Edward's Addiction

Summary – canon pairing – Cullen's attitudes different from canon – lots of lemony goodness, or badness depending upon your mindset. Some bondage, okay lots of bondage.

Stephanie Meyers owns all things Twilight

Warning: Very adult material. If adult situations disturb you, don't read.

None of this would have happened with the support and editing skills of the following people - true and tested friends: For Editing and their endless patience: John-Mark and Susan

A/N: Angst warning. I hate it myself but we must have some conflict in our lives. I promise there won't be a lot of it though, if I can help it. Once the characters start talking though it's very hard to shut them up! Please let me know how I'm doing.

Thanks Darlin's You are all my Hero's!

Edward's Addiction

Chapter 10

Gone

Part 2

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One minute Bella had been sitting on the floor of her and Edward's bedroom surrounded by catalogs and magazines filled with wedding supplies and ideas.

She's just decided that she didn't want a long gown, but a short one when the door to the bedroom exploded and the concussion knocked her flat to the floor.

A whitish mist filled the room, and Bella remembered nothing more.

Voices. Yells of pain and indignation.

Bella felt incredibly jostled, and cold. Her body was bitter cold.

Crying voices. Muffled voices. Screaming voices, then suddenly stopping.

Slowly but surely Bella found herself raising into consciousness.

She became more aware of her physical surroundings and aware that her body was laying flat. Her mind was finding it very difficult to reconcile just what was wrong with her body.

Bella couldn't move her hands, feet, legs only her head a tiny bit. She could however, move her fingers and toes, so she knew she wasn't paralyzed. Rather, she hoped that's what it meant. What had happened to her?

"I know you're awake, my Dear. So, you might as well know what you have to look forward to." A deep male voice somewhere behind her was speaking, but she didn't know if it was to her or not.

Suddenly she felt a very sharp blow, or slap to her butt. What the hell. That hurt. Shit! I'm naked! Bella felt hands grasping her body, hoisting her upwards. It hurt a lot the way her body was being handled.

She found herself sitting up, staring into a mirrored wall. There were 3 males reflected in it, as well as her naked self. Two of the males were holding her up, painfully gripping her. She grimaced.

"I told you not to be rough with her" the other male was yelling at the two holding her.

Bella saw that she was totally bound in a purplish colored rope. Her arms were behind her back and the rest of her body was bound in an intricate pattern of knots and loops. Under different circumstances, Bella would have found it beautiful.

"Who, the hell are you and where am I?" Bella was screaming at her captures, for she'd realized that was exactly had happened to her. She was kidnapped – again.

The man who'd been speaking advanced toward Bella holding a black ball with straps attached to it on either side, and she knew he was going to use it on her, somehow. She started screaming.

The ball and strap thingy was place within her mouth and the straps went around behind her head. Her screaming was reduced to muffled screaming.

"No one, except us, can hear you. However, until you learn to be silent, you will be gagged by something. This is not the only object that will be placed in your mouth! You belong to me now, so you'd better deal with it. You are my slave – not a pet – but my slave to use anyway I see fit. You're cushy life with the Cullen's is over." To emphasize what he was saying, he reached out with both hands and pinched her nipples and twisted them painfully.

Where's Edward? Is he still alive? Does he know I'm gone? Oh God! Help me!

She must have passed out again from the pain because when she awoke her nipples were throbbing awfully. The surface below her was wet too. Shit milk is leaking from my breasts. That's all I need now.

A door somewhere in the room opened and closed. She felt her bonds being loosened and removed. She screamed in agony as the circulation returned to her abused flesh.

Dark chuckling, "Don't move!" The command came from behind her. She felt hands moving over her released flesh bringing some small comfort as the blood rushed back into those places. When all of the bonds had been slipped from her, she was still on her stomach. She'd tried to turn over once and met with blows to her body. "I said, don't move!"

Her body was roughly turned over then. She squeezed her eyes tightly shut because she didn't want to see who it was. Her mind told her it was probably "deep voice" that she'd seen in the mirror before.

"Why didn't you tell me you were lactating?" More dark chuckling, "Oh, that's right. You can't and shouldn't talk." She felt the gags being removed. Her jaw was sore and very hard to move. "When you are able, speak, but NO SCREAMING".

Opening her eyes, Bella saw it was "deep voice" who was now running his hands up and down her naked body. She shivered. Bella was used to being naked now, around Edward, but around this stranger she could only feel shame and outrage for being handled as she was.

When her eyes were open and focused, she looked into the face of her abuser. She must have had defiance in her face, or something because he slapped her. The sting was bad, but not as bad as the one that had been applied to her ass recently.

"Who are you and what do you want?" Bella managed to gasp out.

"So defiant. Well that will have to change." He grabbed both of her ankles and pulled her roughly down to the edge of the surface she was laying upon, against his naked body, where she realized his very hard erection met her naked and opened center.

Bella's eyes widened and she meant to yell, but he dropped one of her legs and brought his open hand down onto her thigh hard, causing her mouth to snap shut.

