Originally I had lots of idea's for this story, still do but I never felt in the mood to write them but now I'm starting to get back into so, I apologize if you find this short. I'm just starting it back and for all the fans who love this story and have been waiting for it, I'm very sorry because if I'm not in the mood or maybe in the right mind to write a story. It will be crappy and I don't like giving my readers crap.

Btw it starts off very ... sexual lol.

So please enjoy this.

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Chapter Ten

Juvia's Pov

"Congrats Juvia" Erza cooed at her direction as she passed by. "About time you got some Gray" Cana beamed at me.

"Thanks" I gave her a bright smile, "that's what I'm talking about" giving me a thumbs up she left. Everyone congratulated me even Lucy and Lyon to my surprise "So happy for you Juvia" she chuckled happily.

"Thank you love rival" I said, she gave me a look. "Okay thanks Lucy-san" I replied more appropriately at her, she smiled and nodded leaving me for Natsu and Happy, Only one person didn't come to me and he was very important: Sho.

He hasn't even come to the guild, Was he angry that I hadn't come home yesterday? Did he wait up for me to find no one coming? A frown crawled on my face at the thought.

An arm snaked it's way to my waist holding a firm grip on me and pushed me towards him."why so gloomy?" he smiled and I couldn't help but smile back "Nothing important" I said quickly, I'll talk to him later about it.

Gray eyes me suspiciously "Everything's important when it has to do with you" he whispered softly into my ears, my knee's already weakening by his words. He flashed me a smirk and I swatted him "Shut up" I narrowed my eyes at him and blushed furiously "Whatever you say babe" he said planting a soft wet kiss on my lips. Seriously… I'll never get tired of this!

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Sho's POV

'Sho…' Juvia moaned as I plunged into her for the last time reaching my climax and spilling inside, her back arched from the sensation sending her over the edge. I slid out of her and collapse onto her fragile body softly 'I Love you' she said in my ear repeatedly.

I groaned as my eyes fluttered open, the sun beaming bright lights in my face. My lower body part was as hard as a rock by yes… Dreaming about Juvia, looking under the sheets I also had spilled. I grunted annoyingly getting up I cleaned myself up quickly and lay back on the bed.

I had stayed up all night waiting for her but she never came guessing she had stayed at Gray's I went to sleep. My head spinning from confusion and thinking, why am I constantly having dreams about her? God…

Didn't I say I would freaking give up on her, What was wrong with me? Why can't I just forget her?

'Because you love her'

'She doesn't like me back'

'who cares? Make her?'

'How'

'For god sakes you're her crystal heart, you know what's in there'

'Yeah I do and it's Gray'

'You can manipulate them'

'No'

'you want her right?'

'Yeah'

'Then get her by using your power in advantage'

'She finally has happiness, I could never do that her'

'Come on, what about your happiness'

My eyes shot open at the realization, his back again. By 'he' I mean the other part of me, having two types of magic is usually impossible and comes with a great risk and for me that is multiple personalities.

I have a dark-side but it has been gone for a while but now it seems like it's back, Juvia said I could stay but my mind would surely turn on me and I'd end up doing something I wouldn't even want to do. I stayed up all day thinking of what should I do from now on?

I didn't even bother going to the guild today, I only stayed at Juvia's house in my room just thinking. I was losing my sanity and it was late after noon.

'Just do it'

'No'

'yes come on Sho'

'I can't'

'Yes you can and will' the voice responded back violently before a soft knock came from the door.

"Sho" Juvia's gentle voice came from the other side, I cleared my throat "yea", the door clicked opening, she stepped in closing in the door after her and she gasped at me.

"What?" I cocked my head in confusion "Your eyes, one is light blue and the other is dark blue" She explained pointing from right to left. My breath quickened "weren't your eyes just light blue" my hands started shaking tremendously, he is already taking over.

"Sho…"

"Shut up" I growled but it wasn't me , she jumped in surprise "I-Im sorry" I put my hands up in disbelief she apologized, I'm suppose to be the one saying sorry.

I chuckled but explained the situation to her "No-No it is not your fault, you know how I have two sets of magic plus having to be a crystal heart, well I guess s-sometimes it's too much for my sexy body -Eye roll from Juvia- to handle.

