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" This is what is supposed to happen?" Jerry asked. " Because I have taken so many lives I am not allowed the one life I want?"

" I do not think things go like that." Raphel said.

" I have done everything I had too. When you turned me, I embraced the change. I didn't whine, I didn't cry or ask why me. I embraced it."

" You did, more than any vampire I have ever seen. You, by far, are my most ruthless child." Raphel agreed.

" So is that why I am not allowed this? I have done so much wrong and I'm allow happiness?" Jerry asked.

" As I told you before, it is hard to lose the first human you care about." Was the answer he got.

" She will be the only human I ever care about. I am going to be my vengeance down on this neighborhood." Jerry answered bitterly.

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After he'd leave her house at night, he'd go hunt. He'd make a few kills then come back to her. She would always be sleeping by then so he'd creep into her house and up her stairs. He'd go into her room and watch her sleep. Sometimes he'd check the cancer, check to see if it had spread to other places and check to see how strong it was. He'd stay with her as long as he could.

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( the night she moved in to his place)

" I wish you'd let me help you." Winter said from her spot on his couch.

" Oh I didn't know you could carry a mattress by yourself. By all means, carry away." Jerry said as he jogged down his stairs. He had been moving her stuff and hadn't even broken a sweat. She laughed softly.

" I could carry the small stuff." She said.

" I'm almost done so it doesn't matter but if you feel bad for just sitting there you could repay me in bed.'" He said. Winter shook her head.

" You just never stop." She said. He smiled and flashed her his fangs.

" I'm gonna drink from you while I'm fucking you and it's going to feel so good you're going to crawl out of your skin. You will never remember having any other lovers before me." He promised before he walked out. Winter laughed herself as she shook her head. She did wonder much of that was true though. When he bit her she was surprised that it felt good so a part of her did wonder what sex would be like with him.

Jerry stopped walking just inside her door. He tilted his head as he moved down their line. A slow smile went over his face. She was getting turned on. She was wondering something. He could shut off their line but if she was having a strong emotion or feeling it came through his shield and her emotions were hitting him hard right then. He was wearing her down. He'd have her in his bed in no time.

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Jerry's flashback

He had been in the neighborhood a week when he first noticed her. She was unloading her car so he jogged across the street quickly. She was a hot girl and Jerry loved hot girls. He reached the end of her driveway as she came back out of her house. When she noticed him, her steps slowed until she stopped walking. Jerry smiled and put his hands in his pockets.

" Ah hi. I'm Jerry. I just moved across the street from you." He said as he came forward.

" Yeah, hi. I saw the moving truck." Winter said.

" And your name is?" He asked.

" Winter." She said.

" That's a beautiful name." Jerry said. " Can I help you with these?" He asked when she reached her trunk.

" Oh, no thanks." She said as she took out the last two bags. " These are the last two bags." She quickly shut the trunk then faced him again. " Well, welcome to the neighbor." She said. Jerry nodded.

" Thanks." He said. Winter nodded.

" I have to go. Nice to meet you." She said before she hurried to her house.

" You too, Winter." He said softly as he grinned. She would be the first he turned. He'd kidnap her, chain her to his bed, turn her then fuck her.

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Winter's flashback

" You know, just because I can't go out, doesn't mean you can't, Jay." Winter said. She had been living in his house for two weeks by then. Jerry plopped down beside her on the couch. He sighed as he turned on the TV.

" Now what fun would that be? Who would I dance with?" He asked as he flipped through the channels. His long legs came to rest on his coffee table and he crossed them at his ankles.

" You don't dance with me." Winter said as she nestled into the blankets more.

" Not that you remember." He said. " Let me assure you, we have danced."

" That is not fair, Jay, and you know it. You can not glamour me into doing things. What else have we done when I'm not with it?" Jerry laughed and winked at her.

" Ah, Love, if you only knew. Trust me, you enjoyed yourself." He said. Winter pushed herself forward and punched him in the arm, completely surprising the vampire.

" You better be lying!" She explained. Jerry slipped his fangs out and turned on her right away. He grabbed her by her shoulders and pinned her to the couch. She shook her head as he snarled at her.

" Do not hit me, Human." He hissed out.

" Don't you dare try and go Dracula on me." She said. " I pray every day that you drain me dry so you are not scaring me." He brought his mouth straight down to her pulse point and paused. Winter's eyes closed as her breath caught.

" It's not dry I want you to be, Love." He hissed against her skin. He pulled his fangs back but still latched his mouth to her neck. He sucked her pulse out hard, pulling a gasp from her. He felt the shock and pleasure go through her. He felt the tingle that was between her legs.

" Get off me, fatty!" Winter struggled to get out. She was pausing against his shoulder. " Why don't you go turn into a bat or something." Jerry yanked away from her neck and looked at her face.

" You know I hate that one. That's the stupidest, fucking thing I have ever heard about us. Why the fuck would I turn into a bat?" He said, making her smile.

" Look, we can fight about this later but for now can you get your dick out of my thigh?" She asked. Jerry looked down their bodies then back at her with a grin. He pushed himself into her more.

" Feel that? You did that. You should do something about it." He said.

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When she started to come to, the first thing Winter noticed was that she wasn't in any pain. The second she noticed was that she was starving. Her eyes snapped open and she was staring at the ceiling in Jerry's room while he talked with Raphel. He sounded upset. She closed her eyes again as his sadness and anger washed over her. She swallowed hard

as the voices stopped. She heard movement a second before he took her hand.

" Open your eyes, Winter." Jerry said quickly. His hope was hitting her in waves. Winter's eyes popped open and met his. He exhaled hard as he sank into his bed.

" I'm starving." She said. He grinned as he nodded.