Okay, TA DA!!! Oh and thank you to all the reviews I have gotten. I know where this story is going and how it is going to end. Just I want to ask you one thing:
Should the baby be a Boy, or a Girl?
Please review and tell me what you think. I know how many people read this story and they don't review! Just one word like Boy or Girl would do me.
Soooooooooo here is chapter 10!!!!!!
I'M PREGNANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How did this happen? I mean I know how it happened, but how am I pregnant? I thought vampires couldn't have children. Or that is what he said. I'm not surprised that he lied to me. Again.
I tried to go to sleep but nothing seems to be working. I keep seeing that small round smiley face at everything I look at. Nothing will take it out of my mind! What am I going to do? How will Charlie react? What is my baby going to be like as it will be half human?
I kept tossing and turning in my bed. Not knowing who to turn to. Charlie will freek out when I tell him. Jacob, even though he is my best friend will tell me to get rid of it because it is a 'blood sucker' in his eyes. Renee will act like a kid. Ed-He has gone. Who else is there? Preferably someone who knows about vampires. Someone who knows the Cullens. But who?
The light from the sunrise could be seen through my window. I got no sleep last night and to make matters worse Charlie has booked a fishing trip with Billy Black and I have to go. Joy.
A few hours after the sun rise, Charlie came in, fully dressed, to tell me to get ready to go to the lake for Fishing. As he spoke you could practically see the excitement in his eyes though I have no idea why. Fishing isn't what I would call exciting. It's a waiting game-Note to self, bring a book.
"Bella this is going to be so much fun!" Charlie was saying "Me and my baby girl going fishing with the blacks. Just like old times! We are meeting them at the lake in a hour so be ready to leave in forty-five minuets."
"Okay." Was all I said. I couldn't look him in the eye. If he knew I am pregnant he will be so disappointed. He would think I am a stupid, little; hormonal teenager who was so thick she went and got herself pregnant with her EX-boyfriend.
Charlie left so I could get changed ready to go to the Lake. I wonder what the weather is like. Though it doesn't really matter.
I got out of bed and started to examine myself in the mirror. I swear my belly has gotten bigger by a few centimeters. I know it isn't that much, but I can still see the difference. That bump is my baby. My beautiful baby.
Absent mindedly I started cradling my bump. My baby.
Tears started to appear in my eyes as I cradled my baby. What will happen when the pack finds out about this? Will they kill it?-NO! I wont let them. They wont lay a finger on him. Him? Where did that come from? Hmm, having a beautiful baby boy. Or a beautiful baby girl…that would be nice. I wonder if it is too early to find out the sex.
"Bella, you have fifteen minuets." Charlie shouted from downstairs.
Fifteen minuets left? God time goes fast!
I rummaged through my closet to find a baggy jumper and slid on my jeans, though they were rather tight. I wonder how long it will be before I have to start to buy bigger clothes. Not very long by the looks of things.
I rubbed my belly one last time before making my way down the stairs to Charlie. It took longer than normal because I was concentrating more about not tripping down the stairs. Now that would be a disaster. I do not want to take any risks with my child.
The ride to the lake wasn't as long as I thought, but we still ended up being late. Charlie blamed it on me for taking too long but we all knew that Charlie really forgot where he put out fishing rods. Billy be tended to believe Charlie, nodding at anything he said but sneaked me a wink to say he knew better. You have got to love Billy.
BILLY! Billy could help me out. Why I didn't think of this before I do not know.
"Um…Billy, can I talk to you?" I asked while approaching him. Charlie's head shot up to stare at his best friend.
"Sure, I just need to set everything up-" Billy got interrupted by Jacob. I didn't realize he was here until that moment.
"Don't worry dad. I can do that." Jacob said. "You go talk with Bella. See ya soon Bells."
"See ya," I said and pushed Billy along the lake so there was no chance of Jacob over hearing us with our chat.
When we stopped I became very interested in a blossom tree the other side of the lake. It had no more of the pretty pink blossoms you normally see in the autumn. It was bear.
"Alright Bella. What do you want to talk about?" Billy asked raising an eye. "I am guessing you don't want Charlie to know." He assumed
"well, not right now." I said.
Billy nodded for me to go on. I took a beep breath before saying "I'm pregnant."
Billy looked like he had gone in shock. His expression turned from worry, to annoyed, to concerned, to angry.
"Who's child is it?" Billy asked though he knew the answer. When I didn't reply he said again, grabbing onto my jumper pulling me down to him. "Who is the father?"
Tears started to appear in my eyes as I spoke the answer "E-Edward's."
Billy was furious. He started to yell. Moving in anger, like he is unable to set it free.
"And I take it that you are keeping it." It wasn't a question though I nodded with tears coming out from my eyes.
"Oh you stupid, stupid girl! Do you even realize how much danger you were in when you were in having sex with that bloodsucker? Do you? I bet you did and you didn't care! You were too helplessly in love to see anything even if it was right in front of your face, thinking he loved you too. But look around do you see the filthy bloodsucker anywhere? NO! Because they left! They left you! Now we all have to pay for the consequence's of your thoughtless actions! Unless…unless when it is born you give it up to the pack at la push to deal with." Billy's voice got calmer to the end. As if that would change my mind.
How could he even think that I would give MY baby up to be killed? Sent to its death? NO WAY! I am going to protect him or her by any means possible. I am not going to let people like BILLY BLACK to get to me. This is my baby an I am going to protect him/her.
My hands went protectively over my stomach. Billy saw this gesture am glared at me. The saying "If looks could kill" came into my mind at that point.
"What if I refuse?" I asked "What if I don't send my baby away? What will you do then?"
"Then we will use any means possible to get to that bloodsucker. That thing has to be killed and you are not standing in our way." Billy spoke with no trace of any emotion but hatred.
I could not look at him. He's the monster, not my baby! I could here his wheels making noises as he left while I curled up in a ball crying the pain away. Only one thing went through my mind. They are going to kill my baby. I have to go. I have to get out of here. Go to Renee for a little while. She will be happy to see me and I know she will support me in my decision where she agrees with me or not.
I got up, made sure that there was no trace that I have been crying, and made my way back to our fishing spot. As I came back everyone was already set up. I got greeted with smiles as I sat down.
"Hay Bella, what were you doing?" Jacob asked "Dad came back fifteen minuets ago."
"Oh, um, I was looking down the lake. Remembering old memories." I said. No one spotted my lie, again. I love that I can lie now. It is so much easier than saying I was curled up in a ball thinking of how to save my baby from the likes of Billy Black.
"Okay, well come down and join the fun" Charlie said
"yeah, we are having a blast!" I couldn't help but laugh at Jacob's sarcastic tone of voice. I knew as well as anyone that he hated fishing, but he does it for Billy, though now I have no idea why. He is a heartless old man that doesn't deserve a son like Jacob.
The rest of the day was spent outside by the lake. While everyone thought I was reading my book, I was really thinking about how I can get out of forks without letting anyone from the La Push pack know. If I told Charlie I was moving in a few days time he will tell Billy to tell Jacob and that would be bad if Billy found out. If I told Charlie I am pregnant he will tell the whole of forks and it will get to La Push gang. No, the day I leave is the day I tell Charlie I am pregnant, and the sooner, the better.
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