"Is it just me, or have the guys been acting really wierd this week?" Emma asked, holding a shot up to her lips.
Manny snapped out of it, feeling horrible sitting next to her best friend. How could she do this to her?!
Manny opened her mouth but then shut it to give Emma a look, "You've been acting kind of wierd too, Em." she giggled a bit, checking her watch, "It's not even noon and you're taking shots."
Emma drank the shot back and swallowed it with her own guilt. She had to tell Manny. "You know I love you right?" she asked.
Manny turned her head and then her mouth parted a bit. What was this about? "Of course Em, I love you too. You're my best friend."
Emma's shoulders fell and she nodded. They sat at the hotel bar and she put her fingers through her hair as she took a deep breath, "Manny, Jay and I-"
"Hey bitches." they heard and turned for both their heads to turn in confusion this time
"Holly J?" Manny asked, her mouth fallen.
"What are you doing here? In Niagara?" Asked Emma and her eyes widened, "You're not with-"
"Jane?" asked Holly J with a snicker, "Hell no. She's pretending to be some rockstar in Manhatten because a band group lost their leader singer." she stopped her luggage beside her feet, "Now who am I rooming with?"
Holly J wore her classic Queen B clothes. A bright teal fashion scarf around her neck, her long ginger hair curled, and a designers white dress with black high heels.
"Who invited you?" Manny had to ask while trying to hide an awkward smile.
Holly J raised an eyebrow, "Spinner." she said bluntly.
Manny's mouth shaped an 'oh' and sat up straighter, pointing between her and Emma, "Well we.." she paused. How were they going to do this? Manny didn't want to be sneaking into Sean's room and Holly J find out and tell Emma!
"You can stay with me." Emma declared before pointing at Holly J, "But you have to have shots with me right now." she glared at Manny, "She won't do it." she looked back at Holly J
Holly gave out a short laugh but walked over to the bar, sitting with the girls, "No problem. I'm going to need a few to face Spinner." she dug into her purse for her fake ID. THANKYOU Toby.
"Ya.." Manny drifted, knowing the story. "That was harsh."
"I'm dating Declan! If I told Spinner," she scoffed and raised her finger to the bartender for a shot, "if I told Spinner, I was basically sending my boyfriend to a bloody pulp myself."
"Ya but, it's Spinner. He's a good guy." Emma reminded Holly J
The bartender came over with a shot and Holly J nearly bursted into tears right there if not for the shot and she whined, "I know that okay?!" she looked around before she lowered her voice, "I couldn't pick Spinner over my own boyfriend...not when.."
Manny and Emma wondered what she was going to say.
Holly J looked down and avoided there eyes.
Emma's eyes widened and looked to Manny who was still confused. The blonde spoke for Holly J, "Not when you like Spinner, and don't want Declan to find out."
Holly J looked guilty, and she looked back at the girls with shame. "Spinner knows- knew how I felt about him." she looked sadly away, "He totally blew me off for Jane and now I need to do that for Declan." she spoke almost bitterly, "I can't pick Spinner over others anymore, not when he hurt me like that."
Emma was confused, cause she knew Spinner and Holly J were close since she started working at the Dot. She could actually see Spinner with a girl like Holly J, Jane just wasn't serious and seemed just like a 'fun girl' for a little while..but not for the future.
Manny too eyed Holly J. She was fiesty, funny, witty and probably everything Spinner liked in a girl. She couldn't believe Holly J told Spinner she liked him and he shot her down. "Honey, you just came miles and hours over to Niagara to spend time with Spinner. While what? Your boyfriends still in Manhattan?"
Holly J glared because it was true. "I did it cause I know I owe him a huge apology-"
Emma snickered, "but what you just said made sense, you can't put Spinner first anymore after he broke your heart. So why still come all the way over here just for him?"
