Ahh! I haven't updated in a while. Lol. I got grounded. :D it was sooo worth it too. Hehe. Well im still grounded… but my evil witch of a step mother is outta town with my padre and my lil sister is over at one of her friends' house. So im here. Stuck inside the house because the hawk (my neighbor) is watching my every move. So, I decided that I'll just update for you guys:) Oh and yes I did mean Lois Lane instead of Spidy's woman. Lol. Im not that into comic book stuff. Lol.
The next day at practice was pretty fun actually. We got to pick partners and I went with Rachel. I was actually kind of sad though because Ashley and I didn't get to be partners. But it all worked out. She got to be with Madison.
We then had to split into groups. Four people per group. Ashley and Madison came to join me and Rachel. Poor Chelsea always gets stuck without us.
We got into our groups and we all sit down on the grass. I could sense something was up with Rachel. I sensed it all day, but I swear it just got worse. I turn to her as Ashley and Madison were talking to each other. "You ok?" I ask her quietly
I watch as she bits her lower lip. She doesn't answer and I know that something is really wrong with her, "Rach?" I say
She shakes her head and turns her head and looks over into the empty bleachers. I sigh and then shiver as a cold wind blows across the soccer field. Then Coach Allen starts to speak, "Ok ladies. Since you all don't really know each other this year. We decided that we would get to know each other today. From our pervious practices and tryouts, I've watched all of you very well. You all have great chemistry with each other and you've all been doing well. So we're going to be in our little groups and ask each other questions. Have fun!" I watch as he sits down in a chair that was next to Coach Jim's.
I look at Ashley and Madison and I watch them as they talk. I still can't really believe that I slept with her last night. Well in her bed with her. I noticed then, when she talks, she uses her hands a lot. It's kind of annoying actually. Then she stops like she could hear my thoughts. She glances over at me and smiles. I smile and turn shyly away. Maybe she does know what she does to me.
I look at Rachel who found a lot of interest in a piece of grass. She's picking at it. I shake my head and smile. I look up at the grey sky. Overcast. Being a weather woman wouldn't be all that hard actually. Just look outside and bam! You got your forecast.
"Spencer?" I look over at Madison who just called my name
"Huh?" I say. As she could tell, she caught me off guard.
"Why were you staring at the boring ugly sky?" Because I wanted to see how easy it was to be a weather woman, Madison. That's why.
"Same reason she's still going out with Luke." Ashley says quietly
I look at her and smile, "I heard that." I laugh a little
I watch as her cheeks turn a light shade of pink. "Sorry." She says and she finds the same interest in the grass like Rachel did. What's with this grass? I look down at the green and brown grass. Nothing. Boring. I don't see why they think it's interesting.
"Ladies," We all look up at the female voice. Who is she? She's… hot. "Are you doing what you're supposed to be doing?" She looks around to be 18 or 19.
"Yeah, why?" Madison says. At least she still has her voice. But it's not as sexy as Ashley's. I look over at her and she is still looking at the grass. I kick the part of grass she was messing with. She looks up and smiles.
"It didn't sound like it." She said to us
"Were you trying to eavesdrop?" Madison asks. She has an attitude towards her! Oooh!
"No…" She replies back to Madison. She crosses her arms across her chest
Madison opens her mouth to say something back to her, but I beat her too it. I don't want Madison to get in trouble, "Um who are you?" I ask her
She looks over at me and looks at me like she never noticed that I was there. Geez, that makes me feel good. "Oh um, im Sammy." She says like we should have already known who she was.
"And why are you here?" Ah im glad that she finally talks. Now all we need is to get Rachel to talk. I look over at her and she's not picking at the grass anymore. She's picking at her shoes. Lame.
"Im Coach Allen's daughter…" She says eyeing Ashley. Why is she eyeing her? Why am I getting jealous over this?! It's not like im in love with her.
"How old are you?" Madison asks
"18." She replies.
I stare at Ashley and she finally notices that im staring at her and she wrinkles her forehead in confusion but she still has the smile I love. She mouths a 'what?' to me and I just smile at her and kick her shoe and she does it back to me. "Guys! Stop it." Madison snaps at us
She turns away and Ashley and I hold back our laughter. "Um, im going to go get some water." I announce as Sammy talks to Madison. When did she sit down and join our circle? Or square. Whatever.
