Hello everyone! I know this update is super super overdue and I'm so sorry! I had my AP tests this week so I was studying like a mad person! Anyway, thank you to everyone who waited so patiently and everyone who is still reading or maybe had just started! I wrote this chapter kind of quick, but I think it reveals Kurt's thoughts a little more. Oh and there's a little bit of Sebastian's mother's thoughts at the end ;) Just for kicks. Once again, all your reviews are so so lovely and they make my day every day. I love you all and I hope you enjoy this chapter. Reviews are, as always, highly appreciated. xoxo Chelsea
Disclaimer (a little late but ohwell…): I don't own Glee or any of the show's characters. Are Kurt and Sebastian canon? No? Then, yeah, I still don't own it.
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Sebastian woke up slowly, completely forgetting where he was for a moment. He was warm, though. And he had an underlying feeling of happiness. He thought about how nice this moment was; how comfortable and serene it was. All these thoughts happened in a few seconds, of course, because when he looked down and saw Kurt wrapped in his arms, he knew why he was so happy.
Kurt. Slept. In his bed.
He shook his head, willing the memories to enter his sleepy mind faster. He'd kissed Kurt; he'd been angry. Then, late last night, Kurt had come in and asked to sleep in his bed. The memory brought a bright grin to his face. He looked down at Kurt again, pressing a gentle kiss to his cheek.
Kurt sighed softly and began to wake up, his eyelids fluttering slightly. Sebastian took this moment to notice how gorgeous Kurt really was. He had the softest, most beautiful skin and the pinkest most kissable lips. And then, he opened his eyes, and Sebastian was struck with the simple eye contact. Those blue-green eyes.
"Morning," he murmured softly, waiting for Kurt to realize where he was. The paler boy's eyes darted around the room, clearly trying to collect his thoughts. Kurt looked at Sebastian, his eyes slightly frantic, but his expression softened when he saw Sebastian's genuine smile. Sebastian took this as a good sign.
"Good morning," Kurt rasped finally, his voice low and rough with sleep. God that was hot. Sebastian leaned down and pressed a chaste kiss to Kurt's lips, too gentle to be considered 'hot' but long enough that he was sure Kurt could feel the desire lingering behind it.
"Sorry," he murmured against Kurt's lips before pulling back, a slight grin on his face. "Couldn't help myself."
Kurt just nodded and smirked slightly, his eyes still wandering around the room. Sebastian longed to pull him closer into his chest and sleep another few hours with Kurt's body pressed into him. He'd just slept deeper than he'd slept in a long time, and he was almost positive that it was due to the lean boy currently entangled in his arms.
Kurt slowly shifted away from him, and Sebastian groaned.
"No, Cm'back," the tall boy whined, his arms still loosely around Kurt's waist.
"We have to talk about this Sebastian," Kurt stated.
Kurt let that statement hang in the air for a moment, and Sebastian was aware that the other boy was studying his reaction. He didn't want to talk about this actually. He wanted to forget his whole confession and ignore all his feelings if it meant that he could stay in bed with Kurt for a couple more hours.
Kurt gave him a look, clearly indicating that he wasn't going to let this go. Sebastian groaned and sat up slowly, Kurt following his movement. He blinked a couple more times, letting his eyes adjust to the morning, and ran a hand through his flattened down hair.
"Fine. Talk," he huffed, crossing his arms over his bare chest. Kurt scoffed.
"I see you haven't acquired any manners since you admitted you were in love with me."
"Whoa! I never said that."
"Chill, Bastian," Kurt muttered, rolling his eyes. "I was exaggerating."
Sebastian nodded, trying calm down. Overreact, much? From the look on Kurt's face, he realized it too. There was a small part of Sebastian that knew what Kurt had accused was true, but he pushed it down. Kurt was just being snarky. Joking. Right.
Kurt took a deep breath, in through his nose and out through his mouth, and then let his eyes drift up to meet Sebastian's. Sebastian raised an eyebrow, trying not to get too lost in Kurt's eyes. Like he always seemed to do.
"You like me," Kurt stated simply, his tone almost challenging Sebastian to disagree. Sebastian bit his lip. Now was where he was supposed to be straightforward and tell Kurt the truth. It was hard, though.
"I mean, despite your hideous clothes and-"
"Sebastian."
Kurt gave him a stern look: clearly a Cut-The-Bullshit look. He gestured to their surroundings, pointing out silently that they were both, in fact, in Sebastian's bed and Sebastian had kissed him good morning. Kurt wanted answers and Sebastian couldn't blame him.
But how was he supposed to explain feelings he'd never had before? Sebastian was always a nail and bail kind of guy. He'd never actually enjoyed someone else's company so much. Sure, he was almost constantly thinking of crashing his lips against Kurt's, but it wasn't to shut him up. He was actually interested in what Kurt had to say. He found himself thinking about Kurt much more than he should, wanting him close enough to touch all the time. He just wanted to be around Kurt. And it scared the hell out of him.
"Fine," Sebastian sighed, rubbing the back of his neck and then hesitantly meeting Kurt's eyes again. "Yeah…fuck, I like you okay? I mean, I tried to tell you last night but it didn't really come out right." Kurt nodded in agreement and Sebastian sighed and tried to muster up the courage to continue.
"I just…I'm not asking you to be my boyfriend or anything but…" Sebastian muttered and trailed off. He stopped talking, seemingly done, and Kurt frowned and looked slightly disappointed. Kurt made a move to get up, exasperated, but Sebastian grabbed his wrist.
"But I can't stop thinking about you."
Kurt froze and their eyes locked again.
"I just got out of a relationship," said Kurt.
"I know," Sebastian replied.
"We're going back to Ohio in less than a week."
"I know."
