Disclaimer: Nope, I still don't own them… oh well

A/N: Gomen, I'm so sorry it took me so long to write this, I never thought losing a friend to suicide could be this hard, but, unfortunately, it was. Well I finally have the time to start writing again, which makes me very happy, I turned 16 1 week and 2 days ago, which for me, is really cool. Well here is the next chapter. Thank you to all that reviewed, you guys seriously kick butt! Arigato, PT

P.S there is a lemon for this chappie, e-mail me at and I will send you a copy of it, I will finish the lemon tomorrow.

Loving the Youkai

Chapter 10: Night of Passion

About a week after the last battle…

Sesshomarou walked in front of Kagome and Rin, it was as though the entire scenario with Naraku had simply been forgotten. Except for one thing. Kagome still remembered what Sesshomarou had told her that night, the way he truly felt about her. They both had confessed their love for each other, and things had been going great.

When at last he felt that Kagome was ready to travel once again, they started the trek back to his castle. He had plans for what was to be done once they got there.

It all made sense now, Rin believed that Sesshomarou was her father, and that Kagome was her mother, so naturally, it seemed that it was time for Sesshomarou to re-invite her to spend the night in his bed. The last time he had asked her, the only objection she had had, was that he didn't really understand his true feelings for her. However, now he did.

Rin ran ahead of them, standing on top of a hill, she squealed "I can see home, we're not too far now!"

Her enthusiasm made both Kagome and Sesshomarou laugh, she was such a bright kid, with a wonderful future ahead of her, especially now, now she had a family. And that family was about to become a reality, if Sesshomarou had anything to do with it.

Of course he would.

By the time they reached the castle, Rin had worn herself out, it was late, so she ate dinner and then ran to Kagome's room to give her a kiss goodnight. "I'm glad you're back, mommy." her voice was low, but Kagome heard her loud and clear, for a minute, she thought she was going to cry, the little girl was so sweet. She watched as Rin ran into Sesshomarou's room and kissed his cheek goodnight, that was when she heard something that at first, she didn't want to. "Take good care of mommy tonight, she needs you."

Sesshomarou was startled by the little girls words but he smiled, looking up at Kagome, who was staring at him like an idiot, she smirked, "Don't worry Rin, I'll take good care of her." he watched as the miko blushed a bright shade of pink and then looked away. He watched Rin go down to her room and close the door, about 15 minutes later, he checked up on her, she was sound asleep.

He gathered up his ego and walked down the hall to Kagome's room and knocked softly on the door.

"You may come into my room, if you should wish to."

His voice was racy and husky, which was driving her insane. She wanted to go into his room, to spend time alone with him, to be all alone with him would be a blessing, well, kinda. She waited for about a half an hour before at last she gathered her own courage and went into his room, she didn't even knock.

He was sitting on his bed when he noticed her silhouette in the doorway. He smiled knowing that his wishes might actually be coming true tonight.

She looked up at him, the second their eyes met, he let out a low growl of nothing but pure need and temptation.

This was going to be fun.

He got up from his bed and walked to her, immediately placing his arms around her slender waist, he pulled her closer to him. Stringing kisses all along her neck, he whispered into her right ear,

"Onegeii, utsukushii, will you mate with me?"

She could only smile as she put her arms around his hips, easing her way up to his mouth while untying his kimono, she looked at him seductively and kissed his lower lip.

"Of course love, why wouldn't I? I would never say no."

"I'm glad."

His words were ragged, a deep grow rolled through his body, his flesh was hot to the touch. She smiled at him noticing the effect she seemed to have on this great lord, she had made the decision to keep things from getting out of hand before, but now, slow wasn't in her vocabulary.

He pulled her closer to him and began to whisper ragged poetry, the kind his mother would recite to him to calm his nerves, into her ear. She moaned gently in response. Grasping his left arm, she pushed him into the wall, he was so dazed that he couldn't even hold his self up, so he allowed himself to fall back against the wall. A naughty smirk playing across his features.

"You're enjoying this too much aren't you?" her voice seemed to put him in a trance, the sweet melody that played throughout his mind over and over, it was all he could think of anymore. Looking down at his angel, he smiled again. "Of course, my lady." with that he pulled her into a passionate kiss.

She was the first to pull away for air. She looked up at him to try and read his gaze, his handsome features were crossed with love, lust and pure need for a woman.

'I wonder how long its been since Sesshomarou was with a woman? I wonder if he has ever been with a woman?'

A few moments later.

"Utsukushii, what is it, did I do something wrong?"

"I love when you call me that."

"Answer me." he grazed the tips of his fingers along her jaw line.

"Have you, ever been with a woman before, I mean, not necessarily a human, but, well, you know, a female?"

'Baka, why did I ask him that, why right now?' she was beginning to feel like a loser, again.

He smiled at her confusing look, 'She's so pretty when she gets mad at herself…'

"Kagome, I have never been with any other woman, human, demon, or anything else, you're my first."

"Oh…well that's nice to know, will I be your last as well?" she froze 'BAKA!'

Once again, he smiled.

"You will be my first, and my forever, even if you were to leave me, I will never be able to feel this way for another woman, human or not. You're the only one I can see myself with, I see you carrying my children, yes, Kagome, I see it clear as day."

She felt the hot tears slip down her cheeks.

"Naku na, what did I say, gomen nasai, Utsukushii, what is it?"

She smiled at his quick concern. "Nothing, love, its just that no one has ever said anything like that to me, these are tears of joy, for I feel the same way about you. I always will, you mean everything to me. I want to spend the rest of my life with you."

That was all he needed.

It took the youkai lord less then two seconds to pick up the miko and gently lay her on his bed. He touched her face and leaned down to kiss her when he stopped himself.

"Are you really sure, that this is what you want, we can't take this back you know." his words held love and worry, that she wouldn't really be ready.

"Yes, my sweet love, yes, I am ready. I know all of the consequences, but they mean nothing, I love you and this is what I want, as long as it is what you want as well, is it?"

"Yes, Utsukushii, this is what I want."

"I'm glad."

Her words faded into the night.

A/N: ok, as I said before, there is a lemon for this chapter, e-mail me or review and leave your e-mail and I will send you the lemon, I am going to finish the last half of this particular lemon tomorrow((5/19/05)) so if you request it, that's when you'll be getting it. As always, thanks for reading my story, and thanks to all my reviewers so far!

Ja PT