Thanks for the follows, favs and reviews. Just to clear up a few things – Brittany isn't a virgin and Santana does have a G!P. Anyway here's the next chapter, I hope you enjoy it.
Chapter 10: revealing the truth
Santana's POV
Friday 18th March 2016
Brittany is cooking dinner for us at my place tonight. Her parents are away for the weekend so she's free to spend as much time as she wants with me without having to lie about where she is or be home for a certain time so it's going to be fun. She refuses to tell me what exactly we're eating but I don't mind, just getting to spend time with her is enough for me.
"Santana!" I hear Brittany shout from the kitchen so I head through there.
"What's up?" I ask as I walk into the kitchen. "Mm something smells nice" I state.
"Thanks" she smiles while kissing me on the cheek. "Do you have any onions, it's the one thing I forgot to buy at the store today when I was getting the ingredients?" she asks.
"Yeah, I'll get them for you" I tell her. "You know you didn't need to buy everything before you came tonight, you could have used my ingredients that I had" I say.
"It's ok" she smiles. "You'll find out sooner or later that I have my own way of doing things and I like things a certain way so when I'm preparing something I like to choose what exactly to buy" she tells me.
"Should I be worried?" I ask sceptically. "You're not going to start bossing me around and stuff are you? Like it's not always going to be your way or no way right?" I ask.
"No of course not" she answers giving me a small smile. "I mean when I am taking something seriously like cooking then I like to know exactly what I am doing and what I am using. If the ingredients don't meet my standard then we'd need to get more" she says.
"Ok but if I cook for you again sometime, can I be in charge or will it be your way?" I ask, half joking because I know Brittany isn't a bossy person.
"You can be in charge" she tells me before kissing me on the cheek again.
"Something wrong with my lips?" I tease.
"No but we all know if I started kissing you properly then the dinner would be ruined. It's safer to kiss your cheek than end up making out and burning the dinner" she tells me.
"Ok fair enough" I say. "So do you need any help with the dinner, I'm kind of bored through there alone?" I ask.
"I kind of wanted this to be a surprise but if you're really lonely and bored then by all means you can help" she replies. "In fact why don't you set the table and that way you still can't see what I'm cooking but are still keeping busy" she suggests.
"Ok cool, I can do that" I say while going to collect the cutlery from the drawer and picking up a few napkins from the cupboard. "I will see you again in a few minutes" I say while winking at Brittany before going to the dining room to lay the table. I have just set out a knife and fork on the table when I hear a scream from the kitchen so I run back through. "What's wrong, is everything ok?" I ask panicked.
"I just got the fright of my life there" Brittany says while breathing a little quicker than normal. "I almost had a heart attack when that cat jumped onto the window in front of the sink where I was" she tells me.
"Brittany I don't own a cat" I say in mock confusion. "I thought you knew that. I mean where is this supposed cat?" I ask.
"It was right there" she says defensively while pointing at the window where there is no cat.
"Honey I really don't own any cats, honestly. You've obviously dreamt it or something" I say. I can tell she is getting annoyed with my teasing.
"I know damn well you don't have any pets" she says while rolling her eyes at me which is just adorable. "I meant a cat jumped on the window ledge outside, it must have got a fright itself and jumped back down when I screamed" she states. "Do any of your neighbours have cats?" she asks, her breathing now back to normal.
"They do actually, there's a little ginger shit that lives a few doors away. I'll tell you something, I hate cats" I say shivering at the thought of a cat.
"Aw that's cute" Brittany says smiling at me. "I actually love cats, I'm not particularly fond of them when they give me a fright but on the whole I think they're cute" she tells me and I have to frown because I just can't stand them.
"Do you have any cats?" I ask.
"Yeah, I have two actually" she replies. "But don't worry, if you ever visit I will make sure they are nowhere in sight, I promise" she tells me.
"Ok good" I say, breathing a sigh of relief.
"I'm sorry if I alarmed you or anything with my screaming but you can go back to setting the table if you wish" she says.
"Ok babe" I say while making my way to the kitchen door.
"I love how you've started calling me babe recently, it's cute" she says smiling.
"Hmm…I'm not sure I like being called cute. You've called me it twice in the past minute" I tell her. "Can't we go with something better, like sexy maybe or hot but just not cute, I don't like it" I say.
"Can I call you all three?" she asks.