"SHOT!" Holly J loudly called to the bartender, frowning deeply with sorrow and guilt. She was still not over Spinner .. Holly J shut her eyes, "Would you guys stop putting me under stress?! I just got a massage in the hotel Spa and you're ruining my relaxtion. This is suppose to be a vacation!"
"Holly J?" came a voice.
All three girls eyes widened, but Holly J's heart was the only one pounding before she turned to the one and only Spinner Mason. He stood there, that slow goofy yet sheepish smile growing on his face. She tried to keep a serious face, "Hey Spin.." she drifted.
"You made it." he said happily and came over, pulling her into a tight hug.
Manny and Emma both caught Holly J's tortured look when she looked up from hugging him. The two girls decided to get up and leave. When Spinner pulled away he sighed happily and Holly J nervously looked around before clapping her hands together.
"So what's fun to do here in this dirty 3 star hotel?"
Spinner laughed. "Classic Holly J." he raised his finger to a poster, "Tonight, we go all out."
Holly J turned into confusion until she looked at the poster and tilted her head, "Three days grace?"
"Here. Tonight!" cheered Spinner, smiling so wide that Holly J had to laugh at him, "What better way to mend our friendship then to go to that concert?" not to add that Three Days Grace breaks up in the future, and it broke Spinners heart. Finally, coming back to the past was becoming the best thing that ever happened to him. This, plus Holly J back in his life. He felt pretty good again.
Holly J laughed and rolled her eyes, "Fine." she paused, "I got to ask though, why'd you accept my apology?"
He frowned deeply and went serious too, putting his hands into his jean pockets while he sadly shrugged. "Jane did what she did, you didn't do anything. Yes it hurt you didn't tell me but I get it I guess..Declan was your boyfriend." he shook his head, shutting his eyes, "is your boyfriend."
Holly J was a little taken back from that but happily nodded, just glad he wasn't mad at her. She couldn't stand when he was mad at her. "Good." she looked around and declared, "Now where's Emma's room so I can put my stuff away?"
Spinner happily bent down and carried her stuff to show her the way. He wasn't going to make her regret coming here. Tonight was going to be amaze-balls!
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"I was this close." Emma said to Jay, pinching her hands together and sat in his lap.
He had JUST woken up. He had drank maybe too much last night. He chuckled as Emma rambled on his lap about trying to tell Manny. She was so anxious and rattled up about it.
"Em." he said and leaned up, kissing her neck softly and then moved her hair off her shoulder more to suck on it deeper. Emma whimpered but surrendered, loosening up. "You have to relax." he confirmed, his hands going to her waist and pulling her closer to his.
He leaned back on the hotels bed frame, and she tilted her head to let him suck on her neck more. God it felt so good. She felt his hands work to the bottom of her shirt and lifted it over her head before eyeing her down hungrily.
"Can you put it away for one night, Hogart?" Emma teased with a sly smile, looking down at his blue eyes and he smirked up to her before gazing down at her beautiful body in nothing but her black lacey bra and black skirt now. Her body was tight and perfect.
He rolled the skirt up a little and teased back while kissing down her neck and collar bone, getting lower and lower. "Tell me to stop and I will." he playfully insisted, "I'm just trying to make you..relax."
Emma's breath was unsteady, feeling his kisses leave trails down between her breasts and his hands left her waist to undo her bra. He groaned as she now sat on top of him in her naked glory and breasts fully exposed.
"God you're fucking perfect." he slid his hands back around her waist, pulling hers into his and she bit her lip feeling him hard.
She almost shyly crossed her arms over her breasts.
He raised an eyebrow up at her and declared, "Emma, you're like a young librarian porn star right out of a magazine... you have nothing to be shy about."
She tried not to smile so wide and blushed to then roll her eyes, "Well you're just staring and it makes a girl feel a little exposed."
He grinned mischievously and she yelped when he leaned forward and ended up pinning her under him, her skirt now raised around her hips and she stared just as hungerily into his eyes as she did back. She felt his strong hands slide up her thighs and she moaned and yelped again with a giggle when he gripped her thong and ripped it down easily and off of her.
