Disclaimer: I don't BTR

Okay, so I'm sorry that I haven't updated in like 4 days, but I've been working on my school work for summer and my book series with original characters that I share with my friends,but I'm back now.

So in this chapter, there's new years, you learn the baby gender, minor drama starts, and baby names are chosen

Enjoy :)

Chapter 10

It's almost New Years! We're out at our favorite park from our childhood, where they were going to have a fireworks show for new years. Today was also our last day in Minnesota and we've been making the most of our time here.

I'm starting to feel a little bit safer because of how much time I've spent with Kendall, James, and Carlos. I still feel scared to do anything with Carlos because I technically cheated on him. I've thought about telling him, but Dak would do something, and I don't want to know what that would be. I'm pretty sure Carlos has noticed my difference, but

I didn't know Dak was that dangerous and I still can't believe that he raped me! I thought of him as a friend, but now I thought of him as a predator. I still think about it all the time. Anytime I see a brunette, I freak out a little. I took me a minute to be able to face James and he's my best friend. I have nightmares at night and usually wake up in cold sweat. Luckily, Carlos is a deep sleeper that doesn't wake up or notice, but I need some kind of relief.

Another thing that goes through my mind is the fear that I might be pregnant, Carlos would definitely hate me and I can't deal with it. Dak's name and face sends chills down my spine and I don't think I would be able to handle it, if my child looked like Dak.

This here today at the park is nostalgic and luckily it takes my mind off of everything. It was about 10 PM and all of our families were here, along with a lot of people in the neighborhood. I was currently sitting in the grass with Carlos, Kendall, and Logan.

"What are some goals for this year?" Kendall asked.

"To have this baby and have it healthy," Carlos immediately answered.

Speaking of our baby, we got a lot of support when we revealed everything to the public. Of course, we got some hate, but Homosexuality was just as common as heterosexuality. There's this organization of people that we like to call Beamers, they are an organization that is against homosexuality. People actually support them, but hey we got mostly a good response. I couldn't wait till the 16th. Dr. Martin is going to tell us the gender of the baby and I couldn't wait to find out.

"I want my hair and face to remain flawless," James said.

"I wish to have a peaceful year with Carlos and the baby," I smiled, after rolling my eyes at what James said.

"I hope to have the best wedding," Kendall said.

I wanted to propose to Carlos, and I don't doubt that he will say yes, but there's a lot going on and Carlos had to find out eventually. I wanted to work through all of this first before I try to further our relationship.

"So, what are the plans?" I asked.

"Depends on how Kendall wants it, I want this day to be perfect," James smiled.

"Well, is there anything you want at the wedding?" Kendall asked.

"Nothing specific, as long as your happy, then so am I," James smiled, leaning over to kiss Kendall.

"Can we have the wedding on the beach?" Kendall asked with puppy dog eyes.

"Anything you want babe," James smiled his signature smile.

We talked for a little while longer and I didn't realize that it was 11:55 until everyone started crowding for the fireworks show. The fireworks were amazing, I've always loved them; they're just so fascinating. We watched the show and then the countdown to new years started.

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"HAPPY NEW YEAR!" Everyone yelled and started cheering.

I turned to Carlos and we leaned in for our first New Years kiss. It was magical and it was just like the movies. Carlos' soft and sweet lips against mine. It wasn't anything intense, but it was full of love and hope of happiness for this year. It was one one of the best kisses ever...

Today was the 16th of January and today we learn the gender of our baby. I was kind of hoping for a girl, but I know that Carlos wants a boy. I shook Carlos awake...well I attempted to. I swear he's the heaviest sleeper ever. I shook him even harder.

"Hmm?" Carlos hummed without opening his eyes.

"We have a doctors appointment today Carlos," I answered.

"Can't you go without me?" he still hasn't opened his eyes.

"I'm not the pregnant one," I chuckled.

"Fine," he said sitting up and rubbing his eyes.

"Let's go take a shower together," I suggested. "That should wake you up."

He nodded his head and we went and took a long shower. After we were done, I put on a pair of black jeans and a black designer t-shirt. We put gel in my hair and walked downstairs. James and Kendall weren't down yet, and they wanted to go with us.

"I just know our SON is doing great," Carlos said.

I kneeled down and kissed his baby bump, which was now pretty noticeable.

"It's okay baby GIRL, he didn't mean to call you a boy," I kissed it again.

Carlos laughed and Kendall and James emerged from their room. They looked slightly agitated, but I guess it was because they had to wake up.

"You guys ready?" Carlos asked.

