Chapter 10 – Away with Carlisle Part II

I sat looking around the room for a while until finally I decided to top off my drink. I got up placing the box on the table before walking into the kitchen. I fill up the glass then head back into the living room. I look in the cabinet of dvd's. Picking the night of the museum. I put the dvd in as it began to play I sat back down pulling out a journal with black background with gold floral print pattern on it. I pull out a quill and some ink pulling the blanket on the back the sofa over myself. I pulled the table closer so I could place the ink bottle on the table. I turned to the first page before I started writing.

Property of

Isabella Marie Clearwater Swan Voulturi

(I turned to the next page before I started writing.)

Over the past couple days my life has been busy as anything. I moved back to Forks, Washington to live with my dad Charlie Swan. One my first days at Forks High I was nervous of what was going to happen until lunch time. When I met Edward Cullen. Just wow, he is gorgeous his hazel eyes against his reddish brown hair. Just wow, we quickly fell for each other there and then. Every time I look into his eyes there are full of love and protectiveness I cannot believe it. I am angry with myself for lying to them about whom I am or who I know. But I had to let them figure it out or let them ask me. I couldn't just tell them. Every time I do people try to use me for themselves or try to kill me for who I am or for who I am to become. After my classes he wanted to talk to me so I let him drive. He knew where we were going. When we stopped he told me about his family being vampires but that they are vegetarian's. Which made me talk to my uncles and father who also share their lifestyle now. Because every time I went to visit them I could feel every person they killed to keep their thirst down. This shocked his family. Because they knew them as human drinkers and their eyes look red. Which is my doing. I have them wear red contacts when dealing with others of their kind.

After he explained everything, we quickly went into a passionate kiss. Getting heated and ended up mating in the back of his car. Soon after we went to go. Great his family. They all seemed welcoming but also very happy that Edward had found me. From their minds they were bursting with joy especially Esme. She believed that Edward had been alone long enough and deserves to be happy. When I found out that, it was the wolves fault for my injuries years ago. I was angry but I could not take it out on them since I had gone there to stop a war not to cause one.

Edward was angry when he found out that what the wolves did but I managed to calm him down to stop him from starting something. I meet up with an elder of the pack Billy Black, but also Sue Clearwater with the pack. The meeting was very hard, as everyone there hated each other. In the end I managed to get Billy to agree to a new treaty but also became the new elder of the pack. Meaning that I had control of them, they act like the one a big family of brothers and sisters many of them have their imprints but some do not but that will change soon. A lot has happened, when Paul punched Leah for calling him a girl because of how he laughed made me have to go down to La Push. The Cullen's are allowed on their land now so they came with me. I may have confused everyone before when I was talking to Sam, when I told him that as I turn eighteen I will go through a change to become immortal like a vampire but more but it takes five days for the complete change. Mostly I stayed away from Edward or talked with someone else before he could as I feel like I'm not good for him. I have not told him who I am or what I can do. I hate when I lie to people but I have to so I know they will be safe.

Jacob Black is a complete other matter I asked him to keep his distance but he is still around everyone but does not approach. I know he feels bad for what happened but I cannot just forgive him now I need time but I also will not keep him from his family.

I know that I had many mental breakdowns in the past couple days but when you have been through what I have you would as well. I sometimes let it get too much then before I realize it I'm breaking down. I hope that I should be okay from now on.

Back to why I decided to write in here.

Carlisle would like me to keep an record of everything I feel and of everything I learn. So I decided I would write what I feel about what has happened so far. So now Carlisle may understand what has been going on so far with what I feel.

Carlisle sat me down across from me earlier explaining to me what I should expect in the next couple of days and what is involved in joining his coven. Here are some of the key points that I think I should keep in mind at all times but also have the written to refer back to.

Carlisle is coven leader first and family/sibling second.

That it is okay with your mates for you to take lovers so that you can learn new things to possibly try with your mate. But in the coven there is one rule that you keep it within the coven members unless been given granted permission by Carlisle himself.

That I am to respect Carlisle at all times, as he is coven leader so disrespect is a no.

I need to re mate with Edward to officially, join the coven when I return from this trip. No other member can approach me until this has happened.

All the members are true soul mate's with each other

Carlisle & Esme

Jasper & Alice

Emmet & Rosalie

Edward & Myself

The male mates determine how you will react with another by setting up some guidelines that must be followed. If broken they are to be punished accordantly by mate or Carlisle possibly both to ensure I have learnt the lesson.

During the next couple days I will learn certain things as follows of some of these things

To show me that Carlisle is the leader of the coven.