"I'll join you!" Ashley jumps up and walks with me over to the water table
When we get there, I grab a cup and fill it with icy cold water. I start to take a drink out of it when Ashley hits it and the water that was in the cup spills all over my grey practice shirt. "Ashley!" And I throw the remaining water in the cup on her
We're both laughing at each other, "Carlin! Davies! What are you doing?" Coach Allen asks
Crappp. "Nothing." I say controlling my laughter
"Get back to your circle." He tells us and Ashley grabs a cup of water, "With no water, Davies." He says and walks back to his table
"Ok Coach Allenn!" She calls and throws it on me
I yelp because the water is really cold. "You are so going down." I say and I grab a cup of water and I run after her. She runs away and I hear our last names being called by our coaches. We are so going to be in trouble for this.
Im still running after her when I look behind me to see Coach Jim stand and I don't see Ashley stop in front of me. I hit Ashley and we fall onto the ground and all the girls are laughing at us.
We both are laughing too because 1, we collided into each other and 2, I spilled the water on both of us. Then everyone gets quiet as we both sit up. We're still laughing but then we quickly stop when Coach Jim is standing in front of us. "Up." He says like he is pissed
We both look at each other and then we stand. We are so in trouble. "I want you two to get your bags and leave. You two come back when you can both follow the rules that we have." He points towards the end of the soccer field. Oh he is so pissed.
We both look at each other and then we make our way over to our bags. I can't believe that we actually got in trouble for having fun. We both sigh as we pick up our bags and we head out.
We make it to the front of the school and the boy's basketball team just got home. They're early. I see Luke. "Damn it!" I say slowing my walk down
"What?" Ashley turns to me and then back in the direction of the boys getting off of the bus. They don't even look sweaty.
"Spencer!" Joy! He comes over to us because we both stopped. Well I stopped and then she was kind of forced to stop. He kisses me. It wasn't even a good kiss. It was forced and nasty. It actually makes me gag.
"Luke." I say and even I could tell that I wasn't happy to see him
"Hey Ash." I look over to who's saying her name. I looked over at the wrong time though because the hot shot basketball player, Aiden Dennison, just kissed the girl I like. A lot. I think that makes me gag more though.
I watch them and she pulls away, "Hey Aiden." She looks like she didn't even enjoy it
"So why are you guys home early?" I spot my brother and I make a run for it, "Glen!" I call leaving Luke and them behind
"Hey little sis. What are you doing out so early?" He asks me as he brings me into a hug
"Um, me and Ashley got in trouble." I smile. Well I am proud of it.
"Ashley Davies? Man, she is smokin'!" I smile because I agree. I nod my head very lightly
"So the other team forfeited." He tells me. He doesn't seem very happy with it. He was suppose to start today
"That sucks." I say and then someone grabs my arm, "How could you leave me back there with them!" Aw it's Ashley.
I laugh, "Because I saw my brother." I smile at her
"That doesn't give you the right to ditch me with the jockstraps." She laughs at her own joke. She's so cute.
"Sorry about that. I had to--- um Glen, how's Rylee?" Luke came over and wrapped his arm around my shoulders. I looked at Glen and he was looking at Luke. I looked over at Ashley and she was staring at Luke's arm around me.
"She's fine." He never took his eyes off of Luke
Ashley grabbed my hand and pulled me away, "Let's go do something." She says walking into the parking lot
I laugh a little at her actions, "Ok. Like?" I ask her
She turns to me and bits her lower lip. "How far is your mom's house from here?" She asks me
"Um, like… a mile." I tell her. We've stopped and she has this smile on her face like she has an idea.
"Race ya." She smiles even bigger
"You're on." I say and with our bags, we start to run to my house.
We get to my house and I beat her by a foot. We sit down laughing on the porch steps. I don't really know why we were laughing, but we were. "I so beat you." I say and noticed how close our legs were. They were touching and my thigh was burning just from that touch.
"Yeah yeah. Shut up." She smiles at me and then glances down at our legs. I see her tense up. She makes her way back up to my face and smiles again.
