Forgive Me
By: KaKaVegeGurl
Author's Note:
WOOooo yeah!
*takes some serious amount of advil atm*. XP
Enjoy and have a nice steaming cup of yaoi!
~KaKaVegeGurl
Side Notes:
Is he not strong enough?
Is he not pure enough?
To break me, pour me out, and start again?
Is he not brave enough?
To take one chance with me
Please can I have one chance to start again
He took my life into his hands
And turned it all around
In my most desperate circumstance, is where I'm finally found
That you are strong enough
That you are pure enough
To break me, pour me out, and start again
That you are brave enough
To take one chance on me
Oh thank you for my chance to start again
Chapter 10 - Strong Enough
Draco sat down at the breakfast table and looked across it at Pansy, who was still soaking wet and, at the moment, trying to get a good hold on her spoon.
"Hey," she said in annoyance at her food.
Draco nodded, "Hey."
Pansy looked up immediately at the sound of his voice and met Draco's gaze, "What happened to your face? Did you get hit by a car?"
Draco laughed softly, hiding his hesitance, "No."
"Then what happened?" Pansy asked again, staring at him, "You look horrible."
"I feel horrible."
Pansy watched Draco for a moment, watched his hands and his face closely. She frowned, "You seem different, some how."
Draco shrugged, still looking down at his plate, "I can't imagine why."
Hermione shook her head, "Not this early."
"Why not?" Harry asked.
"Just wait a bit longer," Hermione said, "Let Draco have some time to him self to cool down."
Harry nodded, crestfallen, "Alright. I just feel like I'm wasting my time sitting around here doing nothing while he thinks that bad of me."
"If anyone else knew, I'm sure they'd think bad of you too," Hermione whispered.
"Think bad of who?" Ron asked as he sat between the two, "Harry?"
Harry frowned, "Yeah me, the great sick-o."
Ron frowned as well then, "Well come out with it," he said, patting Harry's arm, "What did you do?"
Harry sighed and rolled his eyes, "I hurt Draco last night."
"Too rough, eh?" Ron laughed, "Knew you shouldn't have done that fag stuff with him. Did you bite him?"
"Nothing like that," Harry sighed, "It was much, much worse."
"Worse then biting a bloke's dick off?" Ron's eyebrows went up, "Bloody hell, now I gotta know what you did."
Harry shook his head, "No, enough people know already."
"But I'm your best mate."
Harry sighed again.
"Even if you were thinking of Malfoy while you were banging my sister," Ron said, "You're still my best mate."
"Alright," Harry said in defeat, "But don't say anything out loud, to anyone."
"Of course."
"I tried to rape Draco."
The smile dropped from Ron's face and he stared at Harry.
Harry glared at Ron's expression and bowed his head, "I know. It's bad. Just–"
"Bloody hell mate," Ron said loudly, "How did... what do you mean tried?"
Harry pointed to the bruise on his jaw, "This is what he did to me. But I think his face is a lot worse."
Ron stared at his jaw, "Wow, Merlin's beard. I didn't know you had it in you. You try to demand sex and then you pummeled him when you didn't get your way."
Hermione smacked Ron in the head with her book.
"Ow!"
Harry put his head in his hands, "I know. I know. It's bad."
"It's horrible," Ron said rubbing his head, "so what are you going to do to make it up to him?"
Harry shrugged, "I'm going to marry him."
"Nah," Ron said, throwing his arms out in front of him, "Marriage is for fags. You have to do something more drastic then that."
"More drastic then marriage?" Hermione asked.
Ron nodded, "Oh yeah, I have the best idea. But you have to do it tonight. At dinner."
"Why dinner?"
Ron shrugged, "Dunno, maybe having a lot of other people around is perfect for it, right? Think your strong enough to handle it?"
"Strong?" Harry asked in confusion.
"You're going to forgive him?" Pansy asked, glaring at Draco, "After what he did to you, you're going to forgive him?"
Draco nodded, "Well, yeah. I don't think he did what he did on purpose."
"Like punching you."
"It's not the first time."
"Yeah but this punching was different," Blaise stated.
Draco shrugged, "Well, I think he deserves another chance. I think I strung him along. He doesn't understand the lot of it, and I need to help him to."
