Chapter 10 Guardian

I was sucked back into reality then. After a spite second of loss concentration the window I had disappeared. I was back in the wood back on the top of the tall tree. They where looking for me to help me? Or hand me over to Sam? Would they find me? It would be only to ease for them to follow my scent. Why didn't they? How did I get that link that connection that brought me back to the house with out me really being there? I wasn't something the other ever talked about. It must be an extra, my ability, I'm a spy hurray.

Ok so how can I control it? I was thinking about the Cullens and how the hurt me so then I thought of the rest who were not in the big living room. Rosalie, Emmett, Jasper, and Renesmee. Nothing happened, ok so it not just thinking about them so I thought of where they were, Nothing. Ok I thought very loudly in my head what are they doing and POW I saw two different scenes. One was the cabin, Bella and Edwards cabin, Jacob and Renesmee were playing a card game on the floor he was try to cheering her up. I want to tell her I would miss her to, it was only now I saw how much. The other scene was much more freighting the three of them were running in the forest, looking for me was my best guess. They were trying to catch my scent. I was pull back again and just like before there was no sigh that they knew I was watching them.

Why did I have this ability? I had never been very sneaky and I never spied on people. Once I found my sister diary and I didn't read it. She would tell me what I need to know and anything she didn't was her business. I value my privacy much too much to try and steal others. So why? I could worry about that now. I could see people with out really big with them and for the first time I thought about what that meant for me in the long term. My survival instincts told me to worry about the wolves keep an eye on what they were doing but I didn't. I just thought as hard as I could WHAT IS MOM DOING. But nothing came I did again and again but nothing tried some many way.

I didn't stop till I smell it. A werewolf. What could I do? I was only one I could fight it and try to escape. For a second I was so depressed about not seeing my family I thought just for a second about just surrendering. But that pass, I would just have to practice, if I lived.

I jumped down off the tree and landed on it's back. I put both arms around it neck and just as I was about to bite I realized something. I knew this wolf.

"Seth," I asked breathlessly "is that you"

He nodded his massive head up and down.

"Are you here to hurt me?"

He moved his head from right to left.

I'm not really sure why but I trusted him. So I got off his back. This had been like lying on top of an open flame. Despite the weird trust I still stood in a defensive stance.

"Do you mind turning back into a guy?"

He tilted his head to one side. Oh how cute he was modest. I didn't want to turn my back on his so I just covered my eyes which didn't feel all to smart either. Out of nowhere there was a weird shift in the air and then what I can only describe as ripples. Then Seth's voice.

"Why are you out here and why did you just try and kill me?" surprisingly he didn't sound mad just really confused.

"I left the Cullen what are you doing out here?" if he wasn't looking for me why was he so far away from home, the wolves don't patrol this far.

"I'm going on a date," he was blushing just a little (it mad me hungry), "I thought it would be faster to run with the traffic and all. But why did you leave you seemed…happier?"

I really looked at him then he did look really nice he had dark denim pants and a dark brown button up that was undone. They where a little dirty though but the dark colors hide the stains well I'm not sure human eyes would notice.

"How are you going to explain that you got here on foot, and why are you guys going all the way to Seattle for a date any way?" I really didn't want to talk about me. I just need Seth help, and maybe a little small talk will make him more willing to help.

"She lives in Seattle and I'm just going to say that I drove, but you didn't answer my question why are you leaving? Don't you know how hard it's going to be for you if you leave?"

"I know Seth but I have to go." And fast I add to myself. "See I have a plan on going to go live in the wood, or the jungle, or the tundra just somewhere were there are no people. But I need like a map, a big world map so I know what cities to avoid. So I need your help? I need you to go into a book store and buy me an atlas. Can you do that for me?"

"Sure" then he was off. My guess is as soon as he was out of sight he changed back into a wolf because I felt the same strange shift in the air only not as strong.

After a while I started too watched jealously as he moved easily through the store. I wish I could do that just be near people I already felt isolated in this new life. I checked back on Sam who was of course still a wolf. But now he was alone running through the woods.
"Ooh god!" my voice cracked.
I wasn't really familiar with the area he was running through so I hope with my whole heart he was heading in the wrong direction. I was getting really scared when Seth finally showed up. He handed me the atlas and some magazines.
"I thought you might get bored."
"Thanks that's really sweet, I gotta get going"
"What are you going to do?"
"I think I'm going steal a car maybe from a dealership, something low key."
"Sounds good but I think you should go for a garage you know the kind with long term storage, maybe it well be awhile before they know."
"That a good idea, thanks"
But what was I going to do about the Cullen. When I finally pick a location Alice will see, then she'll track me down try and make me come back. No way that going to happen. I wish I could just be invisible, just make it so Alice couldn't see me like…
"Hey Seth you feel like going on a road trip?" I flashed him the biggest smile.