"I can't wait to see my godchild," James said, not as enthusiastically as he would have.

"Well, let's go then," I smiled and we all headed out the door.

We walked down the hall, to the elevator and waited for the doors to open before we walked through the lobby and to the car. I drove us to the hospital and there was very little conversation. Carlos and I were talking, but Kendall and James seemed distant.

We finally reached the clinic and we all climbed out and walked inside. I signed Carlos in and went to sit with them. Dr. Martin called us back soon after and we followed him into the room. We went through the regular procedure and Carlos laid down as the doctor put the blue gel on his stomach and started moving the transducer.

The image appeared on the screen and I couldn't keep the smile off of my face. The baby definitely looked like one now and it looked bigger. I looked at the other three, who were also beaming. We were allowed to listen to the heartbeat and my heart just melted all over again. Carlos had tears in his eyes and James and Kendall were smiling like idiots.

"Everything seems to be going fine and the baby is growing amazingly," Dr. Martin said.

"That's good. If it weren't for my stomach I wouldn't believe I was pregnant. I haven't felt any movement, I barely have many cravings anymore and I don't think I'm as moody. My feet are swelling though," Carlos said.

"Yeah, they still exist, but the 2nd trimester is typically the easiest, every pregnancy is different. Now, you are free to go but before you do, would you like to know the sex of the baby?"

"Yes!" we all responded.

"Okay," he laughed. "You guys may want to start shopping for some blue clothes."

Carlos beamed. I was having a son. I would teach him so many things like hockey, singing, dancing and always be there for him. I can help him get a girlfriend or boyfriend and watch him grow into a man.

"We're having a boy?" Carlos asked excitedly.

"That you are," Dr. Martin smiled.

After the confirmation, we set up our next appointment and left the clinic, piling into the car.

"I can't wait and now we know what color the nursery should be," Carlos beamed.

"Speaking of which, we should start on that soon," I said to Kendall and James.

"We can do it whenever you want," Kendall said.

"Today we should look at baby names," Carlos suggested.

"I guess we'll work on it another day then," I said.

I agreed and we proceeded to the Palm Woods. When we reached the apartment, Kendall went to his room and James went to the pool. There was something going on between them and I had to remember to ask them soon.

I plopped down on the couch and waited for Carlos to come back with the baby book that I had no clue that he had.

"When did you get that?" I asked.

"Mami gave it to me before we left Minnesota," Carlos answered.

I nodded, I guess it come in handy now. I grabbed the book and went to the boy section. I just randomly started reading off names.

"Okay, so I don't know what to start with. Whose last name will the baby have?" I asked.

"Mitchell of course," Carlos smiled. "Hopefully I'll have that last name soon as well."

"Oh, one of these days we all will," I smiled.

"Okay, start reading names."

"Derf?"

"Derf Mitchell?"

"Sorry, ummm Michael?"

"It could work."

"Bernard?"

"No..."

"Triston?"

"Eh..."

"Antonio?"

"Hmmm... I like that one."

"Me too."

We continued to go through names for a long time and finally narrowed it down to a choice between Triston, Michael, Antonio, Gilbert, Javier, Dexter, Luke, and Ethan. I guess we'll decide which one closer to delivery.

Carlos and I snuggled closer together and started to get comfortable when Carlos' phone started ringing.

"Ugh, whose that?" I sighed.

"I'm not sure," he said as he reached for his phone. "Oh, it's Gustavo."

"Hey Gustave," Carlos greeted as he answered.

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"What?" Carlos was having the conversation

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"Really?" his eyes went wide.

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"Logie and I?"

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"On Friday?"

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"Alright we'll be there," Carlos said and hung up the phone.

"What's going on Friday?" I asked.

"You and I are going to be on Ellen for an interview about the baby," Carlos smiles.

"Swag," I chuckled.

I love being on the Ellen show, it's just so amazing. Now we get to share a part of our lives with the fans in our first interview on our baby boy...and I can't wait.

Okay,so how do you like it? I know it seems like I'm copying the Ellen idea from Counting on you by BigTimeGaga (one of my favorite mpregs ever, along with Cherry Bomb), but I couldn't think of anymore people

Question: Between the baby names (Triston, Michael,Antonio,Gilbert,Javier,Dexter,Luke, and Ethan) which one do you think should be the babies name? (voting time xD) and also what do you think is going on with Kendall and James?

Review and let me know how you liked this chapter and answer le question :

Triston, Michael, Antonio, Gilbert, Javier, Dexter, Luke, and Ethan