I'm sorry I haven't posted since 8/26/11

I have no clue where this story is going. I mean I do, but I can't lead it in that direction.. I had a different idea in mind and when I started writing it took a different turn. I'm trying to go for a mature type of writing here, adn yet I'm going back to the childish one.. I knew how I wanted it to end, or at least the climax, and I had a few very serious scenes.
I know nothing on action, but I wanted to explore a new genre, and type, but both are difficult.
I'm not sure if I can still make it as a 1st person thing, mostly because after chapter 3 or 4 its basically been fillers because I can't organize my thoughts. i just wanted to show them getting attached to the school, and instead I kept giving contradictions. I don't know their actual age, or grade, and the more I wrote the more confused I got..
I tried to show you their companions in the school and their difficulty adjusting to normal life.

I've decided that I'm just going to try lead the story in the direction that I want. So hopefully you won't hate it, and are patient, which I accept if no one is reading this :)

"No," I can't believe she would try to join a team without asking me first! How does she expect to finish this mission with some team in the way!

"Why not? This is so unfair!" Tenten glared at me.

"Well I'm sorry but sometimes life isn't fair!" I glared back, "Why would you want to join track anyway?"

She looked away. God, I hope she isn't getting attached to this school already. I looked up and saw Hinata and Ino looking away.

"Listen Tenten I'm really sorry about this, but we aren't going to be here forever. This is just a mission and it's better that we don't get attached to it, because chances are, you may never see them again." I sighed, "I'm already in enough trouble because you three have cleaning duty. When your done with that then the bosses, your fathers, expect everyone to be at every meeting. No excuses!"

"Whatever," Tenten said as she walked upstairs. A few seconds later her door slammed.

I signed as I tried to make something nice for the girls. I really was trying, but I was never that great of a cook, so after the black object was pulled out of the oven I gave up and ordered a pizza.

"Pizza's here!" I shouted as the door bell rang. Soon Ino and Hinata were downstairs but Tenten was still in her room, "Tenten get down here!"

Still she didn't come down. i sighed and went up to her room.

"Tenten?" I knocked, "It's time to eat. i ordered pizza."

"I don't care," Came Tenten's mumbling.

"Tenten, I said it is time to eat," I am really starting to get annoyed.

"And I said I'm not hungry!" Tenten shouted.

"Tenten you're acting very immature about this." I sighed, "Look I'm sorry you can't join track, but locking yourself in the room won't help."

There was no reply and I glared at her door, "Tenten open this door right now!"

"No." she finally replied.

"Tenten I am counting up to three," I said, "One... two... three."

I tried to open the door but it was locked, "Tenten open this door!"

"No!" Tenten shouted.

"God you're acting like a," I stopped.

"A what?" She asked.

"A teenager!" I shouted.

I then turned and walked down the stairs, "Fine, if you don't want to eat then you don't have to!"

When I got to the kitchen Ino and Hinata were looking at me, then they suddenly found the pizza very interesting.

"Thank you for the meal," Hinata looked at me.

"Just eat and get ready for bed," I sighed as I grabbed some for myself.

After they were done Ino watched TV and Hinata went on her computer, something about social networks. She seemed really amazed by it.

I put the left over pizza on a plate and threw it in the microwave, then I left a note for Tenten.

"Foods in here." was all it said. Then I walked up to my room and drew myself a bath. God who knew teenagers could be so stressful.

After dropping the girls off at school I made my way to the HQ. I don't see why I had to make a fake job when I come here everyday. I sighed as I stepped into the room and smiled at the new secretary. I think went to my meeting with Mr. Hyuuga, Kuma, and Yamanaka.

As I stood in front of the door i tried to remember if I saw the microwave door. I really hope Tenten actually ate something.

"Hello Kurenai," I looked up at Inoichi's smiling face.

"Good morning sir," I bowed and took a seat in front of them.

"How is the mission so far?" Mr. Kuma asked.

"Well it has only been a few days and the girls haven't had anything new to report." I said.

"I trust they will be at tonight's meeting?" Hiashi asked.

I sighed and looked at my hands in my lap, "I'm not sure. As I mentioned before, they have been busy at the new school, and I figured this would give them more time to research who these mystery members are."

"I see, but we do expect a report from them soon," Mr. Yamanaka sighed, "I would like to see my daughter."

"I understand that sir," I nodded to him.

"Now," Hiashi paused, "Have there been any complications?"

I thought of the girls having to stay for cleaning duty, then of Hinata suddenly becoming so obsessed with the internet, and of course, the incident last night with Tenten.

"None that I have noticed sir." I said.

"That is good," Hiashi nodded, "You are dismissed."

I quickly bowed and left the room.

How can I tell these men that their daughters are getting a taste of the real world, and they seem to be more drawn by it. Hell, Hinata didn't even want to sleep last night, Ino has been watching all these different tv shows, trying to figure out how to be 'normal' and there is no doubt in my mind Tenten would of quit last night, if I gave her the choice.

I'm actually afraid that these girls may already getting attached to this mission.

