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Previously

I could barely concentrate on anything other then breathing. When he must have been satisfied with his mark he pulled back and looked at me. He sat us up so I was sitting on his lap and pulled my head down so it was leaning on his chest.

In that moment, I think I was officially over Ryan.

In that moment, I think I was officially falling for PJ.

And his words sealed the deal, "thank you."

KPOV

So, hickeys given by werewolves don't go away so easily. They aren't so easy to cover either. I figured this out because right now I am currently trying to find the perfect cover-up to put on the welt on my neck. And see the problem is, every time I put some make up on it, you can totally tell there is make up there, and for girls that wear make up this wouldn't be an issue, but since I don't, it is way to noticeable. BUT now I have officially used the words make up in one sentence more times then I thought possible.

Anywho, it is the morning after the beach party and I was supposed to be home over an hour ago. I had to call Sean and tell him to give my parents some excuse as to why I would be late but I knew I shouldn't push it too much. Avery is still asleep on her bed and I am close to waking her up for her advice as to what I should do. I also notice she had a few on her neck as well. Ryan better watch out cause Uncle Jake has no mercy when it comes to his little girls, even if it is his best friend's son.

So, now I am in her bathroom frantically trying to find the right cover up. After about another 15 minutes of this I decided I would rather have mom and dad freak out for me having a hickey then freaking out because I never came home last night and spent the whole day out too. Technically they won't care since I stayed at Avery's and Jake or Nessie would have called and told them I was here, but there weirdly super protective and have a leash on me. Anyways, I picked up all my stuff that was scattered around her room, left her a note to call me later, and walked out the room, down the hall and out their door.

I ran as fast I could home and by the time I got there I had already thrown up twice. (Don't forget that I am still extremely hung over and want to curl up in fetal position and die). I tried to regain my composer before entering my house, but didn't have to long before the front door burst open and mom was standing there with the most intense face ever. Right when I noticed she wasn't mad was when I heard the booming voice of dad.

"You will not go out with OUR daughter before we both sit down and talk to her. Kim I don't care about your mother-daughter bonding, I am her father!!" my father was yelling. He never yelled. And the only time he did it would be at Sean. I had him wrapped around my finger so he could never get that mad at me, and well, him yelling at mom was like him being Irish, not possible. So I was totally freaked out when I heard him. And mom must have seen my face because she got this devilish grin and shut the front door.

"Come on Kayls! Get in the car, were going out for some girl time." She said while running over to the car. Obviously I wasn't going to argue, so I jogged over with her and hoped in the side. As she whipped out of the parking lot I was so stunned that I just sat looking out the window. We drove in silence until we passed the Thank You For Visiting La Push, Please Come Visit Soon sign.

"Ok Kayley, I really don't want to have to do this but your father will not be happy if you come home unpunished so I will just get it out of the way now. I don't care what you did but your grounded next weekend. Is this ok with you?" mom turned her head to look at me briefly before looking back at the road. And instead of thanking God that that's it for a punishment I decided to be a whinny baby and complain.

"What? Why? You don't even know what happened and your grounding me? That seems a little ridiculous to me." I said pouting while angling my body towards the window.

"hey, be glad I love you enough that I'm not going to tell your father everything you tell me about what happened last night, especially about that hickey you did a very poor job at trying to cover on your neck." subconsciously I lifted my hand to cover my neck which only made my mom smirk. "Alright so start talking, I want to hear it all." I figured if I didn't tell her, Avery or someone else would and I would rather have her hear it from me. So I started at way at the beginning. I told her about the week that has passed and how hard it was going to school. I told her about my talk with Ryan and all about my night with PJ. I even told her how much I drank so she could understand I was not very coherent when it came to the kissing part.

Mom's pretty cool about that stuff though and since the boys were there she didn't really mind. I have a pretty dope mom I guess.

"And so then he put me on his lap and we just sat talking for awhile I guess. I must have fallen asleep though because I woke at like 2 this morning and was at Avery's. I am assuming either Avery or PJ carried me back to her house but she was still asleep this morning so we couldn't talk about it. Well mom, I guess that's it really." I said finally wrapping up my story. We had been driving for almost an hour and a half by the time I was done, and we just passed a sign saying ENTERING SEATTLE.

Mom said we could go shopping and then to dinner, which seemed like fun; even though all I wanted to do was sleep for the rest of eternity. We found a cute little mall with some nice stores, and spent most of the day shopping. Mom actually bought me some clothes and a pair of boots, and she got a nice jacket. While shopping she told me some stories about when she was younger and the whole story of how she and dad met.

