He's gone, my brother is gone. It's Kyle all over again; both of my guardian angels have been taken from me. The only difference is Kyle died in combat, Sebastian died here in this fucking trap. I had to kill him. Why did this happen?
Kyle's dog tags hanging around my neck protected by the two layers of clothing, I can feel his warmth against my stomach.
Sebastian's Pepsi cap necklace clenched within my trembling hands held close to my chest, his scent filling my noise.
They've both been taken from me. They're gone. I'm alone here in this cruel world where there is no one for me to turn to. My life, my hope gone… I have nothing. I'm empty. I'm cold. I'm alone. I'm angry. Why wasn't it me?
Why wasn't I taken?
Why wasn't I killed?
Why?
It's me who wants to die, to escape from this miserable world.
Why are they taking me to their ship?
Why can't they just leave me here to freeze to death?
Stupid, big headed growl clicking aliens. I want to die, why can't they see that?
I don't want to be in this world without my brothers, without Kyle, without Sebastian. I want to be with them, where they are. In their warmth. In their arms, completely protected… completely safe. I want to die so I can be with them.
Why?
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Scar carried the fragile human child as he followed after the Elder and his two older brothers. He was clearly worried for the small girl, Naamah hadn't said a single word since… not even a threat to Bakuub, nothing. It was very worrying to the young blooded Yautja and it worried him more whenever she would clench whatever it was that she was holding tighter. He worried that it would make her small hands bleed.
They had finally reached the Elder's aircraft that would care them back to the mother ship waiting outside of the earth's atmosphere.
Sorry for such a short chap, but I hope you enjoyed!
Thanks for reading.