RPOV
"What"? i asked, in shock.
"I. Hate. You" said jake plainly. Then he walked out to the parking lot and into the car. I couldn't understand and my chest felt heavy. I was numb. a ll i could feel was mums arm, guiding me. Before i knew it, we were at home.. I was led to the couch and then dad said to me "Renesmee, were all going hunting. Far enough so we cant hear you, but close enough that you can find us if your in trouble. You and Jake need to sort things out". I had started ti forgive my family about the whole relationship between mum and dad. It just hurt that i had to find out like i did. They left and i went to find Jake. He was in the kitchen.
"What do you want" he said without turning his head. This got my back up. I was angry.
"WHY DO YOU HATE ME!" I screamed back at him. I saw he was shaking. I knew i had to calm down but the only thing i could think to do was cry. I cried for not being human, i cried for not having my family, i cried for jake hating me, and i cried because on my feelings for him. His shaking began to die down and i heard him breathe out loudly thorough his nose. He turned around to face me.
"you know how much i love you. I'm sorry im no good for you, but accpeting a date, right infropnt of me? are you trying to rub it in my face that im not good enough!" i could tell he was getting upset. His face was starting to lose the anger and i could see himself holding himself together. "well i'm sorry i'm not rich and im sorry i love you. But i didnt choose to love you. You cant choose to love someone or not. It just happends". He was taking deep breaths and from that sentance i knew. As much as i didnt want to, i coudlnt stop loving him. I took a shaky breath, took a step towards him and crushed my lips to his, desperatly.
"Nessie what the..." he said, startled.
"Shut up. Im sorry. I love you. I need you" i said, staring into his eyes. It took one second before he had his lips back on mine, and his arms wrapped around me. The kiss wasnt polite, and sweet, but desperate and heated. He pressed me against the cupboard, but we didnt stop to breathe. I started to pull his shirt up but he stopped me.
"Nessie, we cant" he panted breathlessly.
"Yes we can" i told him. "I need you, i want you, all of you. Now". We went back to kissing and i jumped up and wrapped my legs around his waist. He led me up to his bedroom and he let me down. He shut the door and pressed me up against it, kissing me. He moaned and i led him over to his bed. I took of his shirt, and one by one we started pulling all of our clothes off. And then then the passionate love began.

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An hour later i was intertwined with Jake in his bed, lying on his chest. My first time, along with my second, third and forth was amazing. And more amazing because it was with Jake, I had never exoerienced anything else that gave me all these emotions in my life and i was so happy.
"I love you" i told him.
"As i love you" he replied with a smile. I thought back to this afternoon at school. I knew i would have to break the date. And Jake...... Jake. He was going out with some other chick. I turned to him angrily.
"YOUR GOING OUT WITH SOME CHICK" i yelled.
"What?" he asked
"I saw you thids afternoon. Your going out with her!" i was losing it. "You just went along with everythig so you could get some!".
"Nessie calm down. I only asked her out because i knew if you didnt want me, i needed some way to try and get over you., But in my heart I knew i never would". I was so happy i nearly laughed. Tears of joy began to run down my face.
"Well i only accpted that date because i thought i needed to get over you. But now i realise, that will never happpen, nor will it need to". I began to giggle at the stupidity of it all. He joined in. The bed shook with our laughter. As it died down i kissed him again softly. I was in heaven.
"SHOOT NESS LOOK AT THE TIME!" Jake yelped. I turned around to look at the clock and saw that it was 6:00pm. I was about to scream when i heard my mums voice outside. We looked at eachother and ran to our clothes. we shoved them on, and jake went to the kitchen and i went to my room. I went to the mirror and giggled at the sight of my hair. I ran a brush through it. I was thankful of mums sheild at this point. As i got older, mum put the shield up to give me privacy. Now she just kept it up constantly .then i remembered she didnt have it around Jake. I lept out of my room and down to the kitchen. I put my hand to mums temple.

"Mum, please put your shield around Jake and I. PLease dont ask, ill tell you when im ready" I thought. I could see she was confused but she nodded and dad looked as calm as normal.

"So did you and Jacob sort everything out?" asked Alice
"Yeah. I'm sorry ive been so horrible. It was just a shcok to my system" i said guiltily.
"It's ok, we all understand" said Rose who hugged me. The next thing i knew there was a pair of hot arms wrapped around me. Jake kissed my temple, and then rested his head on my shoulder.
"Yes everything is sorted" he said and the rest of the family laughed.