GUEST apne mere dil ki baat keh di..a woman can be alone and strong..and live her life to fullest.. That I will show. But kuch log kabhie guilty feel krte hi nahi apne real life mey..so lets see yeaha wo log guilty feel krte hey yea nahi
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Sachin was working with the files in bureau when heard Freddy's voice "aj kal logo ki ander criminal psychology barta ja raha hey"
he looked at freddy then glanced back to files "kya hua freddy?"
"arey yea jo last week ek case aya tha na news mey wo gherulu hingsa ka, aj usika follow up aya..uss saans ne suicide kr liya.."
Nikhil shook his head "waise yea case tha hatke, sab jagah saas bahu pey jurm krte hey suna jata hey yeaha bahu ne saas pey itna jurm kiya.."
Sachin smiled "ulte cheez hona to bas suru hua hey dekhte jao..waise yea aise bahu kisi kisi ko milna cahiye jindegi mey"
he sighed
his mind went back to past
when Kajal was staying at his house at times he was really shocked is this the same Kajal he had knew?
This one is timid scared lost
even in a small mistake, like if she put a bit more salt in food she panicked so much like she had committed a murder
Sachin was the one who persuaded her to lodge a FIR, she had completely lost the interest faith or energy from everything
complaining about domestic violence was an easy step rather
they were also the part of law family aftr all.
Her in laws got arrested for a year and giving the fine of RS 20000 they are free. Because Kajal don't have any such proofs.
Every law has its escaping window after all.
They have no repentance, no problem in carrying on.
Even Kajal's father who should have supported her instead asked forgiveness from them..he too had no repentance..no trouble
for him Kajal now don't exist, and if she is there she is a shame..
today Sachin feels, the daughter in law in question is much more fit for Kajal's in laws.
He tried to move back to files, but his mind again raced back
even best of their friends have once or more asked that is there anything more between them than friendship? Even their team members the family away family had asked Sachin does he have any feelings for Kajal
and the most worst case is, Sachin's father took it that Sachin is taking advantage of Kajal's helplessness
but he never felt that way. They stayed together for about one and half month, with background voices from the neighbors, friends
even from the store keepers at locality
maybe this is the another reason police and magistrate too got biased towards Kajal's in laws, taking it as fact that these two are having extra marital affairs
but to say the truth Sachin is too very conservative
leave aside mental feelings, those have no proofs
they didn't share any friendly hug, if even he and Kajal had a long talk about those days and she needs consolation it was only words she got
he never got any feelings for her thinking hard he admit to himself apart from feeling a friendly relation and sense of duty he had felt pity at times
but no that kind of feelings.
When atlast a flat in rent is arranged using his contacts and she shifts there, Sachin even didn't miss her in home
he took the regular responsibility of visiting her, keeping an eye on her needs
if he failed to visit her he felt bit sad but not that kind of sad what the love birds should feel
she still didn't have any way to income, he took all the responsibility
but then got this is making her feeling more weak.
She was trying for job, but somewhere her confidence her charm all were lost
she can't face a bit twisted situation and tears welled up at the drop of a hat
she was feeling all more weird to take monetary help from Sachin
but he made a contract that she should return all this in easy installments after getting a job
to be frank she paid the every last pie of it, Suhani at times felt bad about that
but Sachin never stopped her, he knew its needed
she still didn't overcome those days fully, maybe she will never
but she needs to be confident
she must believe she has no debts
and this is necessary
Sachin remembered his small unintentional words made her so happy, that he started saying those intentionally
entering in her flat when Sachin after long noticed Kajal dressed in western outfit, a casual pair of white shirt black formals a compliment automatically came up his throat
"arey wah aj to bahut achi dikh rahi ho"
the 1000watt smile and the glow which came up on Kajal's face is not what Sachin expected
this small one liner gave her such happiness, Sachin felt a pain but at the same time made a mental note of using compliments now and then
but he didn't lied.
He earlier used to ignore complimenting as it seems filmy to him but now he started giving words to the thoughts
her cooking skill, sometime dressing skills, one day when she arranged his study..he complimented
she was nervous to go to her interviews, he accompanied
he downloaded forms, interview call letters for her
he tried to make her undergo some computer training as he felt she had lost the speed and accuracy level
and all this actions were taken as love from his side by many
but to him their thoughts ware the jokes of the day
he used to discus that with Kajal
discuss the points still how backdated our so called modern society is
at one side they are allowing live in, they are taking a boy and girl having late night parties together much easily
on the other side they can't digest that a male and female can just be friends
even our bollywood is always keen to show that if a girl and boy is friend, one of them must fall in love with other
most of the time Kajal was a silent listener,
but one day she asked in quiet straight voice
"ek baat puchu Sachin?"
"haa pucho na"
"tum actually yea sab mere liye krte ho kyun?"
"kyun tumhe bhi lagta ek larka larki dost nahi ban skte?" "meine aisa to nahi kaha"
Sachin smiled "kayi reasons hey, ek hum bahut ache dost hey isliye..dusra I felt ki mujhe yea krna cahiye isliye..tesra I felt an empathy towards you and mein yea jo stereotype notion hey mard aur aurat ki rishto pey wo torna cahta tha..aur kuch unknown reasons bhi hey jo khud mein bhi nahi janta"
that day he noticed a strange pain reflecting in her eyes, meaning of which is still not clear for him
before he can think more he was summoned by acp sir, so without any more time travel he moved to his cabin
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Kajal is feeling herself much useful today, she joined an organization working for the woman's who are not accepted by their own family members for various reasons
she remembered one she had asked Sachin
"tumhare paise wagera to fir bhi lauta dungi per jo sahara tumne diya jo help kiya tumne wo..mein wo ehsan kabhie nahi chuka paungi"
"meine koi ehsaan nahi kiya Kajal tumpey..per haan tumhe ager lage ki mera yea dosti tumpey karz banta jaraha hey tum use utar jarur sakti ho"
"kaise?"
"tumhare sasural walo ki tarah bahut log hey duniya mey..umhe saja dilake..kr paogi?"
she smiled..
Not because she wants to payback Sachin but because she felt some deep pain in his voice that today she is here.
She wants to fulfill all his dream..all his small wishes
she remembered once she asked why he is always there for her
she remembered his answer
"kayi reasons hey, ek hum bahut ache dost hey isliye..dusra I felt ki mujhe yea krna cahiye isliye..tesra I felt an empathy towards you and mein yea jo stereotype notion hey mard aur aurat ki rishto pey wo torna cahta tha..aur kuch unknown reasons bhi hey jo khud mein bhi nahi janta"
that day she clearly got, he never loved her
she had loosed everything, got pain in every relation but god knows why she didn't forgot to love
and she loved him, she still loves Sachin
at some weak moments she still wonders why he don't love her
sometime her brain answered that it's because she is a widow, she don't have right to be loved
but the very next moment she remembered how much Sachin convinced her to think about second marriage
And she knew he is not an hypocrite to think what can be allowed to others can be Fr him
Deep in her heart she knew just like love has no reason to happen it has no reason to not happen
It's a feeling
She loves him...he don't
It's not necessary it have any reason
It's not necessary Suhani has something in her that's absent in Kajal
It's true everyone is unique and Sachin loved Suhani's uniqueness
Kajal sighed
One year passed, now she must admit the fact
Not struggle with it
She decided to attend the anniversary party of Sachin and Suhani
"Haan Sachin, u said na I must be so strong that mein apni har weakness ko khud hi jeet lu..mein banungi na utna strong..Aftr all we all never know how strong we are until being strong is the only choice we have"
She took a deep breath ready to think about some special gift now
R and R