"So basically you stalked him until he fell in love with you? That's a little weird mom." I said sarcastically. She gave a glare but smirked after.

"It wasn't stalking, it was crushing. And it's not like I thought I would ever end up with him so I really didn't care at the time. But now look, we were actually soul mates the whole time so maybe I should get some credit because I could felt it before he did." She said deafeningly. We bickered and told stories for the rest of day before grabbing some dinner at a café in forks on the way back. We were both exhausted on the way back so we both sat in relaxing silence. The drive back was long but I gave me time to think about everything going on. When I thought of Ryan and Avery together, I didn't feel the pain in my chest that I had been. But when I thought of PJ there was an unfamiliar ache in the pit of my stomach. I had been told by all the imprintees that there was a pull to your imprint but it was such a different pull then the one I thought I had towards Ryan.

So now, thinking of the both of them, I realized that I really did not have feelings for Ryan anymore. I don't know how it could have happened so suddenly, but it did, and I felt a huge relief at the fact. When I think of him and Avery, all I think of is how good he really will be for her. They are such opposites but so much the same that it's scary. I never realized how much me and Ryan clashed with interest.

But, thinking of PJ, I couldn't tell what our future held. I know that I was "feeling it" last night, but alcohol may have had something to do with it. I mean, we never hung out before last night, which says something in itself because all the kids are like siblings. I can't even remember what we talked about. All I remember is how comfortable I felt in his arms and safe enough to trust him.

After a long while, we eventually crossed the La Push boarder. It was almost ten o'clock and was a Saturday night but I was so exhausted I decided I was heading straight to bed. Me and mom pulled into the driveway and got out and around the car to grab the bags from the back. On the way to the door we both noticed someone sitting on the steps and my first thoughts were of PJ. But the closer we got I could more clearly make out Ryan's complexion.

"Hello Ryan, how are you? What are you doing out here this time of the night? No plans?" mom said while climbing the stairs.

"I'm good, just wondering if I could talk to Kayley for a minute, unless it's so late, I could come back in the morning." He said looking slightly at the ground.

"No of course not, here Kay give me your bag I'll bring it inside. Oh and not too long, your grounded remember?" she said then winked and walked inside. I went and sat on the swing on the porch and felt the slight tilt when Ryan sat down. It was warm out and you could see all the stars out. A month ago, this would have been my ideal night; sitting here under the stars with Ryan. But tonight it was different. Not awkward like it should have been, but comfortable.

"So, your grounded?" he said not looking up from the ground.

"Yeah, but only for the weekend." I said. Then we sat in silence for awhile, and I almost forgot there must have been a reason for him being here. "So, what are you doing here?"

"Oh yeah, umm I thought we could talk, you know talk talk about everything. I know you and PJ got a little cozy last night and well, I don't know Kay I thought maybe, maybe it was time." He looked over at me and he looked desperate, like what I said decided everything. I thought about the car ride home, and what I thought about. And I guess now, maybe I should let him know.

"Well, Ryan I don't know, I guess everything is just so different now it's hard to remember what it was like." I didn't want to start right off the bat saying I was over him. I guess it wouldn't really make sense after all the drama I had put him through up till this point. "You know, last night seeing you and Avery together, it made sense, like I can see it. You two together make a lot more sense then me and you." I said with a smirk. I heard him let out a sigh of relief and look at him and could easy see his face relax. I guess him seeing me make light of the situation was a good sign.

"Kay, I'm really not saying this to rub you thee wrong way, cause you know you meant everything to me and still mean a lot, but I guess Avery is just everything that I'm not, you were everything I am. That doesn't really make sense, it sounded better in my head. I don't know Kayls, it just something about her that-"

"Yeah Ry, I get it. She's your imprint; it's kind of what happens." I said jokingly.

"You know your like to cool for me anyways Kayley. PJ's ganna have his hands full. I don't know how I handled you before but good luck to him." He said standing up from the swing. I followed him up and he walked me to the door. "Thanks Kay, for understanding and being cool about this. I know this is way to cliché to say but can we still be friends?"

"Hmmm, maybe. You'll have to work for it." I said and reached my arms up to give him a hug. He lifted me off the ground to make it easier and I clung onto him, realizing that this was somewhat a good bye. Everything from the past was over, and now all we had was the present. Everything I had known was done, and everything between me and Ryan, well that was donezo.

Again, I am sorry. I really don't think this chapter makes sense and I may rewrite it (tell me what you think please). It took me literally 9 episodes of little people big world to write this and somehow I still don't like it. Its filler I know. Well I hope you all review even though I'm a sucky person for taking so long. Review!!! =)