"Ok fine" I reply. "Anyway I should go finish setting this table before we need to eat dinner in front of the TV and as much as that is fun, I think eating properly at the table will be more romantic" I say before leaving for the dining room again. It doesn't take much longer before dinner is finally ready and we sit down and begin to eat.
"Mm…this food is amazing" I say, almost moaning at the taste.
"I'm glad you like it" Brittany smiles before putting another forkful of food in her mouth.
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I can feel Brittany gently push me backwards to lean against the arm of the couch as our kissing becomes more intense. "Wait a second?" I say softly and Brittany stops kissing me and pulls back a bit.
"What's wrong? Do I have garlic breath or something, I mean I tried to put as little as I could in the food so this didn't happen but if you can taste it then I can quickly brush my teeth or something. I mean I don't have a toothbrush but I could just squirt some tooth paste in my mouth and swirl it around or something or even…" she rushes out but I have to stop her.
"No it's not that" I say laughing slightly at how adorable she just was.
"Ok well what's wrong?" she asks. "I know what I'm doing if you're worried about that, I'm not a virgin you know. Sure it's maybe been a quite a while since I last…look I know what I'm doing ok" she tells me and I have to smile again. I know I keep saying it but she is just adorable when she's panicked, who wouldn't smile.
"Brittany it's not you ok?" I say and she nods. "There's just something that I need to tell you before we do anything" I say seriously.
"Oh my god, you're a virgin?" she asks shocked. "That's it isn't it?" she asks.
"No-no that's not it, trust me I ain't no virgin" I say, laughing into myself slightly. I've definitely slept with people before, maybe a few more than I should but anyway.
"Ok so what is it? You're scaring me now" she says and I realise I should just tell her.
"Well I have a condition ok, I was born with it and it's sort of like a chromosomal dysfunction which causes a hormone imbalance. I have a sex chromosome that I shouldn't and I produce slightly more testosterone than a woman should and I don't produce as much oestrogen as a 'normal' female produces. I know primarily men produce testosterone and women produce oestrogen but males do have a little oestrogen production as well and females do produce some testosterone so basically with me it's like 50-50 when it shouldn't" I say rambling on but I can see she's slightly confused as to where I am going with this. "Look I have male genitalia as well as breasts" I state.
"I beg your pardon?" she asks completely shocked.
"Yeah I'm not your 'normal' girl if there is such a thing as normal" I tell her. "I was born like that so it was out of my control" I say with a shrug. "Do you understand what I mean and how it could happen?" I ask.
"Yeah I understand" she replies. "I'm just shocked, I never suspected anything so I really don't know what to say" she says looking completely lost. She understands what I mean but I guess I just shocked her so much that she doesn't know what to think.
"Well does it make a difference or are you repulsed by me?" I ask. "I mean do you want to leave right now or…" I start to ask another question but she interrupts me.
"How come you never said anything before, I don't understand?" she asks.
"What do you want me to say? Hey Brittany before you have a crush on me, just know I have a penis" I ask.
"There is no need to be rude or take that tone with me, I'm trying to understand" she says.
"I'm sorry but it's not something you just randomly bring up in conversation. This is personal to me and I'm not ashamed of it because I can't change what I'm born with. The bottom line is though, people don't react to these things is the best way so I've had to be protective of myself and tell people when I think it's the best time" I tell her.
Brittany's POV
"Does that mean you couldn't trust me when we met? I've known you for more than a year and I only just find out tonight" I state. I know it's something incredibly private to Santana and I can see she wouldn't want to just blurt it out but I thought she could rely on me. I thought she knew I wouldn't judge her or say something bad. It's not because I'm her girlfriend now, I just thought we were at least good friends so she could trust me.
"No Brittany, god no that's not it" she tells me while moving closer to me. "I do trust you, of course I trust you."
"So why did you wait so long to tell me?" I ask.
"I didn't think it was relevant when we were just friends and then when we started dating I wanted to choose my moment correctly. I didn't want to freak you out" she replies.
"That's the thing Santana, I thought you would know nothing could freak me out" I tell her with a shrug. "I thought you knew me" I say.
"Brittany this isn't about you if that's what you think, it's about me and when I felt the time was right" she tells me. "To be honest the longer it went on the more embarrassed I got because I left it so long to say anything. You would talk to me sometimes about girl stuff and because it didn't feel right to tell you I didn't and then the more you talked about stuff the worse it got because I couldn't relate to some of it."