"Understand?" Pansy asked.
"He loves me," Draco said, "I'm very sure of that. He just needs help. I have to show him that things are different."
"No," Blaise argued, "You love him. I'm sure of that. And he... He's just stupid. Draco, you love him too much."
"No. I love him enough."
"Enough?" Pansy asked.
Draco nodded, "Enough to be brave. To stick it out. To give him another chance. He deserves it, after everything I've done."
"Draco Malfoy!"
Draco, Blaise, and Pansy both looked up to see Harry Potter, standing near the door of the Great hall, obviously having just come in. His hair was messy and he was wearing his school robes, his face looked troubled, but he had his chest out bravely; more so then usual.
The Great hall was nearly full of students that morning and they all looked up in surprise as well as the boy-who-lived walked over to Draco and stood before him.
"I need to apologize to you," Harry said loudly, staring down at Draco, "Really, I've been a jerk. And I want you to know something."
Draco stared up at Harry with wide eyes as the Gryffindor motioned for him to stand up.
Harry smiled as Draco pushed away from the table and stood to meet him at eye level, "I'm sorry," he said softly so that not many others could hear him, "I want to make it up to you."
"How?" Draco asked with a raised brow.
"By being on bottom," Harry said simply, "And when you want to, I will. For as long as you want to. That is to say... If ever you want to. If you never do, then that's fine. I understand. What I did was wrong, and I don't deserve your forgiveness. But I'd like to have it."
Harry spoke louder again then, so everyone could hear, "Because I'm in love with you, Draco. And I want to be with you. Forever."
Draco smiled wide and leaned forward, pressing his lips to Harry's softly.
"So you forgive me?" The raven-haired boy asked breathlessly.
"I do," Draco said, "It's not like we haven't fought before."
"Right," Harry laughed.
Harry looked up at Draco nervously, "I love you."
Draco smiled, "I love you too."
"Are you sure you want to do this?"
Draco nodded, sure of him self, "I am."
Harry reached forward, "I think it's too tight," and fixed the bow around Draco's neck.
"Let's do this."
"Yeah," Draco took four quick breaths, balled his fists and left the room.
Hermione stood from her seat.
Harry spun in a circle, showing off his black tux, "How do I look?"
Hermione walked to him and pulled him into a big hug, "You look pretty handsome, I'd say. And Draco's white tux fits him well too."
"Yeah," Harry grinned ear to ear, "He's dashing."
"Are you nervous?"
"A little."
Hermione took a step back and smiled too, "Don't be, tonight you two will be married. And you'll finally get what you've been waiting for."
"Waiting for?"
"You know," Ron spoke from the door, "Sex."
Harry laughed and looked from Hermione to Ron, "You two really thought I did all of this just for sex? Admitting my love in front of the entire school body, going on countless dates, becoming an Auror, and the whole three years of being with him, to get married to him just for sex? "
His two friends nodded.
"Well sure," said Ron, 'What else have you been doing it for?"
"Maybe love?" Harry suggested.
Hermione threw her hand out in front of her, "Psh, yeah right."
"No way," said Ron at the same time.
Harry frowned, "I'm being serious."
Ron shook his head, "You can't possibly be in love with someone, Harry. That's stepford fag stuff."
"I'm a stepford fag now?" Harry asked.
Ron shook his head, "No, only Draco."
Hermione laughed, "It's always only Draco."
Harry straightened his suit and heard the music start up, "Oooh, that's my queue," he hugged Ron and moved to the door, "Wish me luck."
The two friends walked behind him.
"Good luck."
"Don't trip."
Ending Notes:
Hey everyone! Hope you all enjoyed, that's the end of this fic. Feel free to go to my page and read others, I'll be finishing more. If you want one in particulur just ask. Or, I even take REQUESTS. Orly? XP Yeah, as long as it's reasonable.
I know people don't write the classic stuff like I do. These days it's all, "Draco's sister", "Harry was a female", or "Harry meets Buffy and they join together to fight vampires" and shit. So if you want CLASSIC yaoi, in the real world of HP. Feel free to ask me. I'll write the real stuff. ^_~
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~KaKaVegeGurl