"Good girl, now keep that beautiful mouth of yours shut. When I want it opened, I'll tell you! I told you, you belong to me now. You are going to be my slave to do with as I see fit. I may decide to lend you out to others, but that will be my choice, and I will do that only if you are 'bad'. Now, why are you lactating? Did you have a baby recently. We didn't see any infants at the Cullen's house." Bella made no move to answer him, not wanting to be hit painfully again. He smiled evilly, "Good girl. You may answer."

"I was..." she thought furiously, "an experiment to see if a human female could be made to produce milk safely and see if it might suffice instead of her blood."

"Hummm, Carlisle is intelligent and has been a human medical doctor probably longer than I've been alive, and that's a very long time." His blue eyes met Bella's. She could see nothing gentle in them. "Yes, I'm a vampire also, and I know, though I've never met any of the Cullen clan. I also know they have some very talented members, but then, so do I. But enough about that, let's get to know each other now."

With that he roughly entered Bella and proceeded to hurt her more that Edward or any of the Cullen's had. Merciful darkness over took her once again.

Edward finally got back to the main house only to discover what Carlisle had already told him. Bella was gone. His world came crashing down. He found himself frozen and unable to move. His mind became frozen too. All he could think of, She's gone. She's gone. She's gone...over and over.

"Carlisle, what's wrong with Edward! He's not moving. He seems frozen in place." Esme was calling to Carlisle in a panicked voice.

"I was expecting that. I guess you've not seen this yet. It happens to us when we don't want to accept what's going on." Carlisle told Esme.

"Will he snap out of it Carlisle? He can't stay that way forever, can he?" Emmett had heard what Esme was yelling about and came to see for himself.

The rest of the 'family' were present, now surrounding Edward's frozen frame. His eyes open but not seeing.

Carlisle sighed, "Maybe, maybe not. It'll all depend upon what actions his mind tells him he needs to do. When any of us loose our mates, our minds snap, lock up. Sometimes we don't come back and become statues. Most of the time, we come back, but only about half of us and we're almost mental shells." Sighing again, Carlisle said, "I'm not sure what will happen with Edward. He's very strong."

Jasper put his arm around Alice's waist and asked her softly, "Alice, do you see anything at all?"

"I don't know Jaz. It's like there's been a heavy veil dropped around Bella...everything feels muffled." Turning her golden eyes to Edward and reaching out to touch his stillness, "I feel Edward will come back to us, but only when he's totally processed what's happened. I can't see a time frame. I only know, we have to find Bella or we could loose him forever." If Alice could cry, she would

The only one of the Cullen Clan who wasn't concerned was Rosalie. "Come on Edward, snap out of it!"

"Rose," Emmett roared, "if you can't be nice, just keep the fuck quiet!"

Emmett never raised his voice to his mate. Hurt, she turned away from him and ran from the house into the woods to sulk. She was more hurt than she ever believed she could have been.

No one seemed concerned for Rose right now. They had more on their collective plates than they could process at the moment. All of their "pets" were gone as well as one of the Clan now frozen. They had to figure out how to find those who'd been taken from them. Edward had to thaw on his own, and they weren't sure how to help him with that.

They gathered eventually, sans Edward, around the huge dinning room table for their meeting to try and figure out collectively what they actually knew.

"I smelled at least 10 different scents when I got home Carlisle," Esme offered.

"Ok. That's a start."

Alice had that faraway look she got when she was seeing something.

"Bella is in a dark room. I've never been able to see her you know. It's as if I'm seeing her from someone else's point of view. Oh. My. God. Carlisle, we have to find her! She's being abused, badly. She might be killed. What will happen to Edward then!" Alice was screaming by the time she'd stopped seeing as the veil once again came down.

"Jasper, what do your senses tell you?" Carlisle asked.

"Only panic and fear below, and surprise and nothing else from Edward's room." Jasper was shaking his head. "Some kind of gas was used to render the human's unconscious I think too. I smell something other than human or vampire."

"Alright. This is what we'll do. We'll spread out and search the forest for indication of movement of a many people, vampires. Be sure to check the trees too. I know Edward used the tree a lot when he was observing Bella and her father before he finally took her." Carlisle was trying to think what to do next.

"Emmett go find Rosalie first so you two can search together. Use your cell and call her, that might help you find her." Emmett was gone instantly.

"Jasper, Alice you go a slightly different direction and see what you feel, or can 'see'" They were gone in a flash.

Esme, I want you to stay here and keep an eye on Edward, just in case."

"Alright, Carlisle. What are you going to do?" Esme asked quietly.

"I have to call the hospital and arrange from someone to cover my shifts until this is resolved, if possible." He was gone leaving Esme alone.

She flashed upstairs to where the Edward statue was. "Oh, my poor Edward, my son. Please hear me. We need you to help us find Bella and the others. Bella needs you. Please, please come back to us." Esme sighed, and walked back down stairs and began to tidy up.

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