I stand up, even though I didn't want too. I really wasn't even sure if my legs were going to let me. I unlock the door and we walk inside. We set our bags down by the front door and we head into the kitchen. She sits on one of the stools that are by the island. She watches me as I get two bottles of water out of the refrigerator.
I hand her a bottle and we walk up to my room. We both change into normal clothes and not sweaty ones. I lent Ashley a pair of my short shorts and a wife beater. I put on a pair of red short shorts that had 'lifeguard' printed on the butt. I put on a white tank top. We lay down on my bed as the movie A Walk To Remember plays.
"So, were you really a lifeguard?" She asks me
"Last summer I was." I smile at her
She stares at me, "What? Are you trying to picture me as one?"
She smiles at me and looks at the tv. Im laying on my stomach and she's sitting Indian style on my bed. "Do you go to the beach a lot?" I ask her because I noticed her dark tan
"Yeah. Do you?" She replied
"I try." Then there was silence and we watched our movie.
15 minutes through the movie, Ashley lies down next to me. Even when she was at practice and then changes into normal clothes, I can still smell her. I take a deep breath of her scent in and I close my eyes, making it last longer.
"Don't fall asleep." She says and I open my eyes to see her looking at me.
"I wasn't going too." She smiles at me
"Sure." She laughs a little and turns her attention to the movie again.
We watch the movie all the way through without falling asleep. When I turned it off, my door opened. "Spencer—" She looks at Ashley.
"Um, mom this is Ashley." I say, "Ashley, this is my mom Paula."
My mom smiles at her and then turns to me, "You know Spencer, you have a phone for a reason. You need to pick up when I call. I thought you were hurt!" She said. She's always over dramatic
"Um, my phone died last night." I tell her. Crap! It's still at Ashley's house. I forgot to grab it this morning. "And it's still over at Ashley's house." I add sitting down next to Ashley who is still lying down.
My mom looks at me and then Alan pops into my room, "Hey there kiddo." He says with a smile and I glare at him. I know that Ashley can see me because she put her hand on my mine.
"Spencer." Ashley says really quietly and I look at her and then back to Alan.
"Can I talk to you for second, Spence?" My mom asks walking out of the room, Alan follows. I groan as I stand up and walk out of my room and downstairs to my mom's room.
They both are sitting on her bed. I walk into the room with my arms crossed over my chest. I am so pissed at him it's not even funny. "Sweetie, Alan and I—" I cut her off when Alan grabbed her right hand. I can see the diamond ring on her left hand.
"I already know that you two are getting married. Joy. Can I go back to my room now?" I say with an attitude
My mom sighs, "When are you going to understand that I don't love your father---"
"You never have and you never will! I already knew that when I found out that you were cheating on him with him." I point to Alan
My mom stands up, "Spencer. Do not raise your voice at me." My mom says sternly
"Im not." I say and I know that im not going to be as strong as I need to be right now.
"Your father has moved on, and you accepted it. Why can't you accept me moving on?" She asks with the attitude this time
"Because he wasn't the reason that you two got a divorce." I say as a tear escapes and rolls down my cheek. I turn around and walk out of their room. I slam the door behind me. More tears run down my cheeks as I get closer to my room.
When I get to my door, I wipe away the tears but I know that they'll just reappear when I see Ashley and she asks me what happened. I place my hand on my door knob and slowly turn it. The door opens and another one escapes.
Im crying because I love my father. He should have never been cheated on. Im crying because what my mother did years ago hurt me the most. I have scars to prove it. Ashley is hugging me. And im crying because I lied to everyone and now all that is about to change. Everything and everyone's world is about to change. I know it, because I have that gut feeling.
And the scars I look at every night before I go to sleep, reminds me of why I did it. I look at the recent one that appeared a couple of months ago when me and mother got into a big fight. And im crying because I know that another one will be added to the collection later when Ashley leaves.
It's an addiction that I wished I never started. She pulls me to my bed and we sit down on the edge. She hugs me tighter and I forget about what just happened. I forget about all the lies that I told. And I forget about all the nights I cried myself to sleep. And I forget about all the pain my mom has caused me over these past years. But I do realize that I already fell for Ashley. And I fell hard. And I don't want to leave her arms.
Ok, so I made it longer because I haven't updated in a while. I gave you the drama that I promised in the last chapter but didn't put it in. lol. My bad.