It gave me a dark personality, it's an off- and -on thing" I finished up, "more like a pain in the ass" I muttered not me this time. "Oh my gosh" Juvia plopped down next to me and panted. "Sho get your big head in here, I don't need your dark side prancing around here. He has a bigger head than you and that's saying something" she said.

I chuckled; leave it to Juvia to make the situation better.

"Thanks" I smiled "what are best friends for?" she shrugged putting best in front of it. I winced at it but it was better than just being a friend or none at all.

"Guess what?" she bounced excitedly quickly changing the subject.

"What?" I leaned back on my head gazing at her, "Gray and I are official" she squealed and I chuckled.

"I could tell from the color of your heart, it's bursting with happiness" I bit the inside of my cheek to stop the real emotions from spurring out. "So the new attitudes working?" I smirked and she nodded rolling her eyes. "It's like a new me, I'm not chasing after him so much and it feels right." Her whole face brightened and to tell you the truth I wasn't happy at all.

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Juvia's POV

After learning that shocking secret yesterday, it really got me worked up. The dark blue eyes that resembled his dark side, it was still there. It was very exotic how he had two different colored eyes now, one light blue and the other dark blue.

It made him even more handsome than he was before, every time he'd smirk my heart would skip a beat – his eyes where just too much for me.

Sho actually acted differently as well these past few days, he stares in space more than he should or needs to, and he also tends to daydream in the middle of conversations.

Half the time he has an expression on his face as if he was trying to win an argument with someone. Sometimes the dark side of him shows up unexpectedly but he gets himself together in a flash.

"Hello? Sho" I waved my hand in front of his face as I sat down at the wooden table in the kitchen of my house, he snapped back shaking his head.

"W-what?" he looked confused but nodded towards me. "I'm going on a date with Gray-sama, I mean Gray in like a few" I giggled, I was too excited for my own good.

"Oh… Nice" his response came in a bit slow like he was trying to register something deep inside of him.

"Are you okay, I'll probably be back later tonight" I stared at him to catch any signs that he may give but he only laughed slightly.

"Don't worry about me, I'm a busy boy" he winked at me and I suspiciously looked at him. "That sounds so wrong Sho" I told him happy he is back to his playful self.

"Well it's the truth" there was that smirk again, clear and full confidence.

"As if, you-" before I could finish my sentence, knocks came from the front of my door. I forgot all thoughts and raced to the door. Once I got there, I took a breath and opened it slowly to find the most perfect man on earth- my boyfriend Gray-sama.

He stepped in with black slick boots as his tall frame shadowed me, he bent down and laid a kiss on one of my cheeks. I squealed loudly in my mind but simply smiled blushing.

"Ready for our date?" He smirked at my reaction and I simply giggled, can life get any better? I think not. I nodded and he extended his hand so I could take it, our hands linked and laced as we moved out the house. "Bye-bye Sho, see you later" I yelled before the door behind me closed.

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How can life ever get better than this?

I can't even comprehend how happy I am, it's impossible to even put into words and I can't help but thank Sho for all of this.

As time goes on I think it's safe to say that I can finally be happy without thinking any bad things to come in mind, no negativity, no nothing. I just want to be free and just be happy this time. I was on my second date with Gray and I couldn't ask for more.

"What's wrong? You're spacing out more than often" Gray snapped me back to reality and I shook my head giving him an earnest smile.

"Sorry, I was thinking about you" I said rather quietly blushing. He laughed, "why think about me? When I'm right here with you. The real thing is in front of your face" he winked and I rolled my eyes at his cockiness.

"Okay Mr. bigshot" I said sarcastically putting my new attitude in check.

Gray looked at me seriously for some reason, his dark eyes piercing holes into my face.

"W-what" I stuttered feeling self conscious at how serious he was being. "It's just that, I think you should act like yourself Juvia" He shrugged but he did look like he cared.

We were seating on the bed, his back leaning against the backboard of his bed, his strong arms were backed firmly around me and his head nuzzled my neck. I felt his hot breath when he spoke, I slightly shivered and I felt a smile on his lips.

I bit my lips and I knew what he meant but I was afraid to act like myself, he might go back to that cold gray that never actually looked at me and I'd just be the one who kept going after him like a lost puppy looking for it's non existent owner.

