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"Who is she?" That's all I wanted to know. This women, he never even said a mumbling word about. It scares me to actually find out but, I just need to know.

"Julia, she was an old girlfriend of mine," Spike thinks that I can't feel him, but I can. The way he said it, only made it more apparent that she was just more than that to him. Spike, you are a fool to try and fool me.

"She was more than that, wasn't she? Spike, I know it's hard to believe but, you can tell me. As awkward as it is for me, if something really bother me, I would tell you and Jet," So what if that last part was kind of a lie, it was a white one. But when I said that I would be here for him, that was the truth, no matter how much he pisses me off.

"I wanted to marry her, she was everything to me," We both sat on the couch in silence for some moments. A question ran through my mind but it wasn't my place. I stuck nose enough in this man's business. This will be the last question I'll ask about her, I promise.

"What happen to her Spike?" He grabbed my leg and squeezed it softly. His hands were like velvet, so smooth. You would think these hands belong to a well off man, like an actor or something like that. You would never think that those hands belong to an animal like him, all they do is hold his cigarettes and be violent with other people. I don't want them to leave me alone. I put one of mine on top of his. As gently as I could, I rubbed his face with my other. He was so soft, the rest of his body only God knows how soft he is. Spike feels a lot better than his bed. Better than the silk sheets and all. He looked me in the eyes, those eyes always found a way to amaze me. One darker than the other. Spike is a beautiful man on the outside; the things around him took control of the inside, just like me. Those eyes were stern but yet still so soft. The truth were what made them look like that.

" I killed her," The room just got a lot colder. I felt myself starting to stop rubbing him but I made myself keep going. Spike was a murderer, but I am just as bad. I wanted to kill people. I could see the look in his eyes that for him, it wasn't the case. He didn't want to kill that girl. If I wasn't mistaken, he wanted to cry. It was all in his eyes. Not one thing changed in his face but his eyes told everything about him. Those eyes drugged me. I pulled myself so close to them, our lips met once again. His mouth welcomed my tongue. It felt like I was meant to be there. My brain told me to pull away but my heart and my body told me to stay where it feels the best. I wanted to be there, I wanted him. He knew it too. He pulled the rest of my body onto him. I could feel my chest rub up against his. His rock hard but silk chest, so close to mine. I wanted to be here, this is where I need to be.

Spike

All I saw and felt was Julia. Everything, was Julia. The touch, the smell, the taste, all belonged to Julia. But it wasn't Julia, it was Faye. The same Faye that I hurt so badly just minutes ago. I told her I hated her and now I wanted her. I want Faye just like I wanted Julia.

I killed Julia almost ten years ago. The syndicate found us just when we were going to leave Jupiter. We tried to fight Vicious's men but there were too many for just the two of us. She loved Vicious but she also said she loved me. Vicious heard about what we planned to do and he caught us. I was so caught up in the fight to the ship I missed Vicious and shot the person I loved the most right in the back of the head. Julia...that name stings every time it hits my tongue. I wanted to bare my children with her and I ended it just like that. Vicious didn't care, she was just another one of his 'misses' but she was something to me. Suicide sounded good all the way up till now, when Faye came around. If it wasn't for Jet telling me that I didn't have to do it, I would be rotting in hell with that girl. I will kill Vicious when I see him again. He took my eye, my love, and my life. He took it all way but he will repay with his. But Faye, this girl, she's growing on me. Something about her makes me want to be around her, just like the first time I saw Julia. Faye so different from her, but it all feels the same. Could Faye ever replace Julia? I said I would go to all lengths to help Julia but I killed her. I said I wanted Faye to go somewhere and die but yet I'm teaching her how to read and write and I just came back from learning her life story. Faye what are you to me?

I looked down at her and she was gently snoring away. I didn't even feel her pull away from my mouth that I was so caught up. I scooped her in my arms and carried her back to my room and put her in the bed. Faye...

This is chapter ten for you guys. Please review, even if you already reviewed, keep reviewing. I don't want you to get bored of me (Referring to a review!). Till next time Rain Out :)