After hours or driving the boys finally got back to the bunker . Dean took a beer from the fridge while Sam took a seat at the table . He was sad and confused and Dean noticed that .
"What's up ?" He asked sipping from his beer
"What if there's something wrong with me …something really wrong ?" Sam asks looking at Dean ..he was looking for answers …answers he needed about himself .
"You're just crapped up man, you need some rest " Dean answers trying to make him feel better
"Oh is more than that . I mean Vesta said I was practically dead inside. " Sam replayed pissed for having no clue about what's going on with him.
"Oh and she's in the circle of trust now ?" his brother got pissed for letting Vesta screw up with his head
"Why would she lie ?" Sammy asks innocently as Dean gave him a friendly look.
"It's probably the trials ok? Probably some sort of ..uhm…you know ..after effect " Dean tried again to call him out
"Is not like you're recovering from a flue here .I mean …you're glowing with freaking trial juice " He continued with more determination in his voice trying to make himself more clear .
"I don't know " Sam said looking down at the table
"Well.. then what else could it be ?" Dean asked wanting to know what's in his brother's mind
"Why does it have to be something else ?! There's always something else . Always digging to find another explanation when maybe it is just me " Sam got deep into his feeling
"Oh c'mon Sam " Dean replayed pissed. Every time something went wrong with Sam , he used to say it's because of him…when in fact It wasn't . It always had to be the demon blood, the pressure from Lucifer and now Zeke .
"I'm a mess Dean. You know it ! And sometimes I feel like I can't actually be all right " Sam continued with a sad look
"You will . Ok cause whatever it is we'll figure it out " Dean promised him
Sam :"Or this is …just the way I am " Dean rolled his eyes
"I can't . I can't let you put this on yourself . Listen to me ." Dean came closer to him with lot of pain in his soul. He couldn't resist to see his brother so messed up.
"Is not you Sam !" Dean said with a soft voice and lot of guilt in it
"I wouldn't do that ,Dean " Ezekiel took control over Sam and stopped Dean from telling Sam the truth.
Dean's face suddenly changes…from hurt to angry " He deserve to know " he says firmly
"Your brother is not ready " Ezekiel answers pissed "If he'll ejects me he will not make it " he continues with a calmly voice
"Damn it Zeke ! How much long we have to be playing this ?" Dean asked pissed, feeling the angry run through his veins
"Not so much longer. I promise you that " Zeke tried to convince Dean to stop . He looked at the ground , closing his eyes in pain.
"What? " Sam asked again . Zeke went away letting Sam on charge again .
"what ?" Dean asked confused . He didn't knew who he was speaking now
"What ? what is not me ?" Sam asked not looking at his brother as Dean realized that Sam was back .
"Nothing is just … I met that …if there's something wrong …is not your fault . We'll do with it " He tried to use a soft, friendly voice as his eyes were almost crying .
"You gott' have a little fate Sammy " Dean tried to regain straight drinking more from his beer as Sam stand up and went to his room to take a nap . He felt tired, confused and his brother wasn't far from that either .
Both of them suffer trying to show the other as less as they can . Despite everything they tried to protect each other from hiding their real feelings .
Dean finished his beer looking at the ground. He couldn't get over this …it was to much .
~Meanwhile…. Back at Danielle ~
Danielle stood in front of her uncle's house for hours trying to figure out if she should get back there and say good bye or just leave and let the things the way they were .
It was hard to leave the way she did but coming back to say good bye it will kill her inside . She knew she couldn't stay …that wasn't her life style… leaving a normal life wasn't what she knew to do best . Her soul was free , it belonged to nobody and refused to surrender to what people call NORMAL.
She get out from the car and decided she should get in. She owed them a properly good bye .
Danielle took the keys from her pocket and looked at them for a few minutes . She didn't feel right to use them again . Right now she felt the way she felt the first time she got here … a stranger .
As she wanted to knock , her uncle opened the door , thing that took her by surprise .
"I sow you standing there for hours . What took you so long to decide ?" Dave asked her as her eyes spoken for her
She was afraid of saying good bye …she knew it will hurt . Danielle used to be hurt before but nothing hurt her more than this . Once again she should get away from her family but this time it had to be her call.
