A/N: Beginning of Senior year. This chapter isn't much different from the equivalent in Dreams, just giving Brittany's thoughts. There will be some different bits starting in the next chapter, which I hope you guys will like!
I hope you guys are continuing to enjoy this story. Just an FYI- I am mostly done with my AU story, and once I get that finished and edited, I will begin to post that. Hopefully that will be within the next month. As I said, I hope you all are still enjoying this, and I hope you will check out my new story when I start posting chapters!
Part 4- Senior Year 2011-2012
Chapter 10
Brittany was pretty happy with her Senior year so far. Not much had happened over the summer, apart from the fact that Santana asked her to rejoin the Cheerios with her. Sue had begged them to come back since the squad had lost badly at Regionals last year after they had quit, and to Brittany's surprise Santana considered it. She explained to Brittany that they had the chance to win two national titles in the same year which would make for some great experiences during their final year in high school.
Brittany hadn't really missed the Cheerios much, but she knew Santana missed the status that came with being a cheerleader a little. So she easily agreed. Besides, it would give her that much more time to be able to spend around Santana in short skirts.
Much of the summer, therefore, was spent attending Cheerios workouts and just hanging out with each other again. They hung out with the glee kids more, but their status as cheerleaders meant they got invited to the popular parties once again. They didn't go to many of those, and if they did they often left early because neither of them were interested in getting drunk or hooking up with anyone else.
They were usually at one another's houses at some point every day, and their sleepovers became a normal thing again. They started off cuddling in bed, falling asleep tangled in each other. It took some time, but they ended up kissing again. The kisses started off pretty innocent, but it didn't take long before they turned passionate. About halfway through the summer, they were back to fully making out with each other. Brittany had never pushed Santana into doing anything, and was always the one to let the other girl make the first move. She was definitely more than eager to reciprocate, however, whenever Santana initiated contact.
Shortly after the start of school, Santana took things further. When Brittany realized that Santana wasn't going to stop at making out, she felt like she was going to have a heart attack because her heart was pounding so hard from love. That was the first time they truly made love. Santana kept her eyes on Brittany, making eye contact and watching her in her pleasure. She watched Brittany's face when Brittany touched her.
That was how Brittany felt things should have been between them all along. It had taken awhile, but it had happened and it was perfect. Brittany finally felt that she could tell Santana how much she loved her with her words, her kisses, her looks, and her touches because they were so connected. And Santana returned it all in kind. It was the most intimate experience of her life, and she felt closer to Santana than ever before.
Brittany and Santana had tried to get Quinn to rejoin the Cheerios with them, since the other blonde was going through a pretty rough time. Brittany knew that Quinn was still trying to find a way to deal with all that she had gone through with Beth and Puck and Finn and everything. But Quinn refused them, which was kind of sad.
Then Coach Sue forced Santana into trying to sabotage the New Directions once again. Brittany had tried to get Santana to open up to her about what was going on with the cheer coach, but Santana told her not to worry about it. Brittany's heart broke when she saw how upset Santana was when Mr. Schue kicked her out of glee club. Nobody else knew how much the glee club meant to the Latina. Only Brittany.
So Brittany convinced Santana to talk to Mr. Schue and pledge her loyalty to the New Directions. She knew that Santana really didn't want to sabotage the glee club, so she was glad when the brunette said that she was finished working for Sue. Santana ended up getting named co-captains of the Cheerios with Becky Jackson. Brittany thought it was pretty awesome, since Santana always wanted to be the Head Cheerio. Santana was a little miffed by it at first, but Brittany knew she was still pleased to be recognized as a leader of the squad.
Brittany ended up having a foreign exchange student from Ireland come to stay with her. He was nice, but she could tell that he had a big crush on her. She was completely devoted to Santana, and the Latina wasn't pleased by his presence, so she couldn't resist having a little fun with him and made him do some pretty ridiculous stuff. The funny thing was that he did it. Brittany was sad Santana didn't like him because the brunette was jealous that he had such close access to her. She wished Santana would understand that she wanted nothing more than friendship with Rory, and that was even kind of pushing it due to the fact that he kind of thought she was stupid and easy.
Brittany saw a good opportunity when Kurt decided to run for Student Council President. If she could get the school to vote him in office, she could show that McKinley was capable of accepting people who are different. She wanted Santana to see that she could be comfortable being herself openly there. But Kurt didn't appreciate Brittany's campaign ideas, and he was pretty mean about it.
Santana helped to cheer her up, however, and gave her the confidence to run for office herself. Santana had been telling Brittany for awhile now how smart she thought Brittany was, and how special she was. And Brittany really was finally starting to believe it. Being in love did great things for her confidence, and she decided to take Santana's advice and be the unicorn McKinley high needed to bring it into this century.
