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Chapter 10
Previously
"Okay Edward…
…the reason I pulled away and ran off, was because," I started, but for some reason, I was too embarrassed and ashamed to tell him.
"Go on" He urged. I shook my head.
"No" I muttered. He looked into my eyes, hypnotising me,
"Bella please, I need to know what I have done wrong." He said.
"You haven't done anything wrong, it's me." I admitted.
"Bella, Please, I know it was probably a bit too soon to kiss you just then, and expect you to return it, but I need to know exactly why you ran away." He said. I shook my head vigorously, not giving in.
"please," He begged, his breath swirled around me, I inhaled it. I was unresponsive for a while. He looked into my eyes, with his golden ones. "Please," He begged, hopefully for the last time. I gave in, I knew I was stubborn but I knew he was more stubborn.
"Okay…" I began, studied an interesting piece of grass. " Well-I-When you kissed me, I liked it, I mean I still love you. It's just I didn't want myself to get all loved up gain with you and then you leave, because, and no one would help me through this time. And I don't know if I could survive you leaving a second time. I was embarrassed at what I just declared. Edward tried to lift my gaze, by placing his cool hand on my chin, forcing it up. I was captured in his eyes.
"Bella, first of all, I would never let you choose between your family and me, never. They have comforted you when I was not here, and I cannot break up a strong relationship Bella. Also I know it would be hard for you. Second, I promise, I would never leave you again. I won' make the same mistake twice. When I left, you don't know how depressed I was, I hardly smiled, no I NEVER smiled, because the reason for my existence had gone. Bella I love you so much. With all my un beating heart. You are a part of my life. I can't live without you." I was shocked by that revelation. It was too much to take in. Edward smirked.
"Well-um- I love you Edward, but how do I know I can trust you? I can't. I really want to be able to, but I can't you know I can't" I said sadly. Edward frowned.
"Bella, you don't know how much you mean to me. Before you Bella, I didn't know why I was turned into a vampire, my life was awful, that was because I hadn't me you yet! You mean everything to me. As soon as I heard of your death I was planning to kill myself, just so I could be with you. I have never cared for any one as much as you. Yes I care about my family, but you, I love you, I can't live without you. Bella, you have to believe me. Bella take this." He said, he gave me a bracelet. I was confused.
"Why did you give me this?" I questioned inquisitively. He grinned.
"Because it is VERY expensive and if I leave again, I would want it back. So I will give it to you so every time I am gone for a bit. You know I would come back." He said grinning. I frowned.
"Not funny." I muttered
"I know sorry, I want you to have it though, it was my mothers." He said. I shook my head.
"No, I can't" I said, "I can't it was your mother's. Edward I can't--" I began.
Edward interrupted, "No, Bella I want you to have it." He insisted. I took it.
"Okay," I said, placing the bracelet on my wrist. I looked into his eyes.
"Edward, can we please just try to be friends. I mean, I want to be more, it's just I need to gain my trust in you." I said softly. Edward frowned.
"Okay, Bella I love you so I will do anything for you." Edward said. He looked glum.
We talked for ages.
2HOURSLATER….
"I should go now Bella." Edward said. I looked down.
"Okay, but you never told me what you did whilst I was gone." I said. He looked at me.
"Well not really," I amended.
"Well I literally, listened to your lullaby, stayed in my room, and hunted once every month" He sighed, "I didn't do much." He said, cracking a smile.
Edward picked up his phone.
"Yes I am….Ok…we'll be there…ummm a couple of hours or so" He hung up the phone.
"Who was that?" I questioned.
"Emmett" He said simply. I laughed,
"What does he want?"
" He said, to come home as quickly as possible, he says he has an idea." Edward said, smiling. I stared shock.
"I should tell my family to go there.
Bella Chase
Hey Bellsie Boo
Shut up Chasie,
What do you want?
Go to the Cullens house
Why
Dunno I have to go there, Emmett has an idea.
Is Emmett the one that always have ideas that could kill us
That would be him.
THEN HELL YEYA we will be there soon.
Bye Love ya
Love ya too
*hung up*
By the time I had hung up, we were driving back.
"How did w-" I was cut off by Edward's gaze. I looked down,
"Don't worry." I trailed off.
COUPLE HOURS LATER…
Me and Edward walked in. No one moved, everyone carried on talking animatedly, I cleared my throat, not a head turned.
"Fine guys, ignore me." I huffed. Edward chuckled beside me. I scowled.
"We aren't ignoring you, Bells, we just haven't acknowledged your presence yet…now we have HEY BELLS" Tom shouted. I giggled.
"Very funny, so what is this big idea of yours? Em?" Emmett stood up,
"Well, I think tonight we should go CLUBBING?!!!!!!1" He screeched. Everyone was silent.
*cricket noise*
I broke the silence. "Emmett, as in, nightclub, dancing, kind of clubbing?" I questioned, going high pitched.
"Yes." He answered.
I literally fainted. "Don't worry Bella it will be fine." Emma soothed. I shook my head, "It's not that I'm worried of, it's the thought of Emmett, under the influence of alcohol!" I said. Everyone considered it.
"NO NO NO EMMETT WE ARE NOT GOING!" Jasper said. " I had to go to counselling to get rid off your drunkness emotion out of my system!" Jasper screeched. I looked worried,
"I do not want to do that either Jaz!" I exclaimed.
"Too late guys, I have already signed us up." Emmett grinned. It wasn't the thought of Emmett dancing, drunk, it was that me and my family used to be a band, but we stopped a year ago. I hoped no one recognizes us! If they do. They would demand a song. And I don't feel like singing! Alice interrupted my train of thought.
"Come on Bella, what do you want to wear?" I shrugged.
"Come one Bella, work with me here!" She whined. I randomly pointed.
"No Bella, that is men's clothes." I gave up.
"Okay alice we can go back to my place. I have a HUGE wardrobe ok, bigger than yours. You can pick something for me to wear there ok!" I said, giving up.
"OMG bigger than mine?" She squealed. I nodded. She dragged me into her car. Great. We were nearly there when my phone went off. They call me her, They call me Stacy… I looked at the Caller ID, unknown
Bella Mystery Caller
Hello…?
Hello Isabella its….
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