Everything ends

Chapter 9

Disclaimer: Stephanie Meyer owns all the characters…

BPOV

I was sitting in the passenger's seat of Alice's Porsche looking outside the window with tears silently falling from my eyes… My mind was trying to protect itself from the pain and I shut down all my senses. I couldn't see, I couldn't hear, I couldn't feel the texture of the leather seat underneath my palms… I was numb and I wanted to stay this way forever.

Next thing I knew I was lying in a bed in Alice's guest room. She was sitting on its edge and looking at me with worried eyes. I tried to sit up but she put her small hands around me and hugged me for dear life.

"Oh, Bella!" She sobbed. "I was so scared! You didn't move or say a word in the last two hours! Jasper had to carry you inside! I don't want to lose you…"

I moved back from her grasp and just stared at her. I tried to comprehend what she just told me… Finally, I understood. "I'm sorry, Ali." My voice was void of all emotions and it didn't sound like mine at all. "It was just too much I guess…"

"I know…" she whispered. "But I called dad anyway, so he could check on you and maybe kick my brother's ass. He should be here soon."

When Alice mentioned Edward I could almost feel my heart breaking even more and I started sobbing and shaking again.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that. Shh, please, calm down." Alice was talking in a small, scared voice.

But I couldn't put myself together. Tanya's word kept ringing in my head.

"…you cheated on her with me…"

"Why, Ali? Why did he do this to me? Was I such a bad wife? Wasn't I enough?" pain-laced words kept coming from my mouth and I couldn't stop them. I wanted to know what I did to deserve what I got. But Alice wasn't the one who knew the answers. Edward was but I wasn't ready to talk to him.

"No, of course not!" Alice exclaimed. "You're the best person I know and Edward is stupid if he hasn't seen it!" She was about to say something more but was interrupted by someone knocking on the door. Alice was about to stand up and open it but I caught her hand. When she looked at me questioningly I whispered,

"Don't leave me." I just had to have someone I loved near me right now. Alice smiled sadly and said to whoever it was to,

"Come in."

Jasper poked his head into the room and looked at me with a sad smile. He was always like a brother to me and I knew that he hated seeing me suffer like that.

"I came to make sure that Bella was alright." He looked at me with so much worry in his eyes that it made my eyes water even more.

"She'll be fine," Alice said and gave Jasper a nod to let him know that he should leave as alone. She pulled me in her arms again and held me until Jasper knocked again.

"Carlisle is here. Do you want him to come in?" He looked unsure as what to do.

Alice looked at me to make sure that I was ready to face Carlisle. I knew it would be hard because he had to find out. He had to find out that his golden boy cheated on his wife, on a woman Carlisle considered a daughter.

"Yes, let's get this over with…"

Jasper left the room and seconds later the man I considered my father walked in. He took in my expression and rushed to my side.

"Bella, honey, are you okay? What's wrong?" Carlisle looked at me with worry in his golden eyes.

"I'm fine, dad." I tried to sound as convincing as possible but I guess I didn't succeed because when I looked at him again, tears started streaming down my face and I started sobbing uncontrollably. I threw my arms around Carlisle I hugged him with all my strength. "Dad… He… And Tanya... It hurts…" I stammered unable to form a coherent sentence.

Dad held me tight. "Bella, you need to calm down for me, okay?" He looked at Alice. "Ali, what happened?"

"Edward slept with Tanya." My best friend and sister-in-law said. Hearing her say it made me cry even harder. I was shaking and could barely breathe.

"Alice, can you leave us alone for a minute?" Carlisle asked.

Alice looked at me unsure of what to do but I nodded my head to let her know I'd be fine with Carlisle.

"Okay. I'll be in the kitchen if you need me." And with that she stood up from bed and headed to the door.

"Alice," Carlisle called after her. "Your mom is there with Jasper. Can you tell her what happened?"

"Sure, dad." With that she left us alone.

"Bella, I know that this is possibly the worst moment possible to tell you this but I got back the results from your blood test…" I looked at him dumbfounded. What might be so important about my blood results that he had to tell me about it right now? Am I dying? Carlisle continued, oblivious to my internal musings.

"You're pregnant."

I looked at him like he had two heads. Pregnant… I was carrying Edward's baby… I put my hand on my still flat stomach.

It's just you and me, baby…

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Sorry it took me so long to update but I have a really busy summer. I'll try to update ASAP, but I'm afraid the chapters will be short…

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