A/N dont worry guys i will keep going. i hate it when a story gets really good and you get to the last chapter and its not finshed. Then you see it hasn't been updated in 3 years GRRRRRR

anyway heres more x


Half an hour later two SUV screeched to a halt outside a hospital and six people bundled out running into the reception area.

"Henry Jareau, Where is he?" Reid asked the woman behind the desk.

"One moment please sir" she said not looking up from the computer.

"No now!" Hotch growled putting his badge in front of her screen. The woman stopped what she was doing.

"Please if you will just wait one moment" the nurse said looking up at 6 very angry looking FBI agents. Garcia pushed pass Hotch to the front of the counter.

"Look lady if you don't tell us where my godson is in the next 10 seconds i will put a virus on your computer that will wipe the hospitals system faster than you can say FBI. NOW where is he?" Garcia growled at the woman who just looked shocked.

A smirk crossed every face of the team as the stunned nurse pointed towards a corridor. Without another word they all ran down it.

At the end of the corridor they ran into a doctor.

"Excuse me who are you?" he asked looking a little flushed.

"Were with the FBI, were looking for Henry Jareau" Hotch said to the old doctor. He didn't normally like pulling the FBI card so much but in this situation he didn't care.

"Why are you looking for him?" The doctor asked looking at their badges.

"Look doc, he and his mother were kidnapped just under a week ago and they haven't been heard from or seen since. She's a member of out team. Is Henry here or not?" This time it was Rossi that demanded answers.

"Oh...er, he is here yes" The old doctor answered looking just as shocked at the nurse did.

"Oh thank god..." there was sigh of relief from the team "Where is he? Can we see him? Is he ok?" Emily asked sounded flustered.

"Hes this way" the Doctor said turning round and walking into a room.

The team noticed how he avoided one of the main questions Emily asked but they followed him without protest. As they turned into the room the all froze to the spot shocked by all the monitors and wires coming of the tiny baby boy.

"Stay here" Hotch told the team, he wanted to check that it was Henry before the others went over. Hotch had spend enough time with the little boy to know what he looked like. Hotch turned to the rest of the team and nodded. They all rushed over to his bed side.

"Oh My Gosh!" Garcia gasped as she took in the sick looking little boy and turned to bury herself in Morgan's arms. Emily went round the other side of the bed, stroked Henrys blonde hair and put her finger in his little hand.

"How is he?" Hotch turned to the doctor.

"Well..." The doctor paused holding out his hand.

"Oh right sorry I'm Agent Hotchner this is Agents Rossi, Reid, Morgan, Prentiss and Penelope Garcia." He answered shaking the doctor's hand.

"Well Agent Hotchner, you have one very sick little boy on your hands here." Garcia's sobs seemed to get louder and a tear ran down Emily's cheek. "He has a sever case of pneumonia."

"Are you sure?" Reid asked the old doctor.

"Yes i am. He was brought to me fitting and had a very high temperature. We have done x-rays and it has been confirmed."

"Ok so now what?" Emily sniffed wiping the tears from her face.

"He is being given antibiotics for the bacterial infection and we have had to sedated him." they looked at him confused "when he was brought to me he was hysterical and was causing himself more damage. He is also slightly under weight which now makes sense with you saying he had been kidnapped so we have also inserted a feeding tube for the time being."

"Is he going to be ok doctor?" Garcia asked pulling away from Morgan and routing through her large red bag.

"I think he's going to be ok yes." He answered "i will be back in a bit to check on him"

"Thankyou doctor..." Hotch walked to the older man.

"Doctor Hopper" He replied holding out this hand again.

"Thankyou Doctor Hopper." Hotch shook his hand.

As the doctor walked out Garcia found what she was looking for. She wrapped Henrys blanked round the sleeping baby and held his hand tight silently promising that she wasn't going to leave his side till his mother was there with them.

"Rossi, you and i will go and get the CCTV tapes, also the nappy to send off to forensics and then talk to witnesses."

Hotch said to his old mentor "Morgan, Reid and Prentiss, I'm sure i don't need to say this but none of you leave that babies side and the only other people that get within this room are his doctor and the nurses, check their I.D. first." He said looking at all three agents then looked at the analysis with a tear dripping from her nose "Garcia i need you to get your laptop set up," Garcia looked in a world of her own and didn't seem to hear him "GARCIA!" Hotch yelled catching her attention.

"Sorry what?" she said shaking the dazed look of her face.

"We need you to get your laptop set up so we can go over the CCTV, Ok?"

"NO! I'm not leaving my baby gumdrop" she squeaked shocked that he would even consider it. But Morgan stepped in to calm her down.

"You can do right here baby girl, you don't have to leave him, none of us are going to leave his side till we can track our girl ok?" He reassured her and kissed her cheek. Garcia just nodded and sat in the chair beside the cot to get things sorted.


