That Bastard! How could he leave us behind?! How could he leave me behind?!
Why did he have to play the hero, doesn't he know that I need him? This fool! Trying to save the people of a far future, not realizing how much he hurts the people who love him here and now. What if Grima will come back in the future? Why should we care? Why should he care? I need him here!
The pain of being without him is unbearable. Last night I woke up in our tent alone. When the memories of Robin's sacrifice popped into my mind, I experienced unendurable amounts of anger and sadness. I ended up burning our tent down out of frustration.
Now I need to sleep in the same tent as my daughters. Both of them were unsuccessfully trying to comfort me, but that just made things even worse.
I am their mother, I should be the one comforting them. I am just pathetic and useless without Robin.
How could he leave me behind in a state like this?
The worst thing is that I could have prevented it. The last night before we faced Grima…
Robin acted different than usual. He spent the whole evening just with me, even though usually before an important battle, he would spend all day working on strategies.
I should have questioned his change in behavior, but I was blinded by his seductive charm and couldn't resist my desire for his attention. How could I be so dumb?
He knew he wasn't coming back from that final battle. He planned this from the beginning and he wanted our last night together to be a happy one.
I should have seen through that, I should have stopped him and his crazy plan.
But I didn't. I was craving for him so badly, that I ended up losing the person who changed my entire life. I'm a sad, miserable excuse for a wife.
And now Robin is gone…
No! I can't accept that! I won't accept that!
He can't be gone! He promised me that we would live a happy life together! Robin wouldn't break a promise like that, I know he will come back.
And I know the others think so as well.
Robin, I know you are there somewhere.
I miss you.
You need to come back. Come back for me. Or come back for our daughters. Heck, come back for Chrom for what I care, just please come back.
I need you. We all need you.
We all miss you.
Everyone is confident that this was not the last we saw of you.
Robin, we will be seeing each other again!
And if I have to drag you out of the depths of hell myself!
There is no escape from me!
I will find you.
And we will be together once again.
A/N: After Robin's sacrifice there is a lot of anger, frustration, confusion, sadness, self-pity and desperation in Tharja's mind.
Let's hope that she will find her husband before she goes crazy out of loneliness.