With little steps she got inside the living room where Kate and Eric were waiting for her . They looked at each other for minutes when Kate decided to break the tension and hug her as hard as she could.
"Dad and Eric told me anything . Don't feel sorry for leaving , is the best thing you can do even if is hurting me like hell. Is for a noble cause . You are my heroine " Kate wipe her tears and hug Danielle again .
Now they all knew what she was doing and nobody was blaming her , nobody treated her like a stranger, nobody judged her …they all supported and loved her .
"I promise I will train everyday…just like you taught me . I'll be strong and fight with all my straight if something bad will come our way . We'll make you proud . Right Eric ?" Kate continued trying to encourage her more .
Danielle let a few tears fall. She couldn't be stronger having them around. With them she wasn't afraid to show her emotions, her fears , her feelings. She knew that here she'll find always the love she needs.
She hugged them strongly , kissing Kate's forehead " I'm already proud of my family . Thank you…thank you for everything " She said squeezing them harder .
" You already know what I think . So go get them girl " Eric said hugging Danielle again as Dave wiped his tears .
"Here…in this house…in this family …there were never secrets. Now that Eric and Kate know the truth…they have a new purpose to fight for . We're proud to have you in our family . Don't feel bad for leaving , because what you're doing for us …for the entire world…that's beyond anything . With each son of a bitch you kill we'll be prouder . Remember that when you're fighting them . We love you honey " Dave said it proudly opening the door for her to leave . Behind the door were a lugged with her stuffs . She took it and thrown it in the trunk looking back .
"Go honey … " Dave said hugging his kids . They were all looking at her leaving . Danielle smiled, salute them like in the army pushing the pedal and leaving the place.
She left the window down letting the wind play with her hair. That feeling made her feel free , the child of nobody , a rebel girl getting away from home to do something big and she knew exactly where to stop .
A little smile appeared on her face as she stopped the car in front of the bunker . She was back …back at the place she belong to …back to what she called HOME.
Knowing how to get in ,she took her car in the garage reminding the night she ran off . That night she promised herself she'll never come back but looking around she realized how much she missed the place …how safe it made her feel .
Putting a stand of hair behind her ear she opened the door and got inside the bunker . It seemed bigger than before but as beautiful as she remembered it . She took a few steps and found the bottle of beer that Dean drank a few hours ago.
She took it in her hands and smile as her eyes were looking around . Danielle reminded the last beer she drank with the boys . She never offered Eric one and either did Eric …much less her uncle Dave .
With a large smile and an opened heart she went to what she used to call "her room". Everything was just the way she remember . Nothing has changed…
The silence was interrupted by a door who suddenly open. She turned her head to see who's passing along the corridor . The person who came out seemed to be angry as he's steps were very determined . When he got in front of her door he stopped . The room had the door and the light opened…and there he sow her .
It was Dean who needed some fresh air after the discussion with Sam . He couldn't eat or sleep , feeling guilty for everything that happened lately . Neither one of them moved or blink as it sow the other . Their eyes meet and non of them knew what to say or do first .
" You're back " Dean said, not taking his eyes from her . She was back ….she was back the moment he most needed someone . He needed help with Sam but most of all he needed help for himself. Even if his ego never let him reveal his feelings …he was human and needed help even if he didn't ask for it . Danielle was that girl… she always knew how to make him feel better even when he wasn't in mood for it . She was back and nothing else mattered that moment .
" Just came for my stuffs " She said friendly looking deep into his eyes . It wasn't true , she came for good but she wanted to look strong and start a discussion with him. They had to talk about the term and conditions of her stay and she found no better answer to provoke Dean .
He smiled not breaking the eye contact " If that was truth , you would have called first ,not getting inside as a burglar " . For the first time since they sow each other again , Dean had the advantage over her and that felt good .
Danielle smiled wider and nod as Dean made a few steps into the room getting closer " At the motel I asked you to let me decide when was the right time to come back and I also told you that when I'll come back I'll do it for a reason " She said looking always inside his eyes .
"Indeed " Dean answered wanting to hear everything she had to say
"Well… I hope you have insomnia cause is gonn' be a long night Dean Winchester " Danielle said breaking the eye contact as Dean stood there admiring her.
