki shook his head just watching as the teen ate, "It's my job as your fiancé to take care of you, so no need to thank me."

That right there was enough for Shizuo to nearly choke on his soup. "W-what? Fiancé?"

"Oh that's right, I forgot to tell you. I have it all planned out, you and I are to be married next year. Of course after your eighteenth birthday; even Izaya is excited for you to be his new mother. Isn't that wonderful?"

"Mother? I-I.. But I'm a guy…"

"That doesn't matter. You're going to be the mother… And when Izaya gives birth he'll give up all his rights as a parent and you'll help me raise the baby as one of your own. And we're all going to be one big happy family, isn't that what you want love?" Shiki asked pulling Shizuo's face close by the chin to pull him into a kiss.

Shizuo didn't say anything he just let the kiss happen because there was really no point in fighting, but once the other pulled back he found himself turning away with a slight blush of embarrassment.

"You know I love you right? Do you love me too?" He asked making Shizuo freeze at the question, of course he didn't love the man in front of him. His heart still belonged to Izaya and Izaya only, he didn't know if he could ever stop loving the raven but he knew how Shiki's anger was and he didn't want to risk getting another punishment so he just nodded.

"I want to hear you say it." Shiki demanded only to see the other flinch and scoot away from him. "I'm not going to hurt you; I just want to hear you say you love me is all." He said grabbing Shizuo by the arm and pulling him back over to him.

"I.. I um.. I love you Shiki-sama."

"That wasn't convincing at all!" He pouted moving the bowl of food to the side. "Prove it to me; prove to me that you love me."

"How?" Shizuo asked not ever really having to prove to someone that he loved them, so he didn't really know how to prove his 'love'.

"I don't know but I'm sure you can figure it out." Was all Shiki said before Shizuo leaned in and gave a small kiss to the man's lips.

"I love you." He repeated but Shiki still wasn't convinced.

"That's all you have to show for the person you love? Just a tiny kiss with no passion whatsoever?"

"I-I'm sorry… I can do better."

"Y'know I'm starting to doubt you even love me, I feel like you were just lying to spare my feelings."

"I wasn't.. I promise!"

"You remember what the punishment for lying is, don't you?" Shiki inquired standing up to grab the remote to the collar but he didn't even have a chance to grab it before he was nearly knocked over by Shizuo tackling him into a kiss. Shiki was caught off guard but he didn't hesitate to wrap his arms around his waist while kissing him back, it wasn't long before he had him back against the bed straddling him. "I love you…" Shizuo said once more in hopes he sounded somewhat more convincing. Thankfully Shiki seemed to buy it because he could feel the man's hands rubbing against his thighs, "you don't know how long I've wanted to hear that." Shiki whispered into his ear but all that was soon interrupted by a loud crash and the basement door went flying open.

They both could barely see anything from the large black smoke forming by the door; Shiki was quick to get off the bed and grab his gun.

"What the hell is that?" He yelled watching as the smoke began to letup and he could see a dark figure standing there with what looked like to be a scythe. Shiki eyes just winded wonder how someone had found them. He didn't want to get caught; he didn't want to lose Shizuo not when the boy was finally starting to become submissive, so he did the only thing he could think of at that moment and that was to shoot.

OMG cliffhanger… kinda hah!

I know the ending might be a little bit confusing now but I promise the next chapter will explain things!

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~Until next chapter!~