He just wore his boxers already but she still felt more exposed then him, even more so when his mouth kissed everywhere around her body. "Jay.." she sighed and then moaned when he kissed and bit playfully up her thighs until he kissed between her folds and flicked his tounge against her heat. Emma's eyes shot open to shut tightly just as fast and she moaned out loud, throwing her head back on the bed.
Her fingers moved down her body, while her hips raised up and down slowly to then motion of Jay's tongue between her legs. "JAY!" she pleaded, eyes still shut and whimpering.
It wasn't too long before she was shuddering, and her fingers slid through his hair and gripped it each time his tounge hit her most sensitive spots which meant every second. He smirked, and just kept going and her hands went to gripping the bed sheets next. She couldn't take it anymore, and was coming hard. He felt her sit up, and she was watching him, it made him throb as she moaned as she watched him make her shake under his touch, but then she put her hands on his shoulders and kept whimpering and moaning madly. She tried to make him stop, pushing against his shoulders but he was strong and it was a classic thing to do when someone went down on a girl, the girl got too sensitive and she could barely keep her legs open and her whole body would shake like Emma's was right now. She felt back on the bed, groaning before panting and calling out his name..
Jay found her hands that gripped the bed sheets at her sides as she laid on her back, her hips grinding up into his mouth. He grabbed her hands into his instead, tangling his fingers into hers by the sides of her waist and she arched back more on the bed as his tongue brought her into ecstasy and she held onto his hands just as tightly as he did hers as she began to come and cry out.
She finally collapsed, shaking a little and panted. Holy..hell. She moaned in a pouting way, feeling his mouth kiss up her body and she lifted her head just as he now laid over her and she cupped his face, kissing him deeply. He smiled against the kiss, seeing she liked that. He had a feeling she's never felt or done that before. He was glad he could be her first.
"Relaxed now?" he asked her and she nodded breathlessly, her eyes still closed and he softly smiled, carressing her hair behind her ear. "You're so fucking beautiful, Emma." he said honestly.
She opened her eyes and stared just as lovingly back at him. "You're different." she whispered
He nodded, clenching his jaw. "I don't want to the guy I was anymore."
"What kind of guy are you now?" she had to ask. She bit her lip as he looked back down at her naked body, but not in any sort of perverted way, he was just roaming his finger tips along her curves and past her collar bone, down her chest. Her heart pounded, and her whole body felt on fire. "Jay." she sighed. God, he had her wrapped around his finger. She hoped to God he didn't change back to the old Jay.
"Hmm?" he asked, forgetting the question and lifted his eyes back up to hers.
"What kind of guy are you now?"
He said so simply back, "Yours."
Emma rolled her eyes smiling and she couldn't believe such a corny line made her head over heels. He leaned his forehead down on her shoulder and chuckled too before going serious and spoke, "I want to tell them soon."
Emma paused and bit the end of her tounge, "Everyone?"
He nodded against her shoulder and then felt her body tense. He raised his head up and saw the flicker of doubt in her eyes and he turned his head, squinting his eyes, "You don't want to."
Emma opened her mouth to try and explain but now he got up and stood. She sighed unhappily and put her shirt back on. "It's not I don't want to Jay," she said and sat up on his bed as he paced around a little madly, "I just wanna wait."
"Wait for what?!" he exclaimed, throwing his arms out and looked at her. He felt crushed. He looked heart broken
"Lots of things!"
"Like what."
"Like til I trust you!" she angrily yelled back and his mouth hung and then so did hers. She couldn't believe she had said it. But..it was true. He had really hurt her before, used her, and this new Jay who claimed to be practically in love with her had her fearing it was just an act. She didn't want this to be a lie and it wasn't, but could you blame a girl who had already had her heart hurt by him to think it might be? Jay Hogart use to do a lot of things to seduce naive girls. She wouldn't be one of them. .. she had to know he was for real.
