Fuck! This couldn't be happening right now. Not again. Why didn't she noticed it earlier? What was she going to do now? This was not the plan. Fucking hell.

She stared at her own reflection in the mirror while she adjusted her Bella's scarf.

They were in the Bella's bus on their way to Regionals. They were talking about all kinds of things. School, homework and the latest gossip. Everyone except for Beca. She seemed to be deep in thoughts.

"Shorty, are you okay? You look like you're about to throw up. Your face is green" Cynthia Rose said suddenly.

"Yeah I'm okay. Just a little nervous for Regionals."

"Fat Amy, can you stop the bus? I think I have to throw up" she said next.

When Fat Amy stopped the bus, Beca left the bus at the speed of light. She emptied her stomach in the grass. When she was done, she saw a concerned Chloe waiting for her.

"Are you sure you're okay?" the redhead asked her.

"Yeah, just nervous to perform for public after hiding for weeks on campus."

Chloe gave het some mints and a bottle of water when they got back in the bus.

"Thanks Chloe."

During our performance I panicked and blacked out. Suddenly I couldn't remember the lyrics of the song we were singing. So I sang the first thing on my mind. Which happen to be 'Titanium'. The girls were surprised but continued singing. Aubrey glare at me. If looks could kill I wouldn't be here anymore. What was happening to me? This has never happened before.

I was furious. How could Beca change the set during our performance? Was she crazy? We finished our set and walked of the stage. When we were back stage I yelled at her.

"WHAT THE HELL, BECA!"

She opened her mouth to answer, but before she said anything, she fainted. Stacie was just in time to catch her before she hit the floor. We walked to the dressing room. Stacie carried a still unconcious Beca.

She lowered Beca gently on one of the dressing rooms couches.

Before anyone could do anything, Jessica walked up to Beca and immediately untied her scarf. She then walked over to the sink. She came back with a wet towel and placed it on Beca's forehead. In no time Beca was back to a concious state.

"Beca honey, are you alright?" I asked her concerned.

"Yeah, just a little dizzy."

Jessica tossed Beca a snicker.

"Eat. You need some energy."

I turned to Jessica.

"How did you know what to do?" I asked her curiously.

She just shrugged. "Basic medical knowledge, I guess."

"Anyway, thank you Jessica."

Beca looked noticeably better when she finished her snicker. She looked at me.

"I'm sorry Aubrey, for messing up the set. I just blacked out, and sang the first thing that came in mind" she said softly.

I was still pissed.

" Titanium? Really?"

"Well, I was thinking about you and Chloe" she blushed when she said that.

She was so cute when she blushed. I couldn't stay mad at her, so I wrapped my arms around her and hugged her. She hugged me back, and I motioned Chloe to join us. The three of us just stood there in front of the all Bella's, but I didn't care. Beca needed this. We needed this. The Bella's needed this.

The day ended worser than it started. We didn't advance to the next round. We were over, the Bella's were over for this season.

Dissapointed we got back in the bus. Jessica and Ashley were sitting in the back of the bus reading some magazines. Denise was listening to her music. Lilly was scribbling something in that black book of hers, that she always carried around with her. Cynthia Rose was busy placing an online bet. Beca sat alone feeling bad. She blamed herself for losing. And as usual Stacie was filing her nails. Chloe sat behind me listening to her ipod. I just sat there, thinking how I didn't get the chance to redeem myself from last years Pukegate.

Chloe started to sing along with her music. Cynthia Rose joined her. One by one the rest of the girls joined. I could hear myself joining them. And suddenly the mood changed to a positive one although we lost.

When we got home, Beca went straight to bed. She was exhausted and she still didn't feel well.

I was lay on the couch with Chloe on top of me.

"I'm sorry Bree, that we lost and you didn't get the chance to re yourself" she said.

"Yeah, me too."

She kissed me passionately and soon we were making out.

"I missed this babe" she said.

"Me too."

Since Beca moved in we hadn't been intimate. There had been so much going on that we neclegted our relationship. But she was right. It was nice to make love again. But I couldn't stop worrying.

"What if Beca…."

Chloe kissed me again to stop me from talking.

"Beca is asleep. She is fine. And so what if she sees us. I don't care. I do care about you, and right now I wanna finish what we started."

I woke up because I needed to go to the bathroom. As I walked out of the bedroom I saw them. They were having sex on the couch. I shouldn't have looked as long as I did, but I couldn't help myself. They were so beautiful together that I couldn't do it but watch. When I fully realized what I was doing, I quietly walked away. Luckily they didn't hear or saw me. I went to the bathroom and after that I worked on my mixes.

I tried to concentrate on my music but I was distracted. I couldn't help but thinking about Aubrey and Chloe. They had done so much for me. They practically gave up their social life to spent time with me. Their relationship was under pressure because of me. And not only them. The rest of the Bella's too. They couldn't walk alone around campus anymore because of me. And now my latest fuck up during Regionals. I messed everything up for everybody. And now the season was over for us. I was a dissapointment for everybody.

I couldn't tell them what I found out this morning.