The amount of respect I will have to show Carlisle (or expect me to show him)

I have the choice when we return to decide on what type of relationships I will have with Carlisle and the other members of his coven.

I will be treated as any other member of the coven, now Carlisle is not in the position as adoptive father but as coven leader.

So far, I have understood everything he has said. I cannot wait to see what happens in the next couple of days. I will take in everything he says as guidance.

I have finished writing for now.

I will write again soon for now im going to try to relax before Carlisle continues. Hopefully I can get to know a bit more about him.

I closed the journal, noticing Carlisle watching me closely. When I looked up at the time, I realized I had been writing for a long time. Missing it when Carlisle came back and sitting down in front of me. He looked at me as I picked a stamp out and a color ink before I carefully stamped the first page then the last page of what I had written on as I decided every time I enter anything, I would stamp the end of the writing signaling the end of the entry. I put away the ink, and stamp before quickly closing the book. Then I placed it on my lap.

Carlisle's POV

I left Isabella to relax at the house as I went grocery shopping but also to buy some other items I needed for the next couple of days. When I returned Isabella was cuddled on the couch writing with a quill in one of the journals I made my way through with the groceries but also putting the other things upstairs. When I finished I sat down in a chair across from Isabella watching her closely as the quill went across the pages writing in old handwriting. I sat there as quietly as I could by the looks of things Isabella hadn't noticed my return. When she finished writing she closed the journal wiping the quill of then putting the quill and ink away before pulling a stamp with a ink pad out stamping two pages. When she finished she placed the journal on her lap before looking up at me.

"Isabella I hope you have managed to relax, and express some of your thoughts down in your journal." She looked up at me before smiling.

"I have Carlisle the journal on my lap is the one for you to look at as well I thought the hazel print on it will make it stand out as one for my thoughts and feelings to your coven. Also from what I will be taught as well." I smiled at the way she explained why she choose that journal for expressing her feeling but also writing about what she will learn from myself but also the other member's in this coven.

"That is perfectly fine may I see what you have written?" She got up slowly before gently passing me the journal. I slowly open to the second page before reading what she has written. The way she has explained her feelings on everything that has happened so far is amazing but the way she has written the key points to what I talked about with her earlier is what I did not expect. When I finished reading, Isabella had sat back down. I stood up slowly before walking around the table moving the box I had given her before onto the table sitting down next to her. Before she realized I had picked her up carefully before sitting her down on my lap. She looked down to her lap then. I lifted her chin up

"The way you have detailed it all is perfect thank you for explaining your feelings on the paper. Now for our next lesson I need you to go upstairs to the third bedroom on the right. There's an outfit on the bed you are to wear. Once it's on kneel down at the end of the bed understood?" She looked in my eyes.

"Yes Carlisle." I nodded placing her back on the ground she started to walk away so I decided to play a little by slapping her ass. She carried on walking to the stairs before long I was left alone in the living area. I got up picking the journal and box up before placing the journal back inside. Placing the box back onto the table.

Isabella's POV

I walked up the stairs onto the first floor before walking past two doors reaching a third door on the right. I slowly opened the door closing it behind me as I stepped into the room. I slowly walked over to the bed; I looked over the outfit Carlisle had placed on the bed. I carefully picked it up examine it. (Picture on profile) I carefully undress out of my jeans, shirt then underwear. I slip on the black panties then the black bra but it has black netting around it that falls down past my knees slightly. When I'm finished I folded my clothes up placing them on top of the dresser. After I finish I brush my hair out before kneeing down at the end of the bed.

After another ten minutes of kneeling Carlisle walks in seeing me in the position he asked. I keep my eyes down on the floor.

Carlisle's POV

It takes Isabella ten minutes to change and stop moving in the bedroom. I wait another ten minutes before I decide to go up. When I walk in, I see Isabella kneeling at the end of the bed with her eyes down like a submissive would. This makes me wonder if I have found it in Isabella. Could she submit herself fully to my dominating self. We will have to see. I walk slowly over to her she keeps her eyes on the ground.

"Isabella, so far I have given you some explanations to what will happen in the next couple day's as it is near 1am in the morning. I will allow you go to bed but you are to allow myself to lay beside you as you sleep. When I wake you up you are to immediately to get on your knees when you awake fully do you understand Isabella?" She looks up at me before she replies.

"I understand fully Carlisle." I nod my head before I help her up. Walking around the bed she gets in moving over so I could get in. I lay down carefully beside her. Remembering the book, I had placed on the dresser with her box. When I pull the covers over the two of us, she immediately starts to fall asleep so I pull her a little closer. So she's leaning gently on me…