When Mercedes left the New Directions to join Ms. Corcoran's new glee club, Brittany was sad. She was tired of everyone leaving the group. They were supposed to be a family.
Things with Santana were going great. Brittany felt like they were moving to a point where they were really comfortable in their relationship, and they told each other that they loved each other every day. She was surprised when she found out that Santana wasn't sure if they were actually dating. Brittany had thought it was pretty obvious. I mean, they were exclusive to each other and they had said they wanted to be girlfriends and they did relationship type stuff all the time. They went out to Breadstix together, just the two of them, and they made love and they cuddled and held hands, although only in secret. How did Santana not think that they were girlfriends?
Brittany was so proud of Santana when the other girl asked her to hold her hand on the table at the restaurant. It was a huge step for the Latina to do something that intimate in public. She kind of laughed a little when Santana ended up covering their hands with a napkin, but it was okay. Brittany knew Santana still wasn't ready to be completely out, and she would keep waiting patiently. She would do pretty much anything for Santana.
Santana had asked Brittany to spend the night at her house after their Breadstix date. Santana's parents were out of town, so the Latina had invited her over since they would have the place to themselves. As they drove home, Brittany could tell that the other girl was nervous about something. She didn't know what was going on in Santana's head, but they had already had a big night so she thought maybe the brunette was just lost in her head.
Brittany didn't say anything to her about it. She just held onto Santana's hand as the Latina drove, rubbing her thumb comfortingly over the back of the girl's hand. Brittany couldn't resist smiling at her. The girl was just so beautiful and adorable. And she knew Santana would bring up whatever was on her mind when she was ready.
Once they got to the Latina's house, Santana led Brittany by the hand straight up to her bedroom. The silence continued as they walked, although neither of them were bothered by it. Santana flipped on her bedroom light and closed the door behind them, keeping hold of Brittany's hand the whole time. Brittany still wasn't sure what was going on with Santana, but she figured things were getting ready to head toward the sweet lady kisses territory when Santana walked them over to the end of her bed.
Brittany dropped her bag to the floor, keeping silent as she watched Santana. Finally, Santana turned to face her with a loving look. The Latina let go of Brittany's hand only to run it up her arm as she stepped closer to her. Her hand reached Brittany's shoulder, before heading up to join her other hand as she took blonde hair out of its standard high ponytail. Brittany loved the feeling of Santana's fingers running through her now loose hair, and brown eyes locked onto hers. Brittany could see the absolute love shining from the beautiful chocolate gaze, and her heart swelled with all of the love she had for the girl before her.
Santana's hands cupped the back of Brittany's head, gently pulling her forward into a soft kiss. The brunette lightly brushed her lips against Brittany's, pulling away briefly before returning, caressing her lips more fully against Brittany's mouth. Brittany shivered, breathing shakily into Santana's mouth as she brought her hands to the Latina's hips. Her heart was already pounding, her breathing becoming more rapid as Santana kissed her with a slow passion.
Then Santana deepened the kiss, tilting her head and running her tongue against Brittany's lips. She immediately granted access and the kiss grew more passionate. Their tongues caressed each other, and Santana's moan sent a lick of heat straight to Brittany's core. The Latina's right hand tangled in Brittany's hair while her left swiftly unzipped the top of Brittany's Cheerios uniform.
Once the zipper was undone, Brittany slipped the top off, letting it drop to the floor. Santana's hands were already on her bra, and it wasn't but a moment before Brittany was completely topless with Santana's mouth back on hers. Her lover's hands cupped her breasts, thumbs rubbing over her now hard nipples. The sensation sent tingles throughout her body, making her gasp and break their kiss to bite her lip in pleasure.
Santana's hands immediately went to Brittany's skirt, so she kicked her shoes off while the other girl undid her skirt and slid it and her undergarments down her legs. Brittany stepped out of the pooled clothing as she removed her socks and immediately reached out to start removing Santana's outfit. The Latina helped remove her own uniform before pulling her hair down from its bindings, and it was only a minute before they were both totally nude.
Brittany felt Santana's eyes trace heat and desire over her body, and she let her own eyes take in the beautiful curves of her girlfriend as her arousal grew. She really believed that she had never seen anything more perfect than the girl in front of her. She had seen Santana's body in many stages of undress over the past few years, and in many different poses, but nothing seemed better than the other girl standing completely and unabashedly bare in front of her, trusting her with this incredible intimacy.
"You are so beautiful," she breathed, finally speaking for the first time since leaving the restaurant.