"What are we going to do?"
"I don't know."
Kurt seemed to accept this answer for the time being. He relaxed and laid down again, pulling Sebastian down on the bed with him.
When did everything get so fucking complicated? Sebastian didn't want to make Kurt feel uncomfortable and, as much as he hated to admit it, he would take rejection if it meant that he and Kurt would still be friends. Even when they went back to Ohio, he knew they would still talk. Well, he hoped.
"Kurt, I don't want to make you uncomfortable or anything. We can just forget about it if you-"
He was cut off suddenly by a pair of soft lips pressed firmly against his own. It took his brain a minute to comprehend that Kurt was kissing him. Oh my god. Kurt was kissing him. Sebastian relaxed under the smaller boy's touch, letting his eyes drift closed. He was pleasantly surprised at how well Kurt kissed. He thought maybe the sparks (sparks? When did he get so cliché?) he felt were a onetime thing, but it seemed that was not the case.
Kurt dove his tongue into Sebastian's mouth, taking control of the kiss and Sebastian willingly let him. Their tongues melded against each other, Kurt's tongue exploring every bit of his mouth and his teeth biting down on his lower lip every so often. Sebastian kissed back with the same force, letting himself get lost in everything that was Kurt.
It occurred to Sebastian that he was making out with Kurt Hummel (Kurt Hummel!) in his bed. He chuckled against Kurt's lips at the thought, earning himself a strange look from the other boy. He just shook his head and dove in for another kiss, smiling against Kurt's lips. Kurt reached up to cup Sebastian's cheek in his hand, deepening the kiss even further and sucking Sebastian's tongue into his mouth. Sebastian let out a soft, frustrated groan. He needed Kurt closer.
Sebastian moved to straddle Kurt, his legs on either side of Kurt's hips. He leaned down, resting on his arms, and looked down at Kurt. His cheeks were slightly flushed- a red that reached all the way down to his chest. His lips were red and swollen, and his eyes were dark with something Sebastian hoped was desire. He dipped down, and Kurt pursed his lips in expectation of a kiss, but Sebastian aimed lower.
He pressed his lips to the other boy's collarbone, leaving feather light kisses all up and down his neck. Kurt whimpered softly and God what a sound. Sebastian was half-hard as he began to suck harder on Kurt's neck, something that was sure to leave a mark later on. Kurt moaned and Sebastian shivered.
"Gorgeous," Sebastian couldn't help but whisper, kissing the mark that was beginning to appear on Kurt's neck.
"Bastian," Kurt sighed, and he didn't remember the last time he'd heard a single word that turned him on so much. Kurt was practically moaning his name. He bit Kurt's ear gently, and then kissed just below it. He could do this every day. He could kiss Kurt's beautiful, soft skin and run his hands all over him and watch him react and hear his sounds.
"Bastian, stop for a sec," Kurt breathed, his voice raspy and low. He pushed Sebastian back gently, his hands on his chest. Sebastian couldn't hide the flash of hurt that crossed his face, and then the expression of confusion that came right after.
"But…you kissed me," Sebastian stated, breathing a bit heavily.
"I know," Kurt murmured, his breath coming out in pants. "But I just…we can't do this now. If you keep kissing me like that then I won't be able to stop."
"And the problem is…?"
"That I have a lot of…loose ends to tie up," Kurt murmured, bringing up his hand to stroke his cheek gently. Sebastian leaned into the touch. "Just let me get some stuff figured out and then…we'll figure out this, I guess." Kurt shrugged.
Sebastian tried not to be disappointed, especially with his dick twitching with unsatisfied desire. But he just nodded and gazed at Kurt, pursing his lips.
"Okay," he murmured. He couldn't quite believe he was acting like this. He was going unsatisfied just so Kurt could figure some shit out. A week ago he would have gone and fucked around at some club, but not this time.
"Yeah, okay. But you're such a bitch for getting me all worked up."
Kurt laughed at that and pecked Sebastian's lips softly, something that brought a smile to the tall boy's face.
"C'mon, let's go get breakfast," said Kurt, standing up and helping Sebastian out of bed. Sebastian couldn't help putting his hand at Kurt's lower back to lead him out, or placing a kiss to his temple before they went downstairs. God, he was turning into such a sap.
Sebastian retreated down the hallway, Kurt following behind until he grabbed Seb's wrist.
"Hey, Bastian?"
Sebastian met Kurt's eyes and raised an eyebrow, smiling when Kurt did.
"I can't stop thinking about you either."
Kurt then walked in front of the tall boy and bounded down the steps, leaving Sebastian frozen in his place and smiling at Kurt's retreating form with a mix of amusement, happiness, and amazement.
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Annette Smythe knew something was going on with her son. As soon as he and Kurt came downstairs, something was different in the air. Her son and the Hummel boy insulted and snickered at each other like they always did, but there was a certain fond tone to their words now. Kurt refused to move out of Sebastian's way and her son would shove the other boy gently, but leave his hand at his back for a bit too long. Kurt would push Sebastian back, but the smile would never leave the pale boy's face.
Annette noticed the way those two looked at each other. They always caught each other staring and would stick their tongues out, Sebastian rolling his eyes and then breaking the gaze. But when one of them wasn't looking, she could see the longing in their gazes. Sebastian looked at Kurt like he was an angel fallen from heaven, and vice versa. They were both in their own little world; a world where they could only see each other.
Annette could see past the petty insults and the fighting that wasn't really fighting. They would bark at each other, their words meaningless, and every real emotion reflected in their eyes. She could see that when Sebastian insulted Kurt, and he crossed a line, how he would immediately take it back and try to fix the entire situation through compliments (or less harsh insults). She could see right through those two boys.
Annette Smythe knew her son was in love.