"I'm not mad at you for not telling me, I don't want it to come across like that" I say. I don't want her to think I'm a judgemental bitch that thinks everything should have been done my way. I understand why sometimes she couldn't tell me. "I just really never expected you to tell me this, I mean with all this time that passed I'd have thought some sort of slip up might happen or there would be a tiny hint" I say.
"Hey I'm a lawyer so I know all the tricks, I'm good at hiding the truth myself and knowing when someone is lying" she say trying to lighten the mood presumably. "So…um…does this make a difference to us now?" she asks hesitantly.
"Definitely not, I'm just shocked that's all. We're still good though, I promise" I tell her because it doesn't bother me that Santana is different. Everyone is different for a reason so she should embrace that not feel embarrassed to tell me.
"I'm guessing you need some time now" she says quietly.
"Not really, I mean I understand so don't feel like I'm going to judge you because I won't" I say before taking her hand. "I'm not 100% sure how to make you believe me that I'm ok with everything but I am. It really doesn't change a thing between us" I tell her and she nods. "Although I am slightly concerned about the fact you are good at hiding something for over a year" I say with a slight smile but I don't think she realised it was a joke.
"I didn't mean to hide the truth, honestly I just…" she says but I stop her but kissing her on the lips.
"That was supposed to be me joking but failing again" I say and she smiles. We then fall into a comfortable silence for a few minutes while still holding hands. After the first minute of silence I gently placed my head on her shoulder earning a smile from Santana. "Hey…um would it be ok if I asked a few questions?" I ask nervously while lifting my head from Santana's shoulder.
"Sure" Santana replies while turning to face my direction.
"Is it like a normal penis or like…I mean you're only 5ft 5inch in height right and you do possess female features phenotypically so I wasn't sure like…actually never mind, this is just coming across as rude" I say giving up on my question. I'm not saying just because she is 5ft 5inch that she must be small, I'm just asking because she is a woman so she has a smaller frame than guys clearly.
"If you're asking if I'm an average size then yes, it's a proper penis" she tells me and I nod. "The condition affects people in different ways where sometimes either the female or the male parts don't develop correctly but in my case they have."
"So how big are you?" I ask with a slight smirk.
"Well…that's something you should judge for yourself, I'd hate to ruin the surprise" she replies, she too is also smirking. Wow it's getting a bit hot in here. "No seriously though, I have all regular parts, some of them just shouldn't really be on a woman but I like who I am" she says.
"That's the main thing, as long as you are happy with who you are" I say. "If it helps, I'm happy with who you are" I smirk.
"Good to know" she smiles at me.
"So does that mean you could get me pregnant?" I ask. "Providing you wanted to have sex with me."
"Yes it means I can get you pregnant" she replies.
"Ok" I nod. "So I don't need to be home anytime soon, what do you want to do?" I ask.
"I don't mind, we could watch a movie if you want" Santana suggests.
"Ok that's cool with me" I say before we start to decide on a movie to watch. I wanted a romantic comedy or something but Santana wanted a horror movie so we went back and forth before I gave in and said we could watch something scary. We watch the first half an hour of the movie in silence before Santana speaks up.
"Are you sure everything is ok?" she asks while shifting in her position slightly to face me.
"Santana everything is fine, I promise you" I reassure her. "You don't have to be worried, honestly" I say before kissing her. I was only going for a quick peck on the lips but then Santana started to kiss me back so I started kissing her more. Our kissing started to become more intense causing us to let out moans every now and again. "Santana I want you" I say breathlessly before kissing her again.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" my girlfriend asks me as we desperately try to regain some breath back that our make out session took away from us.
"Oh yeah" I say a bit too enthusiastically. "I have waited so long to do this Santana, so I am more than ready" I say, immediately taking her lips with my own as soon as I've finished speaking. It doesn't take long for our kiss to turn from gentle to heated and soon we are breaking apart, once again trying to control our breathing. "Let's go to your bedroom" I suggest through a whisper as I pull her up from the couch. Instead of replying she just follows me out of the living room and upstairs. I don't know where exactly her bedroom is but I know it's upstairs somewhere.