Her words sparked something in Santana, who put her hands on Brittany's waist to guide her to lie down on the bed. She complied, scooting up toward the head of the bed as Santana followed her. The Latina crawled over her body, straddling her before bringing her body down to press into Brittany's on a moan. Brittany's brain blanked at the feel of Santana's bare skin blanketing her own, and the arousal took over as she felt the wetness of Santana's center press against her.
Santana kissed her again, deeply, and Brittany's hands sought to get more contact with caramel skin. She ran her restless hands along Santana's back before they made their way to the Latina's firm butt. She squeezed the toned cheeks gently, causing Santana's hips to rock and spread her wetness against Brittany's skin. Brittany loved that she could feel her girlfriend's desire for her.
Santana suddenly broke their kiss and began pressing kisses down her jaw. She made her way to Brittany's neck, where she began to kiss and nip the flesh. Brittany moaned as her desire spiked, and her hands involuntarily squeezed Santana's butt harder as her hips rolled up into Santana. She rolled her head back, arching her neck to give Santana free reign over her neck. The Latina took advantage of it, biting gently before pressing soothing kisses and licks down her neck before ending up between her breasts.
Brittany was so incredibly turned on by Santana's ministrations, and she was fast losing control over her mind and body. Santana's left hand began to massage one of her breasts while her mouth quickly moved to the other. The brunette nipped the flesh lightly before placing wet kisses, and Brittany's back arched, pressing her boobs closer to Santana. Her hands swiftly tangled in dark hair, holding Santana's head where she wanted it. The Latina's teeth grazed her nipple before she sucked it into her mouth hard, and her left hand pinched and rolled Brittany's other nipple.
"Unnggh, God!" Brittany panted out as she nearly came from the pleasure Santana was giving her boobs. Her hands involuntarily clenched in Santana's hair as her body shuddered.
To Brittany's dismay, her lover removed her mouth from her breast, but her thoughts were stuttered as wet kisses were trailed down her ribs and stomach. Everything felt so amazing, and she was getting lost in a cloud of pure pleasure, so it was a moment before she realized that Santana was heading further down than she ever had before. Surely Santana wasn't going to do that. Was she?
Brittany gasped in surprise as she felt kisses pressed to her hipbone. Oh my God.
She brought her hand to Santana's chin to stop the other girl. She wanted to be sure that Santana was okay with this. Brittany was more than ready for this to happen, but she didn't want Santana to do something she wasn't comfortable with yet.
"Are you sure?" Brittany asked when lust-filled brown eyes met hers.
Santana's eyes sparkled, and Brittany could read the love and desire there. Most importantly, she could see the certainty.
"Absolutely," Santana husked. "I want to make you come with my mouth."
Brittany's body shuddered as intense desire raced through her body. Her eyes fluttered closed and she bit her lip to try to hold in her whimper, with no success. Her fingers left Santana's chin, and the brunette immediately brought her mouth back to Brittany's hip to race kisses over the skin. Brittany's legs naturally parted as Santana shifted further down, positioning herself in between the dancer's thighs.
Santana hesitated, and Brittany worried maybe the other girl had changed her mind. She was about to tell the Latina that it was okay and they didn't have to do this when she felt Santana's mouth begin to trail kisses up her thigh, making her a little nervous with anticipation. All she knew was complete and utter bliss, however, when she felt Santana's first cautious lick through her wetness.
"Uhhhg! Santana!" Brittany had never felt anything so good, and she cried out as her head rolled back. Her hips canted up, seeking more contact with Santana's mouth. She wasn't disappointed when the other girl's tongue ran harder over her center, exploring and teasing her folds.
Brittany's normally frantic mind was now only consumed with one thought: how amazing Santana's mouth felt on her. She was panting in pleasure, heart racing as her girlfriend worked her tongue against her core. Brittany threaded the fingers of one hand into Santana's hair to hold the Latina's head in place, and her other hand went up to tangle in her own blonde locks. She was whimpering now, getting louder as her lover started flicking her clit and sending tingles through her. Her thighs were twitching with each flick against her sensitive nub, and Brittany couldn't control herself when her hips started to roll, her body trying to grind itself against Santana's mouth.
Santana moved her arm to lay across her hips, trying to hold them in place, and Brittany felt the overwhelming urge to watch what the brunette was doing. She lifted her head with some difficulty, forcing her eyes open. Her eyes locked onto Santana's lust-filled gaze, as the other girl was watching her intently as she made love to her with her mouth. Brittany had never felt anything more intense in her life as their eyes stayed locked in a passionate gaze while Santana sucked her clit and flicked her tongue harder.