JJ laid on the floor just crying. Her sobs and coughing had passed some time ago and she couldn't find the strength to move to the bed. JJ prayed to what ever god that would hear her for her son to be safe, the worst images that could possible run through a mothers mind did in the short space of time the room was silent. JJ forced her self to stop thinking the worst and to think positive that Henry was at a hospital that he was being taken care of and that her family had found him.

JJ body started to slip into darkness when a loud thud came from upstairs. She started to panic. If it was Matty she hadn't thought of a plan beyond getting Henry safe and if it was Rowan what was he going to do when he realized that she had manipulated Matty to help her. The thudding, banging and yelling were getting louder. Not much was registering in JJ's head till the door slammed open and Rowan stomped in with a face like thunder dragging Matty behind him. Matty was thrown onto the floor beside her covered in almost as many bruises and cuts as JJ. He curled up in the fetal position and sobbed like a baby saying 'I'm sorry' over and over again. JJ turned her gaze back to Rowan and if it was possible his eyes would have turned red with anger.

"You Bitch" Rowan spat at JJ as he pointed to his brother "You made me do that! He needed to be punished for his disobedience" He stepped up to JJ and grabbed a fist full of her hair pulling her up and slamming her into the wall "and you need to be punished for you betrayal!"

Still holding JJ up by her hair Rowan repeatedly punched JJ in the face, stomach and chest causing another rib to break and with her voice still damaged all JJ could do was whimper as more pain took over her body.

Rowan released JJ's hair and she dropped to the floor and started coughing up blood again, Rowan turned away from JJ and back to his brother.

"Hey Matty. Are you ok?" He asked. His voice had completely changed. It went from being angry and sadistic to calm and caring in less than a second. "I'm sorry i had to do that but you needed to understand what you did was wrong you could have waited for me to come home," Rowan wrapped his arms round Matty and helped him off the floor and sit in the rocking chair.

"I...I'm sorry Rowan. But she said if i took the baby away, when i got back she would love me. She said she would love me!" Rowan took pity in his brother and handed him a cloth to clean the blood on his face off.

"Ok well you stay there while i go and have a little chat with our guest ok?" Rowan asked Matty but he wasn't paying and attention. Matty was looking at JJ and the small puddle of blood that had come from her mouth.

"Jennifer..." Rowan didn't like that Matty was ignoring him but he wanted to know what his brother was going to say "Do you love me now the baby is safe?" Matty asked when she looked up at him. JJ felt something inside her snap and she couldn't hold in the anger anymore.

"NO!" she yelled as loud as her voice would let her "NO! I do NOT and will NEVER love you, either of you. You kidnap myself and my child from our home and you expect us to be ok with that. well News flash were not!" as JJ was shouting at the men she could see the anger build in both of them and by the end of her rant both their fists were in tight balls.

Matty pulled the knife that was sticking from Rowans jeans and lunged towards JJ. Before Rowan could stop him JJ let out a horse scream. Rowan pulled Matty of JJ, that's when he saw the large knife embedded in JJ's right thigh; He threw Matty to the floor beside him and knelt down in front of her.

"We could have made you so happy" Rowan said in an eerily clam voice, it sent shivers down JJ's spine "but you had to go and mess it up"

"ARRRRRR!" JJ let out another horsed scream as Rowan pulled the blade out of JJ's leg.

"You betrayed us" as he continued talking his voice got louder and angrier "You ruined everything you will pay!"

Both men now stood over JJ their eyes bulging with anger and hatred. Rowan grabbed a hand full of JJ's hair and dragged her over to the bed throwing her down causing JJ go grown in pain as her body contacted the dirty mattress. Rowan whispered something in Matty's ear and sat on the bed next to JJ. Matty ran out of the room laughing and returned seconds later with rope in his hands. JJ knew by the look on her captors faces what was coming next.

Rowan pulled JJ's wrists above her head and tied them to the headboard, JJ tired to struggle so he couldn't tie them but she got back handed round the face for her troubles. She was in too much pain to struggle. Her entire body felt like it was on fire, she was struggling to breath, physically shaking and could barely whisper a word now. Fear took over her body as both men started to undress, then they started to cut away JJ's cloths with the bloody knife that had been in JJ's leg moments before.

As her cloths were cut away hand hands started roughly roaming her body she could feel her mind start to shut down, to block out what was about to happen and JJ welcomed it. She didn't want to remember it, she didn't want to live this anymore.

"Please just kill me" she whispered as a hand started to explore her core "Please" she begged,

"Oh don't worry whore we will, but we are going to make it last and THAT is a promise" Rowan chuckled as he watched his brother invade JJ's body.

As Matty climbed on top of her, JJ's mind went to the previous Christmas.

It was Henrys first and JJ had planned to sleeping in till Henry woke up, spending the morning opening presents and playing with him then going round to Rossi's for Christmas dinner with Hotch, Jack, Emily and Reid as Morgan and Garcia had gone to Chicago to spend the holiday with Morgan's mum and sisters.

It was 7pm on Christmas Eve. JJ was sat in the nursery with Henry wrapped in his blue blanket sniggled on her lap giving him his last bottle of the night before he went to bed and reading to him,.

"Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the houseNot a creature was stirring, not even a mouse." before JJ could continue there was a loud banging to the door. JJ looked down at her innocent baby; he looked as confused as she did. She left the room to answer the door with Henry still in her arms. JJ opened the door and who should she see but more than half her team standing on her porch.

"Erm...Hey" JJ said even more confused now she had answered the door.

"Hey Jayje, can we come in? Its freezing out here" Emily asked as her teeth chattered. JJ stood aside to let them all in.

Emily walked in carrying a box of what looked like food, and then Hotch walked in carrying a sleepy looking jack on his hip with a bag in his other hand. Rossi walked in behind Hotch carrying a massive turkey and last to enter was Reid who was bogged down with brightly wrapped gift boxes.

"Erm...not that I'm not please to see you at..." JJ shuffled a content looking 3 Month old in her arms to check her watch "7pm guys but...why are you here?"

"Can we have Christmas here please auntie JJ" Little jack asked yawning and resting his head on Hotch's shoulder. JJ raised an eyebrow at Hotch.

"The storm blew out all the power North of Quantico and you're the only one of the team that lives south. I hope you don't mind" Hotch said as he smiled at the now babbling baby in JJ's arms.

"I've brought all the food from my place and everything else we might need for the next few days" Rossi said with a smile.

JJ took a look at all the pleading faces of her colleagues and people she considered family, which they certainly had been since Will had left. A Smile crossed JJ's face as she looked at Jacks puppy dog eyes.

"Of course you can all stay" She rolled her eyes and giggled as Emily and Jack high fived "i don't know where your all going to stay though" JJ paused thinking for a second and noticed Spencer shivering as well "Why don't you all go into the living room and get warm in front of the fire. I'll just go and put this little one to bed"

They all showed their gratitude and ran off to get warm. JJ went to put Henry back to bed when someone grabbed her arm and turned her round.

"Are you sure you don't mind us all staying Jayje?" Emily said as she stroked Henrys blond hair.

"Do you want to know something?" JJ replied biting her bottom lip.

"Anything" Emily answered looking into JJ's eyes,

"I was dreading spending the morning just me and Henry. There was always family round when i was growing up and that's what i want for him." She finished looking down at the almost sleeping boy in her arms. Emily put a finger under JJ's chin to make her look up her.

"Why didn't you say anything JJ?"

"Because i have to do it alone at some point, don't i?" JJ answered tears welling in her eyes.

"Oh c'mon JJ, we've all had this convocation with you many times since Will left. You will never be alone do you hear me? You're going to be stuck with us for the rest of your life. No matter how much we annoy you, were not going anywhere, and if you ever need any of us all you have to do is call and we will be there as fast as possible. You and Henry are family JJ and nothing will ever change that ok?" Emily finished as a tear slid down JJ's cheek as she nodded "Go and put your beautiful boy to bed while i go and get warm" she winked at JJ and walked away.

JJ walked to her room and put Henry in the small cot she still had in there. She had a feeling she was going to need the nursery for something else, but she didn't mind she liked keeping Henry close.

Once he was tucked up and JJ was sure he was ok she closed her bedroom door and went to join the others.

JJ turned the corner to her living room and stopped in her tracks.

"Merry Christmas eve buttercup" Garcia ran up to JJ and embraced her tightly, when she let go JJ was embraced again but this time it was a large set of muscular arms that wrapped them self round her.

"Hey baby girl," Morgan let go to look at JJ "I hope you don't mind, our flight was canceled, this storm's taking over"

"can we stay too Kitten the lights are out at out places too" Garcia asked sitting down in front of the fire and putting Jack on to her lap and hugging him. JJ glanced at Emily who smiled back.

"Find somewhere to sleep and i don't have a problem at all" she giggles at Garcia squeaked in delight.

The next few hours passed in conversation and drinking. It was about 1am when JJ managed to finally get to bed. She wanted to make sure everyone was happy with where they were put to sleep before she went to bed. Hotch, Jack and Rossi were put in the nursery on camp beds, Emily and Garcia were put in JJ's spare room and Reid and Morgan with much protest on Morgan's behalf were on the pull out sofas on the living room.

JJ sat up in bed with her laptop on her lap. She wanted to check her emails like she always did before she went to sleep. Once everything was in order JJ got curious about the storm and wanted to see how far it spread but when she looked there were reported power cuts in Virgina. JJ sat curious for few minutes then realized what they had all done for her.

They had all canceled their Christmas plans so they could spend the day with her and Henry. JJ switched of her laptop and tucked herself up in bed. She lay there thinking about her family as a happy tear slid down her cheek. She hadn't been this happy since before Will had left.

By the time JJ was brought back to the real world she was covered in many new cuts and bruises. The pain she felt between her legs before had multiplied and her last bit of hope was finally destroyed as Rowan grunted in her ear.


A/N WOW that was a LONG chapter.

AGAIN dont worry i will keep going and im sorry for any spelling mistakes.

im loving all the Reviews please keep them coming. The more i get the faster i will add new chapters

AJ x