Jay, mostly out of hurt, bittered, "You know, I don't remember you pulling this with Sean. In fact, I remember you giving him 100 chances when he screwed up."
"You're not Sean!" it came out wrong, what Emma meant was that Jay meant more, Jay had the power to hurt her more than Sean ever could because Emma actually felt in love with him, and Jay could break her heart harder than Sean ever could. Sean was just a stupid silly first crush. Jay was honestly the first guy she ever felt connected to, ever felt she belonged with. So she didn't want to start a relationship with Jay until she knew and believed he was really in this for the right reasons.
Jay of course, took it as Emma saying he wasn't as 'great' as Sean. "Sorry i'm not your good little boy Prince Charming," snarled Jay, grabbing his shirt now and shoved it over his head.
Emma put her head into her hands and sighed as he got dressed, "Jay that's not what I meant, I meant you're different, we're different!"
"What do I need to do Emma?!" Jay yelled, making her jump and he stepped closer to her on the bed, "Get down on my knees and beg you to be with me forever?! Will that make you trust me? I am utterly yours and if you end up with another guy that isn't me again," the agony shined through his eyes, "I won't be able to take it again." he swallowed hard and added, "I won't be able to be around you anymore and.. and this will honestly be our last chance at this."
Emma's stomach painfully turned and her heart felt crushed. He was saying he wouldn't be in her life any longer if she dated somebody else? Standing at the side lines like he always did like she did with him.
Her mouth dropped, seeing the certainty in his voice and eyes. He meant it, he sounded like he really meant forever. She softened and her eyes swelled with tears as he was now actually on his knees, eye level with her as she sat on the bed he kneeled down by. He looked pretty damn serious about this, about them being something.
She nodded and cupped his face as he sighed and closed his eyes. Before she leaned in and kissed him she pleaded him, "Don't hurt me."
"Never." he promised and crashed his lips to hers.
The door swung open with Holly J and Spinner laughing until they stopped and gasped, staring wide eyed at the couple on Emma's bed.
Emma and Jay too stared back but more Jay to see how Spinner was taking all this. Spinner couldn't help it, Emma still felt like his wife, hell SHE WAS still his wife in the future! How COULD they do this to him?! HOW COULD JAY!? I mean Emma, yes, he treated like shit but his best friend was doing this to him!?
"YOUR DEAD!" Spinner yelled and went charging over at Jay who ripped away from Emma and got ready for Spinner's blow.
And punch he did. Emma even yelped and covered her mouth. Why had Jay LET Spinner punch him?! HE WAS STRONGER! AND WHY THE HELL WAS SPINNER EVEN MAD ABOUT THIS!
"What are you doing!" Yelled Emma and the guys wrestled around on the floor.
Holly J crossed her arms and rolled her eyes, "What the hell is going on!?" she tried to grab her purse off her shoulder and smacked Jay with it who was now on top of Spinner, raising his fist.
Jay panted, but he frowned and saw Spinner waiting for the hit, a scared but ready look on his face. Jay sighed and got off him, lowering his fist. He wouldn't hit Spinner, he was his best friend, but Spinner had to understand Jay had been in love with Emma longer than Spinner even set his eyes on her. Spinner wasn't even in love with Emma.
Spinner got up, wiping his bloody nose and Jay too felt the sting of his split lip and Emma even went to his side, checking it out. Emma turned her head to Spinner as she cupped Jay's face and snapped at him, "What the hell, Spinner?!"
"She's my wife." spat Spinner at Jay who still also panted from the fight.
Jay looked down with guilt as both girls shook their heads in confusion, especially Emma, "WHAT?!"
From the door, Sean and Manny came in, not seeing what had just happened and Manny nervously cleared her throat, "Guys, we have something to say."
The four looked at them with looks that could kill, wondering what was so damn important. That was until Sean lifted Manny's hand, and a big diamond ring shined on her wedding finger.
Their mouths dropped.