"So good, so good…"
She was moaning now, and her thighs were trembling as her orgasm was starting to approach. She almost groaned in disappointment when Santana gentled her licking against her clit and stopped sucking, but instead groaned in pleasure when her lover entered her with her tongue. Brittany's body was rolling as the Latina worked her up higher, and it was that much hotter watching Santana doing what she was doing as she watched Brittany watch her.
Santana moaned into her core, causing Brittany to groan as the vibrations sent ripples of pleasure through her. She was rapidly approaching her orgasm, and Santana suddenly removed her tongue from inside of her before licking gentle circles around her clit. Brittany grunted and rolled her eyes back, frustrated that Santana refused to make contact with her sensitive clit. Brittany could swear she felt Santana laugh a little, but when she locked her eyes back onto Santana's all she felt was an overwhelming surge of love for the other girl.
Despite the other girl teasing her, Brittany felt so connected to Santana at this moment. Santana was doing one of the most trusting and intimate things in her life, and Brittany couldn't believe how far they had come. Santana was laying herself completely open and bare to Brittany's gaze, and Brittany could feel all of the love the brunette was sending through her eyes. Brittany needed more intimacy, though, so she removed her hand from Santana's hair, bringing it to the hand holding her hips. She interlaced their fingers and grasped Santana's hand tightly.
"I love you, Santana," she breathed, needing the other girl to know how much she felt, how much all of this meant to her.
Santana breathed in sharply before she wrapped her mouth around Brittany's clit again. She removed her other hand from Brittany's thigh to slide a finger inside the blonde as she flattened her tongue against Brittany's clit. It was all too much for Brittany.
Her eyes rolled back and she let out a strangled cry of Santana's name as her back arched up. Her hips thrust up harder against Santana's mouth and she forgot how to breathe as her muscles all clenched in the hardest orgasm she had ever had. She felt Santana's fingers tighten in her own as she rode out her climax. Santana had gentled her licks against her as she started to come down, and she felt the Latina's finger slip out of her once her hips and back settled on the bed. Brittany twitched when Santana pressed a kiss to her overly sensitive flesh.
Santana moved back up Brittany's body, pressing soft kisses to her shoulders and neck while Brittany slowly came back down to earth. Finally, her breathing had calmed and she could think again. And still, all she could think about was Santana. She cupped the Latina's face, bringing their mouths together in a slow kiss. She could taste herself on Santana's mouth, and she had to admit that it was hot.
"That. Was. Incredible." Brittany punctuated her words with kisses between, pressing their mouths together hard as she finished speaking. She put all of her love and passion into it, and Santana moaned. Brittany knew that Santana had to be insanely turned on by now, and she wanted nothing more than to return the favor.
She pushed Santana over and rolled on top of the Latina. She deepened their kiss and their tongues danced momentarily, but Brittany was impatient. She wanted to taste Santana and make her lover feel as good as she had just made Brittany feel. So she pulled her mouth away from Santana's, placing brief pecks down the other girl's chest and belly as she moved her way down to where she wanted to be.
Brittany had wanted to do this for so long, and Santana was finally trusting her completely. The Latina's legs spread easily and Brittany settled herself between them. She looked up, noting Santana's rapid breathing and she couldn't help but notice how unbelievably sexy Santana looked. Her girlfriend's eyes were hooded, her lips parted as she looked at Brittany with undisguised lust. Brittany's eyes locked with Santana's, silently asking if she was still okay with what was about to happen.
"Please, Brit," Santana begged as she nodded.
Brittany didn't need to be told twice, and she quickly brought her mouth to Santana's center. She ran her tongue eagerly through the Latina's slick folds, savoring the taste of the girl's arousal. She kept her eyes on Santana, and her heart thudded as the brunette's eyes widened and her jaw dropped as she gulped in a shaky breath. She had seen Santana in many states of passion, but she had never seen Santana quite like this. It was truly the sexiest thing she had ever seen.
"Oohhhh, Brittany," Santana breathed out as her head rolled back. Brittany loved the way Santana said her name, and she loved that Santana was laid out like this before her.
Santana's hips started rolling against Brittany's mouth as she ran her tongue all over the girl's sex. Brittany grabbed the Latina's hips so she could hold them in place to control how much contact Santana got. She wanted to take her time, and she knew that she was going to love doing this over and over to Santana in the future. Santana's taste was better than she had remembered now that she was able to taste it directly from the source and not off of her fingers.
"You taste really good, baby," she couldn't help but moan against the Latina's flesh. She stiffened her tongue before thrusting it inside the brunette, feeling the walls tighten against her tongue.