I went home a few hours later, I was mostly helping the new girl and then Kiba gave me a message to give to Hinata. When I got inside I grabbed my tool box, borrowed from the office, and ran up to Tenten's room, no way is she getting a lock. Think of it as.. punishment.

After I was finished I put the tools away and laid on the couch. For the last hour I was just watching random shows. Suddenly I was awoken by a scream. I quickly ran upstairs to see Tenten.

"You broke my door?" She shouted at me.

"No," I glared at her, "I improved it."

"I have like, no privacy!" She yelled and slammed her door.

I just sighed, I was about to open her door but stopped. I knocked first and then I opened the door.

"Can i come in?" i looked inside.

"No," Tenten grumbled. She was laying on her bed, wrapped in her blankets.

"Look Tenten I know you upset but you have to understand." i sighed, "WE aren't allowed to get attached to missions, you should know that. Anything can happen and next thing you know, you ruined the entire thing."

She remained silent.

"Think of this as another mission Tenten, what if you suddenly befriended the person we were watching, and suddenly he turns out to be the bad guy. You will be asked to kill him, but you start having mixed feelings, next thing you know your team is hurt."

"It's just a track team." Tenten looked up at me and I was shocked to see tears in her eyes, "Lee was so disappointed when I said I couldn't join. I hurt his feelings, and it's all because i was forced into this mission! I didn't ask to be one of the youngest agents."

"Tenten, you know this if for the good of the agency, and you are supposed to do exactly what they ask of you." I sighed and rubbed her back, "I know how hard this is."

"Yeah right, you do everything my father said." Tenten mumbled.

I sighed and looked around her room, then to the picture on her nightstand, one of her, Ino, and Hinata laughing at something. I smiled at the picture and leaned back, "Not always Tenten." When she looked up at me i closed my eyes, "Can I tell you a story?"

She was silent and I assumed she nodded.

"Remember how I said you were lucky for getting to the real world early? I meant it. I was just like you girls, young, naive, and put on an undercover mission when I was nineteen. I knew nothing about the world, but they figured I would be the best for this mission, me and four other people, I was one of the youngest. We were supposed to watch this group. I infiltrated the group and I was welcomed right away. I had no clue what they did, all I knew was they were the bad guys. Then I met him, he was just a random guy that joined the group. Of course being with the FDA, there weren't many men around, so I wasn't used to it.

We started talking more and more, and pretty soon I started thinking 'Hey this guy isn't so bad' and I ignored the warnings from my team."

Tenten was sitting up now, staring at me, "After awhile we gathered enough information to get the guy and planned out attack. By that time I couldn't stop thinking about this guy, I mean, how could someone so sweet be involved with these guys? The night of the attack I was with him, we heard the commotion and went to check it out. There I saw my team and just watched as they continued to attack. See I was supposed to capture my friend.

"He pulled out a gun and captured one of my team mates, so I had to pull out mine, but I just couldn't shoot him. I couldn't think of my best friend being evil. I guess he could tell because he told me he was a working for someone else, and it was extra pay if he killed an FDA agent. He shot me, but the guy he held captive managed to stop him, but he was seriously injured. We got him to the hospital, but he was barely in a stable condition all through the night.

"After that Hiashi decided that I couldn't handle field work and put me on as a secretary, of course I agreed. I still feel horrible about almost killing a fellow agent. I stayed with him all night and cried. This mission was supposed to be my second chance."

"What happened to your friend?" Tenten asked.

I sighed, wiping my eyes, "He escaped, I didn't find out until later that he was from another agency."

Tenten looked at her picture on the desk.

"This is why I don't want you girls getting to attached. I know what it's like to be thrown into a whole new world, but one mistake could cost you a life."

I got up to leave.

"Hey Kurenai," I turned to look at her, "If he was from a different agency wouldn't it be risky letting you be appart of this mission? I mean, what if he recognized you?"

I thought for a second, "Well at the time I did have a disguise, but I guess they are willing to take that chance."

Tenten nodded and looked back at her picture, "Kurenai."

"Yeah?"

"I won't join track."

I just nodded and walked out of the door.

I guess my talk really got to her because the next morning she was downstairs before everyone else, and she listened to everything I said. She also gave the other girls orders.

She went back to being the team leader.

Maybe being a mom won't be so hard.

Okay, this is the chapter I finally came up with. With this one I wanted to show that these girls are starting to act like teenagers, and the next chapter will sort of tell why Ino watches so much TV. I also wanted to show them getting a little more attached to this mission.
I decided that Kurenai had this type of background because I wanted there to be a reason she was picked and no one else. I was also thinking of including her 'friend' but I'm not entirely sure how to include him in the picture.
I was also wondering if you would like me to introduce more FSA members, and if the story so far has confused anyone. I had to look back a lot and realized it was kind of confusing. Sorry for that and for my long absence.

Now I have a few chapters planned, but I still haven't decided if I should drag the story along, or end it in like.. 5 chapters...

MidnightBlue~