A/N: Sorry, for the long cliffhanger, however, here goes anothe chapter, I hope you like it!
"What is it?"
Jacob went deeper into the kitchen and I followed. When he finally stopped, he answered.
"Dad called."
"What?"
"Yeah…I wanted to talk to him, but he wants to see you. You should go home."
"Jacob, you know that I can't go home anymore!"
"Just for one visit. Dad knows that you can't stay home, but he just wants to see you."
"But what if I get…" I whispered, "…thirsty?"
"I'm coming with you." Jacob said after a long pause. "I can protect Dad if it's necessary."
I didn't know what to say anymore. "And you agreed to this stupid plan?"
"I know that it sounds really stupid, but Dad still loves you and he wants to see what happened."
I shook my head for the second time this night when I realized that the sun had already been getting up. Why had the sun to shine today?
"Jacob…I'm not allowed to go to La Push…I'm a vampire."
"You're the elder's daughter! Of course you are allowed no matter what you are!" Jacob cut me and this sentence made me feel better somehow. If someone else had said it, I would have probably not felt so good afterwards. "Come on, we're going now." Jacob wanted to pull me with him, but I didn't move an inch when he pulled my arm. Normally I would have fallen forward at him, but now I could stand easily on the same place.
"I still don't think that it's a good idea."
"I don't care! And Dad doesn't care!" Jacob said still pulling me, "Okay…we can also jump out of the window if you want…"
"No." I said and turned to the back door. I easily freed myself from Jacob's hard grip and went outside. He came after me.
"So let's go." Jacob ran past me into the woods and came seconds later as his wolf self out again. He started to dash off quickly, but I followed him. I was faster than him right now. He was giving his best, but I was still faster.
Sadly we arrived quickly in the reservation, but I stopped at the invisible border to the reservation. Jacob saw my abrupt stop later and he nearly crashed into a tree, because he had stopped. He made a gesture to come, but I hesitated. What if one of the other werewolves would misunderstand? Jacob walked behind me and stubbed me with his head. I started slowly going into the reservation as Jacob rushed past me. I spurted after him and I nearly were bumped into the our house, because I was so absent. Jacob came back transformed outside the woods and crossed the big meadow until he reached me.
"Dawn, I know it's hard for you, but please try to stay focused so that you won't attack him, ok?"
I nodded and thought about the "attack" part. I would never forgive myself if I would hurt him.
Slowly and carefully Jacob and I went towards the door. It seemed as if it had been yesterday that I had been going into this house without caring. I probably now faced the last time I would go into that house.
Jacob knocked on the door and I let my head slump down. I heard voices inside. More voices than just one. Normal ears wouldn't have heard them, because they were too low.
"There're more inside. Let's go again." I said so low that only he could hear.
"No!" Jacob held me back.
Jacob knocked again, this time louder, and someone rolled toward the door inside. I could still hear voices. Sam…Jared…Paul…Rachel…and Heath. Why was Heath here? What did he want? He just was at the Cullen's before!
Dad opened the door, but my hair covered my entire face. Sadly with the shirt I was wearing you could see how pale my skin actually was.
"Jacob…" Dad sobbed. He couldn't say my name out loud, because he knew he would have to let go of me again.
Jacob walked inside, but I stayed outside on the veranda. Then Jacob took my hand and pulled me inside. I still didn't dare to look up. Normally I would have begun to cry unleashed, but I couldn't cry anymore.
Dad closed the door again what was not such a good idea. The werewolf stink thankfully overwhelmed Rachel and Dad's scents, but it was unbearable to reek. I stopped breathing and just stood there with Jacob's hand with my head down. If he dared to let me go I would have screamed quickly.
Sam stood up and went up to me. Dad stood himself in front of him between him and me.
"Sam…I know it's your duty to clear this, but first…she's my daughter." Dad said and turned to me.
I lifted my head slowly and looked at Dad. The fear and scare was written into every face in this room except Heath and Jacob's. Rachel looked the worst.
"Dawn…it's true…" Dad whispered and Rachel stood up. Together with Dad they came nearer to me and I started to smell some of their scents. They smelled so delicious. I squeezed Jacob's hand and took a step back. I had to focus and…don't…lose…control….
"Dad!" Jacob called him back, "It's better if you don't come too near."
"I don't care if she hurts me…I just want to touch her for the last time…"
"Dad…don't-!" Jacob began again, but I cut him.
"Dad, no! I would never forgive myself if I would hurt you!" I said sharply and winced for the second time at the wrong sound of my voice. The wrong beautiful sound. Every one of them looked again scary except Jacob and Heath.
"Your voice…" Rachel said.
"I'm so sorry…it was all my fault."
"No. You should have stayed here. I thought Seth would look after you, but he actually didn't. And the result is now standing in front of us." Dad said quickly and full of anger and pain. What? He was blaming Seth? So Seth had been right that everybody blamed him except Jacob, the Cullens and me. I blamed myself.
"What do you mean the result?" I said silently trying to stay calm.
"I mean you now immortal!" Dad said now angrier.
"You mean you're blaming Seth for all this?" I said more silently, not as calm as before.
"I wouldn't say blame…" Dad got also more silent.
"You're blaming Seth?" I got louder and angrier. It was like everytime he got less angry I got angrier.
"Maybe…" Dad got hold in his voice again.
"What? You're not denying it?" It was more a threat than a question.
"Yes. I blame him!"
I just heard Jacob screaming "NO!" and Sam launching forward while Jared pulled Dad out of the way.
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