I broke into a mini sprint, trying to get away as quickly as possible, I obviously wasn't quick enough since Austin caught up with me in seconds.
"Ally"
"Ally"
I carried walking at my fast pace ignoring him
"Ally please stop" he said whilst grabbing my arm and turning me around
I yanked my arm back and glared at him "don't touch me" I hissed
"Ally please talk to me, tell me what I did wrong, why haven't you been answering my texts or phone calls these last 2 months" he asked
"I haven't really been using my phone, and if I was it defiantly wouldn't be for talking to you" I muttered
I could tell my words hurt him, I started feeling sorry for him, but quickly shook that feeling off. He broke you heart Ally remember.
"Ally I have no idea what's going on, tell me what I've done so I can fix it" he begged, taking a step forward to grab my hand
I took a step back and glared at him "why huh? So you can feed me more lies and hurt me even more Austin? No thanks"
I could tell Austin was starting to get impatient "for god's sake ally, tell me whats wrong"
"No Austin NO" I shouted, he was shocked by my outburst
"You don't have the right to be annoyed with me right now, you fucking don't. Do you really think I was some toy you could mess around with? Play with my emotions? Huh Austin?" I shouted, tears were burning my eyes, but I refused to let them fall, I was not going to cry in front of Austin right now.
I stared at him, he stared hurt and confused
"Ally i-"
"When were you going to tell me Austin?" I questioned
"what?"
"When were you going to tell me you had a girlfriend Austin?"
As soon as the words left my mouth, Austin paled
"how… how… did you find out about that" he stuttered
i chuckled
"you think I was that stupid huh?" I said whilst wiping a few tears that escaped my eyes "you thought I would never find out and that I would just be one of your toys you used for entertainment, everything that happened in the elevator was a lie wasn't it?" I whispered
"no ally no, you've got it all wrong" he said taking a step towards me
"no, don't come any closer" I whispered, yet not making any real effort to move
I looked down at my shoes, not baring to be able to look at him, looking at him caused me so much pain, and it something I couldn't take anymore.
Austin ignored my request and took another step towards me, ending up so that we were face to face
"Ally look at me" he whispered, when I didn't comply, he gently grabbed my chin and lifted it up so that I was looking straight at him
I closed my eyes releasing a sob
"no baby no, don't cry ally" he said. I looked up at him and could see tears clouding his eyes
"Ally you got it all wrong, it was all for publicity, she was an upcoming actress, I was a at the top of the charts, my record label thought it was great publicity, but I swear ally, that night when we both went our separate ways, I called my label and broke it off"
He looked so torn up as he explained everything to me. I could see he regretted it.
My body shook with sobs, everything hurt.
"baby please don't cry im so sorry, so so sorry" he gently laid his hand on my cheek, I leaned into him, his touch sent warmth throughout my whole body.
I shook my head, taking a step back "how can I trust you Austin? This doesn't changed the fact that you lied to me" I said, trying to sound strong but failing as my voice cracked half way through that sentence
"Austin Moon, you're up in 10 minutes" one of the stage manages said as he was passing by, not eve looking up from his clipboard
Austin groaned "im doing something important right now, give me a couple of minutes"
"Well hurry it up because you're up next" he grumbles and with that he left
I shook my head "look Austin this obviously isn't the time to talk, your obviously busy" I said, turning around, getting ready to leave but I was stopped but Austin stepping in front of me, blocking my way
"No" he said, he voice hard and firm "you're not leaving, not whilst you hate me, we're going to work this out"
I signed "Austin, im frankly mentally exhausted right now. Im in no mood, plus you have to perform right now"
"AUSTIN MOON YOUR UP" the stage manage said interrupting us
"GIVE ME A MINUTE" Austin shouted
"YOU'VE GOT 2 MINUTES" He snapped
Austin grumbled, clearly pissed off
"See austin" I pointed out "this clearly isn't the time"
"why are you so ready to give up" he huffed, clearly annoyed " did all the time mean nothing, did the kiss mean nothing to you!?"
Did he really just say that to me?
I glared at him "no austin, no, you don't get to give me this crap right now, you're the one who lied about having a girlfriend, not me austin, so don't you dare stuck giving me with shit right now, You're the one who screwed everything up, not me"
He sighed
" I know ally, I know, you have no idea how much I regret everything, I care about you ally so much, I really like you, please tell me you still feel the same way"
I stared at him, not knowing what to say, he face showed fear, fear for losing me, fear for what I was going to say
"I do" I whispered
he let out a breath of relief
"I shouldn't but I do" as the word left my mouth he smiled
"AUSTIN MOON, YOU'RE UP"
He quickly kissed my forehead and started walking backwards towards the stage
"Please Ally stay, so we can fix this" he begged
He clearly saw my conflicted expression, bc he quickly panicked "Ally please please, I care about you so much I don't want to lose you, I'll fix this, I'll make it up to you, just don't leave" he pleaded
And with that he left to go on stage to do what he does best.
I stayed Frozen in place, debating on what to do, should I stay? Should I leave?. For the first time in 2 months I had finally forgotten about him, even if it was just for a couple of hours and then all of this happens.
He just had to pop back into my life.
And so I stayed, because no matter how much my mind was telling me to leave, telling me that he would just hurt me again, my heart was also saying to stay because as cliché and silly as is sound and as much as I wish I wasn't, I was falling for him.
And in my gut I knew he popped back into my life for a reason, and as much as I tried to convince myself these last 2 months that I didn't care for him, I did. And I wasn't prepared to let him leave my life just yet.
SO GUESS WHO DIDN'T TAKE OVER A YEAR TO UPDATE? THIS GIRL! HEHE. It's something that ii shouldn't be proud of but i am. i'm sick with the flu and since i was off school today and decided since i was feeling better that i would write a new chapter. so here it is :D
im debating whether this chapter sucked or not, so i'll let you guys decided on that
i was really disappointed to see that only 6 people reviewed, so this update is for you guys, thank you for that. You have no idea how much reading you comments motivates me
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