"B-but …don't you like my new attitude?" I injected and he smirked.

"Trust me I love that sassy attitude but I want you to go back to yourself because I love you." He said with confidence. I blushed before I could even stop it. "I love you too" all teeth were shown from my smile.

"Do you still want to go on that date?" he sighed and I shook my head to say no. He laughed, "did I hurt you?" he looked concerned which made my cheeks hurt the more. "I'll have some trouble walking but I'm fine" I mumble, he stared at me with amused eyes.

"Let's go chill at the guild then" he said already off the bed letting my back back fall on the bed. "As much as I love looking at you naked, I wouldn't want anyone else looking at my stuff" he grinned at me tossing my underwear to me. I blushed and called him an idiot as we got dressed.

We were out of his house in an hour and we started waking towards Fairy tail and I kept thinking 'seriously though, can life really get any better than this, I think not.' I leaned in and kissed Gray on the cheek as he took my hand in his letting the peaceful silence go on.

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"Goodnight baby" Gray cooed and bent down and stole my lips, I responded rather quickly and locked my arms around his neck leaving no space between us. His arms wrapped around my waist so I was flat against him, I whimpered when he forced his tongue in my mouth and found mines.

He violently fought against my tongue and backed me up against the door and began grinding slightly on me, I moaned his name silently but I'm sure he heard because he smirked against my lips and retreated in a matter of seconds.

He groaned "wish I can take you right now" he whispered and slid his hands to my waist jerking me forwards so I could touch what I was doing to him.

Another lewd sound came from my lips and he laughed a bit but it was hoarse and he winked at me as he kissed my left cheek leaving me outside alone feeling so hot and bothered that I couldn't stop my hands from shaking.

It took me five minutes to calm down and another five minutes to open the door with my excited hands. I was finally in but it was creepy, the house was so dark and it wasn't even late so Sho should have been awake. He always is and sometimes he'd even surprise me when I came home.

I flicked the light on the kitchen and looked around suspiciously but no one was there. I picked up a piece of paper on the floor when keys fell from my dress pocket. I took a look and noticed it was Gray's. I forgot he had put it in there and never took it back.

I giggled at the thought of him looking everywhere for them. I kind of felt guilty as well but it's not like it's my fault. I shook my head, I'm sure he will be here in a while to get them back and I grew even more happy because of that.

Maybe he will kiss me again, a little make out session will help me sleep tonight. I slipped out of the kitchen and saw that Sho's door was open, I cocked a brow that the lights were off. He probably wants to scare me again, I slowly walked in to not make any type of noise with the creaking wood floor. I opened his door a tad more and I stepped in but he wasn't no where. I flipped the light switch on and I gasped when I saw Sho sitting down on the bed, both eyes a dark blue.

I backed away, did his dark side take over?

"S-sho?" I asked trying to make myself take a step forward. He didn't say anything as he moved forward and my eyes grew big at how fast he was.

"S-sho?" he squeezed my shoulders hard until I yelped in pain.

"That hurts" I closed one eye and struggled against but he was just too powerful. He grabbed a hold of my arm and dragged me pushing me onto the bed.

"S-stop!" I screamed afraid and he pushed me down on his bed with immense force that I bounced a few more times until my body could stay still. I sat up but his hands pushed me back down, I stared at him with tear filled eyes but he didn't hesitate when forced his lips onto me, even with that I didn't want to use my magic on him and even if I did – he is way more powerful then me.

I gasped and tried hitting and kicking him off of me. It felt disgusting, it wasn't Gray-sama's lips. I felt his cold hands go up my shirt smoothing over my stomach.

"Stop! Sho, please stop" I bawled crying out loud. My vision was blurry and I felt like I would throw up any second, I was getting weak and sick from his touching. Come on, Juvia juts use your magic and put up a fight. His lips moved from my jaw down to the side my neck but I didn't feel right.

Tears endlessly streamed down my eyes while I kept fighting him. It was like a nightmare I could not wake up from and I didn't want to hurt him. The door flung open and non other than my hero came to save me. He turned his head "Juvia, I forgot m-" he stopped once he saw the sight and his face twisted.

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Wow, Sho ... Why? :(

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Thank you again!

And see you in the next chapter?

XAVIAN OUT! x)