When we reach the bedroom Santana pushes me down on the bed, taking control. "I love your skinny jeans babe but I think I will love them more if they arrive on my carpet… preferably quick as well" she says while taking her top off and revealing her red lace bra. "May I?" Santana asks, gently lifting the hem of my top suggesting that she wants to take it off for me so I just nod my head and then I am sporting my pink spotted bra. "I knew you had perfect breasts but seeing them up close is something else, I just want to take them in my hands and knead them." I blush at Santana's words, revelling in the fact that this is the first time in a long while since I have felt so appreciated instead of being made to feel like I was only having sex to do someone else a favour because they were desperate to get off.
I feel Santana's lips latching onto my neck, slowly she kisses all over my neck, paying particular attention to my pulse point before flicking her tongue out and gently licking it and then sucking. "That feels so good" I say through a moan. As the seconds pass by I feel myself getting hotter and hotter not to mention I feel Santana's dick getting harder as well as she is now straddling my hips. Every little kiss or lick from Santana is causing me to let out small moans, loving every single nanosecond of what is happening.
"Your jeans are a real barrier babe" Santana tells me as she moves her hands towards the button and zip on the item of clothing. "Would it be ok if I take these off?" Santana asks, smiling gently at me. As soon as she smiles I melt inside and in turn it produces a pathetic smile to grace my lips before I am nodding my head eagerly. Santana successfully manages to remove my jeans in a quick time before removing her own, leaving us both clad in just our undergarments. "Are you sure you want to do this?" she asks.
"Santana I want this" I tell her. "I know I am younger than you but I am in no way some stupid teenager, I know exactly what I want and right now that is you" I say. "I want to get to know every part of you and your extra part is part of it but if you are not comfortable with this then I am more than happy to stop. We both need to feel comfortable before we do this."
"I am comfortable" she says eagerly with a smile. "All I want right now is you too."
"Ok" I nod, slightly nervously. I know I said I want Santana and I do, I just don't want her to think I'm no good.
"Let's just relax and let things flow" Santana says smiling before kissing my cheek. I nod my head and then the next thing I know Santana is completely naked hovering above me. Oh great, I am staring at Santana like I have never saw a naked woman's body before. "Like what you see?" Santana asks suggestively before placing random kisses all over my face and neck.
"How about we rid you of your bra and boxers also?" I ask smiling while raising an eyebrow and she nods.
Once we are both naked and lying on the bed, Santana hovers over me once again. I decide that it is time I try and take a little control because I don't want Santana to assume that she has to do all the work so I reach up and take Santana's face between my hands and kiss her gently on the lips. "You're beautiful" I tell my girlfriend staring deeply into her eyes.
"You took the words right out of my mouth" Santana says, staring just as deeply into my eyes.
Santana's POV
When our kiss turns even more heated than our previous ones, I realise that my member is at its full length. "There's condoms…. In top drawer" I say, panting slightly. Brittany is now straddling me at this point.
"I am already ahead of you babe" Brittany says smiling before ripping the packaging off the condom with her teeth. "May I?" Brittany asks, holding the condom up and pointing to my appendage so I just nod and end up regretting it. I don't know if Brittany deliberately meant to tease me by rolling the condom on so slowly but it got me moaning anyway, if I didn't control myself so much I think I would have blew my load already. "I am so desperate to have you inside me" Brittany tells me while eyeing up my penis.
I throw caution to the wind and flip Brittany and I over so that I am on top again. "Are you ready?" I ask, randomly kissing Brittany anywhere I can reach. Her response is a firm nod so I slowly lower my member towards Brittany's opening, dipping it inside a tiny bit before taking it back out and then dipping further in and repeating the motions until I feel myself getting even deeper in Brittany. I look up at Brittany who smiles encouragingly at me so that gives me the courage I needed to slowly push into my girlfriend as far as I can, eliciting moans from both Brittany and myself. "You're so tight" I say but I don't mean it as a criticism, just as an observation.
"You're so big" Brittany retorts with a playful smile.
It is not long before I pick up a steady rhythm of pushing in and out of Brittany, causing more friction as time goes on. "Britt… I think…" I start but get cut off by Brittany kissing me before we both end up cumming together in tandem, moans ripping from our throats and our bodies violently shaking as we cling to one another.
"Oh…wow" Brittany says breathlessly as I move to lie beside her.
"I know, right" I say while turning my head to look at her and I smile.
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