"Ungh, Brit! Please!" Santana cried out, begging her for more. Brittany could tell Santana was getting close as the brunette's thighs were quivering around her head. "Brit… I- I'm gonna…"
She wanted to watch Santana fall apart, so she shifted her eyes up to see the Latina watching her. Their eyes locked, and Brittany wanted to send her lover to her peak. She removed her tongue from inside of Santana and moved so she could suck the other girl's clit into her mouth.
Brittany watched as Santana's face contorted in pleasure as her orgasm suddenly hit. Santana's back arched and her hips rocked erratically as she cried out incoherently in ecstasy. The brunette's eyelids fluttered as she fought against the natural inclination to close them, and they kept their eyes locked as Brittany continued to tongue her clit gently while Santana rode out her orgasm.
Brittany didn't want this to end, especially since Santana had come so quickly. So when the Latina started to relax, she quickly slid two fingers inside of Santana and tongued her clit hard.
"Brrriii-taaah!" Santana screamed as she was thrown rapidly into another climax, much harder and longer than the first. Brittany continued to thrust her fingers into the other girl's clenching core and flick her tongue against Santana's clit as the brunette's eyes rolled back in her head. Santana's body curled up, thighs clenching around Brittany's head as her muscles contracted hard, her body spasming.
The brunette finally started to relax, so Brittany stilled her fingers and gentled her tongue before finally sliding her fingers out. She turned her head to press wet kisses to Santana's thigh as she waited for the Latina's breathing to slow. Her heart thudded in fear when she heard the ragged breathing turn into soft cries.
Brittany quickly moved up, concerned she had hurt Santana somehow. She pressed kisses to Santana's cheeks and mouth while the brunette cried, wiping the tears from her cheeks as she waited for the other girl to stop crying.
"Santana?" Brittany finally asked when the brunette's crying had eased. Watery brown eyes met hers, and she felt her heart clench. She would die if she had hurt Santana in some way.
Santana's hands came up and pushed Brittany's hair behind her ears before cupping Brittany's cheeks. The brunette gave her a gentle smile as her eyes darted over Brittany's face before they finally returned to meet hers. Brittany's breath caught on the love shining from Santana's tearful brown eyes.
"I love you so, so much, Brittany," Santana hushed. "I don't know what I did to deserve someone so beautiful and amazing in my life. You make me so happy."
Brittany could feel each word sink into her heart and find a home there. She loved this girl more than anything in the world, and she wanted Santana to know it every single day. She smiled lovingly down at the Latina before giving her a soft kiss. Brittany pulled back a little so she could look into Santana's eyes.
"I love you, too, Santana," she said, pouring all of her feelings into her words. "You are the amazing one. And I could not be happier with you. I want to make you happy forever."
Brittany caressed Santana's cheek as they continued to look into each other's eyes. But a fear came shooting through Brittany's mind again, as Santana's wet cheeks reminded her of the girl's recent cries. She was still afraid she had done something wrong or hurt Santana, and she needed to know if she did so she never did it again.
"Are you sure that was okay, though? I didn't hurt you or anything, did I?"
She held her breath after she got the words out. Santana's eyes widened a little in shock.
"BritBrit, that was beyond amazing," the brunette assured her. "You were amazing. I have never felt anything more incredible in my life!"
Brittany sighed in relief and grinned at the fact that she had so thoroughly pleasured her love. Santana grinned back up at her, and she felt giddy. She was high on life and love and amazing orgasms, and she leaned down to press playful kisses around Santana's mouth. Santana started to giggle, which Brittany returned, before the Latina wrapped her arms around Brittany and pulled her down to kiss her fully.
Their mouths caressed each other, and Brittany rolled so they were lying on their sides. They kept their mouths together, continuing their lazy kisses as their hands roamed gently over each other's soft skin. The excitement of the night finally started to hit, and their bodies slowly started to relax as sleepiness hit.
Brittany never wanted this night to end, but, as Santana covered them up and snuggled into her body, she couldn't think of a better way for it to finish. Santana's head was lying on Brittany's arm, face pressed into her chest as Brittany's other arm lay possessively over the brunette's waist. Santana's eyes closed, and Brittany watched her face relax as sleep started to overtake her.
Brittany hadn't thought it was possible to love Santana more than she already did, but she found her heart grow just a little bit more as she fell deeper in love with the girl in her arms. She pressed a soft kiss against Santana's forehead, smiling as the Latina's lips twitched into a smile of their own. Brittany watched Santana sleep for awhile, amazed at how far they had come. She finally slipped into sleep, filled with dreams of Santana.